What they imagine about me is so scary.

Yukinoshita Yukino calmly leaned down to pick it up. It was a very ugly cat doll, but at that moment Kitajimachuan thought it was pretty good-looking.

"Take it." Yukinoshita Yukino said.

He handed the ugly cat to Kitajimagawa. Behind her stood a short-haired, good-looking woman. Her appearance was very similar to Yukinoshita Yukino, but her figure...

It doesn't feel like a family at all.

Kitajima Chuan remembered that the woman seemed to be named Yukinoshita Harano, and her personality was completely different from that of Yukinoshita Yukino.

"I'm leaving." Yukinoshita Yukino said, looking at Kitajima River with some reluctance, even though she knew her glance was unnecessary.

"Wait a minute." Bei Daochuan stopped her, holding the ugly cat doll in his left hand.

"give you."

The cup of hot orange juice he handed to Yukinoshita Yukino had actually become lukewarm.

"A gift for Christmas Eve." Kitajima Chuan said. "Of course, I don't know what to give for Christmas yet."

Saying this, Kitajima Chuan's face showed a smile inadvertently.

Yukinoshita Yukino took the orange juice, which was warm, turned around and left here with Yukinoshita Yono.

She looked at the orange juice in her hand and didn't know what to say.

As for Christmas gifts, haven’t they already been given?

Just now.

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"Of course I remember." Kasumigaoka Shiyu had a sweet smile on her face, looking at the ring in her hand, and still remembered Christmas Eve that year.

Bei Daochuan smiled, thinking of an acquaintance who was no longer a stranger.

One day many years after that Christmas Eve, Kitajima Chuan heard her say that she had received the best gift in her life, the best Christmas gift.

It's a person's smile.

110 three: face base

[Asuna: So, see you then? 】

[Qiong: Okay, I’ll take my brother with me, okay? 】

[Asuna: Of course it’s okay. 】

Kasugano Qiong was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time after looking at the chat records from last night, and she was still in a very excited state.

Because last night was Friday, it was normally a rest day, so Asuna Yuuki, who had been in Chiba for a week, naturally remembered one of the two main goals of her coming to Chiba. The first one was to escape. The control of parents is nothing more than the so-called elite life, and there is no need to do those meaningless things with everyone in school.

So now that the first goal has been achieved to a large extent, and Yuuki Asuna also wants to be herself, as for the so-called dealing with classmates and getting rid of it, it is really just Yuuki Asuna's desire to find Kitajima River. By the way, to add some fun to her life, she really will never lack the welcome of others at any time.

As for the second goal, of course, it is to meet [Qiong] face to face. She said that her real name is Kasugano Qiong. How bold is she to use her real name as an online name or something...

Since you have decided to do something, you must do it quickly, otherwise you will keep stressing it in your mouth but not doing it. Sooner or later, you will die without completing the thing you talked about.

Yuuki Asuna has always understood things in this way, so when she went back from school on Friday, when she finished cooking, she quickly told Kasugano Qiong that she wanted to have sex on Saturday, and the other party said that she had a My brother will go there together when the time comes.

Yuuki Asuna can understand. She used to think that this girl was stupid, but now it seems that she is not that stupid. At least she knows that when meeting netizens, she needs to bring a family member or something, otherwise a little girl might be eaten alive. Maybe.

But what Asuna Yuuki didn't expect was that Kasugano Qauna didn't think about what she thought at all. Even for a short moment, Kasugano Qaida took Kitajimagawa out. First, she felt that she had to go out with Kitajima River for the first time. Instead, she felt that she must go out with Kitagawa when meeting netizens for the first time. Thirdly, she had a lot of troubles when she went out, and Kitagawa could naturally help her solve these troubles easily.

This is Kasugano Qiong's opinion about his one-time meeting with Kitajima River. It has nothing to do with what Yuki Asuna is thinking. It can only be said that he is thinking about two completely different things.

Kasugano Qiong is actually afraid of things like face-to-face, because she has been frail and sick since she was a child, and she rarely interacts with her peers or people. Apart from talking to family members, such as Kitajima River or her parents When speaking, her enunciation is relatively clear and the conversation can proceed normally. She dares to believe that she will never be able to hold back a sentence for a long time in front of others.

In front of Kitajima Chuan, she could always feel that she talked a lot, as if Kitajima Chuan was not limited to labels such as men, women, and family members. He could be the person Kasugano Qiong wanted to express more of his feelings to.

