Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

--spiral……

The remaining two words are unclear.

He didn't want to go over to take a look.

So be it.

Just welcome death like this.

There was nothing in front of me but a ruin, and I just couldn't crawl through it.

That's right...

That's right.

That's right!

I have given up all unnecessary thoughts.

Just stay here and don't move forward.

No need to look for the girl anymore.

Just die with the regret of not having met Weiwei. Even if you die with regret, it is better than encountering something even more miserable.

But a cherry blossom that fell from somewhere, along with the dusty wind, gently pressed against the calf that had reached its limit.

Both the mind and body are stretched to the limit, and even the most perfect bowstring can be ruined by a trivial matter.

Jiang Cheng's overloaded body was still trembling slightly, his fingertips, which were bleeding, were twitching unnaturally, and his legs were on the verge of being scrapped. He was only barely holding on with his willpower and determination.

Just this little bit of force, coupled with a slight breeze, caused his body to lose control and he fell involuntarily into the ruins.

The remaining two words on the plaque inevitably came into his sight.

No miracles, no hope, no magical girls.

There are only four naked words.

——Spiral Workshop.

This is where Vivi stays.

……

[You finally know why you started to recall. ]

【Because only the things that are lost need to be remembered. 】

[Things that are still alive can always create new memories. Even if you want to recall, you will be unable to stop like you are in the middle of the road.]

【pity……】

【pity. 】

[You are no longer qualified.]

[——You are very clear about this.]

[The time you've spent with Wei Erwei has given you some of the talent that belongs to a young girl.]

[Now you wish you had nothing at all, wish you could just turn into a fool, a psychopath, and lose all your memory of yourself and your ability to think.]

[Even if you have roared, remained silent, and thrown yourself on the ruins like a madman, desperately digging out the solidified plastic, ashes and dust with your own hands, with hands that have never lifted anything heavy.]

[The hands that were once used only for work, study, and preparation of various travel facilities were now forcibly searching and digging among the broken limbs and tiles.]

【However……】

【No. 】

【No! 】

【No!!!】

【Nothing!!!】

【There is nothing here!!!】

[It would be fine if you could just make a little sound, no matter how faint it is, just a tiny bit, a tiny insignificant amount.]

【No! 】

【No……】

[Even if the skin and flesh of both hands were completely torn, the energy left by the girl would not be enough to repair them before the fingers were worn out.]

[You still can't see Weiwei...]

You can't find her.

[Under the ruins, under the ruins you have been digging for who knows how long, you have tried your best but only saw a dark golden astronomical table.]

[You ignored the astronomical table, perhaps because you instinctively sensed something, and your understanding of the girl made you realize something.]

[Perhaps as a girl at the pinnacle of human wisdom, she knew from the moment she learned about the collapse that she might encounter such a desperate situation in the future. ]

[Those countless backup plans have already dealt with all possible situations. ]

[You instinctively want to escape from this backup plan. ]

【pity……】

[Even this is out of your control.]

“Zizizizika”

The impact on the astronomical clock completely destroyed the outside, but the audio recorded in it still started playing after sensing the boy.

"Dear Jiang Cheng, can you hear me?"

"..."

"Please don't pretend you didn't hear me. I prepared this pocket watch specifically for times when you are in such a dangerous situation that you can't even leave a will. In my tests, even the Tsar Bomb from Russia couldn't destroy it."

"..."

"what……"

"I am listening……"

Jiang Cheng closed his eyes, as if the lively yet autistic girl was still there, and those voices seemed to be spoken by the girl herself.

It seems...I haven't lost that girl yet.

The girl whom he had always hugged.

"In short, if you see this thing, please don't continue exploring."

"No matter what my final outcome is, the fact that I was able to leave this thing behind proves that I will die in a very ugly way. Even if it's for my own good, please don't continue exploring."

"..."

"Just consider this as my last wish, please."

It seemed that when he left his last words, he already knew the boy's answer in advance and had thoroughly understood the character of that gentle man.

