She has actually never changed.

So, Lin Qingluo once again laid out snacks and drinks, picked up the handle like equipping a weapon, and called his only friend to start it quickly.

This day is another full of electric time, a decadent and happy day.

At night, Mai Sakurajima, who was sleeping on the bed, placed the pillow on the edge of the bed and looked sideways at Lin Qingluo underground.The two talked a lot after the lights were turned off, about various stories about her time as a child star and the pressure of having high expectations.

The two of them chatted until early in the morning, and neither of them knew when they fell asleep, but at six o'clock in the morning, Sakurajima Mai woke up on time.

The small room had poor lighting because the curtains were drawn. Mai Sakurajima quietly sat up from the bed and looked at Lin Qingluo, who was sleeping soundly, and refused to look away.

Nanase Risa didn't lie. In accordance with her previous agreement, she returned all her last memories and feelings to Sakurajima Mai at dawn.

The memory of being saved by Lin Qingluo at the beach, the memory of living happily with Lin Qingluo in the room, the memories of happiness and boredom before meeting each other.

——She was the one who experienced all this, but her different moods and different thoughts left behind completely different feelings in the end.

There is no doubt that Mai Sakurajima likes Lin Qingluo, not just because of the first words that awakened her, not just because he risked his life to save her, and not just because of his care and concern for her.

Rather, because of all of these, these experiences accumulated thickly, and various feelings and moods overlapped together, turning into a love that is engraved in my heart.

As for whether it was love, Sakurajima Mai didn't know and couldn't be sure. The relationship between her and him might not be deep enough to use the word 'love'.

But the only thing Sakurajima Mai can confirm is that he is a very important person to her, too important to let go.

"..."

Mai Sakurajima squatted on the ground and looked at Lin Qingluo's handsome features. A smile appeared on the girl's face unconsciously, but she also shed tears unconsciously.

At this time, Lin Qingluo had a pink bunny hairpin in his hair that was very inconsistent with him, and Sakurajima Mai also had the exact same one in her hair - they were a complementary pair.

Motivated by a certain mood, Sakurajima Mai tremblingly stretched out her fingers and placed them on the hairpin on Lin Qingluo's temples. She gritted her teeth... and stayed there for a long time.

Because she had experienced being forgotten by the world and ignored by everyone, Mai Sakurajima knew how terrifying it was. She didn't want Lin Qingluo to experience that kind of thing, but she really... didn't have the courage to do it again. .

If everything happens again, Sakurajima Mai is sure that she will collapse. She has never been a strong-minded person, she just... always likes to show off.

Now, Lin Qingluo is passing on his 'concept of existence' to her, so that she can return to normal and be confirmed by everyone to exist, but - what about him?

"stupid stupid stupid."

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Mai Sakurajima really didn't know what to do. She knew she should reject Lin Qingluo, because this kind of life-for-life rescue was not what she wanted.

But - why is she so happy, so happy, so excited.

He pulled her out of hell, and as a price he fell into the abyss. This kind of salvation at the cost of life, existence, and life was completed by him in an understatement.

He knew the cause and effect of everything, knew everything he had lost, and knew the final outcome, but even so, he still did it.

"Why...save me?"

Mai Sakurajima was in tears at this time, and she wanted to exchange the two hairpins.However, her cowardice, fear, and weakness made her fingertips lose power, making her unable to do even such a simple thing.

——She is so despicable and cowardly, she might as well die in the sea, so that she doesn't have to feel so guilty and desperate at this moment.

"sorry Sorry sorry."

Mai Sakurajima repeated her apology again and again. She really wanted to reject Lin Qingluo's efforts, but the memory of her being forgotten and ignored by everyone was too terrifying. Just thinking about it would make her tremble and unable to move. .

She wasn't even afraid of death, but she couldn't bear the despair of being unable to understand her own existence.

Therefore, the girl chose selfishness, despicability, and cowardice. Her hand left the hairpin on Lin Qingluo's temples, and she accepted his sacrifice and salvation by default.

However, this also means that the pain and despair that she cannot bear will befall Lin Qingluo, and he will be the one to compensate.

