Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

(That was something that Alicia, who had not yet walked from the paradise of fairy tales to reality like herself in the future, was unable to bear.)

(That was the loss of being forced to separate from the boy I saw the first time I came into this world, when I was still too young and immature.)

(This directly caused the two originally healthy people to become unhealthy, and the originally healthy love added a bit of abnormal color, although this is also the reason why Weiwei will not be as sad as the original development.)

(At least she was happy, even if it was too short-lived.)

(What one cannot obtain when young will haunt him for the rest of his life.)

(For Alicia, a girl who embraces love and exists only in the world of the second dimension, this loss is even more unbearable.)

(Emotions and love will not fade with time. Instead, the sadness caused by pain will be constantly suppressed and brewed in the body.)

(Strictly speaking, if I hadn’t been left alone outside the window watching Wei Erwei and Jiang Cheng’s happiness, it wouldn’t have been twisted to this extent.)

(Even if he hadn't caused Wei Wei's death later, he wouldn't have been overwhelmed by the sense of atonement and self-loathing. Maybe he would have really given up, chosen to bless this relationship, and become an ordinary third party.)

(It just so happens that Alicia not only indirectly killed Wei Wei, but also brought extreme pain to Jiang Cheng, causing him to literally lose everything.)

(The fairy who caused countless disasters, because of her inner guilt and cowardice, no longer dared to try to be with the master before a new disaster came.)

(It was not until Lian Jiangcheng himself passed away that the girl suddenly realized everything.)

……

【Fairies need love to live in the world. 】

[Without love, the goblin will starve to death. ]

[Once it was just a descriptive phrase, but at this moment, abstract love seems to have become truly indispensable, something that cannot be accepted once lost. ]

[It wasn’t because I was starving to death, but because I was lying on the ground powerlessly, feeling my whole body emitting a mournful cry as if I were falling into the abyss.]

【——Because I am satisfied.】

【Because I experienced satisfaction for the first time. 】

[The girl who used to only be able to watch others eat as a bystander can finally sit at the table and experience the steaming hot food herself. ]

[There will be no more interference from others, and no more mistakes like before, which will cause the warm trip that belongs only to the two of us to be forced to have strangers who we don’t know and don’t want to know. ]

[You can clearly see that there is only you in those pupils so close to you, and you can only see that the pink pupils are flickering with endless desire at this moment.]

[It once belonged to only one other person, and it is unique because of the mutual efforts. 】

【Very good. 】

[It's really great to be able to make a wish like that. 】

【It's great to be able to make up for past sins. 】

[After decades of wandering, it seems like we are back to the first time we met. In the boy's pupils, there is only you, and at most a few flowers and birds mixed in, setting off this forest that looks like a beautiful paradise.]

[There is no need to delay any further. Take the boy back to the place where you first met, to the small town that carries your memories.]

[Although the great collapse when Jiang Cheng was resurrected almost destroyed the entire continent, if you stand still and look around, you can't even find anything that can be called life with your eyes.]

【No. 】

【More than just life. 】

[Endless mountains, towering peaks, cities built by human power, defense barriers specially constructed to resist collapse, and the surrounding rivers that have been polluted and almost completely dyed green due to heavy experiments are all gone.]

[If it had not been temporarily cancelled, the entire continent would have disappeared, even this layer of the foundation, and would have been completely swallowed up and shattered into basic particles.]

[Luckily, the place where you and the boy once lived, Xiaozhen, has always been the hardest hit by the collapse, perhaps because of the existence of you, the disaster star. Now all human facilities are built very far away from there.]

[The human defense line has almost become a circular circle, radiating the breath of life outward. The closer to the outside, the sparsely populated it is.]

[There may be some aftermath that spreads there, but with the authority you left behind and Qianjie's protection, there shouldn't be any problem.]

【As for Mobius...】

[She shouldn't mind, right? ]

……

"what……"

"how……"

“——Is this true?”

The scholar who crawled out of the barrier in a panic seemed to be unaware of what was happening in front of him. His emerald pupils only reflected the devastation around him. The land looked smooth as if it had been trimmed by a god with a steamroller. Except for a few chaotic small holes composed of countless holes, there was not a trace of the solemn atmosphere of the past in his sight.

There is only a door that still stubbornly stands on an hourglass-shaped slope more than a hundred meters high, which is very abrupt compared to the flat surroundings, proving that this place once belonged to the laboratory of the Fire Moth.

Isn’t it just resurrecting an ordinary person?

Isn't it just using the Key of God?

Isn't it a weapon made by a Herrscher using the crystallization of human technology?

how……

How could this be?

How could it be in a state like it had experienced a major collapse?

"My experimental data..."

"—my house!"

Walking, crying, rolling on the ground.

……

Since the second collapse, Mobius, who lost everything, no longer has his own separate room. Instead, he lives completely in the laboratory. He doesn't even need to rent a separate room, he can just lay carpet.

Since all my food, clothing, housing and transportation were in the same place, I could do research almost as soon as I woke up and sleep as soon as I finished my research. The experiment progressed almost by leaps and bounds.

It was just because no one could understand her or know her heart anymore, and Mebius was unwilling to let others understand and get close to him.

There is no need to release any of the experiments except for the finished products, since no one in this world will be able to understand them anyway.

Trust in their own safety and the technology left by Wei Liwei and Jiang Cheng allowed all experimental data to be stored in one place.

This is a very bad habit.

At least at this moment, Mebius has deeply realized that this is a bad habit.

