I fooled the whole world

He looked at the doctor, hoping that the doctor could give him the strength and give him the answer he wanted.

However, the doctor just shook his head and sighed.

These silent words made Mr. Hechuan completely lose his energy, and he almost couldn't stand still.

Their children...will be taken away from them.

After they have worked hard for so long, do they still have to send their children away in the end?

"Mr. Hechuan, life and death matter... Although our doctors are here to save lives and heal the wounded, we are not really competing with the god of death. I'm sorry."

"But this kind of thing...is really meant to be."

"You are still young, maybe everything is not so bad."

Maybe he is used to seeing life and death. As a doctor, he has seen too many deaths in hospitals... Why do people respect and fear hospitals?Because the hospital is the place where the most lives are saved and where the most deaths occur...

Here, they deal with death almost every day. Today someone and so-and-so die after ineffective first aid, and tomorrow someone and so-and-so dies from eating insects and being infected by bacteria.

They have seen all kinds of death.

And a child, a ten-year-old child who had just come into this world and was ignorant, was about to die.

Although this is difficult for them, it is not really unacceptable.

They tried their best.

Mr. and Mrs. Hechuan are still young now. Although they are in their thirties or forties, because they have a small family fortune, they have taken good care of themselves. Even though they have been running around for their children in the past few years and have become much haggard, they are still in a strong stage. Even having another child is not impossible.

The doctor was comforting them.

However, Mr. Kawakawa needed no such comfort.

"I don't accept it...I will never accept it!"

"What's destined! I don't believe this!"

"That's my child, my only child!"

"I can't watch him die...I want to save him...I must save him!"

"If you don't save me, I will!"

Mr. Hechuan's eyes were red, and his anxious expression became so ferocious. He supported his wife and left the office.

He wants to save his child. No matter what the cost, he will never let his child die here!

That kid... still has a future, he has many futures!He is only ten years old, ten years old!

He has not yet seen the beauty of this world, he has not yet gone to see the world, and he has not yet waited for me to take him to see the mountains, rivers, and the seaside.

Their family has not even spent an unforgettable time happily together... How could he allow this to happen!

God, I won't allow it!

Even if it's your arrangement, I won't allow it!

Mr. Hechuan left. No one knew what he was doing, but no one would ask this question.

After he left, Ha Chuan was sent back to his room last month.

His current condition is out of danger, and antipyretics, intravenous drips, and some nutritional supplements are all ready. However, despite this, he is not completely out of danger yet.

Once a weak body becomes weak, it is very difficult to make up for it.

Although human life is very tenacious, and people sometimes burst out with terrible potential, what can a ten-year-old child... do?

On the night when he was sent back, Hechuan Shangyue slowly opened his eyes. He was out of danger and woke up from his weakness.

He didn't know what he had been through or why he felt so tired.

When he woke up, he thought it was still dark.

It wasn't until he saw the ticking clock that he realized that he had slept all day and night.

I actually slept all day and all night...Why didn't anyone wake me up?Where is Aunt Li?And what about those nurse sisters?Why didn't you call me?

He Chuan, who was dazed and had not yet fully recovered, struggled to sit up from the bed. In a daze, he suddenly felt something familiar, as if he had done something while sleeping, and then heard something.

He recorded what happened in his [dream] in his diary, and then, as if instinctively, he wrote down this last sentence.

——Am I... going to die?

What is death?

What is death?

Although the word "death" was written down by Hechuan Sangyue unconsciously, this word that was written down unconsciously seemed to be imprinted on it after entering Hechuan Sangyue's consciousness. No matter what, Hechuan Sangyue could not forget it. .

He's going to die... or is that right?

But why did he die?How to die?What is death?

These are a bit too profound for children who have no contact with external things and rely solely on TV and movies to learn about them.

He closed the diary he had written and continued to lie on the bed, thinking that he might as well continue to fall asleep like this.

But for some reason, Hechuan Shangyue couldn't fall asleep that night.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he could not help but think of the word death.

It was as if once I closed my eyes, I would never be able to open them again.

Until later, fatigue swept over him, and he fell asleep uncontrollably.

Then the next day, Hechuan Shangyue woke up from his sleep.

This time, he didn't sleep for another day or night.

The heavy rain outside the window has stopped, and the sun shines into the house again. He rubbed his eyes, and then found that there was another person lying beside his bed. Her hand was still holding his hand. Her fingers were a little pale, but very warm.

Hechuan Shangyue looked at the person who appeared at an unknown time, tilted his head slightly, and gave a tentative shout.

"Mother?"

The sound startled Mrs. Hechuan who was sleeping on her stomach. She recovered in the early morning. Mrs. Hechuan, who was worried about her son, suddenly woke up. She looked at her son who was sitting on the bed with a trace of doubt and surprise in his big eyes. A tight.

Subconsciously, I wanted to ask my son if he was okay.

But she stopped as soon as she opened her mouth.

The doctor said that she needed to rest for the past month and not be too stimulated or have too much mood swings, so she restrained herself, and a smile appeared on her worried face.

"Last month, you woke up so early? Why don't you sleep a little longer? It's still early, do you want to rest a little longer?"

