Self-explosion in live broadcast, Hikigaya’s strength-based classroom

"No, I don't have any other feelings for her, and there is no need to change the topic to others now."

Kushida showed a pitiful expression: "Do you hate me, Hikigaya Hachiman?"

"If I have to say it, my answer is..."

"Hate."

Chapter 53 The other side of Kushida?

Hikigaya's words caused Kushida to freeze on the spot, and his body began to tremble uncontrollably.

This time, it was not a fake emotion, but a real feeling of fear.

She didn't know why some people felt disgusted with her. She was already so gentle, had been praised by so many people, had observed every detail meticulously, and even did her best for the people in the class. Things I don’t want to do anymore.

However, even so, she still couldn't get the love of the boy in front of her.

The huge desire to win aroused her heart, and she suddenly pressed her plump body against Hikigaya's chest.

Feeling a warm current coming from his chest, Hikigaya ducked back in confusion.

"Why...why don't you like it? Have I done something that makes you hate it?"

Kushida was shocked again when she saw Hikigaya's instinct to dodge backwards. At this moment, she was approaching the boy step by step, her hands still close to her chest and feeling a little uneasy.

Hikigaya's expression was still cold, but as a man and a woman alone in this room, he really didn't want anything to happen. Otherwise, if this mouth grew on Kushida's body, what would happen then? He wouldn't be able to wash it off by jumping into the Yellow River. Cleared.

"That's not true. In fact, there is something wrong with what I just said. I don't just hate you."

The boy's words caused Kushida to stop instantly.

She didn't know why what the young man in front of her said was so puzzling. What did the disgusting part mean?

Hikigaya finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Kushida was no longer approaching.

If this guy comes close to me again, I will really scream...

"What...what do you mean?"

"I, can't understand."

Hikigaya slowly sat down in front of the chair. Facing the girl's still hypocritical and sincere eyes, he just said very calmly:

"Can you really not understand? Or...do you just don't want to understand?"

"Do I need to make it so clear? What I don't like is your current hypocritical face, that's all."

After hearing the boy's words, the girl's cheeks did not change at all. She still looked very innocent and cute and asked puzzledly:

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand what you are talking about?"

Hikigaya also felt like he was a fool with too much self-awareness for asking like this, but only with her hypocritical mask, he could be 100% sure that the Kushida Kikyo in front of him was definitely not her true appearance.

"Maybe you don't want to show that appearance, maybe you also have your own pains, and I am just your classmate, not even a friend. It is indeed my fault to say such strange things."

Hikigaya sat on the chair, looked at Kushida's innocent appearance, and continued:

"However, if you really want to have a relationship with me that goes further than classmates, if your goal is really to work towards becoming friends with all the classmates in the school, then I suggest that you don't use this face. Get along with me.”

“For me, I probably prefer something that doesn’t have any pretension to it.”

Having said so many words in one breath, Hikigaya felt like he was about to collapse from exhaustion.

After hearing Hikigaya's words, Kushida breathed a deep sigh of relief like a deflated rubber ball.

"It's impossible, no one will like my appearance."

"Maybe I'm the kind of guy with weird quirks?"

Hikigaya's self-deprecating words made Kushida forcefully smile. Compared to that innocent smile, this smile indeed moved Hikigaya more.

"How did you find out? Who told you?"

Kushida obviously immediately targeted Horikita, and this so-called 'who' undoubtedly refers to the only one who might know about her past, Suzune Horikita.

She moved closer to Hikigaya again and stared into his eyes.

"It's just inferred from your daily details."

There was no lie in Hikigaya's words, no doubt about it, and this undoubtedly made Kushida feel relieved.

"You are really a monster..."

"You're not the first person to say that about me."

"Will you tell this?"

"I'm not interested in other people's pasts."

From beginning to end, Kushida Kikyo never showed her second side. Although it was much more natural than before, it was obvious that this was still not her true appearance.

"Did you really guess it yourself?"

"Besides, there is no other way."

"Maybe you are right, but I will never show you that side of me. If you are unfortunate enough to see it, I will treat you as my mortal enemy."

"It's terrifying."

"After all, this is my true side."

"Even so, I don't hate it."

Hikigaya's words silenced Kushida completely, and for a moment, the atmosphere in the room became a little subtle.

[Sudo: "What on earth are they talking about? Why can't I understand them at all?"]

[Chi: "Yeah, I don't understand it either, what's the other side or something, what does it mean?"]

[Hirata explained with a smile: "Maybe it's just about what everyone looks like when they are alone."]

[Shinohara: "Oh, so that's the case, that's no wonder...after all, many couples are very disappointed when they find out that the other person is not what they imagined after getting together."]

[Karuizawa: "Huh? Did you jump to love now? Why so fast?"]

[Chi: "Yes, yes, why did you jump into love so quickly? That's not the case with Kushida."]

[Kushida glanced at Hirata, and then at Horikita and Ayanokouji in the corner. Seeing that they were both silent, he scratched his head and explained with an angelic smile: "Oh, it's just a video, and I don't know either." You know what I’m thinking, it’s probably not about falling in love, it’s probably not the case.”]