This apparent salvation is actually nothing more than an exchange, an exchange of the object of suffering.

——Guilt, pain, self-blame, countless negative emotions surged in the girl's heart. She lowered her head and knelt in front of Lin Qingluo, her clothes wet with tears.

"It's okay...it's really okay."

Lin Qingluo didn't know when he woke up. He looked at the crying girl, with a faint smile on his face, and gently touched the girl's forehead with his palm.

"Mai Sakurajima, I will fall into darkness and bring you back to the light."

Chapter 103: The newly bought bed is perfect for talking about life

In the small room, the dim light only illuminated the area near the window. Lin Qingluo's mattress was spread on the floor. He was awakened by the cry of Mai Sakurajima. He looked at the girl with tears on her face and felt inexplicably relaxed. .

"A long time ago, I felt that life was a torture of suffering. I once followed my mother's instructions and grew up to be a kind person, but this world never accepts kindness and only leaves scars."

Lin Qingluo reached out and stroked Mai Sakurajima's cheek, wiping away the tears on her face one by one, as if collecting some treasures.

"Later, I was trapped by poverty and worked hard, but in the end, apart from paying off the debt, I was still penniless. That's when I realized that hard work cannot make you rich, just like... the starting point of some people is My end."

Lin Qingluo opened the quilt and sat up with his body propped up. Then he stretched out his hands and held the crying girl in his arms.

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Mai Sakurajima was startled by Lin Qingluo's movements, but she did not struggle. Instead, she leaned against him and pressed her cheek against his chest.

"are you talking about me?"

"Haha~ why are you bringing this to yourself? You made your debut as a child star, and you relied on your real ability."

"No... no, my mother's connections are also a big part of the reason."

"That's your fault too. If it were someone else, they might be successful, but they wouldn't be as powerful as you!"

"It's... almost the same. I actually work very hard."

"Yes~ It's very hard for everyone. The poor are forced to make ends meet, and the rich want more. It's hard for them."

At this moment, Lin Qingluo truly felt the magic of fate. In the past, he could only look at Sakurajima Mai's back from a distance, but now, he can hold her in his arms very calmly and tell her the past stories.

"Mai-san, you know, before I met you, my mantra was... This world is very good, but it will never come again in the next life."

"Now, has anything changed?"

In Sakurajima Mai's consciousness now, there is still the residual warmth of the feelings given by Lin Qingluo - uneasiness, hesitation, pain, persistence, stubbornness, and calmness.

That was Lin Qingluo's past, the remaining echo in his long life. She had experienced it very deeply, so she believed in him and felt sorry for him even more.

"Now, do you still want to give up on your life?"

"No, it's different. It's really... different."

Lin Qingluo gently stroked the girl's hair. The remaining 'echoes' that had hindered him from integrating into this world were slowly dissipating.

After experiencing so many things, Lin Qingluo finally felt that this world had his place. He accepted his new self and the world.

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——It’s like saying goodbye to the past and saying hello to the new self.

He really can't go back to the past world. Those past events that fettered him have completely faded and decayed and will no longer exist.

In other words, Lin Qingluo in another world is really dead. Now he is just 16 years old and a healthy male high school student.

"Mai Sakurajima, I admit that I saved you before because of some obsessions in my heart. But now, I am really grateful for those obsessions, because... I at least protected you."

"You idiot, do you know what you're talking about?"

Mai Sakurajima grabbed Lin Qingluo's clothes with both hands and put her forehead on his chest. The tears she shed wet his collar.

She knew everything he did for her.She understands her own weakness and despicability.If saying nice words can help both of them be saved, Sakurajima Mai is willing to say all the nice things.

But now, everything is doomed. Her redundant words are just to celebrate her salvation. Every word makes her feel guilty.

Because of guilt, because of pain, because of self-blame... Sakurajima Mai felt that she owed Lin Qingluo extremely. She wanted to do something to make up for him, but the young man asked for too little.

"Mai-san, when this is over, if you still remember me, we... let's go out on a date."