He is a different person.

Thinking like this, she covered her face under the quilt. If anyone could see Kasugano Qiong's face covered under the quilt, her face would really make people sigh that it was redder than a monkey's butt.

"Bang bang bang."

The familiar knock on the door once again sounded in Kasugano Qiong's ears. Kasugano Qiong knew without guessing that it was Kitajima River who came to wake her up. Basically, every morning for nearly half a year before, Kitajima River would change her voice in various ways. The same clothes, but what will not change is that Bei Daochuan will always knock on her door on time.

"Come in." Kasugano Qiong said towards the door, but the door to her room has always been unlocked. Ever since she had a high fever, to be precise, Kasugano Qiong's room has not been locked, and there is no door lock anymore. After all, the lock seemed useless in front of Kitajima Chuan who really wanted to enter her room, and locks were such a thing.

As for the person who knocked on the door was Kitajima Chuan, Kasugano Qiong really felt that it didn't matter whether she was there or not. She wished she had left the door open so that Kitajima Chuan could sneak in and hug her to sleep with her at night. It was a pity that that kind of The only possibility is that Kasugano Qiong did the thing. If Kitajima Chuan came in and hugged her to sleep together, Kasugano Qiong must have said that he watched a ghost movie during the day, and because he was too scared, he asked Kitajima Chuan to come to her room to sleep with her.

This kind of thing seems more likely.

"Clap."

The door opened, and it was still the familiar figure of Kitajima Chuan. His handsome face, straight nose like a work of art, and his pair of black eyes were like a bolt of lightning in the black clouds, flashing into people's eyes. Anyone who looked at him was exempt.

He was wearing a white long-sleeved shirt this morning. The design of some black stripes and squares on the shirt was generous and simple. Kasugano Qiong felt that this clothes matched Kitajima River very well. He was wearing navy blue jeans with a belt on his waist. The hem of the shirt is tucked into the pants.

Kitajimagawa's figure is really the kind that looks quite intimidating. Maybe he doesn't feel anything about it, he just feels a little bit stronger, but in the eyes of others, Kitajimagawa's figure is a little bit... It becomes as grand as a fingertip universe.

"It's really scary." Even Hiratsuka Shizuka once praised Kitajimagawa's figure, which he thought was nothing. But in the words of Mr. Sakata Gintoki, who didn't know what he was doing, Kitajimagawa became what he would be like if he were reborn in the shogunate. Era, it must be Yaksha who is invincible on the battlefield.

Although the Yasha thing was a bit strange, Kitajimachuan felt that the other party was more exaggerated and reminded him of the shogunate era or something, what the hell, bushido?

Will a man walking on his stomach jump out from the studio next door and give Kitajima a Sky Soaring Dragon Flash?

Ahem, I digress, today is Friday, and he came to wake Kasugano Qiong up as usual, but looking at him with his head covered by the quilt...

Is this because I haven't slept enough yet?

Bei Daochuan didn't know what was wrong with the other party, but he used to happily open the door for Bei Daochuan. Why did he cover his head under the quilt today, with his cute little feet kicking the air outside? He looked like It's like competing with the air.

"What's the matter, Qiong?" Kitajimachuan, who was concerned about the whole story, felt that he still had to ask aloud, otherwise Kasugano Qiong suddenly sat up and choked Kitajimachuan, and Kitajimagawa would start talking to him again. She argued hard.

No, I’m overthinking it.

This is a terrible scene that only happens when you are with Kasumigaoka Shiha-senpai. Sure enough, she is a woman with a terrible poisonous tongue and finding faults engraved in her bones, so much so that she stays with her for a long time. Bei Daochuan was influenced by him.

What I see in front of me is my lovely Qiong.

How could it be the same as Kasumigaoka Shiu?

Without answering first, Kasugano Qiong suddenly lifted up his little quilt, and then stared at Bei Daochuan with his big soft eyes. Bei Daochuan's eyes always looked at him, and he felt a sense of guilt that was not easy to detect. Damn it. , what is going on, has he not done anything against human nature?

Bei Daochuan sat on his bed and stretched out his right hand to touch her cheek. Bei Daochuan's right hand was a bit rough. Whether it was before or after Bei Daochuan took over this body, Bei Daochuan also forgot. In short, There are a lot of calluses on my hands and they are very dry.

In fact, Kasugano Qiong felt that Kitajima Chuan's palm was not very comfortable when touching her face, like a stubble-covered chin touching a baby's skin.

