Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[Like a small boat drifting in the huge waves, you cannot get a chance to breathe under the pressure of the water flow. You are just endlessly covered, crushed, and squeezed all over your body, without any chance for you to choose.]

[This was just one time of being ignored. After the applause of blessing, they soon noticed your disappearance and began to look for you and care about you. Their smiles were not false and they even became happier.]

[Because the boy who had been following you and annoying them disappeared. ]

【yes. 】

This is normal.

[In their eyes, you are so perfect, so flawless, so unattainable, like a god, even touching you is a sin.]

[It is like a fairy, holy like a daughter of God, a flower hanging from the stars and the moon. ]

[Don't even think about daydreaming about you. Even looking at you is a taboo. Being able to be with you and smell a little bit of your fragrance is a great blessing. ]

[No one dares to imagine the deeper level, no one dares to think like this. ]

[Because this is blasphemy, great blasphemy.]

[How can someone as perfect as you be approached? Everyone should be your believer, offering everything under that pink skirt. ]

[This is the reaction of most people at first sight, an unimaginable charm. ]

[——Even if it is the Fire Moth in the future. ]

[You appeared out of nowhere in the disaster of the Second Herrscher. Few people dared to attack you, and some even had different ideas.]

[Even Mobius only said it verbally. Although the other party may really want to, he will never dare to actually attack you. ]

[That was a concentration camp for geniuses, a fire-chasing moth organized by the United Nations. Anyone who could come here had great talent and willpower. Even a random cleaner could probably become a doctor at a prestigious university with enough knowledge.]

[Anyone who can almost be considered the pinnacle of humanity would be affected by the fairy-like charm and be intoxicated by the girl's flawlessness, not to mention...]

[——These young geniuses were saved by you at the lowest point in their lives.]

[How could I not have the idea of ​​a prince saving a princess like in a fairy tale? Even though I knew my position clearly, I didn't dare to blaspheme.]

[What I embrace in my heart is still the dream of God saving me and saving ignorant mortals. ]

[I was completely intoxicated at first sight and couldn't help myself. 】

[Until they discovered that you were accompanied by a boy named Jiang Cheng, until they discovered that the boy named Jiang Cheng even lived with you and traveled with you, and you had never been separated from the boy in your life since childhood. ]

【how……】

[How can this be…]

[How can someone live with you?! ]

[How can someone blaspheme like this! ]

[How can I match Jiangcheng with just one person? 】

[From this perspective, even if a person is talented, as long as he or she cannot completely suppress you in some aspects, he or she is unqualified in their eyes.]

[No matter how great or capable you are, you can only be called a deputy at best. ]

【What's more, the boy is not a capable person. 】

[He is not stupid or foolish, but in the eyes of these lonely genius politicians and business leaders, he is no different from an ordinary person.]

[Even an ordinary person might know how to write the word "hard work", but the boy has always been content with mediocrity and willing to live an ordinary life. ]

[Although this is what should be done, this is normal. ]

[If you hadn't interfered, this would be the life a young man should live. ]

【Calm, peace of mind, happiness.】

【Isn’t this wonderful? 】

[Humans are always affected by impulsive emotions. People who are jealous will never realize their mistakes.]

[Most people's arguments always start with an answer and then make a conclusion. In the end, no matter how they deviate, they will always deviate to the answer they have determined.]

[If Jiang Cheng was not your brother on the surface, and you did not show any special affection for him, you would have been tied to a fire and burned to death by that group of fanatical Christians.]

You didn’t think there was anything wrong with this before.

[Or, you actually never paid attention to these things before, and you ran impatiently every day, as if something was chasing you. ]

【So……】

Jiang Cheng left his life.

It's a normal thing, right?

A lonely girl was walking alone in the hall.

All the participants around her had been sent back, leaving only the girl alone.

The walls are decorated with pink and sparrow colors, the angled patterns are like blooming flowers, and the intricately carved decorations highlight the strong girlishness.

It really is like a fairyland, a perfect paradise that only exists in fairy tales.

The girl in gorgeous clothes was like the goddess of beauty praised in poetry and music. Her loose pink hair was like a sea of ​​flying flowers, her sparkling eyes were as clear as the deep blue bottom of a lake, and her flawless skin seemed like an intolerable blasphemy to even look at.

The only thing was that adorable face, which could only be described as perfect by anyone and which even the most picky people could not give a single star or half a year's rejection, did not have the slightest smile on it, and the corners of the lips, which should have outlined a charming smile, were slightly tilted downwards.

sad……

Depressed...

Guilt...

Unwilling...

