Done!I'm surrounded by yanderes!

After a night of calming down, I finally made up my mind to apologize to Levida. I really showed that I didn’t believe her.

She was obviously the one who risked her life to save me, but I took it all for granted for a moment.

She must have a very bad impression of me in this world.

Clumsy and reckless, every time they meet, he is knocked to the ground and waiting for her to save him.

Not knowing how much I weighed, I tried my best to do the impossible.

Would she still like me like this?

While she was feeding me at noon, she knocked on the door three times as she did yesterday and put down the bowl with food.

I apologized quietly to Levida outside the door.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have questioned you."

Levida's hand could be seen trembling through the crack in the door, and the bowl clattered.

"..."

"..."

Levida and I were only separated by a door, and we were silent to each other.

Maybe she didn't know how to face this situation.

I tried to open the door gently.

Levida was in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking, when she suddenly saw me opening the door and walking out.

He immediately picked up the knife from the table and forced me back into the room bit by bit.

I had no choice but to salute the French military salute to show that I meant no harm.

"Don't run around." Levida forced me back into the room without any courtesy.

"I'm sorry, I won't run around, please don't be so nervous." I sincerely begged Levida.

"Eat the food and tell me if you have anything to say later." Levida didn't slack off at all.

If I was as reckless as I was before, I would have been kicked over.

"I'm sorry, I was too impatient yesterday and offended you." I was a little embarrassed.

"It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want." Levida always had a cold face.

"Are you not angry?" I asked cautiously.

"will not."

"That's good. Thank you for risking your life to save me and preparing food for me." I tried my best to tell Levida my gratitude.

"Are you trying to deceive Levida?" Levida looked at my behavior and felt strange.

"I believe you, you won't be a bad person." Indeed, I seemed a little calm when facing a person who kidnapped me with a knife, but this person was Levida.

She definitely doesn't know now that there is so much history between us, nor does she understand my heavy feelings for her.

In my heart, she is still as mysterious and unpredictable as when I first met her, but also lovable.

I am convinced that I love her, madly in love, love to the point of confusion.

She is like my life, my salvation, keeping me away from all the pain in the world.

How I want to go up and hold her now and desperately pour out my thoughts.

Even though she hasn't understood me in this world yet, she still holds a sharp knife in her hand.

But when her eyes finally softened, I thought of Xiaoying again, but I had no feelings for Xiaoying.

If nothing changes here, Xiaoying will tell me that she is pregnant soon.

When Levida finds out, she will be jealous and do harm to her.

This will all lead to that bad ending again.

Levida is nice to me no matter what, but I don't want her to hurt innocent people.

If there is any pain, just let me bear it alone.

I don't want the tragedy to happen again.

"Why are you crying?" Levida seemed to notice the change in my eyes.

"I..." I didn't know how to explain, so I silently retreated to the room and locked myself up.

If possible, I would just continue to keep a stranger's distance from Levida.

This protected Levida and Xiaoying.

After Xiaoying's matter is resolved, he can be with Levida properly.

I had no other choice but to work hard to swallow all my feelings for Levida.

"Maybe the vitamins are too sour and bitter." I cried while laughing, thinking of an explanation.

"You still put onions in the rice."

Sure enough, I am always the best when it comes to pretending to be stupid.

Levitra must have thought I was just an idiot.

What's there to like about idiots?no.

I deliberately used this stupid look to cover up my deeply buried feelings.

Levida, who was so close and far away, became someone I couldn't get close to.

But Levida held me in her arms very gently.

This familiar gentleness is like the autumn wind mixed with the wonderful fragrance of flowers, blowing from the past.

For a moment, I couldn't tell the difference between the world I was in.

Are we meeting again, or are we meeting for the first time?

Levida rubbed my back and kissed my ear.

Say softly in my ear,

"Levida's only choice is to love you."

"Levida...what is it?" I deliberately pretended not to understand her confession.

"It's nothing." Levida said coldly, quickly took away my bowls and chopsticks, closed the door and left.

But his face was red.

Maybe she was secretly happy, but fortunately, I didn't understand it in front of me.

[November 2017, 10]

When it was time for feeding, Levida knocked on the door three times.

But this time Levida left without letting go.

Just hold it quietly in your hand.

It seemed that Levida was expecting my reaction to eating.

Because today is not just medicine and gruel.

Instead, it was a slightly mushy carrot stir-fry with meat.

How afraid is this guy of my vitamin deficiency?

I took the bowl and ate it seriously.

Although the carrots were cut very irregularly, the taste was a bit mushy and raw.

But I still pretended it was delicious.

"I really like eating it, thank you."

Although Levida didn't speak, her eyes pretended not to care at first, then secretly became eager, and her face was filled with happiness when she saw me eating it.

After being thanked a little by me, I didn't know where to look and my movements became stiff.

Levitra is so cute.

Maybe Levida really thought,

I probably cried because I ate so poorly.

That’s why I worked hard to cook by myself.

Although the taste is still a bit unpleasant,

But I felt her full heart.

It seems that Levida has been putting her unspeakable love into hard work, but I am just being pushed away by fate time and time again.

After finally finishing every bite, Levida reached out and took away the bowl and chopsticks.

I glanced at it and saw that this idiot's fingers were indeed covered with band-aids, just like in the previous world.

How could someone fight with a knife without mercy, and cut a carrot without hurting themselves every time?

At night, I lay in bed alone, staring at the ceiling, and kept sighing. To be honest, it all really felt like a dream.

If it hadn't been for the heart-wrenching tragedy at the end, I might have just regarded all of this as a dream.

Just because of this dream, I tried my best to stay away from Levida.

Finally, after a long circle, we came back here.

Chapter 58 The world in the book

[November 2017, 10]

After two days of rest, I gradually calmed down.

Slowly, I sat in front of the computer again and clicked on the familiar interface.

If it is true as Xiao Qi said, the reason why I remember the previous things may be related to the book I wrote. Then I was running around everywhere in the past few days, but there was no update. Wouldn’t it be that I almost left nothing behind and died in vain? .

If I can’t remember anything after dying like this, then will I actually die many times without remembering?

I don't dare to think about it like this anymore,

I clicked on the weird otherworld novel on the website and continued to update it.

[The hero and the goddess work together in ordinary days and blame each other.

Because the brave man couldn't stand the stupid goddess, he issued an announcement to find new teammates.

The first person to come was a mysterious man, but because he was too mysterious, he disappeared the next day.

The next person to apply was a nun from the Holy Order.

Because I really can't stand the blind exploitation and endless hard work of the leader of the cult.

The nun finally decided to become an adventurer.

The first thing she showed off was her adventurous career card, a unique function - ascending to the gods,

The more believers who believe in her, the stronger her abilities will be until she becomes a true god.

The brave man was very sure of her ability, but he forgot one important thing.

Because this nun is usually too rude and does not pretend to be particularly holy, no one believes that she is an apostle of God, so the number of believers has always been: 1.

This one couldn't be herself.

The third person to apply was the proprietress of the Different World Hotel.

Although the brave man really doesn't want the boss's wife to join the adventurer team, because then his meal card will be recharged in vain.

But the functions displayed by the landlady were too white and too broad, so the brave man had no way to refuse.

The boss's wife functions as a queen without any description.

Although the brave man doesn't understand the use of this, but his name sounds so domineering, he will definitely become a great teammate.

The fourth applicant was a little blond loli who had a very bad attitude towards several people and did not believe in God at all in another world.