Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The boy put his hand on his chest.

The movement of the pulse was merely a useless design created to imitate humans, imitating the posture that a person named Jiang Cheng should have in memory.

There is no damage or injury, and I am very healthy.

It can be called perfect from any perspective.

that……

Is it the cry from deep within my heart?

Is it because the soul of the individual named Jiang Cheng is sad about this?

【--have no idea.】

[Alicea's wish is only to revive you. 】

[Capturing the quantum of these wishes will not do anything extra. ]

[Whether you are exactly the same after resurrection, whether you can have past memories, or even whether you can have normal emotions are all unknown. 】

[Obviously, you may have memories, at least detailed memories of you and Alicia, but the emotions seem to have been completely deleted from your body.]

[Because of the interference from quantum power, you have not completely become a puppet, and have escaped the control of the collapse to a certain extent. You have a little bit of self that seems to still exist, and you have not directly lost everything and become an absolute weapon to destroy the world. Destroy the world until you die. ]

[——What’s the point of this? ]

[——What’s the point of this? ]

[You are completely unable to feel the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness of a normal person, as if your heart has been dug out, and a light bulb without a filament will not light up even if it is charged.]

[The person in front of you is obviously very important to you, but all you have in your mind is his or her life story. ]

Then, you feel confused.

[——Where exactly is my love for her? ]

[Why do I have such passionate feelings for someone who doesn't care about me. 】

[After losing your emotions, you can only use cold calculations and guesses about everything, as if everything must be rewarded to be normal.]

[Without love, you can't understand why you would do something that has no reward. ]

[I can’t even understand the grief in my heart.]

【Why do I feel sad when I don’t have love? 】

【do not know. 】

【You know nothing.】

[You don't even know why you stay here instead of following your duty to destroy the world and eliminate human civilization.]

[You can’t figure it out…]

【What on earth are you going to do? 】

[Option 1, ignore the girl and destroy this world. After experiencing the Herrscher of Death, human civilization has no chance of dealing with you. At the same time, you who have absorbed the power of the sea even have the possibility of becoming a fairy.]

[Option 2, kill the girl. It is obvious that the girl in front of you is a traitor to Honkai, who killed four Herrschers. Now it happens that you have the ability to kill this traitor who has given up all resistance for some reason.]

[Option three, do not hurt the girl, and do not destroy the world. Just continue to think about the meaning of your existence and where this thing called emotion comes from.]

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[Option 4, follow your inner voice, you should comfort the crying girl. After all, that girl is the most precious gift you found during your first adventure.]

……

Is that so?

So Alicia's feelings for me are so deep?

After witnessing the girl kneeling down in her tears, the boy realized clearly how wrong his previous guess was.

This is not illusory, it is love that suddenly arises due to some special reasons and may dissipate at any time after its resurrection.

It is really heavy, and I am afraid it is not much inferior to Wei Erwei.

She had completely closed her heart and was so numb that she couldn't even show any emotion on her face. She had reached a point that even she had never reached before.

Perhaps only when Weiwei completely closes herself off and cuts off her heart, allowing her true self to sleep forever, and is forced to wake up when a disaster occurs in the future, will she be more similar to this sadness.

It was not until his resurrection that the soul that had fallen into the abyss and sunk to the bottom of the sea was relieved a little bit of pressure, allowing the delicate heart to beat again and breathe fresh air again.

however……

There is no such thing as a fairy tale in the world where the prince defeats the devil and the dragon, saves the princess, and lives a happy life with the treasure.

——What Alicia resurrected was just a puppet and a monster.

A monster whose memory of Vivi has become blurred, and whose love for Vivi, which he could never forget, has been lost.

This is undoubtedly an absolute tragedy that will only lead to the worst future.

——If it wasn’t the fourth option after the garbled code.

The garbled code that theoretically couldn't possibly appear provided a whole new possibility, making it possible that everything, at least on the surface, wasn't so bad.

Can this relationship even break through the limits?

It seems that for the only relatives I have...

He really cared about it from the very beginning.

Even though Velvet would undoubtedly occupy more territory, and even though he would still behave the same way if it was Velvet in front of him.

But until now.

The only person in front of him was still Alicia.

In a sense, it can perhaps be called faithfulness.

It also represents his original Alysia, whom he found in the woods when he was first born, and the person he saw when he was about to die.

Even now, even though he has become a puppet and resurrected again, all he sees in his eyes is still that fairy.

……

No matter how much he complained, how annoyed he was, and how much he hated the girl's behavior, when faced with the options, Jiang Cheng still chose option four.

——There is no other reason.

It was only when he was five years old and went on a long journey for the first time, that he crossed the long ash forest. At that moment when he lifted the branches, he saw the girl lying under the treetops. She was like a fairy tale in the sunlight, with clear, pure, big pink-blue eyes, staring straight at him.

