Society fears that young people don’t want to be literary godfathers

Being inseparable is not evidence of a good relationship. People can actually enjoy the right amount of loneliness and distance, and get happiness from things other than people.

Although earth-shaking changes after the encounter are always the mainstream of the times, it is not a bad idea not to change anything after the encounter.

It's no big deal if it stays the same.

.........Before going to bed, let's paint for a while.

Mochizuki thought so, opened the door to the apartment, and returned to calm.

7. The first step to becoming a god

The last day of summer vacation, in front of the Tokyo tram station.

The girl with dog eyes, wearing a uniform, bubble socks, and a short bob haircut, was scrolling through her mobile phone in various ways at the moment.

The girl looks cute and has a lazy look - her soft short hair and slightly bulging face combined with her lazy and deep eyes give her a unique and decadent temperament, which is as unbearable as a white lotus.

Her name is Takegami Kasumi, she is 16 years old and will soon be a sophomore.

Today is the day to go back to the countryside to study in high school.

Because of her good looks, there were a few boys in front of the tram stop who were thinking of striking up a conversation with her - but when they saw the girl's face, the young men still backed away.

What beasts we are!You actually want to strike up a conversation with such a petite and weak girl!

While blaming themselves in their hearts, the young men who had been in love just now immediately gave in. The desire for protection in their hearts rose and they did not dare to think about it any more.

Of course, the girl wearing headphones and waiting for the train to arrive didn't know that she had made several young men hit the wall with guilt.

She just shook her head gently and resonated with the music playing in her headphones:

(In this twisted world, I gradually become transparent and can’t see anything anymore.)

(Don't find me,)

(Don't look at me,)

(I don’t want to hurt you in the world that I don’t know who painted it,)

(Do you always remember me...)

Yes, this song is the famous work of Sloth Fish, which has turned countless teenagers into the unravels of jade syndrome patients.

Because it sounds so good, the girl has been playing it on a loop for more than three months, and it still doesn't make me feel tired at all - it's a pity that Sloth Fish seems to be a bit out of his element, and several new songs have not met the fans' expectations. There is a feeling that you are at your peak when you debut and then continue to decline.

This is also the reason why the girl only put one song by Sloth Fish into the selected playlist.

Fortunately, the quality of unravel is high enough to withstand repeated appreciation, otherwise Takegami Kasumi might have really forgotten about the sloth fish.

They say music has the power to shape your mood.

And Kasumi Takegami, who lives in Tokyo and is now going back to her hometown of Toyama Prefecture for school, also felt inexplicable emotions in her heart under the influence of unravel.

Sitting on the long tram and watching the scenery on the street gradually turn into fields, it always feels like a world away.

I am bored........

When a person is repeatedly stimulated by some high-information-density content, the pleasure threshold he or she feels is actually raised in disguise - from then on, everyone begins to become numb and less sensitive, and when there is really no When normal content can produce happiness, what people feel will only be endless emptiness.

Takegami Kasumi feels like this now.

I originally thought that I would go back to my hometown to go to high school, where I would be able to experience the cherry-colored high school praised in literary and artistic works, meet a gentle senior, and have an enviable love... But when I was really young, I , everything is so sparse and ordinary, without any disturbance, even the club activities of the anime series and special books are as ordinary as water, without any surprises——

It's time to go to school again...

It's so boring, I might as well stay at home and read comics...

Kasumi Takegami really thinks so.

However, the tram has arrived.

Following the flow of people, the girl walked into the carriage step by step on her small leather shoes.

That's all, that's all...what are you thinking about?

High school has just started for one year, and there are still two years left in the future... Rather than lamenting that my youth is so boring, I'd better listen to music and relax a little.

"...I really don't know if sloth fish would have such troubles."

Gently holding her forehead, the girl scrolled through the YouTube page and clicked on the "Sloth Fish" page, her expression showing considerable concern:

"Having such a bright voice, but often singing some pretty painful songs...it really makes people worry about his mental condition."

(Dear, your attention: Sloth Fish, has released a new song.)

On the last day of summer vacation, tens of thousands of fans, including Kasumi Takegami, received precise notifications at this moment.

"Eh......?"

When she saw such a message popping up on her phone, the girl with dog eyes was also slightly startled:

"Oh... there's a new song out."

"Well... the title of the new song is "生きていたんだよな" (She once lived). It's still the same. I like to sing some particularly bitter and desperate songs."

"However, unravel is already an insurmountable mountain. I really don't know when Teacher Sloth Fish will finally get the hang of it..."

Yes, when the train started and was about to leave Tokyo, the girl preconceptionally concluded that Mochizuki Kaze’s new song must be as painful as Unravel. Listening to it makes people want to break their fingers and practice subtraction within a thousand— —

But... Hearing the accompaniment of the song and the boy's clear voice, Takegami Kasumi's somewhat lazy dog ​​eyes suddenly became sharp.

No...Isn't this wrong? !

