He is an idol and a childhood sweetheart.

The setbacks and hardships he experienced in the past year and a half have made him cherish everything he has now.

Kento Watanabe can be said to be extremely grateful to the girl in front of him who saved him from the darkness.

But even so, this feeling of being lost and found once brought him a brief moment of uneasiness.

He will always worry whether Higuchi Enka will leave again because of his mistakes and shortcomings, and he will always think about whether everything he is experiencing now is just a sweet dream.

Every time he thought of this, he would raise his head slightly uneasily, looking for Higuchi Enka's figure.And when he saw Higuchi Enka sitting quietly on the sofa as he thought, he would feel sincerely relaxed and relieved.

"Although I have never said it before, I have always enjoyed spending time alone with Enka."

Kento Watanabe said in a gentle tone:

"You are definitely not the only one who regards this time as a reward, so...if you want, you can come to the office at any time even if you don't have a work schedule."

"...That's what you said."

Because she was a little shy, Higuchi Enka's cheeks became slightly warm.

But even so, she still expressed her current thoughts well.

"In that case, I might come to the office to see you every weekend."

"No problem, I will also prepare some drinks and snacks you like at the office for you in the future."

Kento Watanabe also said with a smile.

"So, I'm going to start working next?"

"I see."

Higuchi Enka also sat on the sofa, took out the book he brought from home, and started reading quietly.

Relaxation and comfort for her, healing and peace of mind for him.

From then on, weekends at Watanabe Office became a healing time for both of them.

Chapter 30.5: Since we are two people alone, there is nothing we can do about it

Although he planned to just stay quietly in the office as before, after hearing what Kento Watanabe said, Higuchi Enka could not focus on the book in his hand.

So after repeated struggles, she finally chose to follow her inner desires and turned her eyes to Kento Watanabe who was sitting aside -

(sneak peek)

"…………"

At this time, Kento Watanabe was staring at the screen, counting the status of various programs while looking for programs for Higuchi Enka and Daito Yuko that were more suitable for them.

At the same time, Higuchi Enka just stared blankly at Kento Watanabe's focused face, unable to look away for a long time...

(…Ah, no, it’s over.)

It wasn't until Kento Watanabe twisted his neck a little that Enka Higuchi finally withdrew his gaze and lamented in his heart:

(I always feel like this guy is getting more handsome the more I look at him...is it my problem?)

From the time when he was a young junior high school student to the current posture of an adult, Higuchi Enka has also witnessed the whole process of Watanabe Kento's step-by-step maturity.Because she is so familiar with him, Higuchi Enka actually has a very high "tolerance" for Kento Watanabe's appearance.However, even so, once she calmed down and stared at Kento Watanabe's face for a while, she would still feel her heart beating uncontrollably...

Although she had indeed never had any experience in love, she still knew exactly what this reaction meant.

Unlike Asakura, who found the right answer from the beginning, it can be said that she and Kento Watanabe went through a rather tortuous road before finally reaching the point where they understand each other today.

It was precisely because of this tortuous and long journey that she cherished her current relationship with Kento Watanabe even more.

To a certain extent, she and Kento Watanabe have very similar feelings.

They both cherish and appreciate the hard-won status of the two of them to the same extent.

However, the difference is... Kento Watanabe's cherishment of Higuchi Enka is a kind of relief and peace of mind after the misunderstanding is resolved.

And her cherishment of Kento Watanabe... also contained the anxiety accumulated due to her own clumsiness, and her belated dependence.

Naively, she thought that this complicated mood would gradually fade away and calm down as time went by, but the fact was completely the opposite——

(...Since the day of "Zhuji", it has become more and more abnormal.)

Once the feelings that have been hidden in the heart are released, it will be difficult to keep them sealed as they were in the past.

Ever since she sang all her thoughts on the stage that day, Higuchi Enka began to feel that something was not right.

Like an expanding balloon, she felt that her feelings for Kento Watanabe were gradually accumulating, and

And she was constantly approaching the limit of her endurance.

Although it may still be a long time before that day comes, she has already felt the tension.

She must find a way to vent her growing feelings... Otherwise, sooner or later, she will become as extreme as Toru Asakura.

Thinking of the guy who took advantage of Kento Watanabe to start tampering with him while he was drunk and asleep, Higuchi Yuka couldn't help but straighten his back subconsciously.

No matter what...you can never become like that!

……

…………

Speaking of which, Asakura should have spent a long time alone with Kento like she does now, right?

Before the two separated, when Asakura first started training as an idol, they should have been enjoying the time they had with each other in this empty office just like they are now.

...Can that guy Asakura be able to bear not to take action against the wise man?

Thinking of this, Higuchi Enka raised her head, first looked around, and then locked her sights on Watanabe Kento.

With Kento Watanabe's current defenseless posture, Enka Higuchi alone could think of no less than ten ways to "attack" him.If it were Toru Asakura who was more loyal to his desires, he would probably be even more exaggerated and radical than her...

