He is an idol and a childhood sweetheart.

However... just as she was about to go out, she couldn't help it and turned back to look at Kento Watanabe.

The next second, when she saw that the figure working at the desk showed no sign of raising his head, Yuko Daito whispered in a voice that only she could hear:

"He is really a fool whose mind is filled with idols..."

After saying such words, Daito Yuko curled her lips, then hummed the voice training method taught in class, and left the office with a more brisk pace than usual...

No.20 Chapter [-]:[-]: Girls who like to pretend to be good will not have bad luck (?)

What was the reason for pretending to be nice in the first place...

It seems that I just hope to be praised by the teacher.

Just like what other girls have always done.

I didn't do anything weird, and I didn't hurt anyone.

I just tried my best to behave well in front of the teacher and would be picked on... At least at that time, I never thought about it.

[Dai, your attitude towards talking to different people is very different. 】

[That’s right, you’re just pretending to be a good kid in front of the teacher!Do you really want to be praised by the teacher? 】

[It's disgusting. 】

In the past... I was questioned like this by other girls in my class.

Why is this happening?

Pretending to be a good kid in front of the teacher is something we all do, isn't it?

Why did you go out of your way to say such outrageous things to me?

However, when I said that they were the same type of people as me, they immediately denied it with a panicked look on their faces:

【!I'm not as outrageous as you!You just look cute, don’t let me get carried away! 】

"…………"

I couldn't understand her panic, let alone why she slapped me after that.

What is even more incomprehensible to me is the tears the other party shed in front of the teacher after I fought back——

"...She was the one who made the first move."

[No matter what, it is wrong to hit someone. Both of them apologized to each other. 】

"Why? I was obviously just fighting back?"

[Dai made others cry. 】

"…………"

After all, I was not the only one pretending to be good. The guy who burst into tears in front of the teacher was even better at lying than me.

And the reason why I suffered a loss... is probably exactly the same.

Maybe "pretending to be good" is indeed wrong, but... this is not the reason why I suffered a loss this time.

The reason why I was scolded by the teacher was just because my "acting skills" were lost to that girl's.

And the solution to this problem... is actually very simple.

As long as I am more well-behaved and obedient than her on weekdays, and I cry harder and more aggrieved than her when I commit crimes, then next time... the teacher will probably believe what I say.

Yes, that’s it!

Next, I will answer the teacher’s questions with a more pure and artificial voice, respond to other people’s questions with a more innocent and harmless face, and face all conflicts in the most vulnerable and sad state.

This way... everyone will be on my side.

Therefore, the character named "Winter Yu" was shaped by me personally.

And after that, I got what I wanted -

[Donyu is really a gentle and sensible boy. 】

【Fuyuu-san is so cute!If only I could become a girl like Touyu-san...]

【We all like Dongyu the most! 】

Praise, praise, recognition, favor.

All aspects of disguise and shaping not only allowed me to be recognized by the teacher, but also gained me a lot of popularity among my classmates.

Although there are people who try to expose me like they did in the past, but...as long as I still maintain the "Winter Yu" appearance in front of others, then she will be questioned by everyone just like me in the past.

No one will say anything bad about me anymore, no one will dare to find fault with me anymore.

Everyone is praising me, everyone is praising me, everyone is envious of me!

In this way, I became a well-known kid in the entire class... and even the entire grade.

...However, I have never been able to feel happy about this from the bottom of my heart.

Because I know better than anyone else that the "cute, gentle, and well-behaved" person they praise is the "Winter Yu" I created, not Dai Dong Yuko.

The real me... I am actually the complete opposite of that "Fuyu". I am a sharp person who glares at doubts and fights back when others are hurt.

If they knew my true identity, they would definitely hurt me like those girls who teased me.

And I can only be hurt like that day again amidst everyone’s doubts.

I can not

, and dare not take off the disguise of "Winter Yu".

As long as she's around, I can't get hurt.

As long as she is here, I can gain everyone's trust and love.