"Kawa's palms are so big." Kasugano Qiong once again complained about Kitajima River's hands. This was not the first time she complained. Kitajima River's palms were bigger than two rice cake lucky bags put together. When clenched into a fist, it always feels as big as a cake.

"Yeah, it's a bit big."

I looked at my own hands, and then at Kasugano Qiao's small hands. They were like an enlarged version, a mini version. If Kasugano Qiao's hands were described as cute, then Kitajimagawa's hands were not an exaggeration. When clenched into a fist, it will definitely make people feel fearful.

At least it was to the point where Kitajima would definitely fly away when he swung his fist at him.

But this may be more due to Kitajima Chuan's master-level fighting skills.

"Kawa, what's going on today?" Kasugano Qiong asked as he rested his head on Kitajima Sichuan's knees.

I don’t know why, but both Kasugano Qiong and Kasumigaoka Shiu seem to like lying on his lap. He is not a beautiful girl. There is no soft and fragrant beautiful girl. When his knees are pillowed, he can feel transcendent. The beauty or something?

"What's wrong?" Kitajima River was stunned. Kasugano Qiong rarely asked him if he would be free when. When such a question was asked, it basically meant that there was something wrong with Kasugano Qiong. Kitajima River remembered Kasugano. Qiong said she was going to meet Ji.

From this point of view...it should be today that the day is close to ten.

"Well, if you are free today, can you go with me to meet a friend? That's... that's the netizen I told you about before... that's... that's... ....." Kasugano Qiong said this a bit coyly, but compared to the previous exchanges with Kitajima River, Kasugano Qiong has made considerable progress now.

"Yes, I remember it." Kitajima Chuan nodded. Of course he would remember the matter of Kasugano Qiong. How could he forget the matter of Kasugano Qiong?

He remembered every word Kasugano Qiong said.

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The complete opposite of the peaceful Kasugano family is in the apartment where Yuuki Asuna temporarily lives.

After the cute piggy alarm clock fell to pieces under Yuki Asuna's bedside table, more than an hour later, Yuuki Asuna opened her eyes in a daze.

"Oops!!!!!!"

over slept.

The reason is that Yuki Asuna was a little excited when she was typing the dungeon last night, so generally speaking, it has something to do with the interview matter she discussed with Kasugano Sora that night. She finished typing the copy, drank milk, and warmed up last night. Fuck, after doing all the work before going to bed.

But it is still quite rare to have insomnia. It is a way that Yuuki Asuna has never felt before, and it is very magical that she has insomnia.

Even if she was lying on the bed, there was no noise, and the bed was obviously very comfortable, but it was as if she was possessed by something. Yuki Asuna couldn't sleep well no matter what, she just tossed and turned in the bed, thinking in her head Inexplicably daydreaming about what kind of person Kasugano Qiong is, and what kind of person Kasugano Qiong's brother is.

She doesn’t understand, she really doesn’t understand, even Kasugano Qiong can understand it. After all, she has known this netizen for a long time. There is always a reason to think about it in front of her, but why does she think about Kasugano Qiong in her mind? What kind of person is your brother?

She thought about it again and again, and turned it over again.

It’s best to fall asleep around 01:30, in a dream.

What’s even more terrifying is that she had a so-called erotic dream. Yuuki Asuna swore that this was the only erotic dream she had had in so long since she was born, and the object of her first erotic dream was It turned out to be the boy who borrowed the paper from her on the first day, Kitajima Chuan.

Really worthless, Yuuki Asuna thought as she covered her forehead, looking a little confused. She still didn’t understand what was going on in her mind all day long, but in her dream, she dreamed about a boy she had only met for a week. Yes, it’s too hopeless, right?

She thought a little decadently, but then looked at her phone.

“It’s late!!!”

Oops, she went to bed a long time late, but she was still dazed for 2 minutes when she got up. It was only an hour before the agreed time, but it was still quite far to walk to the meeting place, so it seemed like it was just a long way. I can fight now.

No, I haven’t put on makeup yet, and it seems I can only put on light makeup now.

Then Yuki Asuna seemed to have a clone, multi-tasking in the house, such as frying eggs while answering messages, putting on makeup and eating breakfast.

While getting dressed, I remembered that I forgot to dry the clothes I washed last night, so I hurried to dry them.

Hurry and hurry downstairs.

I caught a taxi at the intersection ahead.

