Young people with light music will not encounter lonely rock music

This reason is a bit too far-fetched.

"Ever since the first performance, Ryo hasn't written any new songs."

The girl's eyes narrowed for a moment.

Liang used to write songs very quickly.

After inspiration comes, she will soon be able to write works that fit her own personality.

But since the first performance, until today, she has not come up with a new song.

"I just don't want to compose music anymore." Yamada Ryo shrugged and said indifferently.

"...Don't want to compose music anymore?!"

Countless thoughts flashed through Kotobuki Hikaru's heart, intricately intertwined like threads.

But more of it is a kind of unwilling anger.

The person who can make him put aside his messy thoughts and write songs according to his own personality is Ryo Yamada.

In a sense, if it weren't for Ryo, I wouldn't be able to write my own music.

However, the person who allowed himself such power chose to give up at this time.

It's like being betrayed...

"Why..." Kotobuki Hikaru tried his best to suppress his voice and squeeze the short words out of his throat.

"Do you need so many useless reasons to give up on something?" Yamada Ryo asked.

Anyway, even if you get the results and reasons, you can't change the implementation of the decision you have made.

"Why do you have to give up so suddenly... Wouldn't it be a pity to throw away what you have learned so hard?" The young man finally couldn't restrain his thoughts and spat out a long string of questions hysterically. .

Composing music must be very important to Ryo, otherwise she would never be able to write a song like that.

However, she threw away such a precious thing so carelessly.

Kotobuki Hikaru couldn't understand, and didn't want to understand.

In my heart, I simply hope that Liang will not make such a willful decision.

"If you put it this way...Hikaru, isn't it the same for you?" Compared to the hysterical Kotobuki Hikaru, Yamada Ryo still remained calm and calm.

The words are as smooth as the water surface. The disaster is terrible. There is no ripple or wave on the water surface, no breeze blows, and no water drops drop.

And such words seem to be a kind of question.

The boys and girls questioned each other.

"Me?" Qinbukiguang pointed at himself in confusion.

"Isn't it the same with Hikari? I obviously like the guitar and have practiced it for a long time, but you gave up on it so indifferently."

Yamada Ryo said accusingly. "Why give up?"

Chapter 129 Don't Give Up

On a dark narrow road.

The boy under the streetlight and the girl in the darkness were only a few steps away, but it seemed as if there was a wall several meters thick between these few steps, which made Kotobuki feel that there was an inescapable distance between him and Yamada Ryo. and distance.

It was obvious that he was the one questioning Yamada Ryo, but in just a few words, it was Kotobuki himself who was shaken in his heart.

As soon as the attack was reversed and Tiangang was reversed, the atmosphere between the two people suddenly reversed.

Faced with Yamada Ryo's question, Kotobuki Mitsuru fell into a long silence.

I obviously like the guitar very much and have practiced it for a long time. Why do I give up so carelessly?

Kotobuki couldn't answer this question, or he didn't want to say it.

If he was just playing the guitar, he would still pick it up when recording songs at home. However, if he was asked to play the guitar on stage, he couldn't help but feel a little resistant from the bottom of his heart.

That's right.

It doesn't mean that you can't give up something if you insist on it.

If you start to feel that something is a burden to you, it doesn't seem to be a wrong thing to abandon it.

There is nothing to regret.

A person will give up many things in his life, no matter how precious these things were to him.

but......

Rather than abandoning the guitar, Kotobuki Hikaru actually just wanted to draw a clear line between himself and his former self.

He wanted to make a change, that's why.

"...I'm sorry." Yamada Ryo realized that something he said was inappropriate.

So I apologized to Kotobuki in a low voice.

The weak sound still reached Qinbukiguang's ears very clearly on the road where there was only the slightest sound of wind.

But this apology has more of an ironic meaning to him.

"Although you may hate the way you pick up the guitar, I don't hate it at all," Ryo Yamada said.

"In fact, I think he looks more handsome when he plays the guitar."

"..."

No one has ever said this to him.

"There is a saying that rock and roll was originally born for the guitar. When you just play the guitar, there is an atmosphere where you can not care about anyone else's eyes and give full play to your own personality. That kind of state is definitely only true. Only rock musicians can do that.”

In Ryo Yamada's opinion, it was the most regrettable thing for Kotobuki Mitsuru to give up the guitar.

Although it is absolutely rare to have a keyboard player in the band, an excellent keyboard player can even improve the performance level of the entire band by one or two levels.

And Guang is definitely an excellent keyboard player.

But... when talking about the keyboard, Hikaru seems to be suppressing his own personality while playing.

But things have gotten better recently.

"You can feel the light, right? When we practice together recently, the songs I wrote are practiced less and less, and more thoughts are put on the songs of the light." Yamada Ryo said disappointedly.

And the eyes that were already in the darkness gradually became filled with a layer of haze again.

"Although the music I wrote is already quite difficult to perform, it is understandable that I will devote more energy to practicing."

"But... to be honest, I still care a little." Yamada Ryo continued.