From then on, my initial understanding of beauty was determined.

The luckiest thing is that I got the most precious gift during my first adventure in life, a fairy that only exists in romance and paradise.

——Aliceia.

Although the greatest misfortune in life also comes from this.

The other person is a hero who will definitely give everything to save the world, a goddess who loves everyone, and the only true self in this world.

This vast and overwhelming love is destined to allow one person to occupy only a very small share and is destined to be unable to monopolize this beauty.

In fact, he doesn't like someone who is gentle to everyone.

Because being gentle doesn’t mean there can’t be traps.

The girl's gentleness is towards everyone, and she will not hate ordinary people. This seems to be a beautiful thing that is almost impossible to exist in reality, but those ordinary and common people can hardly get the girl's attention. Only some special people are destined to be noticed.

No matter what advantages or disadvantages those special people have, they tend to get more attention from young girls.

Look.

They are indeed very different in this respect.

So they deserve more attention and more care from girls, don't they?

Correspondingly, those who are nothing special and don't need help should naturally not receive so much love and tenderness.

This is really impeccable, really gentle, and it is really impossible to express anger and dissatisfaction.

It was as if every time I caused them a little harm, every time I cut their bodies, I had to explain in detail why I was doing this to them.

Yes.

Alicia may not hate herself, but the girl will definitely share more of her love and care with those who are in need and different.

She was so persuasive, and everything seemed so fair and voluntary.

I don't even have the energy to deny or feel annoyed about anything, I can only keep wasting time... because this looks so gentle and so beautiful.

I don't hate anyone who seems ordinary. I just pay more attention to those who are more special and in need.

It is really a gentle trap that is difficult to escape from.

When this seemingly selfless, unconditional love needs to be pursued with specialness and needs to attract more attention through subjective competition, unconditional love becomes a conditional trap.

This conditional love will tame people, making them feel inferior and sensitive… because the pressure that cannot be vented to the outside world will only be accumulated in the heart.

Feelings will not disappear out of thin air. All emotions can only be kept in memory and treated as if they do not exist, but one day they will eventually sprout.

There is only one possibility that can rewrite this tragedy and this despair, and it is an extremely difficult thing for many people.

'There is indeed a kind of preference in this world, which neither seeks efficiency nor requires specialness, but only seeks a kind of illusory but most realistic happiness.'

Does the “specialness” of your relatives affect your “love” for them?

'And you have always had this capacity for love.'

……

Very simple and very difficult.

If I continue to stay with Alicia, I'm afraid I will never get through this difficulty in my lifetime, and it will only add more and more illnesses to my heart.

This is the reason for the two-way rush and the reason for truly falling in love with Weiwei.

He hates gentle people. Gentle girls are actually gentle to everyone, but he will mistakenly think that they are only gentle to himself, so he becomes complacent and forgets himself, and finally they part ways unhappily, with both sides getting hurt.

Jiang Cheng is actually very selfish. He hopes to monopolize the other person's attention and heart, but he is unwilling to share this love with anyone else.

But when he actually saw the flawless girl, he realized why countless people called themselves believers of Aimen even through a screen, and why the girl was called flawless and perfect.

It is difficult for realistic people to realize this. Only by immersing one's heart in romance and feelings can one appreciate the charm of that girl.

Gentle people are truly admired by everyone, and the so-called hate is actually self-loathing.

Hate your own selfishness and hate your own shamelessness.

If you hate yourself, you will even hate gentle people.

All the traps mentioned above are mostly because the sin called possessiveness and the sin called greed are still around us like shadows.

If there is another chance to choose, if there is another chance to choose, then Jiang Cheng hopes that at least this time he will not hurt anyone again, at least this time he will not become the same Alicia again.

This is a simulator.

It would be so sad if I couldn't do what I wanted here.

The only strange thing is that the Rulers of the previous civilization seem to have not yet broken the shackles of fate and are still just puppets in high positions.

——Can this really be overcome just by emotions?

……

……

[You decide to comfort the girl who is already kneeling and crying in front of you.]

[This heart, which has suffered countless traumas, can no longer bear any more setbacks. If it falls again, it will probably become completely numb. ]

[Even if it is a flawless fairy, that beautiful soul cannot be replenished. Always embrace endless passion and love. ]

[You can't understand, nor can you find the reason for this inexplicable feeling. Although you don't know where the driving force comes from, in the end, you still decide to go forward and comfort Alicia.]

[The fingertips gently rubbed out a gorgeous yet obscure gesture like the twinkling stars, and the bright light illuminated the pair of absent-minded pink pupils. 】

[Tear marks interweave, even the cute face is a little tear-stained. 】