[Shinohara listened to the ambiguous answer and said suddenly: "Kushida, Kushida, I understand your little thoughts very well. You deliberately waited until everyone left and then you were alone in the same room, and this Hikigaya After Yamauchi’s observation, he found out that he is quite handsome, and it seems that you have already developed feelings of love for him at some point!”]

[Hearing Shinohara’s words, Kushida continued to pretend to be embarrassed. 】

[Perhaps for her, this misunderstanding is the best way to escape from this topic. 】

Chapter 54 What should a man and a woman alone do?

Kushida was in a trance for a moment as he listened to the boy's words.

"I changed my mind. I don't plan to be good friends with you anymore. I hope you don't discover that side of me, otherwise you will really become my absolute enemy."

"You're right...it's really uncomfortable to be seen by others who don't want to be seen, but...I want to correct you. It doesn't have to be an absolute enemy, it can also be an absolute friend."

The real thing that Hikigaya Hachiman has always believed in is a non-concrete thing that does not need any lies, no support or false feelings.

He has never found the real thing, but he is constantly looking for the relationship that can accommodate no lies.

For Sudou, perhaps he was honest enough with himself to be called truthful, but Hikigaya couldn't do it without hiding anything, so from the bottom of his heart, he couldn't recognize this relationship for the time being.

Maybe three years later, he still doesn't have a friend, but it doesn't matter, as long as this relationship exists in the world, he will continue to look for it.

Hikigaya that night had shaken Kushida Kikyo's heart too many times. Although she had never shown her true face, it still caused a rupture in her heart that could never be shown.

However, it is not yet time.

If at that time, when he was being criticized by everyone, he could still say these words for himself, maybe Kushida would be able to truly recognize him.

There is no need to argue anymore, time will tell everything. At this moment, Kushida approached Hikigaya's ear again and said:

"Remember, you still owe me a date."

After showing that meaningful smile, Kushida picked up all the trash that had been packed away, turned around and left the room.

"Then, good night."

"boom."

As the door to the room was tightly closed again, Hikigaya's entire body instantly softened like plasticine.

'So scary...so scary, so scary, so scary...'

'We can no longer live alone in the same room alone...'

'However, I know it better now. I'm afraid that's why Kushida hates Horikita so much and wants to replace Horikita so much. Similarly, this is also why Horikita resists Kushida so much. '

More than once, Kushida wanted to make Horikita completely lose his place in this class, and Horikita also explicitly resisted cooperating with Kushida more than once.

Presumably, it's because Horikita has known about Kushida's other side for a long time, so they became enemies with each other.

'I'm a little curious about how annoying that real look is...'

Although it was a bit arrogant to say this, he still felt that he could not be more annoying than someone like himself.

[Yukishita: "It seems that someone is somewhat self-aware."]

[Hikigaya smiled confidently: "After all, it is very clear that I once topped the 'least popular' list. Of course, the number one on the 'most popular' list is Hayama..."]

[Yuigahama: "Aki, do you have an inexplicable desire to win and lose on some strange lists?"]

[Isshiki: "It's not surprising that Hayama-senpai topped that list, but it's really scary that you topped that list, senior."]

[Hikigaya said with some confidence: "After all, reaching the top of this list also shows that I am definitely not completely without a sense of existence, right."]

[Yukishita patted his head helplessly and said comfortingly: "Only you can do such self-deceiving words."]

I had a good sleep for the first time in a long time, feeling the beauty of the air. The only dissatisfaction was that the alarm clock rang on time.

In this school, there is no morning wake-up function of Komachi. It is really not an easy thing to get up. This happens even when the weather is so suitable now. I really don’t know what to do in winter.

Hikigaya tidied up the room, put his schoolbag on his shoulders, and finally stepped out of this closed place.

After pressing the elevator button familiarly, Hikigaya let out another big yawn.

"Ah ah ah ah..."

"Please don't make any weird noises early in the morning."

Horikita looked at Hikigaya in front of him. She still had that expressionless face at this moment.

On the contrary, it was Kushida behind Horikita who greeted him with his angelic appearance as always.

Seeing that Hikigaya didn't answer, Horikita asked seriously:

"Would you like to take the elevator?"

"Please let me ride..."

Although he didn't know what the situation was, the fact that these two people were riding in the same elevator really shocked Hikigaya. This was an absolutely impossible combination...just like him and Hayama.

"Good morning, Hikigaya."

"Oh, good morning, Kushida."

"Your hair is standing up..."

"Don't talk nonsense, it's ancestral."

"Hahahaha, Hikigaya, you are so interesting."

Kushida smiled like an angel and put his fingers on his hair, twirling them.

This appearance would make anyone approachable, but Hikigaya couldn't accept the thought that Kushida's real appearance was different.

Hikigaya took two steps forward and said in a voice that only he and Horikita could hear:

"It's rare to see you and Kushida acting together."

Upon hearing this, Horikita frowned tightly, showing an impatient expression.

"She was guarding my door."

"I see."

"Ding dong."