Young people with light music will not encounter lonely rock music

Okay, this one is not a discerning person.

"How is it possible? How is it possible? She is a winner in life with many friends and a handsome and rich boyfriend. How can it be Xiao Yi...——Xiao Yi Li?!"

Hiroi Kiuri waved her hand in disbelief.

When the topic mentioned Goto Ichiri, everyone suddenly realized it.

Ever since they arrived at the izakaya, they had never heard a word from Goto Kazuri, and they didn't realize it until now.

And when Goto Ichiri was discovered by them.

The whole person has changed his painting style, as if he has turned into a twilight hero who has burned out all the flames. With a gray-white posture, his body is paralyzed, leaning on the young man's shoulders.

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Chapter 94 Can only be forced to inherit the family business

Goto Kazuri has indeed worked very hard today.

Everyone saw it.

Whether she was playing on stage, saving the audience with her guitar solo, or using Guitar Hero's unique neat strumming at critical moments, she felt extremely exhausted both mentally and physically. .

What's more, what was originally a beautiful meeting with my sister... and netizens suddenly turned into a social death. The unboxing scene of the online blogger made Goto Ichiri extremely nervous.

That's why Goto Kazuri was so tired at this time, as if he was about to fall asleep, or maybe he just wanted to escape.

If only this was a dream, maybe if I wake up, everything will be over——

She thought so.

But reality does not go as expected. Even so, Goto Kazuri can only face his own destiny.

This is true no matter who it is.

Seeing Ichiri Goto leaning on the young man's shoulder, everyone else at the table showed a look of relief.

"Okay, although I don't want to interrupt, it's a celebration party now, Pochi, wake up quickly and order your favorite dishes." Ichichi Hoshige said to Goto Kazuri.

"Yili, it's time to wake up."

Kotobuki Hikari poked the arm of the girl next to her.

"Uh-!" Goto Ichiri woke up from his deep sleep in an instant. "Okay...ok..."

Goto Ichisato stroked his belly.

Looking at the dazzling menu in front of me, I don’t know what to choose.

But the main reason for not being able to make a decision is...

After eating two pieces of cake in the practice room, I was no longer hungry at all.

"I...I have chosen."

Goto Kazuri handed the menu to the boy next to him.

"Thank you."

Qin blew through the menu, flipped through it hastily, and closed it.

Since he had never been to a traditional Japanese izakaya like this before, and the menu only had text and no accompanying pictures, he just ordered a few random items and that was it.

If you don’t drink in an izakaya, you will never experience the atmosphere that this place should have.

But obviously the high school students present were not allowed to drink, so they had no choice but to give up.

"Hey, Xiaoguang, don't you have some wine? If a man doesn't know how to drink, he will be looked down upon by others."

I don’t know when, Hiroi Kiuri moved from the side of Ijichi Hoshige to the side of Kotobuki Mitsuru.

Perhaps because she was too drunk to maintain her center of gravity, she put her hand on Kotobuki Hikaru's shoulder to maintain balance.

"People who look down on others because they don't know how to drink should be looked down upon." Kotobuki said matter-of-factly.

"But, I feel that Xiao Guang is the kind of person who is very suitable for drinking, and so is Xiao Yili."

"?"

For a moment, Kotobuki Hikaru couldn't understand what Hiroi Kiuri was trying to express.

"What do you mean by 'the kind of person who is suitable for drinking'... If you persuade high school students to drink, the police will take you away."

She was leaning against a high school boy and was trying to persuade him to drink.

Apart from being a strange woman who wants to play with the hearts of teenagers, this kind of guy is just a simple drunkard.

Hiroi Kiuri is obviously the latter, as for the former, she doesn't have that ability.

"Well...you may not believe it when I tell you, but when I was in college, I was a very quiet, introverted person who didn't dare to talk to others."

"I can't tell at all..."

Several people who finished the band looked at Hiroi Kiuri with some horror.

If we look at it rationally, with her braided braids that look relatively conservative, if it weren't for her drunken appearance, she might really look like a literary girl.

"People like me always like to hide stress, inner thoughts, and even personality, etc. in their hearts. This feeling is very painful..." Hiroi Kiuri, she Put down the glass and talk about the past.

As she spoke, Hiroi's drunken look disappeared a lot. At least her body didn't sway erratically when she spoke, nor did she say anything nonsensical or illogical.

"But, in the end, I learned to drink. As long as I'm drunk, I won't be timid. I also have the courage. No matter how painful it is, I can temporarily forget it and let out all my personality. Everything I want to say but dare not say I even dared to say it.”

boom--!

A half-full draft beer cup was slapped on the table by Hiroi Kiuri.

"I think if Xiao Guang and Xiao Yili learn to drink, they will be much better. If their thoughts and words are always hidden in their hearts, no matter how long it takes, they will just stop moving forward."

"I'm not the kind of person you say, Ms. Hiroi." Kotobuki Mitsuru denied.

