I was raised in the simulator, and I’m really not a bad woman in Ark!

The girl thought that she would embark on the path of revenge and protect the lights of thousands of homes behind her. Even if she died in the battle, she would be able to embrace her family without regrets in the transition to death.

Skadi originally thought that she would embark on such a path, and be able to do everything she wanted without regrets and with determination.

Originally...it should be like this.

But after that sudden dream brought about a series of real experiences, years of deep memories and countless truths.

However, Skadi found that her originally firm heart was shaken.

For a moment, she even had trouble distinguishing the difference between dreams and reality, and couldn't tell whether she was a teenage girl named Skadi, or the first newborn in the history of the group who had lived for hundreds of years and obtained two powers at the same time.

Fortunately, the memories Skadi obtained were not coherent.

After a period of trance and inner confusion, Skadi finally distinguished the difference between reality and dreams.

However, even though it was only a few years of incoherent dream experiences, they turned into memories and became a part of Skadi.

But a few years still seemed too long in the life of Skadi, who was not even in her twenties.

The fact that the boundary between reality and dreams was not immediately blurred by that memory was the result of Skadi's heart and will being as hard as steel compared to ordinary people.

But the influence of the memory brought by the dream, as well as the suspicion of the Agor officials and the wavering of the girl's inner faith and hatred are inevitable...

Especially regarding the truth about the death of his parents and sister.

Skadi got up from the bed, left the warm quilt, and only wore a snow-white shirt that barely covered the roots of her snow-white thighs. The more she thought about this matter while washing, the more annoyed and irritable she became.

In the end, she even accidentally turned the faucet to pieces, causing the tap water in the bathroom to spray all over her.

The white shirt clung tightly to her fair skin after absorbing water, highlighting her voluptuous and slender figure, which was beginning to take shape, with a hint of flesh color.

While the spring scenery was leaking out, Skadi, who was drenched in water, also felt a little relieved from the depressed mood brought by the cold water.

But the girl lay on her back, feeling the coldness of the water gushing from the faucet and the touch of her soft skin. She recalled the rainy night in her dream and finally reopened her blood-red eyes with a hint of confusion.

Finally, there was a deep sigh.

"Ha...what's wrong with me? It was obviously just a dream."

Skadi weakly leaned against the wall and sat on the floor which was gradually filled with water. She was soaked by the water and her heart was in a state of confusion.

It seemed like a mixture of words were written crookedly on the pages without grids.

Instinctively, she was unwilling to believe everything that the dream brought.

The education and values ​​instilled in Skadi over the years have made it impossible for her to doubt her country.

But the unforgettable truths in the dream, which were real and true, and did not seem false, were stinging Skadi's heart and telling her that this was the so-called truth.

And everything you insist on and believe in, Agor, is nothing but an arrogant country that disguises all its evil sides.

After several inner conflicts and contradictions.

How could Skadi, who had just become a deep-sea hunter, not feel confused and painful deep in her heart?

However, amidst the interweaving of pain and confusion, Skadi also came up with a solution to it all.

Maybe... she should find the person related to the dream.

For example, if you go find Gloria and Laurentina, if you find them and verify the memory, then it will be self-evident which side to believe.

For example, she could also go looking for the man named Ekalos.

Although due to certain fragments and experiences in the dream, Skadi now has an inexplicable feeling towards Ekalos that is between attachment and strangeness.

So to be honest, Skadi didn't really want to go looking for Ekalos right now.

But if the situation requires, Skadi will not give up looking for Ekalos because of such a small matter.

After all, the frail girl in the dream almost became her only support and moonlight in the dark night. Regardless of the influence of the memories brought by the dream, Skadi deep in her heart also longed for such a support when she was lonely.

She was even a little jealous of herself in her dream.

At least compared to myself who grew up in an orphanage, the me in the dream met a family I could rely on, a family that loved me, was willing to treat me gently, and take care of me, and in order to stop the pain, they were even willing to take the initiative to reveal the scars on her body in order to resonate with her and comfort her family.

