Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

PS: "Honkai Impact 3rd exposed, you tell me Otto is the villain?"

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 68. Hello, Goodbye, Alicia

I guess the girl must be very sad.

But what is more terrifying than all the emptiness, hollowness, and loneliness caused by everything before is the loss after clearly gaining it.

The gentle girl would definitely worry about herself, worried that she wouldn't be able to take care of herself.

She couldn't even rest in peace before her death. The last thought in her mind was still the hope that someone would come to save her and not let her lose her light again.

It would be nice if there was really someone there.

It would be nice if Alicia was really here.

If the girl who saved him was really her.

Then the flawless girl will definitely go to save Velvet.

Girls are always like this, caring about everyone and being strangers to everyone, but as holy as gods, and compassionate to the world.

pity……

Maybe it's because death is really approaching.

The boy has completely entered a state of near-death and is about to become a person who cannot create any future.

On the contrary, my mind is very active, recalling the past.

——Every little detail of my past interactions with Weiwei.

first encounter.

First gift at a party.

Entering the Spiral Workshop for the first time.

The first time I saw Fatty.

It was the first time I encountered a general who was at a loss as to what to do after getting off his seat.

At that time, he was a person who would blush when seeing other people's fat, but in a short period of time, he transformed into a pervert.

Even the whole person didn't blush when he got down from his seat, and his expression didn't even change a bit.

……

If Alicia's significance to the boy is very clear, then Vilvi's significance to the boy is actually hard to see. She is just like a mere bootlicker, but she got what she wanted and is more capable than most bootlickers.

But in fact, the gentle and autistic girl's meaning in life is gradual.

It seems that there is nothing special about him, but there are traces of that girl everywhere in his life, and he has inadvertently become a useless person who cannot leave her.

True loss is not as brilliant as fireworks, announcing one's existence to the world.

The real loss is realizing that her details are present in every minute and every second of my life, but I can no longer see her.

Ok……

It looks like he's really going to die.

Jiang Cheng even saw a pink light through the window. The sky should have been pitch black, but it was now falling like a meteor. Even if it was called an illusion caused by the retina going out of control before death, it seemed too strange.

Inexplicably, I feel like Alicia.

But even the girl's figure had become blurred, and even the shadow of the light could not be seen. She was so far away from him that he didn't know how long it was.

Ever since leaving that birthday party, I have never seen that girl again in my life. She can only be remembered in my memories over and over again. Her life with Wei Erwei has even become blurred, and I have even completely forgotten her.

If it weren't for the fact that Vilvi was completely dead, sooner or later even the name Alicia would have completely disappeared from everyone's memory.

What I deleted were the decorations or my former self?

Ugh……

……

I hope Weiwei won’t blame me.

Obviously, the girl was the one who was most afraid of loneliness, and clearly they had promised each other that they would never separate, but she was left alone buried underground for such a long time.

——That’s it.

I have done everything I can. Staying here any longer will only make me become neither human nor ghost. Even the good memories that I value in my heart will become blurred, and I may even forget everything I have really fought for and everything that is real.

——That’s enough.

Regardless of whether the starry sky is fake or not, being able to see the paradise-like beauty before death can perhaps be understood as Wei Liwei waiting for him.

Just use your last time to appreciate it.

……

Jiang Cheng looked up at the starry sky.

At this time, Jiang Cheng saw a shooting star.

One, two, three, four...then there were many tiny, brilliant, flickering lights, and finally, the magnificent bright light tore through the darkness, leaving only a pink line to draw the dividing line in the darkness.

--meteor.

This is not something particularly unusual.

Although a large meteor only appears once every few decades or even hundreds of years, small meteors are not difficult to find as long as the requirements are higher than that.

In a world where technology has developed to this level, if you don’t require a first-person perspective, you can even watch the unique wonders of the starry sky uninterruptedly.

In essence, it is the light trail produced by meteoroids running in interstellar space being attracted by the earth's gravity and undergoing electron transitions when passing through the atmosphere at high speed.

It is not as eternal as the stars, not as ancient as the sun, and not as numerous as the stars. Even if one gives everything, it cannot reach the brightness of the moon, but it is willing to burn itself, and in the mere moment of brilliance, it flashes a light that can tear the sky apart.

But no matter how rapidly technology develops, the miracles of the past can be overstated.

Because this is...

——Meteor shower.

The sudden meteor shower is by no means a beauty that humans can achieve. It is a gift from distant stars that they are willing to burn everything for.