There are no deliberately artificial lyrics, nor passionate melody... What is there is just the eloquent and story-telling singing voice:

(silent blood,)

(Flowing on the cold asphalt,)

(That bright red color is so beautiful,)

(Crying,)

(Cleaned up by a strange adult,)

(Put on yellow tape that prohibits entry,)

("This kind of scene has only been seen on TV",)

(I heard people talking and saying,)

(And at this moment, what is this girl thinking about?)

(In the distance, I want to cry,)

(What was originally a long day has turned into sunset.)

"........"

Even Takegami Kasumi didn't expect that her mouth had opened wide unconsciously.

A completely different style... There is no longer the passion and despair and bitterness of Unravel, only a touch of sadness and clean strumming are left -

The lyrics of the entire song do not praise suicide, nor do they criticize suicide. They just repeatedly emphasize that people who commit suicide have also worked hard to live. Bystanders who know nothing are not qualified to criticize or accuse them...

In addition to recognizing the efforts of the suicidal person, the lyrics also criticize people's too cold attitude towards suicide incidents, looking at things from the sidelines, and not thinking that everything is reality and that people really die——

".......changed."

Takegami Kasumi took off her headphones tremblingly, her whole body trembling unconsciously:

"Teacher Slothfish...has changed?!"

The reaction is almost the same as that of Takegami Kasumi.

Fans of Sloth Fish also began to leave countless compliments in the comment area:

"It's taken off, it's taken off, I announce that Mr. Sloth Fish has taken the first step towards becoming a God today!"

"It's changed, Mr. Sloth Fish. You don't have heart-rending roars. You have become so artistic. I can't accept it."

"Ahhh! Teacher Sloth Fish, I like you so much. For you, I will carve your name on my wrist, then press you down in the basement and kiss you hard???"

"......?"

Seeing the classic sloth fish fans getting sick, Kasumi Takegami's doggy eyes became more and more tired.

....Don't go crazy here.

With this thought in her mind, the girl who still hadn't recovered from the shock added Slothfish's new song to her playlist, ready to listen to it again and again.

The scenery outside the tram has also changed from the rows of city street shadows to the extremely simple town scenery.

Although "She Lived" still can't get rid of the gloomy atmosphere, it is still not fundamentally different from Slothfish's past style.

But...listening to the idol's new song and looking at the scenery outside the window, the dog-eyed girl's mood became much calmer.

The scenery is changing, Teacher Sloth Fish is changing, and I have also changed from a freshman in high school to a sophomore in high school——

The future...maybe it will get a little more interesting too?

thought here.

Takegami Kasumi's doggy eyes also glowed with gentle light.

"...I wonder, where is Mr. Slothfish now and what is he doing?"

"I wonder if I can meet him once in my lifetime..."

Talking to himself.

There was a faint blush on the girl's cheeks.

8. Teacher Sakuraba, stay with me

As soon as Sloth Fish's new song "She Lived" was released, the traffic and playback volume also soared. It didn't take long for it to successfully surpass the shackles of the past few months, and even reached an unravel level of [-] to [-]%. .

The release of such a unique new song on the last day of summer vacation really shocked the fans.

Because of this, countless fans went crazy in the comments section of Slothfish’s new song:

(Very good job, Love from Porcelain, League of Legends.)

(I like sloth fish, why is it in traditional Chinese, because it’s not just a simple liking????)

(I declare that "She Used to Live" is on par with Unravel and has become an insurmountable mountain for Teacher Sloth Fish. According to his urine, it feels like the next time it will be mediocre again.)

(You are not allowed to say that about Teacher Sloth Fish, he is my father!)

"........."

The Internet environment is becoming more and more abstract and unpredictable.

Kasumi Takegami looked at the messages that were constantly refreshing on her phone, and her mood was quite complicated.

Is Mr. Sloth Fish’s fans still so complicated?......

..... What kind of person is the sloth fish teacher who can attract so many outrageous fans?

Is it the greasy middle-aged fat man who is looking at the house in the rental house?Or a critically ill patient who is paralyzed in bed and shouts that I am sorry for being born?He can't be a handsome and handsome Yang Jiao high school student who speaks like a man, right?

"...absolutely impossible."

When thinking of Sloth Fish's gloomy lyric writing style, Takegami Kasumi shook her head, denying from the bottom of her heart the fact that her idol was a popular high school student.

Of course, this doesn't actually matter.

"...After all, I probably will never have anything to do with Mr. Slothfish in my life."

Seeing the tram arriving at the station, the girl's expression showed a subtle change as she gently held the beige satchel in her hand.

.........I'm going back to my hometown soon.

The new semester of high school life is about to begin, and I will go to my aunt to report in soon.

Crossing her wrist and looking at the beating hands on the watch, the girl's mood calmed down.

.... At this point, my aunt should have been waiting for me at the station early.

........I wonder if my aunt has found a boyfriend.

Even at a young age, the dog-eyed girl is still very concerned about her aunt's life events.