These are things that the lonely little killer whales in real life would never dare to imagine.

Thinking back to what I did back then...it was truly a past that I cannot bear to recall.

"Ah, if there really is an Ekaros who belongs to me in this world and can be by my side..."

Skadi couldn't help but sigh deeply. After saying this in frustration, she couldn't help but shake her head, and had some self-deprecating thoughts in her heart.

After all how is this possible?

Even if Ikaros really exists in this world, why would he, who has no connection with me, accompany me at this moment?

Besides, whether or not there are really more Ikaros in this world is another matter.

What if the other party is really just my imagination?

Although such a result is no less than directly denying the authenticity of the dream, it will undoubtedly make Skadi feel much more relaxed.

But if possible, Skadi really hopes to have an Ikaros by her side.

Even if it's just a fantasy, it's okay...

At least let her not be so lonely anymore?

Holding her legs in the falling water, curled up in a corner, Skadi lowered her head between her legs as if she had been abandoned by the whole world, with a sad and lonely look in her eyes.

To be honest, she couldn't remember the last time she spoke to someone.

And because Skadi didn't need to train today, the girl sat alone in the corner where water kept falling for a long time.

But gradually, Skadi suddenly felt that the coldness that kept falling on her head seemed to disappear.

Is the water gone?

Skadi subconsciously raised her head with some confusion, intending to see the current condition of the faucet that she had blown.

But the moment he raised his head, the pupils in his bloodshot eyes suddenly shrank, as if he had seen something incredible.

And this is indeed the case.

Because in those deep and beautiful eyes like rubies, what was reflected at this moment was a girl wearing silver-blue armor that looked like a formal dress.

The girl had eyes as blue and gentle as the sea, and her long light blue hair fell down softly and straight, as smooth and flowing as silk. A comfortable and gentle aura surrounded her, as if no matter how tired you were, you would feel soothed just by seeing her.

No matter how sad he was, he would be comforted as long as he was hugged by the girl in front of him.

After noticing that Skadi raised her head and saw her, the girl tilted her head slightly and showed a gentle smile. Then she leaned down gently and hugged the lonely little killer whale. She whispered softly in Skadi's ear with the voice that she had only heard in her dreams:

"Thank you for your hard work. You can continue to rely on me in the future, Skadi."

The girl's voice is ethereal and moving, like the smiling sunshine on the snow in early spring, and the swallows and larks that bring vitality.

And that smile is enough to heal the scars in one's heart.

Skadi was once again embraced in a daze, feeling the false warmth and softness, but actually isolated from the falling water drops.

Just like the first meeting between a girl and a young girl in a dream.

It soothed the sorrow that was constantly surging beneath the sea, and also covered up the scars that caused the sorrow.

Although the girl is not the real 'her', she is a part of 'her' who stayed behind to accompany Skadi.

At least when Skadi was confused, in pain, and hesitant.

The girl is then the real 'her'.

Even if it is false, it still retains a trace of the afterimage of the moonlight, which is enough to temporarily soothe the traces of loneliness and sadness.

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On the other side of Terra, Ikaros, who was washing himself with his own cup in the wilderness, spit out the foam in his mouth into the stream. Suddenly, under the night sky where the dawn and the stars intertwined, he sneezed cutely, and couldn't help but mutter to himself in a strange way:

"Strange, who is talking about me? Could it be that Uncle Marcello has locked himself in the little room to get drunk and smoke again?

Sigh... I just hope Federico can control him, otherwise if he lets him do that, it will be very bad for his health."

But Ekalos obviously couldn't guess the truth of the matter. He just couldn't help but think of Marcello who was completely tied to the Holy City due to work reasons, and he couldn't help but sigh with some worry.

After all, several times before, when Luciana sneaked to other war-torn areas to work as a frontline reporter, Icarus and Arturo had more than once carried the drunk Marcello to bed, and then cleaned the room that was full of cigarette butts, empty bottles and vomit.

Marcello really loves Luciana, and he also loves himself and Arturo.