……

That's great, "Winter Yu".

If I could really become a person like you, I probably wouldn't feel entangled in this, but would accept everyone's praise calmly, right?

Ability to always face others with a lovely smile, respond to others with a cheerful attitude, and help others with a gentle personality.

How could someone like this be unpopular?

Ahh, that's right.

For me, "Winter Yu" is no longer just a disguise to gain recognition from others and protect myself from harm.

After my long-term "acting", I have become more and more admiring for "Winter Yu".

I...want to be Fuyu.

I want to be the girl that everyone loves in a real sense, and I want to accept everyone's praises openly.

I hope so from the bottom of my heart.

So...how can I truly become such a person?

What should I do to truly become a "Winter Yu"?

Just when I was confused, a young man in a suit appeared.And a super pretty girl appeared in front of me——

[Excuse me, are you interested in becoming an idol? 】

"..."

idol.

Cute, handsome, sparkling, loved by everyone...

It's the complete opposite of me.

But it is an existence that is completely consistent with "Winter Yu".

So next... as long as I can work hard in the direction of my idol, does it mean that I will become closer to "Winter Yu"?

Of course, knowing my true nature, I concluded that I would never be that popular idol.

Therefore, an idol agency that devotes a lot of resources to cultivating idols is definitely not suitable for people like me who only waste resources.

However, this man told me that their agency is a new idol agency with nothing but one producer.

For me, this is the perfect place.

With this in mind, I accepted the business card handed to me by a man named Kento Watanabe.

And my life... probably changed at this moment.

I never expected that this guy with the name "Nothing", this guy with an eager and sincere face when handing me his business card, this guy who is more handsome than most of the boys in our school... He turned out to be such a "bad" liar.

My ten years of escaping and yearning, my half month of entanglement and hesitation, and three hours of introspection and thinking were all overturned by him in just half an hour.

He told me that "pretending" to gain approval from others is not wrong, but perfectly normal.

He told me that if I recognized "Dong You" from the bottom of my heart, then the disguise I had been pretending all along was not a lie, but working hard for my ideal.

He even told me that even if I am a bad and unlovable person, there will still be people who like me...

Those idols are so convincing in front of and behind the scenes, and that special "Yan Shang" idol also successfully subverted my imagination of the profession of "idol" with reality.

However, what shook me the most was actually what the child named Higuchi Enka said to me not long ago.

She seemed to like me more when I was "not on guard" than when I was "Winter Yu".

Because I have never exposed my true self to others, so... this is also the first time I have received such a comment.

Could it be that...what Kento Watanabe said...is all true?

……

…………

No, not right!

It's just nonsense, nonsense, nonsense!

If everything is really as he said, then wouldn't all the entanglement and pain I have experienced for so long be just meaningless self-torture? !

No...I absolutely can't just admit it!

Even if I do have a little bit of hope in my heart that what he said is true... I can never just believe him!

I am a mature, intelligent and rational girl.

I won’t believe this man’s rhetoric—

[From the first time we met, you have always been the only one in front of me. 】

"...Goo."

Ah, since you said so, let me... Daito Yuko take a good look at it!

What kind of road is behind this door you opened for me?

Chapter 30: The development of crisis awareness requires years of accumulation.

"The sage will definitely persuade her...that girl named Yuko Daidon."

After listening to Higuchi Enka's description, Asakura Toru said this without any doubt:

"You may not think that his own affairs have been messed up by him, but he has always been very good at solving other people's problems."

"..."

This is true.

In Higuchi Enka's impression, the reason why Watanabe Kento has always been regarded as a reliable existence by others seems to be because he is always good at helping others.

And in his high school, there was also a

There is a saying that has always been circulated - whether it is a study or emotional problem, as long as you discuss it with Kento Watanabe, you can always find a solution!

"Now that I think about it...from the beginning, there have been many people who 'deified' him more than the two of us."

Higuchi Enka couldn't help but curled her lips and said:

"What a pushy guy."