I was raised in the simulator, and I’m really not a bad woman in Ark!

[When you left without saying goodbye decades ago, you felt full of guilt towards Shu, no matter if you have recovered your normal mental level now or if you were mentally handicapped at that time.]

[You all know very well that those self-righteous kindness and self-sacrifice are often not liked by others. ]

[So even if you solved the evil spirit under Dahuang City without Shu's knowledge, it was for Shu's good in every way, but knowing Shu's personality, you still didn't dare to face her.]

[You care too much about your brothers and sisters, and like to think too much about their affairs. 】

[My help, to some extent, is also a silent denial of Shu's efforts and hard work...]

[Because of this, before you left Da Yan, you had many opportunities to meet Shu, but in the end you just hurriedly passed by Da Huang City and nothing happened.]

[Now that you have returned to the familiar city gate, you feel nothing but nostalgia and emotion. ]

[It is inevitable that more heavy thoughts arise. ]

[While you are sighing, you will think, how nice it would be if you could come back as an ordinary visitor, or as Shu's sister...]

[But you couldn't help but laugh at yourself after you had this thought. ]

[After all, you are stained with sins, carrying the lives and futures of your brothers and sisters, how could you be qualified to go back in such a free and unfettered identity? ]

[You will eventually take Shu's life, and after devouring Wang, fight with the arrogant Sui until he falls down completely...]

……

Without restraining or hiding her breath, Tao walked with heavy steps from outside Dahuang City into this city that once brought her a warm and happy time.

She realized through her sense of breath that after Shu sensed her breath, he had returned from the farmland to the cottage where they lived together decades ago.

It was obvious that Shu was waiting for her, even inviting her, to return to their former home.

And Tao naturally couldn't refuse this invitation.

She also wanted to apologize to Shu for leaving without saying goodbye decades ago.

Therefore, Tao came to the old wooden door he had not seen for a long time with a little guilt and uneasiness in his heart. Finally, he mustered up his courage, prepared himself mentally, and then gently pushed open the door.

Along with the creaking sound of the wooden door being pushed open, Shu's gentle yet somewhat resentful voice also reached Tao's ears.

"Oh, after all these years, you finally remembered me, your old and ugly sister?"

"No...no, Sister Shu, I, I just..." Shu's sudden words made Tao, who was already in a very heavy mood, immediately panic. She wanted to explain to Shu who had her back to her, but she felt that it was indeed her own problem that she had not come to see Shu for so many years.

Tao couldn't even speak clearly for a moment, and his words became somewhat vague as he spoke.

However, this awkwardness also made Shu, who was pretending to be resentful, laugh, causing her to unconsciously put her hand in front of her mouth. After chuckling a little, she slowly turned around under the reflection of the sunlight shining through the window.

Under the soft light, he looked at Tao, who had now returned to his original posture, with gentle eyes filled with a bit of kindness and satisfaction. Then he stood up with a smile and walked in front of Tao.

Under Tao's somewhat nervous and guilty gaze, he looked around Tao as if nothing had happened.

He then used his hand to measure from the top of his head, showing that he was only as tall as Tao's shoulders. The look in his eyes, which had originally been exceptionally gentle when he looked at Tao, now became as if it could wrap Tao up.

Shu, who hadn't seen Tao for many years, now wanted to say a lot of things.

But remembering that Tao's memory was not very good, he came to Tao and helped her smooth out the wrinkles on her cheongsam, while turning the thousands of words in his heart into a short sentence that contained so much emotion.

Then, looking at the delicate face of Tao in front of him, which still bears the shadow of the past even after growing up, Shu also sighed softly with the words that contained countless thoughts.

"Oh, you've grown up, Tao."

But after saying that, Shu hugged Tao and continued:

"But... welcome home, Tao, you must have had a hard time over the years."

"After all, you have to shoulder such a heavy future and do such things. Sigh... You must be very sad and painful, right?"

"After all, from the beginning to the end, you just like to bear everything by yourself, Tao."

During these years, Shu had already noticed the problem of "evil spirits" in the underground of Dahuang City, and also realized the real reason why Tao left without saying goodbye.