No matter how common something is, when it is put together it becomes a true miracle.

At this moment, the young man raised his head, his clear brown eyes reflected in the endless deep night. The burning meteoroid drove a pink tail flame, releasing light in the unobstructed line of sky.

The endless night seemed to be divided by the power of the stars, and the two divided clouds tacitly used the pink meteor that was still falling as the dividing line.

Even the bright full moon was able to show its perfection, no longer covered or blocked by any object. It was a light that was both cold and warm.

The stars and the moon complement each other, and under the full moon are twinkling and falling pink meteors - there are almost no words to describe this scene.

Only the purest fairy tales, those that are not bound by any common sense and that only exist in the mouths of children can describe them.

[That day, He fell from the sky. People looked up and saw the starry sky.]

[The stars and the moon sent the daughter of God, who was willing to be the companion of man.]

[The winds become her chariot, and the four seas become her garden. Birds bring seeds of kindness, and flowers weave songs of love.]

An unknown and beautiful poem sounded in my ears, as if praising a girl who had finally put aside all her hesitations and made up her mind to rush to the paradise.

Is this the paradise that Alicia has been pursuing?

No wonder even I could ignore it.

so good……

Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand towards the starlight, just like when everything started, inviting the girl in the forest, but only his voice changed to...

"Hello……"

"Goodbye."

"——Aliceia."

……

[Your simulation is over. ]

[The great are bound by the small, the noble die in meanness, in fact, this is the normal state of human beings... this new civilization, all seemingly beautiful beginnings will end in even more disgusting ugliness. ]

[Humanity lost Wei Wei, but gained a genius imitator named Jiang Cheng. ]

[You have done everything that Spiral Hero should have done better, and even laid the groundwork in a better and more complete way.]

[The so-called Heroic Spiral showed his talent in a more perfect manner. ]

【perhaps……】

【It is possible that the end of mankind will be better than before. 】

[It doesn't matter to you anymore. While pulling others out of the abyss, you also unconsciously stepped into the abyss. Or maybe it can be said that the ability to pull others out of the abyss is something that only people who are in the abyss can achieve.]

[Your life came to an abrupt end. If you had continued on, you might have replaced that girl and become a hero, a true leader of mankind, rather than the scholar who died young in history books.]

【this……】

Is it really worth it?

【--worth.】

[Even if you are qualified to receive all the girl's inheritance, and can become the second Spiral, and can even easily live until the end of the world under Mobius's surgery, will you not regret ending your life hastily, being easily burned, and leaving only white ashes? ]

【--Won't.】

[Will you feel sad because you didn't see your loved ones for the last time? ]

【…】

[When the person you love cries and is sad, will you shed tears? ]

【…】

[Have you ever thought about it - if I had a stronger power, the ability to rewrite everything, could I rewrite this bad ending? Could I reverse the tragedy? Create a paradise where everyone can smile...]

【…】

[If you knew that you could make the Spiral Hero appear by not meeting the girl, you wouldn't let the Complete Form of Velvet increase the Honkai, and both Blanca and Velvet would be spared. ]

[Mebius would not lose everything so quickly and almost go completely crazy - would you still accept the girl's invitation to the birthday party and show the smile that the lonely and autistic girl has never seen before. ]

【…】

[CG is being generated...]

[The picture freezes instantly as the words appear on the virtual screen in front of me. ]

[There are two different scenes selected from the film, the boy collapsed on the ruins and the girl under the ruins, the boy alone in his room waiting for death and the falling meteor outside the window.]

[The expression on his face is unknown, the only thing that is clear is the boy, like a high-definition figure inserted into a stick figure, inexplicably abrupt. ]

【CG to obtain. 】

[Unlock the simulated ending branch - the birth of tragedy. ]

[The simulation is being settled and has not yet been completed. Please wait quietly for it to end. ]

Jiang Cheng was somewhat thankful that he was the only one in the high-definition and unblurred CG image in front of him, while the girl was still buried under the ruins by the dust.

He had promised Weiwei that he would never explore her appearance after death. He should at least give the girl some private time. It would be embarrassing if the person he liked saw her in an ugly state.

It would be terrible if you saw it for this reason.

"tragedy."

Jiang Cheng whispered the word softly, but his brows unconsciously frowned.

“Why birth?”

The tragedy is understandable because this simulation was a complete tragedy.

Because of lack of information, lack of time, sudden disaster, and disaster that was inevitably going to happen because the seeds had been planted long ago.

——Why birth?

Birth in a sense agrees with beginning and start.