The real golden finger in Honkai Impact is Alicia!

"It's just that I really don't want Commander to bear that kind of pain again..."

"Ugh……"

Seeing the gentle and generous white-haired beauty who usually behaved like this, Ge Wen couldn't help but sigh and said seriously:

“York City, I know you care about me.

However, don’t think of me as an ordinary commander who can only provide you with mental support from a safe place.

To be honest, I am much stronger than you are now.

And, actually... although the pain caused by the upgrade of your ship body is indeed uncomfortable, it also has an unexpected effect on me——

To a certain extent, some part of me that wanted to develop further faster needed the pressure of death to push it.

But for me now, there are too few existences in this world that can bring me enough pressure.

And the uncontrollable and inexcusable pain when your ship is upgraded just gives me an instinctive sense of crisis.

Compared to completing this step in a crisis at the risk of losing important people after a more powerful enemy appears, I couldn't be more lucky to be able to complete development in advance through this method.

However, this may be too cruel for you..."

"Please don't say that, Commander."

The slender jade fingers gently pressed against Gwen's words, and York City's beautiful eyes were shining with water, and there was an unspeakable touch in York City's voice:

“It is the mission of a ship girl to be able to dedicate herself to the commander.

I am even more lucky to meet a commander like you who is willing to endure that kind of pain for my upgrade.

It would be great if this pain could be turned into nourishment to help you move forward. "

As she spoke, York City's entire body was pressed against Gwen, greedily breathing in the man's breath that made her extremely reassuring.

And with York City's actions, the first button on her shirt, which was tied with some reluctance, was finally overwhelmed and quietly left its post, allowing a flash of snow to slip out quietly.

If it were normal, with York City's height being considered an advantage among women, there would naturally be no problem.

However, due to the current posture problem, that gleam of snow-white fell into Gwen's eyes exactly, and the faint fragrance mixed with the fragrance of shower gel also quietly penetrated into Gwen's nostrils, making the man's heart tremble. .

Simply, York City did not make any further moves, and Gwen, whose rationality quickly suppressed some impulses, did not make any extraordinary move. She just patted York City's jade back gently to soothe her turbulent emotions.

Of course, even if he really wanted to do something, Gwen had to stop——

It's just nine o'clock in the evening. Mei, Kiana and the others are studying next door, and they don't know when they will come in.

After Gwen and York City reached an agreement, the upgrading and transformation of York City's hull was also put on the agenda——

Compared with the early aircraft carriers of World War II and Destiny's most advanced aircraft carriers, the gap is so large that it is impossible to reason.

And because Gwen failed to find the Rubik's Cube from the seawater in the main god's space and could not conduct experiments, the fate of not knowing where the key connection between the ship girl and the ship body was could only be upgraded step by step.

Although the early stage transformation of York City is almost impossible for today's Destiny in terms of pure technical difficulty, considering the future upgrades, the early stage preparations are still very difficult, so much so that a certain bishop personally took charge of the work.

Of course, according to rumors, the reason for a certain bishop's frequent appearances is to save money in order to preserve certain projects that are about to be axed by Miss Amber.

That night, Gwen, who was lying on the bed, also started her daily night chat with Alicia——

"Gwen, is this really okay?"

Although Gwen had sworn to York City, Alicia, who could share Gwen's perception to a certain extent and vaguely understood the pain Gwen suffered that day, still couldn't help but ask.

"of course."

Regarding Alicia's concern, Gwen also smiled:

"Don't underestimate me, Alicia.

Compared with the heartbreaking pain after losing it, this level of pain is simply not worth mentioning. "

Although he has not experienced that kind of loss, Gwen, who does not want to experience it at all, still speaks categorically.

"Um……

You really worked hard..."

When Alicia heard this, her tone became a little lighter:

"As expected of the one chosen by the lovely Alicia~?"

Chapter 111 Mental State (including some private goods)

"No refutation allowed~?"

Without waiting for Gwen to respond, Alicia continued:

“Whether you are doing it for your own selfishness or for the future of the world, you are constantly working hard for it.

Since we have all accomplished the same goal, we shouldn’t differentiate so clearly~?”

After being together for such a long time, Alicia also discovered that Gwen seemed to be very persistent about this and had always made a clear distinction.

Although Alicia also hates those guys who talk about benevolence and morality and kidnap daily morality, she can't help but feel a little confused and heartbroken when Gwen makes such a clear and even self-deprecating distinction.

"what……"

Just as Alicia guessed, Gwen, who was about to clarify something, couldn't help but be stunned when he heard the words, then chuckled and said slowly:

"Different……

Ellie, a person can deceive the whole world, but he cannot deceive himself.

