There must be no problem with the youthful struggle story between me and the horse racing girl

Take this photo as an example. It was captured by members of the photography club during the school festival.Because there was a school-wide shooting event, they were finally printed out and hung in the corridors of the college for students to choose and buy.This can also be regarded as a unique campus festival activity of the Photography Department.

These few photos of Kazuomi were also made by members of the Photography Department.

Although it was not out of intention, it seemed that in the end, when the commemorative album was made, it was selected to be included in the count?

Forehead..

It’s better not to think about it any further, right?

Let’s leave it at that.Although Kazuomi thinks that his high school years should not be so miserable, if the conversation continues like this...

I guess people would describe it as the gray-white student days, right?

It's obviously not a conspiracy or social fear, but in the end it turned out like this——

"A taciturn and maverick top student"

It's probably the only label condensed from my high school days.

I really can’t bear to remember you!My own youth!

Of course, this series of complex psychological activities happened in Hechen's mind for a moment.

"Okay, Flying Eagle, you must have seen enough, right? I told you that there is nothing interesting to see. Memorial books are more like a process-based existence. Whether it is a teacher's message or a classmate's impression--"

What a coincidence, Fei Qqun: 543659389' Ying happened to find the graduation message from the head teacher to He Chen.

Compared with the meager graduation blessings and classmates' signatures, which were only a few sentences, the class teacher carefully wrote five or six lines.

Fei Ying took a cursory glance and roughly understood that he was referring to his graduation blessings and expectations for He Chen.

In the eyes of the class teacher, as the top student in the school, especially in a high school for advancement, Hechen's future should have been certain, aiming at top universities at home and abroad.

But in less than half a year, he became a trainer with only a high school diploma and a qualification certificate.

Now when I look back and see the teacher's message to me, Hechen can't help but feel a little sad.

Flying Eagle, who is usually cute and cute, is somehow unexpectedly sharp at this time.

She seemed to be aware of it and asked in a tentative tone:

"That...Coach...is going to go to college, right?"

[Why did Kazuomi Asama come to Tereson Academy]

In fact, as Welkin team members, they basically know the reasons and stories about Kazuomi becoming a trainer.

But when he saw these words written by Hechen's class teacher in the graduation book, Feiying also noticed something.

That is, Kazuomi Asama's decision to become a trainer was more like a temporary decision.

"This..."

He Chen knew exactly what Fei Ying wanted to ask.

This is not a secret, and it is just as Feiying guessed.

He did take his foot back before finally stepping onto the threshold of college.

Before that, Kazuomi's dream was indeed to become a trainer, but that was only a dream rather than an ideal or a realistic prospect.

If it were to be equated with life, it would be hard to say that he would be Kazuomi's first choice.

"Well...how should I put it? It is true that after the career guidance and even the college entrance examination, when I looked at the score list in January, I was still thinking about going to college. To put it bluntly, it was like being Feeling like a push?”

"Pushed by...?"

"Well, the courage required to make a decision, or when you are forced to make a clear choice under the pressure of reality and try to move forward unswervingly - this is probably the state of mind."

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Chapter 83 Life│Life│Life│Mogami River

The point He Chen wants to express is actually somewhat obscure.

Fei Ying's little head couldn't turn around for a moment, and could only nod dully and pretend to agree.

Seeing her like this, He Chen couldn't help but smile and shake his head, and then began to explain to her.

"Actually, I only figured it out recently."

"Becoming a trainer seems to have become a question that everyone asks themselves-"

"With an 18-year-old trainer with a high school degree, it's no wonder people are curious."

"After all, normally speaking, if you want to become a trainer, then in your life plan, you will either conduct training and further studies in a university, or you can directly spend money to enter a professional college for 3+2 systematic study."

"Both of the above methods should be chosen after graduating from high school."

"And originally, that's what I planned."

Kazuomi initially wanted to enter the training major of a graduate school to further his studies. If everything goes well, maybe when he graduates and becomes a trainer, his little sister will also enter the horse racing academy.

But reality is sometimes like this, and you will not follow the rules according to your own established script.

In Hechen's previous life plan, this should actually be regarded as a dream, not an ideal.

The reason why it is called a dream is that it is an illusion and beauty that is more distant and cannot be touched.

It can be put aside as something to be talked about in a few years, although when Kazuomi was a child, he also said that he wanted to be a trainer because of his younger sister Beihei's words.

But this is actually more of an expectation, or a longing.

When you really think about what to do, you will find that the stairs called dreams are longer and farther than you imagined.

"In the past, I might comfort myself in my heart and think about it later. But many times if you leave it to the end, you will find that there are still all kinds of trivial matters in life that will chase you behind."

"When it comes to my choice of where to go after graduation, my initial thought was to go to university...because there will be more choices like this."

He Chen took a long breath and said quietly: "But if I think about it carefully, I probably didn't want to think seriously at that time."

"Some people talk about wanting to be scientists, painters, writers or even astronauts when they are young - but which of them actually do it?"