……

【People’s joys and sorrows are not the same. 】

[You don't know that Mobius's defense has been broken to a level second only to the day Blanca died, second only to the day Jiang Cheng died.]

[The goblin, who has been silenced and covered in wounds, has almost lost the ability to empathize. Even if you knew, you wouldn't feel any guilt. 】

[Even though you know you deserve it, even though you know you don't deserve redemption, salvation, or even atonement, you still remember the cruel torture inflicted on you by this evil-minded demon scientist.]

[That girl found the source of your deepest pain and realized how to make you fall into the deepest despair and pain.]

[In fact, Mobius did the same.]

【Life during that period was really like a year. 】

[Especially, you must clearly realize that you can't help Jiang Cheng with his resurrection. ]

[If you weren’t completely crazy, this feeling of incompetence and powerlessness would probably make you sad and upset all day long.]

[——It doesn’t matter anymore.]

[This is different from the past when people were more likely to deny themselves and loathe themselves, and then say that they had fallen and were tainted with dirty and filthy behavior.]

[Now I say that you are a bad person, a bad person who can't see a trace of light and glory, a big devil who only exists in fairy tales. ]

[This can be called a statement or adjective with standard and serious wording, rather than a special usage at a special time with any exaggeration.]

[Sometimes people’s bottom line should really be lowered. If you hadn’t become like this, if you hadn’t completely abandoned everything you once cherished, I’m afraid you would have to continue to suffer for the rest of your life.]

[In a life without Jiangcheng, if I continue to live in loneliness for dozens or hundreds of years, perhaps one day I will be destroyed along with human civilization.]

[That is too hopeless. The most horrific punishment in the world seems light in comparison.]

[At least now you can still take the boy next to you who only has eyes for you like before and go to the original source of your memories together. ]

[Crossing the endless plains and the great rift valleys created by countless collapses, walking along the hillside that was once full of flowers in my past memories.]

[Depending on the essence of the Herrscher, even walking in a place where the Honkai energy is almost condensed into liquid is as easy as walking on flat ground, and even makes the Herrscher, a high-dimensional life form whose essence is Honkai, feel replenished and comfortable. ]

[Although the familiar road in the past has become blurred beyond recognition, it has been destroyed beyond recognition by the great collapse you created.]

[The end of this path is always the only place that never changes.]

【——Vostok-51. 】

[Or use the words of the new residents. ]

【——Eternal Paradise.】

[A place full of flowers, where the wind and birds fly side by side. 】

[You gently hold the boy's hand, not daring to relax even a little bit, nor willing to relax, leaning against the boy with your soft body, greedily feeling the warmth and temperature coming from your body.]

[Because she was afraid that her behavior would disgust Jiang Cheng, she didn't dare to tie herself up to the boy like a pervert.]

[Otherwise, you would probably want to have a deeper communication, or even a negative distance communication. ]

【"Don't worry."】

[“You can get closer.”]

[Jiang Cheng seems to have sensed your little thoughts, the hesitation that was buried in your heart and was so luxurious that it could not be raised until this moment.]

[“According to the common sense of human beings, even if we are called a couple after doing that kind of thing, it seems a bit too cold and indifferent. Only male and female perverts can be more appropriate.”]

[“Even if there was no one around, doing that in public with such extreme play is too unusual. Fortunately, we are Herrschers, so we don’t have to worry about getting hurt.”]

[“You don’t know how to be more careful. Even professionals wouldn’t dare to do this kind of thing.”]

[“Even the body of a Herrscher cannot be abused like this.”]

[“If it was Jiang Cheng, he would definitely feel bad.”]

[The dark pupils illuminated the girl's shameless face, and you buried your head in the boy's hair at the back of his neck without caring.]

[Even Jiang Cheng has a hard time dealing with this infatuated behavior and this somewhat sick girl who is completely different from what he remembers.]

[The tone is as gentle as ever, and the slightly raised corners of the mouth can even completely match the picture of your childhood in your memory, and it has not faded at all due to the loss of emotions and the blurring of memories. ]

【It doesn’t matter. 】

[This intimacy doesn’t matter. ]

[Of course, this possessiveness doesn’t matter. 】

[This is what Alicia wanted, isn't it? ]

……

"Of course I know~?"

"But I still can't believe that you've appeared beside me. If you want me to remember you, you have to use some profound means~?"

"After such a long time, I have become a bad guy. If this doesn't work... just think of it as me actually liking that kind of roughness~?"

"Alicea is no longer the lovely girl she once was. Thirty years have passed now. Can she be called a young woman now~?"

The girl buried her face in the boy's clean neck relentlessly, and relied on her ability to fly to walk and circle in the air. Her words were as light as before, without a trace of remorse.

——It was not until now that she understood why Wei Erwei always looked forward to doing things with Jiang Cheng that would be considered extreme for normal people.

Even though the body that belongs to a genius is still limited to the posture of an ordinary person, the soft skin and plump flesh will still be hurt.

Even if the feeling coming from the body is not false, it must not be concealed, and it cannot even be expressed in a way that is too painful.

It’s not that I don’t feel pain, nor that I really like this behavior, I just simply desire the uniqueness that comes from me.

Let the pain, only the pain from youth, become the reality of everything that exists.

——This is something only Jiang Cheng and I can do.

——This is something that only Jiang Cheng and I are willing to do.

Others would definitely not be able to bear such excessive behavior, and would even be scared just by hearing about it. I am the only one in the world who would be so proactive.

No aspect of any person is truly unique, and a large population base will result in an extremely large number of people having the same experiences.