I know exactly what I am thinking.

For the sake of the world... it's too heavy for me...

In order to achieve some external goals, it is not convenient for me to be too clear.

But I don’t want to deceive myself or you, and in the end even myself will be blurred. "

"But, as you are now on the front line against Honkai, aren't you working hard for the future of the world?"

Alicia was a little confused and worried that if she asked too deeply, she would irritate Gwen. After making sure that Gwen's mental state was very stable, she asked slowly.

"Different……"

Slowly shaking his head, feeling the melody from the pendant on his fingertips, Gwen couldn't help but feel a little melancholy in her voice:

"I'm not a child, reality has already awakened the heroic dream of my youth...

Being on the front line against Honkai is saving the future of this world?

Huh... maybe?

However, apart from the external factor of collapse, how much darkness and filth is there within human society?

Countless people have tried to break this biggest obstacle to human progress and development, but they have failed without exception.

Even if it is an outstanding person who is rare to see in ten thousand years, and is invincible in the world and is therefore the enemy of the whole world, he can only sleep in the words covered by layers, and it is difficult to see the truth.

If you can't clean up all those damn things and just fight against Honkai, can you really be considered a hero?

What kind of hero is that?

Ancient Greek hero?

The kind that kills the robbers who try to rob the village's sword, and then takes the village's sword away in the name of reward? "

"..."

Listening to Gwen's words, Alicia was silent for a moment, carefully feeling the emotions conveyed by Gwen, chewing on the words Gwen said, and then slowly spoke after a while:

"Gwen..."

"Ok?"

Gwen did not fall asleep and quickly responded to Alicia.

"It's hard work, isn't it?"

Alicia's voice sounded a little distressed.

"what?"

Blinking, Gwen showed a slight smile and said:

"What's the point of me being a bad guy?"

"you're lying!"

Alicia retorted in a rare serious and serious voice:

"If you really messed up, you wouldn't be able to distinguish these things clearly, and you wouldn't say what you just said!"

"...Ellie, I..."

As for Alicia being so rarely emotional, Gwen was silent for a moment before she opened her mouth to say something.

However, before Gwen could say anything, Alicia's voice sounded again:

"Gwen, don't demand too much of yourself and put too much pressure on yourself, okay?"

Compared to the excitement just now, Alicia's voice returned to its usual gentleness and was a bit softer:

“No one has ever stipulated that to work for the future of the world is to completely eradicate all the filth you see and know.

Aren’t those Valkyries who are fighting on the front line working hard for the future of mankind?

If they didn't deal with the darkness you mentioned, weren't they doing it for the future of mankind?

Obviously not, right?

Yes, you are much stronger than them, but you are only a human being, a person who has mastered powerful power.

And people have their own limits.

Don't be too demanding of yourself and don't be in a hurry for success.

The road has to be walked step by step, and the meal has to be eaten at one bite.

If you work hard to do what you need to do most now and what you can do, you are also working hard for the future of the world! "

Alicia, who finally understood the root of Gwen's psychological problems, tried to undergo verbal therapy. However, except for a burst of warmth, Gwen felt nothing in her heart——

Warmth, because Alicia is willing to understand herself;

The reason why there is no emotion in her heart is because Alicia has thought of what Gwen said and is doing so.

However, without feeling anything, Gwen still said:

"Well, thank you, Ellie..."

"..."

Hearing Gwen's voice, Alicia understood. I'm afraid...it should be said that her words definitely had no effect and failed to sway Gwen's mind.

However, Alicia is not discouraged. There is still a long time and she still has a chance to help Gwen resolve her knot.

Moreover, with him by his side, he would not let Gwen do stupid things...

Thinking like this, there was nothing strange in Alicia's voice:

"You're welcome, Gwen. Alicia's intimate little class can help you solve all your doubts anytime and anywhere. You are welcome to ask questions~?"

"Haha... Then I'll thank Alicia..."

With a chuckle, Ge Wen changed the subject and said:

"Speaking of...

Ellie, I have a secret that I want to tell you now. Do you want to hear it? "

"Well……

If you are willing to tell me, Gwen, of course Alicia is willing to share your friend’s secret~?”

Seeing that Gwen changed the topic, Alicia returned to her usual liveliness.

"So……"

Breathing softly and calming down, Gwen's mind turned and he had already arrived in the main god's space.

The large ball of light that illuminated an area was floating quietly in mid-air, and the seawater that had poured here not long ago was right under my feet——

After studying for a while, Gwen gained some control over the main god's space through a process that he did not quite understand, and could adjust the size and shape of this space to a certain extent.