Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The sound of a materialized rupture.

The accompanying lightning was also cut.

Using the invisible and intangible gravity that does not exist in three-dimensional space and cannot be seen directly by human vision, it tore apart the lightning, which is also an energy body.

It's a scene that would make a professional physicist hang himself.

That's all.

He did not continue to expand the distance of the attack, nor did he make any reaction. He even resisted until even the tips of his hair seemed to be about to feel the burning touch, and then he eliminated and crushed the oncoming attack.

Neither in terms of range nor attack power was as majestic as the girl named Takemiya Thunder God in the sky. She was hidden in the haze, and even her specific shape could not be seen.

what?

The lightning disappeared... no, it was broken.

Even though it had only been less than one night since she truly embraced her own power, the feeling engraved on her instinct still allowed the girl to make the most accurate judgment - the attack that was originally intended to clean up the small fry and survivors was easily crushed, and the man's breath and figure were blurred to the point of being invisible.

……

At least we can be sure it’s not Jiangcheng…

that's true……

How could ordinary people possibly survive such a disaster?

Even a genius cannot match a natural disaster.

I have killed him...

……

……

I instinctively avoided this part. The sadness like a tide only flowed for a moment before it was once again forcibly suppressed as if time and space were frozen.

Everything froze at the most desperate moment, falling into darkness and reaching absolute stagnation, forcibly maintaining its position.

At least in those pupils, at least in a certain group of words on the surface, there was no longer any extra emotion, it was just as cold as a natural disaster machine.

The Thunder Queen with an indifferent face waved again, and the violent and misty thunderclouds instantly covered the sky above. The violent storm suddenly fell like a waterfall carrying huge waves from the sky, and together with the thunder exploding in the sky, it knocked the challenger who tried to infringe on the Queen's dignity to the ground.

……

No response, no action.

Perhaps it was because there were too many emotions contained in those pupils.

So much so that the original persistence and self-righteous speculation became as ridiculous as a wooden fence before a flood in the face of real reality.

The eyebrows drooped slightly, confusion and sadness gathered in the pupils with the colors rising and falling like the tide, without any subconscious attack.

Perhaps because things had been going too smoothly before, the seemingly gentle girl showed excessive warmth and health in half a month.

Not to mention being compared with Velvi, even Alicia's level of illness was far less than that. Therefore, she subconsciously ignored the seriousness of the problem, and her body instinctively fell into sleepiness. She didn't want to face the weight that was as heavy as a mountain and like a black hole that was pulling her back.

It was not until now, until he witnessed with his own eyes the lightning that almost burned his pupils through the air, that the boy finally realized his problem.

Why on earth did I forget?

I forgot that in fact every one of the protagonists in the world of Honkai is a patient with extremely serious mental illness.

Every single one of those individuals who have the chance to become a Herrscher is different from humans and is a lunatic who deserves to be sent to a mental hospital.

In contrast, Kiana has no relatives other than her father, no memories of her childhood, and was not even recognized for a long time.

After finally being recognized as a father, Siegfried disappeared again and traveled across Europe alone, embarking on a journey to find his family before he was even an adult.

Just when she had herself, she lost everything in the blink of an eye. She returned to the loneliness of not being understood by her father at the beginning, or perhaps even more lonely. It was not until she came to Changkong City that Kiana finally met someone who could truly be called a friend and who would not part with her lightly.

All you really need is a friend who won't leave and a goal to find, or at least have the possibility of finding, your father.

As long as she doesn't encounter any bad things like the Queen's arrival, where she doesn't hurt the people she loves with her own hands, Kiana can stay like this for the rest of her life.

Just like in Saint Freya, although he said he wanted to find his father, he was actually more immersed in school life and getting along with friends.

All Kiana needs is love, just like a stray cat. As long as someone cares about her, she can hide in a warm nest for the rest of her life, provided that there is not too much rain leaking in.

Compared to those who can be saved relatively easily, the most normal Mei Raiden, the Mei Raiden who is most immersed in a happy and stable life, the Mei Raiden who cares most about everyone around her is the one with the biggest psychological problems.

Because both Bronya and Kiana were abnormal since birth.

The first thing they see when they open their eyes is something abnormal, either their entire family has ascended, or they are not recognized and have no memories.

I have never had an ordinary and happy life, so I am happy as long as I can fill myself up, and I will not desire more that does not belong to me.

Living in an abnormal world, pursuing things that are supposed to be there and that would be abnormal if you lost them, actually constitutes peace in life, because desires are so small that they cannot even roll down from a high mountain.

Just like when a child from a wealthy and open-minded family is asked about a gift, he will choose a real airplane, not a toy or a model, while a little girl from a poor area will only want a pair of white sneakers.

It seems like a humble and small wish, but for that poor girl, aren’t white sneakers and Boeing airplanes equally far away?