Even with the simplest fan-shaped diagram, even with the most delicate brushstrokes in the world, it is impossible to describe the emotions contained in those eyes.

Even though the boy had long gone, the girl's heart had not yet been liberated.

She was still bound by the boy's words, the free language, the smile on his lips, the free and easy eyes, the invitation that lightly touched her fingertips.

That was something that had never been felt before, and could never be seen from a bird in a cage.

Before I knew it, that smile could only be seen from the deepest part of my memory, the moment when I was first heroically rescued. The breeze, the young man with outstretched hand, and the moving smile on his face.

Why did it turn out like this?

Why did the boy lose even his smile?

what……

what……

what……

This is not difficult to understand.

——Because his playmate had left.

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PS: The slow-witted boy has embarked on a new life with the equally autistic Wilvi, who is marking time in the same place, while the girl who loves traveling and wants to travel all over the world stays in the same place.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 36. How...how could it be something like this?!

Rejection itself only brings ordinary pain, while simply leaving may be more of a blessing than pain.

I wish Jiangcheng has his own choice.

I wish Jiangcheng finally got rid of the shackles.

I wish Jiang Cheng the best for taking action for the first time regardless of other people's wishes.

This should be a good thing.

This should be a good thing.

But the boy's ease, the freedom and pleasure he could still capture even in extremely stimulating situations, made it difficult for Alicia to let go.

seem……

I have become a shackle that binds the young man.

Even if you take your teenager to travel around the world, see thousands of mountains and rivers, feel the crowds of people, and experience the beautiful scenery and wonderful life that it is almost impossible for someone living in a small town to feel.

I thought no one would reject these or hate them, and would be intoxicated by the beautiful natural scenery.

Now it seems that these actions are of no use.

It's nothing but arrogance, disregard for other people's feelings, and ridiculous behavior of thinking oneself as a clown.

Its essence has no impact on Jiangcheng.

The so-called traveling together.

The so-called looking at this beautiful world from more perspectives.

Perhaps for a teenager, the only thing that is truly free is the physical body as a representation.

No one cares about the waves in my heart, and no one can only let my soul sink and fall until it can no longer get up.

The boy's soul has been locked up by himself and imprisoned in a cage. He has no peace and is not taken seriously. He can only be alone and lonely.

This should also be the reason why Jiang Cheng chose Wei Erwei.

We always know how to cherish something only after we lose it.

The Goddess of Stars and Moon experienced all of this with her own personal experience. After opening the door, facing the empty corridor, the extremely cold incandescent lights seemed more real than the hall that was decorated like the Fairy Moon Kingdom.

Wandering alone in the corridor.

He has almost become a useless person.

I kept recalling the past with Jiang Cheng in my mind.

Even when she sees an ordinary exquisite vase, the girl can still remember the bouquet of pink flowers that the boy once gave her - she went to the back mountain alone to pick them, marking the dreamlike moment when she first met him.

Alicia's soft fingers gently stroked the edge of the table. This was the seat belonging to Vivi, the girl who defeated her at the banquet.

The other person's personality is extremely dull or autistic.

Although she had never been absent from the banquet, her presence was almost zero. Even with her beautiful appearance, no one paid any attention to her. Even he himself almost ignored this girl unintentionally.

If the other party wasn't almost Jiang Cheng's first friend besides himself, the two of them would have been so close that they would even chat while eating.

I'm afraid even I would forget about the girl.

Such a morbid sense of existence could probably only be achieved by a genius who used all his energy to escape the sight of others.

At first I was a little confused.

When I came here, I didn't communicate with others, I didn't dare to say a word, I just sat there alone and only interacted with Jiang Cheng, so why did I come here?

If it was because of Jiang Cheng's invitation, then at most I would attend a party on my birthday.

Looking back from today's perspective, Wei Liwei didn't just come here to eat for free or care about other people, it was just because the other party's goal was very clear.

——Jiangcheng.

In my memory, she is wherever Jiang Cheng is.

Ever since Jiang Cheng's eighteenth birthday, Wei Erwei has appeared at every party, no matter how remote the place is, even if Jiang Cheng just shows up for a glance.

Inadvertently, a bit of dark golden metal attracted the dull blue eyes.

The reflected light is projected into the pupil.

There's nothing surprising about this.

The mansion is nominally rented.

Because the girl's journey never stops, it would be too extravagant to buy a building in each place as a banquet. But in fact, the level of care taken in decorating this place is not at all like the house where she lives permanently.

All kinds of decorations can be called perfect, but lack the fantasy and pure beauty.

But it made the girl's pupils shrink slightly.

Because this light...