She heard the sound and comforted him, while Hechuan Shangyue shook his head.

"I seemed to have slept all day yesterday. Mom, why are you here?"

"Mom is free recently, so she came here to stay with you...Mom will be with you for the next period of time."

"Really?"

Hechuan Shangyue's eyes showed joy, but he calmed down after just a moment.

My mother had also said before that she would stay with him when she was free, and that she would stay with him for a long time. But every time, she went back in less than a day, and stayed with him for two days at most.

Last month, I yelled at myself and scared myself just because I sneaked out, and now I said I would accompany me.

Anyway, as long as I wait for the weather to subside in two days, I will go back.

Humph, I don’t want to, I just can’t calm down!

Hechuan Shangyue snorted, and his happy expression turned into unhappy. Then he touched his belly and shouted: "I'm hungry! I haven't eaten for a day, I need to eat!"

The rude words made Mrs. Hechuan confused about what was going on. She thought the child was uncomfortable, so she hurriedly asked him to wait while she went to ask the hospital to prepare food.

The hospital quickly prepared a special breakfast for Hechuan Shangyue, and Mrs. Hechuan even fed Hechuan Shangyue with her own hands.

Originally, Hechuan Shangyue didn't want to do it. After all, he was ten years old and no longer a child. Being fed by adults was already a bit embarrassing for a child of this age.

But he felt that he was still very tired. He had slept for two days, but he was still very tired for some reason. After being unable to resist Mrs. Hechuan, he had to let Mrs. Hechuan feed him.

However...the feeling of being fed by my mother...although I resisted it rationally, I felt very happy emotionally.

He hasn't felt this kind of feeling for a long time.

And this was just the beginning. In the next few days, Hechuan watched TV and movies with his mother in the room. They ate together and slept together, as if they had become an ordinary mother and son, enjoying themselves. Their time.

Hechuan Shangyue originally wanted to resist a little, saying that he would not forgive them so easily.

But he couldn't resist at all... On the first day, when his mother held him and watched his favorite cartoon together, leaning in his mother's arms, that kind of warmth and peace of mind was what he had longed for for a long time.

In these years, what he wants to do is not only go out and see the outside world, but also want to see the rivers and mountains on the computer TV. What he wants is to be with his parents.

Although mom and dad come every week, they don't stay long every time. They come and go in a hurry every time.

He never sat down to watch TV with his parents, nor did he have a good chat with them.

There are even times when someone calls while they are chatting.

He didn't know why his parents were so busy.

But this time, my mother turned off her phone, rejected all external messages, and stayed with him attentively.

She only had him in her eyes these days.

Hechuan Shangyue liked this feeling very much, and he was very happy to be like this with his mother. However, in this dream-like life, the only thing that he felt a little unhappy about was that he felt more and more tired.

Normally he wouldn't fall asleep quickly when lying alone, but he didn't know if it was because he was too tired from playing, but he felt more and more tired.

By the time he reached the end, he could hardly sit up, as if all his strength had been drained from his body.

Lying in his mother's arms and falling asleep, he vaguely remembered the last stroke he had written down a few days ago.

Am I...going to die? 】

Chapter 344: Tell me you want to live

【What is death?

Why do people die?

This question arose in the mind of Kagawa Shangyue, who was drowsy as if he was about to fall into a deep sleep.

In fact, this problem occurred a few days ago.

But he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand why he has these problems, he doesn't understand why he thinks of these problems.

He had no answers, no responses, and it was worth burying them deep inside himself and not thinking about them.

But now, they appear again inadvertently.

At this moment, he seemed to understand something and thought of something.

So...it's because he's going to die that his mother will always stay with him and stay by his side like this, right?

Then, if he stays like this, or if he really dies, will mother...will stay with him forever?

He Chuan closed his eyes last month...

In the next few days, Hechuan Shangyue became increasingly weak. A few days ago, he could still wake up and talk, but these days, his waking time became less and less, and he even became drowsy.

The doctor checked his body and found that the fever had subsided and the cold was gone, but his physical weakness continued.

The medical treatments he had previously used were no longer able to contain his body's condition.

No one knows why his body suddenly deteriorated like this... No, not deterioration, but the kind of... like normal decline.

As we all know, human life is a process of death starting from birth, but this process is a bit long.

Almost everyone goes through a process from childhood to adulthood, from adulthood to middle age, from middle age to twilight years, and from twilight years to death, and the process during this period represents the process of strength and weakness of vitality.

In the first two processes, human vitality is like the rising sun, full of vitality. The active vitality suppresses the weakness leading to death.

But the latter two processes, that is, from activity to cessation, are a pity that the sun is slowly setting in the west. When the active vitality is no longer active, death has no way to continue to suppress it.

What people often call the end of life is the situation when life force comes to an end and death sweeps over.

Logically speaking, as a young man, a child of only ten years old, Hechuan Shangyue's vitality at this moment should be rising, beyond the reach of death.

However, this is not the case.

Hechuan Shangyue's life was weakening, and every organ in his body seemed to have reached its end and could no longer support it.

Death was now looming over him.