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"Lin Qingluo, you are not the real you now. You can't be immersed in memories forever. You have to wake up."

——He said so at that time.

"In the blink of an eye, so many years have passed..."

When Lin Qingluo closes his eyes now, he can still clearly recall the experiences of these years. It seems that Toyohama Kazuka has always been with him in his daily life, and Kasumigaoka Shiyu's presence has increased since he started college.

He already has what he longed for most in the past. Everything is as beautiful as a dream, so perfect that it makes people addicted and wants to stay like this forever.

"If everything I am doing now is fake, then what is the reality outside...what is it like?"

Lin Qingluo thought he would be hesitant and uneasy, but when he really thought about leaving his current life, he felt unusually peaceful in his heart.

It was as if he was never alone.

In the darkness, Lin Qingluo heard the ringing of his cell phone. He looked at Toyohama Kazuka's name on the screen, hesitated for a moment and then answered the call, pretending to be happy in his voice.

Kind people seem to be all the same. No matter how uncomfortable they feel, in front of their family members, they always look like nothing is wrong.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Qingluo turned and walked into the corner where the street lights stretched. That was the direction of home and his only support now.

People who are truly in pain and hurt will feel uneasy even if they are in good times...

"Qingluo Jun, you didn't tell me where you went!"

Fengbin Hexiang opened the door for Lin Qingluo. At this time, she puffed her cheeks angrily. The girl's eye circles were slightly red, and she had obviously cried secretly.

Lin Qingluo didn't say anything, he just changed into his slippers and hugged her. The girl leaned into his arms silently and apologized quietly.

"Qingluo Jun, I really hope that all this... will never change."

"I hope so too."

Lin Qingluo smelled the fragrance of his girlfriend, who was just like his wife, and the turmoil in his heart slowly calmed down.

Everyone understands that good things cannot last forever. Everyone is gritting their teeth and persisting, just like a fish out of water trying to breathe.

——That night, Lin Qingluo, Fengbin and Xiang cuddled together and talked about their children for the first time.

When they woke up, the daily lives of the three returned to normal, but what was different from the past was that each of them suppressed certain emotions and refused to speak out.

A few days later, Lin Qingluo returned home. His mother looked at him happily and cooked a large table of meals for him.

"..."

Lin Qingluo sat at the dinner table, looking at her mother who had not changed at all in the past two or three years, and suddenly burst into tears.

"Xiao Luo, what's the matter?"

"No... I just miss this taste."

Lin Qingluo wiped away his tears hard and forced himself to smile. His mother sighed and stroked his forehead like she did when she was a child.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. You've done a good job and are already very good. You are my pride, no matter what, you always will be."

"I understand, I always understand."

Lin Qingluo burst into tears when he heard his mother's comfort. He was like a lost child, groping hesitantly in the dark, not knowing where he was going.

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After crying, Lin Qingluo wiped away his tears and started eating with his mother with a smile. He ate the meal for a long time and looked at his mother countless times, unable to help but laugh every time.

——A truly beautiful thing is something you want to leave behind at all costs. It may not be perfect, but it will always shine in your memory.

After the meal, Lin Qingluo accompanied his mother to clean up the room. He, who was always lazy, cleaned very seriously this time, as if it was the last souvenir before leaving for a long journey.

"Close the doors and windows, turn on the gas, and unplug the electrical appliances..."

Lin Qingluo completed all the examinations, and his mother stayed with him all the time, watching his grown-up child work hard without his own care.

When everything was completed, Lin Qingluo stood at the door of his house reluctantly. He wanted to turn around and go back several times, but in the end he pursed his lips and walked out of the house.

"Mom, I'm leaving..."

"Well, live well."

The mother smiled softly, just like she had always done. She stood in the dark room, watching the child disappear, and slowly closed her eyes.

Lin Qingluo closed the door to her home, leaned against the door, covered her face with both hands, opened her mouth wide, and cried so hard that she didn't dare to make a sound.

——Many truths have always been there, but he pretended not to see them and wanted this dream to last longer.

It is impossible for people not to grow old. The only thing that remains unchanged is the face in memory.

After crying, Lin Qingluo cheered up again. He walked slowly on the city streets, looking at the almost unchanged city, and his heart gradually became firmer.

Downstairs at home, he called Kasumigaoka Shiyu. The girl hurried downstairs, looked at Lin Qingluo's red eyes, and couldn't help but smile.

"Junior, you are still the same as before."

"Well, this is me, the real me."

Lin Qingluo looked at her and nodded vigorously, and then the two of them laughed together, just like they did when their collaborative works were sold well.

Xia Zhigao Shiyu brushed her hair away from her ears, looked at Lin Qingluo's calm appearance, and vaguely understood what he wanted to say, but the girl did not give him this chance, and directly moved out of the way.

"Hexiang is waiting for you, it's time to go find her."

"I...there's something else I want to say to you."

"Say now? It's not necessary."

"After so many years, I think it's worth it."

"Haha~ Are you so unsure of yourself? There will be a chance... in the future."

"Well, okay. Let's talk about it later. I also think there is a good chance."

Lin Qingluo smiled and opened his hands. Kasumigaoka Shiyu's eyes were shining with tears. She came over to hug him, then held his chest and left, watching him walk into the house.

"Qingluo Jun, thank you for taking care of me all the time."