She really felt sorry for her youngest sister. She thought she was too silly, always thinking about doing something for her brothers and sisters, but never thinking about herself.

The same was true this time. On the surface, it seemed that Tao was killing and devouring the fragments one by one.

But in fact, the person who suffers the most is always the glutton.

It has been like this from the beginning to the end...

Unlike Xi who had closed herself off from the world, Shu, as one of the last fragments, had heard from Wang early on about what Tao wanted to do and what actions he wanted to take.

That's why Shu said such words at this moment. While he was speaking from the heart, it could also be regarded as a little comfort to Tao who had been tormented by his inner self.

"Sister Shu, I..."

"Shh, stop talking, Taomei, I know everything, and I support you.

But before that, please tell me what you want to eat. After all, your sister Shu has never lost her cooking skills over the years.

After dinner, stay with me for a day, help me with farm work, wash clothes, take a bath together, and then have a good rest, and then you can go back to work, how about that? "

Without waiting for Tao to say anything, Shu used a gentle but unyielding tone to stop Tao from telling him the purpose of his visit and to apologize for what happened that year.

She didn't expect that she could stop her gluttony at this moment.

Because that is impossible, and Shu can't really let everyone's sacrifice go to waste for his own selfish desires.

But she at least hoped that Tao could take a break and not push himself too hard.

After all, as the saying goes, 'If you want to do your work well, you must first sharpen your tools'.

Sometimes being too anxious is not a good thing. Proper rest and preparation may be the key to ultimate victory.

Tao looked at Shu in front of him, who was completely defenseless against him even though he knew his purpose.

Although she could eat millet anytime she wanted.

But Tao looked at Shu's gentle and expectant eyes, thinking back to the other's words and the guilt he had felt towards Shu over the years.

The silver-haired lady who was eager to fight to the death with Sui and then wake up the brothers and sisters she had killed finally nodded slowly and said "hmm" in response after a moment of silence.

After all, if it was just one day, she could wait.

When he saw Tao nod his head in agreement with his request, Shu smiled happily and raised his hand to touch the head of Tao, who was a head taller than him. He left Tao's arms with joy in his heart and said:

"Okay, in that case, I forgive you for leaving without saying goodbye."

"I'm going to cook for you. You can just rest here for a while. I've prepared hot water for you in advance. You can go take a bath now. I've also prepared a bathrobe. You can put your clothes in the basin and I'll wash them later. Then, that's it..."

He arranged almost all the trivial matters he could think of in one go. As he spoke, Shu took out the corresponding things from the cabinet or corner nearby and gave them to Tao.

Tao's overly anxious heart, which was usually nodding, calmed down briefly at this moment under Shu's chattering and arrangements.

It even gave Tao a feeling of returning to the days decades ago when he first arrived in Dahuang City and was taken care of by Shu.

He couldn't help but reveal a rare smile on his face.

However, this rare little happiness of returning did not cause Tao, who was soaking in the wooden barrel, blowing bubbles and stretching her tense body, to waver in the slightest.

Compared to his own happiness, Tao hopes to see his brothers and sisters walking freely in the world of Terra.

Not bound by anyone or anything.

Although the little happiness of living with Shu did make Tao intoxicated.

But for the sake of a happier and more fulfilling future, Tao is willing to give up all his happiness, even death.

cough cough.

First of all, thank you all for your continued support and company. I am the new author Didi.

A month has passed by and this book is now on the shelves. To be honest, I am quite surprised by the results. After all, I am just a newbie in book writing and I didn’t expect that I would get so many recommendations. Therefore, I am very grateful to all the readers for their support.

All along, my original intention in writing this book was to mix all the ideas in my head together and present them in the form of a unit drama, but because of the theme of the simulator, I connected them together, so the main line was not promoted much, so I would like to admit my mistake here.

I'm really sorry, I've been delaying the progress!!! Orzo(╥﹏╥)o

But thank you for your continued support! (*^▽^*)

I will continue to work hard in the days ahead! I will try to finish this book! (*?▽?*)!

As for some issues?