They are what one wants most and what one cannot obtain, so they are classified as wishes…Inconsistencies in life and experience will lead to different adaptations.

The cruelest thing is to throw flying birds into the sea, throw the fish and shrimp that were swimming freely onto the shore, and let sheep walk in the desert.

No matter how abnormal it is, no matter how inappropriate it is from a normal person's perspective, the cruelty and despair of the past have indeed shaped the lives of Kiana and Bronya, and all the conceptual logic so far.

Perhaps we may not be able to avoid problems. Perhaps if we continue to live like this, we will eventually face collapse, a fuse that the human spirit cannot bear.

People who are forced to develop habits and adapt to abnormal situations are more likely to accept and bear abnormal things.

But when the boy was looking at this abnormal world, living in the common sense of this world, he seemed to have forgotten one important thing.

There are still people who don’t know this common sense, and there are still people who don’t know about the existence of something called Honkai. While most people have more or less some understanding of it, there are still people who are in high positions and extremely important but are forced to be blind.

Mei Raiden was living a normal life. For the past ten years, she had been enjoying the attention of countless people as a young lady from a wealthy family.

Normal, ordinary, commonplace, these words are so rare, so precious, and yet they do not belong in this crazy world where everything is going mad.

Under the doting and worry of her father, Raiden Ryoma, she lives her life like an ordinary person day after day without knowing the truth behind the world, until one day the building collapses.

It was an instant collapse, with no warning and no weather forecast like a sudden storm or thunderstorm.

Losing everything you have, losing everything you have, whether it is your family, your family, the attention of thousands of people, or a luxurious life.

She went from being normal to being abnormal, lost her father, was accused and cursed by outsiders, was bullied at school, and was hated by the city where she had lived until now. Under Cocolia's writing, she was reduced to a medieval witch-like existence. It would not be surprising if she was tied to a cross and burned to death one day.

No one can accept the gap, especially such a big one, just like people living in the plains will immediately fall into coma due to lack of oxygen once they reach the plateau.

Perhaps those who have been born on the plateau can still barely hold on, although this will also cause harm, shorten their lifespan and make them red-faced, but in the final analysis they can still live there because of habit.

Normal people can't do this. Coma is common, and even death is normal. No one can escape this unless that person is not a human.

Mei Raiden is obviously a human, even the most ordinary and common human who doesn't even know about Honkai. It is only later that she gradually becomes inhuman.

Therefore, the girl greeted this greatest despair, which should never have happened and was the result of the accumulation of countless difficulties, with the purest human attitude.

Being destitute at home was already a huge blow, and being hated and bullied by others could only happen in one school at most. But Mei Raiden's family business was thriving and no longer belonged to her. The bullying she encountered was never limited to a certain area, but everything she could see with her eyes.

The momentary gap and everything that happened afterwards dealt an indelible blow to the girl. She seemed to be still somewhat normal, but in fact, it was all supported by her gentle personality. She just didn't want to say what was in her heart.

Or rather than being unwilling to express their gentleness, it is more like they are afraid that if they say it, others will dislike them, and they are afraid that they will be hated if they confide in others.

People who live in an unstable environment for a long time will not pay attention to the atmosphere at all. The only thing they will do is to keep their mouths shut at all times.

It’s not that I can’t detect the change in atmosphere or the sudden change in emotions. It’s just that I have experienced too much and I have lost the ability to distinguish between good and bad.

Even if I remember the setting correctly, even this kindness is actually a stress response caused by being hurt so badly.

In reality, Mei Raiden cannot be considered a bad person, but she is not a kind-hearted person from beginning to end. She can even do things like hurting others for the sake of the ones she loves, even if others are also acting to save the ones they love - just like the Herrscher of Ice.

Perhaps the feelings between two people are not pure love, perhaps it is mixed with too much impurity, incomplete redemption, and lonely guilt.

No matter what the truth is, at least on a superficial level, the two of them are saving each other, just like Kiana and Mei at that time.

Using one's love to save the Herrscher is undoubtedly something that even Bronya, who seems the coldest among the trio, would choose to help.

To erase one's past self, to erase the actions of others who want to make the world a better place, and even more so to erase what at least appears to be love on the surface, I'm afraid no one except Bronya during her mercenary period can do this.

In this situation, although Mei Raiden was a little hesitant, she finally chose to kill, and her hand that swung the knife never softened.

He chased Chen Tianwu all the way and fought Anna whenever he met her. No matter how much hesitant he was or how many times he had hallucinations of his past self, his speed never slowed down.

This is based on the ambiguity and similarity between the other person and the most important person in her life and the things she has always insisted on. If the event were to happen in another way, the girl would not even have a trace of confusion when swinging the knife.

I'm afraid that even if it's an innocent ordinary person, as long as their path really overlaps with the girl's, they will choose to take action without hesitation in order to achieve their goal.