Compared to other people who would show their emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy on their faces, Ryo Yamada rarely opened up his heart like this.

And the look in her eyes that was gradually losing sight also made Kotobuki Hikaru feel a little strange.

That heartless Liang actually looks like this.

"Sorry..." Kotobuki Mitsuru apologized.

"There's no need to apologize to Guang. I don't mean to blame you. I'm very happy that Guang was able to write such an excellent song. After all, if it weren't for Guang, our band wouldn't be what it is now. Maybe it's still... I’m worried about whether I can continue on stage next time.”

"I'm just a little bit unwilling."

"Not reconciled?"

"Although I'm a little reluctant, to be fair, I don't have the confidence to write a song as powerful as Hikaru." Yamada Ryo shook his head.

The forced indifference on his face finally disappeared, his upper teeth bit his lower lip, and his body became a little nervous.

"I tried to write again and again, and even spent half of the summer vacation at home, trying to write a melody that was better than light, but I couldn't write it at all, and what came out in the end was just a trick. It’s just a poor imitation.”

"At first, I thought that maybe Guang wrote a song like that just because he got inspiration occasionally and made it by chance. But today Guang came up with another song that is not weaker than the previous song. I Then I realized that this is just a simple gap between you and me."

Ryo Yamada has never believed in talent. She just believes that the gap between talents is just a weak person seeking a reasonable excuse for his usual laziness.

However, the appearance of Kotobuki Hikaru and the music he wrote gave her a blow and made her realize that talent is real.

And maybe hard work can't make up for it...

If the talent gap can be bridged with some hard work, it cannot be called talent.

"Now, the music I compose will only be a hindrance, so for the sake of the band, maybe it would be better if I stopped composing music." Yamada Ryo said words that were almost desperate in a calm tone.

"I'm not as good as you say Ryo..." Kotobuki Hikaru didn't want to accept Yamada Ryo's compliments.

"It's words like this that make people angry." Yamada Ryo sighed.

The most painful thing in life is to think that you have a little bit of talent, and maybe with hard work you can get close to the threshold of genius.

As a result, I tried my best and finally got the result, but I just touched the door. I couldn't even step through the threshold. I could only watch the genius inside from the outside.

What is even more distressing is that at this time, only a sigh from the geniuses is often heard outside the door.

'I'm good at cooking'

This is the most annoying thing.

Kotobuki Hikari only felt guilty.

In his opinion, the reason why Ryo has such troubles is that he did not discover it in time. He wanted to express himself and write excellent new songs, but ignored the feelings of fellow composer Ryo Yamada.

But...it would be too pretentious to feel depressed just because of this reason.

"Ryou...is it that important whether the music you write is popular or not?" Kotobuki Mitsuru asked.

But this sentence felt extremely familiar to Yamada Ryo.

"Rather than whether the band is popular or not, what should be more important is writing songs that can express the band's personality."

If a band plays songs without personality, then it's a garbage band.

"You must have said this to me before."

"Well..." Yamada Ryo nodded.

"I used to be just like Ryo now. I was at a loss. Just to chase a certain figure, I wrote a song that was similar to my sister's style and was incompatible with my own. But it was Ryo's words that made me wake up. Come here, it doesn’t matter whether the band is popular or not, as long as you don’t care, it’s enough to walk on your own path. Regardless of the outcome, as long as you see the scenery along the way, you will be satisfied.”

You are not the only one who is confused.

Everyone in the band may be confused by various worries.

"You obviously said it to me yourself, but why have you forgotten it at this time?"

Kotobuki Hikaru made a high-pitched sound that echoed in the silent streets.

The suddenly raised tone of voice made Yamada Ryo startled as if he had just woken up from a dream.

"In my eyes, Ryo's music is also very good. Most importantly, after hearing the music written by Ryo, I felt that no matter who it is, no one can write such a unique and unique song. A song that touches people's hearts, something that even I can't replace."

Kotobuki Mitsuru said in a pleading tone: "So, don't give up like this..."

Looking at the boy's slightly twisted face, Yamada Ryo's knot that had been pent up in his heart suddenly dissipated a lot.

What a fool I am...

I can forget everything I said.

Why would I struggle for so long for such an inconsequential reason?

"Pfft——!" Yamada Ryo suddenly laughed.

He showed the same strange expression as Ryo Yamada usually did, as if he was laughing.

"What are you laughing at..."

"Light...the way you look now is really ugly."

Yamada Ryo shook his head and wiped the corners of his eyes that had some tears. He didn't know whether they were from laughter or from the original tears.

"...Don't be joking at this time." Kotobuki Hikari let a blush stain her cheeks because of embarrassment.

Having said such beautiful words, I actually felt a little embarrassed.

"But thank you." Yamada Ryo suddenly said seriously. "If it weren't for what you said, I might really want to give up composing."

'I really want to give up composing...'

"That is to say?" Kotobuki Hikaru finally smiled.

"I have been practicing hard for the cultural festival performance recently, so let's forget about it for now. After this... I will probably continue composing music."