Done!I'm surrounded by yanderes!

"But, but, you don't love Levida, why are you doing this?"

"I don't know." I looked at Levida blankly.

"..." Levida's eyes turned from bright to dark.

"I think I love you, but I don't know anything about you. The feeling you give me is unreal." I decided to confess my inner feelings.

"Isn't the most beautiful love a pure love between two people with no background and no worries?" Levida felt a little sad and curled up on my chest.

"But I don't understand if what you like is the real me. I'm afraid... this is just a dream." I comforted Levida's shoulders.

"Aren't you the most real you now?" Levida rubbed my chin.

"You look like a kitten like this."

"It would be great if Levida were a cat. She could stay with you forever and you wouldn't dislike her."

"But cats only live ten years."

"As long as it's you all my life, ten years is enough."

Chapter 13 Love and ideals

While holding Levida in his arms, he touched her head,

Her long hair spread out on my chest, and the long black strands were delicate and had a unique fragrance.

They obviously use the same shampoo, but why does this guy smell so good?

I'm still sighing about strange things in my heart,

She actually fell asleep slowly in his arms.

Are you too sleepy?

After all, today you are here to catch me, and you are helping my mother cook and wash the dishes. Maybe it is too hard.

"I thought something could happen." I smiled bitterly, then stretched my body, thinking it was time to go to sleep.

Levida's breathing was so light, as if a gust of wind would sweep her away.

The sound of her small breathing made me feel that she was actually very fragile.

Seeing her being so unprepared and opening her arms to me,

But I couldn't help but start to be afraid,

If I fall asleep, will my snoring wake her up?

Obviously just holding her,

There are no romantic stories,

But I feel so at ease.

Even the whole night, I didn't fall asleep.

This is different from the painful inability to sleep before.

This time I didn't want to miss a moment of her in my arms.

How could this guy sleep so safely in the arms of a stranger like me?

There is no defense at all.

[November 2017, 10]

Levida in her arms is small and cute.

I couldn't help but kiss the top of her head, and she woke up.

"Wake you up?"

"No..."

"Then you continue to sleep."

"I woke up early."

"Then why are you pretending to be asleep?" I was a little strange.

"I'm waiting."

"What are you waiting for?" I can't always understand Levida's words.

"Waiting for you to do bad things to me." Levida looked at me with a smile.

"You idiot, how old are you?"

"Coward." Levida came close to my face, her warm breath flowing between my lips.

"You..." I was laughed at by Levida and was unable to fight back.

Levida's hand passed across my body and slowly moved down the hem of my skirt.

"How can anyone sleep with so many clothes on?"

"I..."

Levida caressed my thigh under the hem of my skirt and looked at me playfully.

"No, no, we can't go up."

"Why?" Levida asked me knowingly.

"Because you didn't give that back to me."

"What does that matter."

"But..."

"Rather than calling you brother, I actually prefer to call you sister."

"...Hmm" His face was already red to the roots of his ears. He had never felt this way before.

I have never been bullied like this before.

I am obviously a boy, how could I be bullied by such a cute little girl?

"Sister, don't shout too loud."

I really want to resist, but...

So shameful.

"Dong dong dong." Mom suddenly knocked on the door.

"I want to go back." She had always been like this, knocking on the door and saying something, regardless of what the people inside were doing.

"I know." I hurriedly arranged my clothes.

"..." Levida also retreated into the quilt.

"I...go see mom off."

"Don't go too long." Levida looked at me aggrievedly.

"Ah."

I turned around and got up, opened the door, and saw my mother still sitting on the sofa.

"Mom, let me see you off." I held my mother's hand.

"Are you going to drive me away?" My mother didn't get up.

"You said you wanted to leave."

"It's not like you haven't gotten up all the time. I made breakfast for you and I left after eating."

"Did you sleep well last night?" I asked while drinking the porridge made by my mother.

"Are you still embarrassed?" My mother looked at me with disgust.

"what?"

"One bang, another bang. Although you two are young people, what are you doing? You are always working hard."

"It hit the wall at first, and then hit the bed. It was a bit noisy." I thought about it, and it seemed that Livia hit the wall first, and then threw her aside again, causing a lot of noise. too big.

"Tsk, how many times have I told you that young people should take care of their bodies. Why are they working so hard? They are fighting."

"It's not Mom, it was just a fight." I thought about it and there seemed to be no way to explain it.

"Look at that ring around your neck."

"Ah, it's because of my clothes." I didn't look in the mirror when I left the room, and I didn't expect there to be any marks. I guess it was caused by Levida pinching me yesterday, but I couldn't tell.

"I know, it's what you young people like, Kaosipule."

"No...where did you learn the words?"

"I heard this girl crying last night, it was so miserable."

"I accidentally..."

"Did you hurt someone? Or...hey, hey, it's a crime. I shouldn't mention this to you."

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"Mom has no objection, you two are young lovers. But life has to pass."

"Yup."

"Whether it's with Xiaoying or this little girlfriend, mom only has two requirements. The first is to find a serious job to support the family, and the second is to have a baby as soon as possible so that your dad and I can have grandchildren."

"I'm trying to write a novel."

"You talk back again, what kind of job is that? Xiaoying has told us that you are addicted to writing novels and can't make money. She couldn't see a future with you, so she decided to break up."

"She doesn't believe me, and you don't believe me either, Mom."

"Mom, it's not that I don't believe you."

"Mom is getting old."

"..."

"Mom has gone back. Think about it for yourself. My girl is still young and can play around with you. But when she grows up to Xiaoying's age, she will still hope that you have a serious job and can give the family a visible presence. of the future.”

"I understand..."

After opening the door and sending my mother away, for a moment, I actually hated the free world outside the door.

Everything has clearly marked prices.

There is only the future, there is no so-called dream.

Back to Levida's room, she was already fast asleep.

It seems that what she said about her pretending to sleep last night was true.

I looked at her petite and cute face,

I couldn't help but think of my mother's words,

"My girl is still young and can play around with you, but when she grows up to Xiaoying's age, she will still hope that you have a serious job and can give the family a foreseeable future."

I just felt suffocated.

Maybe if others, Xiaoying, or even Levida raised these words, I wouldn't be as painful as I am now.

But if the person who proposed it was my mother, I suddenly felt like I was broken.

If even my mother doesn’t believe what I say, who will believe me?

I tried my best to suppress myself and gently hugged Levida who was sleeping.

I also want to...borrow a little warmth from her.

Levida felt my weight as she slept,

He hugged me gently and held me in his arms.

Nothing was said, and he didn't wake up.

I tried very hard not to make a sound, and even tried very hard not to cry, but my tears still soaked the pillow.