Just as it is now, just as the lightning that is now falling from the sky and winding to the ends of the earth and sky, the punishment that is falling from the fingertips is also coming down.

……

Reality: When thunder breaks the sky: 223. Kiana: What on earth happened?

Black and purple dragons and snakes twisted and turned in the black curtain that covered the sky and the earth. Everything between heaven and earth was dark. Even the power composed of scarlet, black and purple, which should have been extremely stable, seemed dazzling because of the light.

It is as small as dust. Looking down from the sky, you can't even find its exact location. The river city shrouded in smoke and dust still stands here.

It stood firm despite the fierce wind and rain, and looked up fearlessly at the power that was sweeping over it once again, a power that could be called divine punishment.

The dim, pitch-black light seemed even deeper than the sky that covered the world, swallowing up everything in this world like a black hole.

No matter how hard he struck, he could not cross the short distance between them. Jiang Cheng had not even taken a fighting stance from beginning to end.

He waved his hand casually to block the incoming lightning. He was too lazy to use the simple method of waving his hands, but instead directly and neatly created a domain-like barrier, clearing out all the lightning around him in an instant.

Such a simple and efficient behavior is to know the enemy's attack method and all logic in advance and nip all power in the bud.

Although he has never used much of his strength in battle, he is an original Herrscher who has lived in the world for decades and is now on the verge of his limit.

In other words, almost every Herrscher has never fought before. They all face encirclement and suppression by humans right after they are born, while also wielding their authority to fight against civilization. Even for the so-called Herrschers who are humans, there are almost no professionals who can become Herrschers, and those who can will have their memories and emotions interfered with.

Because for the super-standard life form called Herrscher, it doesn't even need to know how to control its own power at a deeper level. It only needs to stack energy levels and create a large number of Honkai beasts to cause a great Honkai.

In this regard, at least for now, there are few places that can be compared with Jiangcheng.

Even from the perspective of the Herrscher, the individual named Jiang Cheng is now miserable and half-dead, having experienced the most horrific, most desperate, and most humiliating thing in the world - even his core has been dug out and made into a weapon, which is equivalent to dissecting open and digging out all the organs in an ordinary person's body.

Through the Key of God, through the interference of Soul Steel, driving his own 'heart', the efficiency that has been attenuated countless times is still not something that a semi-finished product can match.

……

I know what is good and what is evil, and I also know what I want to do. I don’t have any big ideals. I just want a peaceful life like an ordinary person.

He is neither very good nor very evil, but stuck in the middle, just like countless normal people who struggle with their own good and evil and morality.

The girl named Raiden Mei is so normal that any thing thrown at her would be enough to drive an ordinary person crazy.

This cannot be told in any rational or probabilistic way, because any so-called rhetoric will appear extremely pale when faced with the truly bloody reality, like a fool who talks without any pain in his waist.

Even those who have never had it in the first place cannot possibly understand this feeling, because the horror of having it and then losing it is even greater than never having it in the first place.

Such a long time, such a cruel experience, a life without any support... How badly has Mei Raiden been hurt?

A normal person would go crazy if he stayed in a small dark room for a few days. Just seeing despair would scare himself to the point of being unable to sleep at night.

Then, to what extent had the girl reached, and how crazy and collapsed had she become, after having stayed in the small dark room for years, being consumed by despair and soaked in darkness from head to toe, and having opened her eyes countless times and swam upstream with all her might, only to be dragged to the deeper sea by the heavy tentacles?

……

do not know……

It was not the first time that the boy had seen such a sick person, nor was it the first time that he had seen someone with such serious mental problems that had become a disease.

It's not just the understanding through the screen of novels, anime, or comics, nor is it hearsay, but real long-distance contact with two sick people for a very long time.

Even so, I don’t know.

Even that is not clear.

Because even Velvi and Alicia were not normal at the beginning. One was a top genius, and the other was born a goddess.

Only Alicia's experience is similar. She had an ordinary and happy past. She spent her childhood peacefully in a small town. Her future travels were also very happy. The girl was also kind, unlike an ordinary person.

The girl immersed in happiness and sweetness holds on to the same kindness, treating her own world that has always been cared for with happiness and love.

Until I left, until I died, until I opened my eyes again after several years and defeated a prime minister from the Far East and won the resurrection match.

The boy didn't know what happened in between, what kind of person Alicia met, and why she broke down like this.

Why did the girl, who had never cared about him before and had never visited him for such a long time, and who had not even saved him before his death, seem to have her personality and will adjusted or reversed? Her sudden change in character could not be described even by bungee jumping.

The only thing he knew was that when he opened his eyes again, he saw a sick pervert who apologized by kneeling down.

The pure, beautiful, friendly girl who loved the world like a goddess disappeared, or maybe she never existed from the beginning and was just pretending.