Got in the taxi and asked about Kasugano Qiong's situation.

[Asuna: How are you? Are you up? 】

[Qiong: It’s almost there. 】

"It's so dangerous." Yuki Asuna murmured, always feeling that her road to becoming a gay would be extremely bumpy.

114: Regarding the fear of going out in society

"Are you a little nervous?" Kitajima Chuan held Kasugano Qiong's small hand tightly in his hand and did not say anything, but when he felt the sweat from her palms soaking his own palms, he suddenly discovered that the girl's superficial appearance was plain, and The calm expression on his face may just be a disguise imposed on himself.

As a person who is always under the attention of others, Kitajima Chuan will naturally not feel this way, because he is the kind of person who can never be buried in the crowd. As long as he appears, he will definitely feel the eyes and comments of others. The interaction on the Internet is something Bei Daochuan has long been accustomed to after coming to this world for a year.

But Kasugano Qiong is not the case. She has been weak and sick since she was a child, and is not good at dealing with people. The experience of staying in the hospital all year round has made her extremely lacking in life experience. When she left the hospital, she found that she could no longer integrate into normal people's lives. So she felt unprecedented fear, which Kitajima had not thought about carefully before.

"It's okay." Bei Daochuan didn't say any words of comfort, but just held her hand tightly.

She is wearing a very beautiful dress today, a white dress that matches her silver hair very well. She looks like a glass beauty. This is due to her years of frailty and illness. She does not do any exercise outdoors and is not exposed to the sun. The opportunity to be exposed to the sun also happened to make Kasugano Qiong's skin look like mutton-fat jade, her skin was white and delicate.

However, looking at the other party's nervous look, obviously just walking on the street, I feel... maybe it has something to do with her high level of attention. Kasugano Qiong because of her super good looks and good-looking The little skirt is super eye-catching. According to Kitajimagawa's observation, basically nine out of ten people couldn't help but look at it, and the only person who didn't look at it was the baby.

But...it's better to relax, Kitajima thought in his heart, "Qiong, how do you feel when you come out for the first time?" Kitajima once watched "The Art of Language". When I read the third chapter, I saw that when communicating with others, when you feel that the other person is nervous, you might as well say some nonsense to relieve the other person's attention.

Kasugano Qiong was stunned, and felt that his mind went blank for a moment. In fact, it was pretty much what Kitajima had guessed. Kasugano Qiong saw so many looks, so many people, and their eyes were different, some were kind, and some were malicious. Yes, some eyes are disdainful, some are surprised, and some are admiring.

Kasugano Qiong didn't know why she felt so many eyes open at once. She felt like she was suddenly in the whirlpool of other people's eyes and words. She seemed to be able to hear the discussions related to her.

The moment Bei Daochuan asked her this question, she felt that all the thoughts and thinking in her mind disappeared in an instant, and everything in her brain seemed to become blank. Nothing at all.

"Are you okay?" A low, hoarse voice sounded next to her ears. It was as familiar as ever. It belonged to that person. Kasugano Qiong guessed that she might never forget the weight of this voice in her mind.

When he came back to his senses, Kasugano Qiong's two arms were already hugging Kitajima River's neck. She was wrapped around him, like Shuze holding a big tree.

"Qiong, in fact, everyone in the world is an absolutely independent and individual existence. No one's words can affect anyone's life, and no one's vision can truly change the meaning and value of your existence, so sometimes ....." Kitajima Chuan said this, and the Kasugano Qiong carried on his back always felt light, too light, and he usually ate less.

"We may not need to care too much about other people's eyes and opinions. The way we hold our heads high and chest high in silence can make people feel dazzling. If we stride forward, it is already the right thing to do."

Kitajima Chuan said softly to Kasugano Qiong on his back.

He rarely reasons with others, and reasoning with others is often a thankless task. After talking to others, when he looks at the other person without being much touched, Kitajimachuan may even think that he has become a person in the other person's heart. A fool who likes to tell lies.

But sometimes Kitajimachuan can't help but speak up when he sees some things. Kitajimachuan feels that sometimes people should live more truthfully and self-consciously. Perhaps this has something to do with his two lives. Relate it.

There may be nothing special in the initial and final meaning of Kitajima Kawato's life. People live just to live, but to live, there is no hope and motivation for living. No one does not want his own life. The spiritual world is larger, and one's own pleasure can reach a higher level, far beyond the desires of food and drink and physical pleasure.