(It’s a shame she could hold it back at that time...)

Feeling his own heartbeat that started to beat violently again, Higuchi Enka couldn't help but think of this.

(If it were her now, then the following content would probably not be broadcast at all.)

But think about it, after all, two years ago, she was just a junior high school student who was about to graduate. It was still too early to want a junior high school student to do that kind of behavior... no matter what, it was too early.

But it's different now.

17 years old...an age full of possibilities.

They not only have the possibility to do something, but also have the thoughts and desires that can influence them to take action...

For a moment, Higuchi Enka's eyes suddenly became trance-like.

In her eyes, she slowly approached Kento Watanabe without any precautions, and suddenly hugged him tightly from behind while he was concentrating on his work.

And then, he would definitely look back with a confused look on his face and ask her why she did this.

Then she would not answer anything, but would look closely into his eyes until he spoke again, then she would shorten the already useless distance and kiss him directly——

"!?"

The moment the lips of the two people in the fantasy touched, Higuchi Yuka immediately came back from this bold and ambiguous fantasy!

What, what's going on?What was she thinking about just now? !

First, let’s not talk about why I hugged him inexplicably!Kiss, kiss or something... She can't do it no matter how much she thinks about it, right? !

Although if it's that distance... it's really easy to sneak in, and the sage doesn't look like he can resist... No, why are you starting to think wildly again! ! !

Calm down, Higuchi Enxiang, calm down.

Although the two of them are indeed alone now, although as long as she wants to, she can probably do what she just imagined... but it is definitely not what she can do now!

Take a deep breath...and calm down!

Thinking of this, Higuchi Enka quickly took a deep breath and tried to calm down his heartbeat that was about to jump out of his chest.

This excessive delusion was so exciting that Higuchi Enka's face began to turn rosy uncontrollably.

However, while she was still trying to control her heartbeat and expression, Kento Watanabe also completed the current work and raised his head to look at Enka Higuchi——

"………………(Smile)"

After wordlessly smiling at Enka Higuchi who was looking at him, Kento Watanabe lowered his head again and started working.

After witnessing that smile, the heat in Higuchi Enka's mind that had not cooled down instantly heated up again——

(Next time... just bring a scripture.)

Since the two of them were alone, there was nothing they could do about it.

With some distracting thoughts, impulses, and desires, Higuchi Enka began to enjoy this slightly discolored healing time in his own way.

Chapter 31: Vigilance derived from desire

"…………"

"I started to feel dazed again."

Looking at Higuchi Enka who had been sitting on the bed in a daze since just now, Asakura Toru tilted his head in confusion.

She rarely saw Higuchi Enka being so absent-minded, not to mention that there was still no scheduled day off from classes today...

"I always feel that you are in a strange state today...Did anything happen during the day?"

"……what."

It wasn't until he heard Asakura Toru's voice that Higuchi Enka came back to his senses from his sluggish state.

"Nothing happened, I just... stayed in the office for a little longer during the day. Well, that's all."

As if to convince herself, Higuchi Enka uncharacteristically added an unnecessary emphasis.

"Hey?"

After hearing this unusual answer, Asakura Toru suddenly showed an expression of interest.

"From what you said, it doesn't seem like you went there because you had work... So, you just went there to stay with the wise man for a while longer?"

"…………"

"Well, even if you don't tell me, I can probably guess what happened."

Although Enka Higuchi didn't reply, Toru Asakura still showed a meaningful expression.

"Are you happy? Being able to spend the weekend leisurely with him?"

"..."

"Are you happy? You can see his face just by looking up?"

"..."

"Isn't it difficult? As long as you stare at it for a while, dangerous thoughts will pop up in your mind?"

"!?"

After hearing this, Higuchi Enka finally couldn't maintain Furui Muha's expression, and turned his eyes away in panic.

However, how could this abnormal reaction escape Asakura Toru's sight——

"That's true... Okay, no need to show off, after all, I have also come from your stage."

Toru Asakura lay on his back on the bed and said in a rather emotional tone:

"Yeah... Thinking about it now, I was still too young at that time. There were obviously so many opportunities to attack him directly, but I never grasped them... Especially during that time, the sages were always He looks so defenseless, hey, isn’t this just tempting me to make a mistake?”

"Hey, your speech is too humble, for a current idol."

Hearing Asakura Toru's undisguised desire, Higuchi Enka immediately complained expressionlessly:

"Obviously, wise people just sit there and work. Tempting or not is just your own evil thoughts."

"What about you? Can you guarantee that you won't have any evil thoughts when you stay there?"

"…………"

"Look, you are not qualified to teach me a lesson...and there is no need for you to be so secretive. There are only two of us here anyway, so don't you just tell the truth?"

Higuchi Enka's silence is always the most understanding answer.

And Toru Asakura, who knew her very well, could naturally guess that this awkward and unfrank childhood sweetheart must have experienced similar suffering as her.

"We are all 17 years old. As girls in puberty, it is normal to have such thoughts. There is nothing to be ashamed of."