"Okay, wherever you go is fine."

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Mai Sakurajima put her arms around his body, and the two of them didn't speak anymore, just quietly experiencing the warmth of this moment, listening to each other's beating heartbeats...the emotions of saving and being saved were perfectly intertwined.

After a long time, the girl wiped away her tears and got up to cook. Lin Qingluo also got out of the bed and said that he would give her a hand.

Under the warm sunshine, Lin Qingluo had opened the curtains. Although the room was still a little dark due to the obstruction of the high-end apartment next to it, the two people who had changed their mood were still very happy.

The two of them enjoyed breakfast that day, and then had a pleasant time playing video games. The small room seemed to have become an independent world, completely isolated from the noise outside.

After lunch, the two of them finished their snacks and unanimously decided to go shopping. Mai Sakurajima put on the stockings Lin Qingluo bought and complained that he bought them too much.

When she went out, Sakurajima Mai was still a little timid, but after walking into the street, her mood brightened.

Because...she was noticed by others again.

"Finally...really..."

Mai Sakurajima stood on the long ramp, and without even noticing, tears fell in large drops, and then the girl's voice began to sob, and eventually turned into crying.

"It's okay, it's okay...it's okay already."

In the sight of everyone around him, Lin Qingluo hugged Mai Sakurajima. He gently patted the girl's back, soothing her inner hesitation and excitement.

Everything was as expected, Mai Sakurajima could already be seen, but it was still a little unobtrusive.

She is still far less famous than she once was as a big star, but just like when she lost her existence, her recovery is also growing bit by bit.

After crying, Sakurajima Mai's eyes were red and she felt a little embarrassed. She walked awkwardly in front and deliberately put her palms behind her.

"Mai-san..."

Lin Qingluo softly called Mai Sakurajima's name, then held her hand and walked with her on the long slope.

After the initial joy, the girl's mood began to feel low again. She held Lin Qingluo's hand hard and turned to look at him from time to time, as if to confirm his existence.

"Qing Luojun."

"I'm here."

"Qing Luojun~"

"Well, I heard that."

"Qing Luojun..."

"what happened?"

Lin Qingluo responded to the girl's call tirelessly. Mai Sakurajima looked at the smile on his face, sniffed hard, and then showed a bright smile.

At this moment, the girl smiled with tears and tears with sweetness. The complex emotions intertwined in her heart finally got a unified answer.

"Qingluo Jun, I... really like you."

"I know."

It was difficult for Lin Qingluo to explain clearly. The relationship between the two had developed by leaps and bounds in the past few days, but he looked at the reluctance in the girl's eyebrows and nodded with certainty.

"Mai-san, if one day everyone forgets me, will you... still remember me?"

"I don't...don't know."

Mai Sakurajima shook her head vigorously, as if complaining that she was helpless, but the girl's answer was as firm as if she would not give in.

"But even if I forget you, I will definitely think of you again! No matter how many times, no matter how long it takes."

"that's enough."

Lin Qingluo stretched out his index finger and poked the girl's soft cheek. The tickling sensation made Sakurajima Mai burst into laughter.

"Mai-san, stop blaming yourself, I hope you can be happy."

"it is good……"

Mai Sakurajima was indeed a big star. She quickly calmed down her emotions and started shopping happily with Lin Qingluo.

Compared to Lin Qingluo, who had just left the basic necessities of life, Mai Sakurajima was a rich woman. Not only did she cover all the shopping expenses, but she also bought Lin Qingluo a bigger and better TV.

——When it was time to go home, Mai Sakurajima took Lin Qingluo into the furniture store and bought a large double bed with Lin Qingluo's confused expression.

"Look, I'm living in your house now, so I can't let you sleep on the floor all the time."

"A...sleep together?"

When Lin Qingluo talked about this topic, he couldn't help but hold his collar, as if he was an innocent girl who was afraid of having her virginity taken away.

Poor Lin Qingluo, he was still in perfect condition in his last life until his death. It was really unbearable.

On the subsequent return journey, Lin Qingluo was thinking about things in a hazy state, unable to concentrate.

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