Kasumigaoka Shiyu stood in the night wind and suddenly felt a little cold. However, she did not go home. Instead, she held her arms and stood alone.

When they graduated from college, the three of them planned to move back from the capital. She spent several days sorting out her past things.

She dug out the third volume of "Metronome of Love" written in junior high school from a box. The handwriting inside was surprisingly new.

She took advantage of the time when Lin Qingluo and Fengbin Hexiang were in class and spent an afternoon reading the third volume. Suddenly, she had an additional question in her mind.

——Why, the "Metronome of Love" she once wrote starts with the third volume. Where are the first and second volumes?

If she didn't write it down, why could she still remember the previous content.

If she wrote it, why had she never seen it?

She worked hard to pursue this question, and the answer she finally got almost made her collapse.

However, she finally got over that emotion. Lin Qingluo and Toyohama Kazuka really took care of her a lot.

Now she, standing here, can loudly and openly shout out that she is very happy.

"We are not children anymore. No matter how beautiful the dream is, we will eventually wake up, but..."

Kasumigaoka Shiyu seemed to be recalling Lin Qingluo's hug just now, and closed her eyes with a smile on her lips.

"This memory, these feelings, this beauty are real things. No matter how the world changes, we will always meet again. At that time... I hope you can say today's words again."

In the bright moonlight, the graceful figure of the girl left the light and walked towards the deep darkness, her footsteps as brisk as going home.

"Qingluo Jun, we will meet again eventually..."

"Qingluo-kun, we will meet again eventually!"

In the cabin that the three of them decorated together, Toyohama Kazuka looked at Lin Qingluo in front of her, with tears streaming down her face and a bright smile.

"So, now we can no longer deceive ourselves and others. We should go out, no matter what the future holds."

"We can goof off a little longer."

"It won't work. If all three people find out, isn't that... there's nothing we can do about it?"

"I've worked hard for you all these years."

"No, no...I'm very happy."

"How happy."

"I'm so happy, it's like I really have a sister."

Toyohama Kazuka had known that such a day would come, but she didn't expect that everything would end in this way.

Yes, this is a world based on Lin Qingluo's memory. When he himself is not willing to indulge in self-deception, of course he has to break this world and wake up.

From the very beginning, this world existed only for Lin Qingluo. It actually had many flaws, but those who discovered the flaws could not leave. Lin Qingluo chose to escape from these flaws in order to continue his dream.

——Three years of junior high school, three years of high school, four years of college, and three years of work.

These 13 long years were really experienced every day. Lin Qingluo was addicted to these daily routines, indulged in these false times, and refused to wake up.

Until now, he finally made up for all the regrets and filled the hole in his heart.

He has grown up, old enough to be fearless of everything, and can fight the future with the warmth in his heart.

He fell into a dream because of his desire to change the past, and now he decided to wake up.

"Hexiang, is there anything you want to say to me?

"Qingluo Jun, please... don't indulge in memories, let's go back together."

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Toyobin Kazuka looked at Lin Qingluo's determined expression and took two steps back with a smile. She was actually reluctant to let go of all this, but people can't live in lies all the time.

"Then... let's meet outside."

Lin Qingluo took a deep breath, said his final goodbyes to the person in front of him, and then turned around and walked out of the house.

When he opened the door, what was outside was not the corridor of an apartment, but a vast starlit space.

The ground was like a still lake, so flat without a trace of ripples that Lin Qingluo walked on it without making any sound, as if he were stepping on thick ice.

The sky was as bright as a midsummer night, with stars dotting the field of vision, as if they were constantly swaying with his steps.

"..."

Lin Qingluo walked slowly in this void and emptiness. Not only did he not feel anxious, but he felt extremely peaceful in his heart.

He remembered this place and always remembered it, just as he had set foot here before and had traveled for a long time.

There is no need to hesitate or be confused, because this is a step towards his return.

In this vast blue world, Lin Qingluo seemed to see his past life before his eyes.

At that time, he was an ordinary person. He was addicted to the Internet in middle school, and finally got into a university where he couldn't succeed, and then he had a long working life.

——In the past life, I was like a walking zombie, persisting in order to pay off the debt. When the debt was paid off, that tone disappeared.

What is the purpose of people living?Why is it so hard and never-ending suffering?

He used to be extremely eager to change his destiny and his past, so he would have such a dream.

This dream was too long and beautiful. He fulfilled his mother's expectations. He was with the people he loved by his side and didn't need to worry about anything.

——It’s really so beautiful, so beautiful that people want to indulge in it, but it is fake after all.

Because the past has passed, the person he once was is dead, and no matter what changes there are, they have nothing to do with the past.

Those pains will not bring him any feedback. Suffering should never be praised, because every life is equal.

So, Lin Qingluo closed his eyes and walked among the trance-like sky and water. He seemed to have relived his empty life, recalling everything about himself.

Never picked it up, put it down in peace talks.

Because you remember, you can forget.

Lin Qingluo thought of his failed life, and even thought of himself lying in bed sick, and finally died of despair and relief.

The past still made him feel uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he wanted to know what he had done wrong, but he still couldn't get the answer.

Then, Lin Qingluo recalled everything after time travel, meeting Nangong Nayue, meeting Sakurajima Mai, meeting Shiina Mahiru... and meeting the beauty he longed for.