Kazuo sighed softly: "Even if the jokes I made when I was young were true, I would wait until I grow up to consider them."

"Every time I talk about my dreams, I talk a lot, but very few actually put them into action. I just shout slogans instead of thinking about how to do it. Even when I reach high school or graduation, I will say, 'I'll think about it when I go to college. It’s not too late’.”

"Some people may really be able to achieve their wishes in the end, but more people will be defeated by reality and choose a different path. Sometimes it is really difficult for livelihood and hobbies to overlap."

He Chen looked at Fei Ying as he spoke, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly: "So I quite admire you Fei Ying for this."

Fei Ying was stunned when she heard this. She tilted her head subconsciously and pointed at herself uncertainly: "Eh? Fei, Fei Yingzi?"

She looked a little flattered.

She, who had always been very confident, was hesitant today.

oops-

"Feiying, your dream is to become a TOP idol, right?"

"Ah."

"Like I said, many people are just shouting slogans at this time, but Feiying, were you working in this direction earlier?"

Kazuomi seemed to think of the flying eagle he saw under the bridge at that time, with his back turned to him and facing the wall, practicing his idol performance by himself.

Very early on, even if it was exploring on its own, Feiying had already begun to try to explore this road on its own.

I didn’t shout slogans in vain, and I didn’t use the words “I’ll do it later” to excuse myself and do things perfunctorily.

In fact, Hechen followed the trend at the beginning and failed to do this.

"When I learned that my family had financial difficulties and had to support two students to study. Even with scholarships and tuition exemptions, the burden on my family would become heavier - that's when I started to seriously think about my own way out."

This is what He Chen said about being pushed by life.

When things are put in front of you and you must make choices and trade-offs.

The last sentence was the final word - He Chen himself hesitated for a long time.

I was lying in bed late at night, looking at the ceiling, with the moonlight shining through the blinds streaming into the room, quietly thinking and worrying in the dim light.

at that time--

He Chen changed his mind and bet his life.

Give up on further education and instead work part-time while seeking opportunities.

It takes a lot of courage to take this step out of your comfort zone and take over all the burdens of life on your own.

If you are still in school, even if you become a college student, you will still use your status as a student to numb yourself.

But the road is different——

Because, just six months ago, Kazuomi took a bus from Aichi Prefecture to Tokyo with [-] yen in his pocket, and began to face various life pressures such as food, clothing, housing and transportation alone.

During these days of crawling and sleeping in the open air, Hechen also learned a lot and matured a lot.

Perhaps, the reason why I am different from my student self is mostly due to life and hardship.

"There was no plan before, I just tried to do it this way...Although there was an element of opportunity and luck in it, at that time I really seized the only opportunity..."

It was him who seized the opportunity and fought for it - yes, he personally added the label "trainer" to the affix of his "18-year-old high school diploma".

The trainer he once regarded as his dream is now firmly in his hands.

"Even if there is an opportunity, only if you really want to do it and take the initiative to try it will you take your own destiny into your own hands. Just shouting slogans and thinking about unnecessary things will only end up standing still."

He Chen couldn't help scratching his head as he said this and laughed dryly: "Oops. I accidentally started talking about nonsense...really...what am I doing."

Feelings?Or do you want to speak out?Or maybe it’s both.

As he spoke, he couldn't help but raise his hand and touch Fei Ying's round head.

——This girl’s head really appears in the right place.

I have lamented this before.

"This should be considered a life principle that your trainers have realized on their own, right? It's probably because of this memory book? I didn't expect to be able to talk about my own high school affairs... This is the first time that I have brought up the trivial details of my past. Tell me everything..."

But what he didn't know was that Fei Ying, a little girl, was now focusing all his attention on He Chen's "first time".

That's right—

This is her "first time" with Coach.

Ps:

Chapter 84 The woman who wants to kick the man she loves

"Okay! This is the end of my past!"

Kazuo clapped his hands to interrupt this memory.

Although Fei Ying was the one who started it, in the end it was him who started to talk about things on his own.

"Eh..."

Fei Ying could never hide her thoughts on her face. When He Chen said this, her little expression was full of regret.

It was a rare opportunity for Coach to share her past. As a loyal fan of Hechen, she just felt that it ended so quickly——

Ah, but in a sense, Teacher Asama is actually her number one fan, right?

Hmm....

"Don't look at me with that expression." Kazuomi took the memorial book and closed it again. The past about Asama Kazuomi stopped here. There are more important things to do now, "Flying Eagle, as I just said Yes, I admire you for always striving towards your dreams. This is good, but sometimes, you are actually a little too focused and ignore other things."

"Just like this make-up exam, the same is true."

Speaking of this, He Chen specifically glanced at Fei Ying.

Feeling a little embarrassed being stared at by He Chen, she quickly lowered her head.

Fei Ying is the type who likes to lower her head and rush forward. Whether it is the way she runs on the field or her attitude towards life, she maintains this attitude.

Even if she gets bumped or falls down, she will continue to dust herself off and stride forward.