The girl acted coquettishly for the first time...

——From the cold astronomical table.

"..."

"..."

"it is good."

Jiang Cheng lowered his eyes, his voice was extremely suppressed, as if he was back to the birthday party that day, the noisy scene, and the protagonist who no one cared about.

"I knew you would agree."

The sound in the astronomical watch also became cheerful, perhaps out of trust, and the pre-recorded notes were even ready for joy.

"Although it may not be nice to say this, I have actually figured out your character a long time ago. It's really simple, not particularly complicated or difficult. I just never dared to really use it. Anyway, I'm dead now, so let me offend you, dear Jiang Cheng."

"It's already this moment, you don't need to worry about anything else, and you don't need to hide your emotions anymore. You don't need to worry anymore. After all, no matter what, I can't be depressed now."

"No matter how bad my ending may be, please don't feel guilty, Jiang Cheng. I have lived a very satisfying life."

“No matter what you’ve been through, no matter whether you feel fulfilled or not, don’t take any of the mistakes on yourself or carry any of the sorrow on yourself.”

"If I hadn't met you, the final result would definitely be that I would have completely shut myself off in my own resentment, or... maybe I would have developed a split personality?"

"Although it may be different from the usual performance, I am actually quite confident in my abilities. I can be considered the type of person who has both low self-esteem and high self-confidence."

"If someone as capable as me is extremely autistic, I might really play house with myself by deceiving myself."

"It does sound ridiculous. Playing house is something only children would do, not to mention being so lonely that you can only play with yourself."

"Anyway, no matter what the outcome is, the real Wei Wei will definitely not appear before the world."

"It is because of you, as the best doctor and the best companion, that you have helped me, a mental patient, and have always tolerated my mistakes."

——How can I be considered a good companion?

It is obvious that every step forward was taken by you, and it is obvious that every progress in the relationship was made by you, who seemed to be inferior, despite enduring the flaws in your character.

How could there be a so-called psychologist in the world who needs help from a patient?

Such a psychologist is so ridiculous and incompetent!

Jiang Cheng did not speak, still keeping his mouth tightly closed, biting his lower lip with his teeth, and listening to the gentle voice without caring about the bleeding, even though what he heard was just the last words that had been recorded in advance.

Because this is an insult to the girl's last words.

How can you still deny the girl at this moment?

however……

——Emotions can never be betrayed.

Life cannot betray one's heart.

In the end, the last words that can still remain in the empty heart are still.

I……

——How to match?

"Perhaps in your eyes, forgiving some of my stupidity, some mistakes that are simply caused by my personality, is not a big deal, but in this world, there are too few people who can tolerate others for free."

"You can waste most of your time every day on an incompetent person, leave your family for me, tolerate me when I make stupid mistakes, and accept my sudden confession instead of rejecting it."

"When I confessed my love to you, I didn't even have the slightest chance of success. I couldn't even calculate the chance of success."

"I am honored to have met you, someone who is willing to accompany me."

"Thank you so much, really!"

Weiwei's sincere gratitude, even if this sentence was recorded at another point in time, can fully feel the emotions across time.

Suppose the worst outcome really happens, suppose this backup plan is actually used.

Then the girl will only tell one thing in her last moments.

--grateful.

Thank you to this young man who can fully tolerate my mistakes, who can do everything he can to pull me out of the abyss of autism, and who is willing to accompany me throughout my life.

Even though this life may be extremely short, even though I still regret not being able to continue with the boy.

Even though there are still many things I want to tell Jiang Cheng.

Emotions that need to be expressed when we can no longer see each other.

but……

——That’s enough.

It has ended.

We must never bring any more burdens to young people.

You must not show even the slightest reluctance or unwillingness.

Only such a one-time ending can bring the teenager a sense of relief, rather than a new and continuous tragedy.

When leaving her will, Wei Erwei had thought that as the most important and indispensable person in the boy's life, she was also the one who was directly told during the inquiry that she would never be able to live a normal life if she lost him.