Question: Will the book be censored?

A: No, the outline of the book is clear, although some details are lacking (referring to the author always forgetting the settings (??ヮ??)? )

Q: How does the book end?

Answer: A happy ending. Although it has twists and turns, it definitely ends in a happy ending! I've had enough of being stabbed! Humph! ╭(╯^╰)╮

Anyway, that's it. I will present the world of Terra as I see it.

While everyone is welcome to join my group chat, I will also regularly update the extra chapters with the if routes that everyone wants to see.

that's all.

There are also extra chapters for the first order, 1k+1 chapter, 2k for two chapters, 3k for three chapters and so on.

Of course, there are guaranteed updates, but I don’t know how much it will be (laughs)

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Chapter 58 People who do not belong to this story... (Please order first)

[The day you spent with Shu gave you, who were already exhausted physically and mentally, a rare opportunity to take a break. ]

[You went to the farm together, went shopping, cooked delicious meals together in the kitchen, and slept together again at night, which was a rare occasion.]

[In the middle of the night, Shu woke you up and took you to the hillside outside Dahuang City.]

[There, Shu took you to see thousands of acres of fertile fields, and together you saw the stars twinkling in the sky on the grass on the hillside.]

[Shu sat on the grass, letting you lie on her knees, and looked at the sky with you. When you were staring at the starry sky, she jokingly said to you: "Good boy, it's time to go to sleep. The twinkling stars will only rest when you close your eyes."]

[You couldn't help but burst out laughing after hearing these words. After all, it was Shu who woke you up in the middle of the night, so you also refuted Shu half-jokingly.]

[When Shu saw your joking retort, he was not angry. He just smiled, touched your head, felt the comfort brought by the breeze, and gently looked at the distant Dahuang City in the calm and warm atmosphere. It seemed that he was reminiscing about the past, and seemed to be enjoying the future that he didn't know whether it would exist or not.]

[After you saw this kind of millet, you finally closed your eyes under the attack of the other party's head patting. ]

[In this short period of time where you can rest, you gradually fall into a peaceful sleep. ]

[This is probably the most peaceful sleep you've had since Jie's death.]

[There are no nightmares, no images of my brothers and sisters dying, and no afterimages of the years getting closer and closer to me. ]

[There was only the faint fragrance of the rice fields, the light warmth, and the Shu who was tidying up the house in the afternoon, and after seeing me, turned around and smiled at me.]

[This is the most peaceful sleep you have had in all these years, and it is also a rare night for your heart, which has been overwhelmed by countless emotions, to calm down.]

[But when you opened your eyes and got up from the bed the next day, Shu's figure had disappeared from your surroundings.]

[All that was left was the cooked food on the table and a note.]

[And the authority that belonged to Shu has been integrated into your body at some point, leaving only the faint fragrance of the rice field on Shu, indicating that this fragment once existed here.]

[The same is true for the thousands of acres of fertile land outside the city.]

[You know that this is to prevent you from feeling too heavy-hearted, so I can take the initiative to become a part of you and be swallowed by you when you fall asleep.]

[You are very grateful to Sister Shu for thinking for you to this extent. ]

[But that feeling can’t disappear just because Shu Momo disappears…]

[But now that things have come to this, you don’t have much time to be sad. ]

[Because after you devoured the millet, you became the thirteenth fragment that should not have existed, or perhaps it was the dark side that the Year Beast deliberately split out in order to "resurrect" and awaken "itself".]

[After you devoured almost all the fragments and authority, the distance between you and the consciousness of the year-old has become increasingly blurred. ]

[You have even begun to faintly feel the wailing and endless anger of the Great Flame World in the dream of the year-old.]

[This also slightly affected you, so you didn't have time to eat the food that Shu left for you. You quickly glanced at the creed that Shu told you, couldn't help but smile, and then went to look for the last fragment... It was also your second brother, Wang. ]

[The last note Shu left behind explained her support and blessing for you, and told you that at the end of her life, she had planted a 'cause' for you, and through the national destiny of Da Yan in you, the 'fruit' you wanted to see would grow at the right time.]