This time, he, Arturo and Luciana were going to Kazdel, the place where Luciana almost died.

Icarus didn't have to guess how Marcello spent the night.

He could only hope for the strawberry ice cream. After all, Ekalos didn't want to receive a questionnaire from Marcello's unit and a certificate of alcohol poisoning from the hospital when he returned home.

"Oh... Never mind, let me think about what to eat this morning."

But even though he was worried, Icarus would definitely not run back to the Holy City just because of Marcello, compared to the comfort and daily life of Arturo and Luciana's mother.

Icarus could only say: Who is Marcello? I really don't know him.

So after sighing again, Ikaros, with his guardian gun hanging on his body, patted his cute little face, then cheered up and began to think about this morning's meal.

Finally, as the curling smoke rose and the morning light gradually drove away the bright stars, illuminating the darkness, Arturo and Luciana woke up one after another.

Ikaros's ordinary yet not-so-ordinary day began again.

However, at the same time, Kazdel was not so peaceful. Instead, due to the influence of someone, the situation began to become more and more turbulent...

Chapter 123 Theresis: I think the Grand Duke might still be alive

"I think the representatives from the royal court should all be very clear about the purpose of gathering you all here today."

In Kazdel City, in the Military Committee's temporary royal court meeting room, Tracys sat on the main seat and calmly scanned the royal court apostles below, his fingers tapping regularly on the armrests of the seat, as if a king was summoning his subjects.

The aura of the king that was so majestic without even getting angry made these royal apostles, who were usually superior to others, feel for the first time what it was like to feel the pressure from the monarch. They even breathed subconsciously with caution, for fear of displeasing the man on the throne and thus bringing disaster upon themselves.

Therefore, even though the representatives of the royal court did not actually know what Tracy was up to, they all chose to remain silent at this moment, and began to frantically review the intelligence and information they had obtained before coming.

After saying this first sentence, Tracy on the throne was not in a hurry to continue pushing forward today's meeting. Instead, he gave the royal court representatives enough time to think.

This also led to the situation that in the huge conference hall at this moment, even though most of the round tables in the royal court were occupied, no one took the initiative to say anything.

For a moment, the already depressing atmosphere became even more dead silent.

In addition, Tracy would occasionally cast his erratic gaze, which was so cold and sharp that it seemed to pierce through a person's soul, on the representatives.

The pressure on them is also increasing.

Even the more timid representatives began to show traces of cold sweat on their foreheads.

Those royal court representatives who could normally compete with Tracy or even occupy a dominant position were unknowingly at a disadvantage in this meeting, allowing Tracy to gradually gain the dominant position in the meeting with just a few words and momentum.

All this was based only on a meaningless sentence from Tracy and a few minutes of silence.

And those representatives of the royal court didn't even have the room or idea to resist.

Obviously, at this moment, perhaps only the true Lord of the Royal Court can face Tracys directly without being affected by him.

Glancing at the royal court representatives present, Tracys was very satisfied in his heart despite his expressionless and cold appearance when he saw their reactions.

After all, because Tracy once had a cooperative relationship with the other royal courts, it seemed that Tracy was the boss in many cases, but in fact there were not many royal courts that truly supported and recognized him.

Although Tracy did not expect to gain their sincere recognition and support so easily, at least he had taken the initiative on the surface, which was not bad in Tracy's opinion.

As for the face of the various royal courts that supported him, Tracy did not intend to continue giving it.

Regardless of whether his sister was also affected by the dream, Tracys had no intention of continuing the civil war in Kazdel.

Moreover, through his own intelligence network, Tracy also noticed Theresa's changes, and basically determined the reasons for Theresa's changes.

Therefore, this civil war that made Kazdel bleed and the Sarkaz cry came to an end in silence.

Therefore, in the following meeting, Theresis directly informed the representatives of the royal courts present of his plan to abandon the Military Committee's front line and his intention to have secret negotiations with Theresa in the future.

Tracy's decision, which was made without consulting the royal court representatives, naturally aroused dissatisfaction among those present.