"So don't hide your true thoughts in your heart..." Hiroi Kiuri shook her naked body. "Everyone who watched your performance today will understand that whether it is Xiao Guang or Xiao Yili, what they show during the performance is their true self."

wow...

The wine glass that Hiroi Kiuri drank from was pushed from the table to the boy's side.

"So, give it a try..."

Looking at the frothy liquid swaying in front of his eyes, the boy's eyes gradually began to ripple like falling water drops.

"Just stop it and don't try to persuade me to drink here!"

Itachi Hoshige appeared in time and grabbed Hiroi Kiuri by the back of the neck.

Then he pulled Hiroi Kiuri away like a cat.

Drink...

Kotobuki Hikari couldn't help but imagine herself drinking.

Then the memories were gradually rewinded to the Shamat period that I didn't want to recall.

If at that time I was not only addicted to rock music, but also learned to smoke and drink...

I'm afraid that now I am not running away from home, but simply being kicked out.

"Will you become happy if you drink..."

Kotobuki Hikaru suddenly felt the subtle voice of a girl coming from his ears.

"What are you thinking about?" Kotobuki Mitsuru spoke in time, interrupting Goto Isato's bold idea.

"Most people who want to drink to get happiness are just trying to forget their troubles in this cheap and self-harming way because they can't find happiness in reality."

That's right...

Alcohol does not bring happiness, it just prevents troubles from coming for the time being.

When troubles pile up one after another, you can only continue to numb yourself and forget about it, and fall into a vicious cycle.

"Yili doesn't need to drink to be happy."

Kotobuki Mitsuru confirmed in a low voice with a tone that left no room for doubt. "I will definitely be able to feel happy in my daily life from now on."

Life is still long, not to mention that they are children who have not even graduated from high school and do not need to consider the pressure of life at all.

"Life...must be happy..."

Gotou Ichisato murmured softly.

Although she is just a student.

But in the past life, if you had to ask her if she was happy, the answer would definitely be no.

But... now... maybe there has been a slight change.

"Maezawa, men are really softer and more fragile than others think."

The door of the tavern not far away.

Two men with arms around each other.

When one of them came in, he was obviously drunk, and then he started lying on the table, crying under the influence of alcohol.

"Recently, my wife suddenly changed her clothes and her mobile phone started to be locked. Occasionally, after receiving a call on her mobile phone, she would run to the toilet to answer it."

"Then it must be cheating..."

"Ah...even if it's cheating, I deserve it." The man drank a glass of sake in one gulp.

"Day after day, I only know about work. I am PUAed by my boss. I am forced to work overtime on weekends because of unfinished task targets. I occasionally get off work early and dare not go home. I can only go to an izakaya and use alcohol to numb myself. Own."

"When I got home, my wife couldn't understand my pain. She only blamed me for not being with her at home, treating my work in the company as just typing on the keyboard and drinking coffee in the office, and said that doing housework at home was harder than working. But we have no children. I am forced to pay my monthly salary and go to the mall to swipe my credit card, but I am not allowed to hide any private money..."

The man lay weakly on the table. "Why, why is this happening? She was so gentle even before she was married..."

But as he spoke, he fell asleep because of his drunkenness.

"Boss, check out."

Hiroyuki Maezawa, who was still sober, paid for the drink and just sat there with his sleeping friend.

Listening to the conversation of a middle-aged man with a lot of negative information coming from not far away, Goto Kazuri gradually fell into mental internal friction.

Is life always a hell?

If you can't debut in high school, then you have to find a job after graduation... If your academic performance is not good, you will definitely not be able to get into college.

With a personality like my own, even if I find a job, I will definitely be disliked by my boss, ostracized by my colleagues, and then forced to resign myself, falling into a low point in my life.

This kind of life... its ending is already obvious. It must be losing hope in life, hiding in a dark and moldy closet, refusing to come out, being with alcohol every day, using drunkenness to numb yourself and escape. Realistically bad life.

"Don't—don't want this kind of thing—!"

Goto Ichiri's reaction was quite exaggerated.

"What...what's wrong, Yili?"

Kotobuki Hikari was also shocked when she saw Goto Kazuri suddenly starting to change her style of painting.

"Why did Pochi start again?" Yi Ji Xingge was confused.

"Ah... As expected, Xiao Yili is always like this."

Several members of the band were already used to it, and Goto fell on the tatami, suddenly falling into mental infighting.

"I must earn a living from my guitar as soon as possible...otherwise I will have to rely on my family to support me..."

Gotou fell down and started mumbling to himself.

After hearing what Ichiri Gotou said, the boy on the side also lamented.

"If I don't make a name for myself by playing the piano, I'll have to go home and grow old."

Suddenly I want to drink.

"..."

For some reason, some people suddenly felt a little angry.

"Don't worry, Xiaoguang, Xiaoyili, don't worry." Hiroi Kiuri crawled on the tatami and came over again.