I just want to drop out of school

Just based on this, Bai Lan felt that he could easily defeat Karuizawa.

Because Bai Lan heard very little, his workload for composing the music was also very small.

It only took a dozen minutes, and even though Bai Lan had tried his best to make it perfect, he finally completed the soundtrack.

After finishing the music, Bai Lan took out his cell phone and found the address book that Kushida provided him.

Find Karuizawa's name and number.

Soon, Bai Lan sent a text message to Karuizawa:

"Karuizawa-san, you don't want others to know what you told Hirata, right?"

.......

After meeting with Hirata, Karuizawa returned to the room and started taking a bath.

After showering, he lay in the bathtub and played with his phone.

At this moment, she suddenly received a message.

Open and see.

"From: Grade 1, Class D - Bai Lan

Karuizawa-san, you don't want others to know what you said to Hirata, right? "

After reading the contents, Karuizawa was so frightened that his body started shaking. His hands suddenly went limp and he couldn't hold the phone firmly.

The cell phone fell from Karuizawa's hand and fell into the bathtub filled with water with a plop.

"Wow!!!"

After a panic and a flurry of activity, Karuizawa fished the phone out of the bathtub and wiped it dry with a towel.

On the surface, the phone has been wiped dry, but what about in reality?

How's it going inside...

Karuizawa nervously pressed the power button.

The screen lights up.

Karuizawa heaved a sigh of relief.

You know, the booklet distributed when you enrolled said that if your cell phone is broken, you have to pay to replace it with a new one, a full 100,000 points!

Old things and a few Lingjiulong stables

It is said that its real market value is far more than 100,000, and 100,000 can only be regarded as an "internal preferential price".

But, fortunately, it should be said that this is indeed a mobile phone worth far more than one hundred thousand, right?

The waterproof function is really good. It was soaked in water for more than ten seconds without getting soaked.

and many more!

Karuizawa quickly realized that the biggest problem she was facing now was not the 100,000!

Karuizawa looked at the lit screen and the name of the "sender" displayed on the information interface.

"From: Grade 1, Class D - Bai Lan"!

When she saw the name "Bai Lan", Karuizawa felt as if her chest was hit hard by a hammer. It was so heavy and painful that she felt unable to breathe.

Karuizawa put his head in his hands and squatted on the ground.

"Why does Bai Lan know what I said to Hirata?

Could it be that Hirata-san told Shiro-san that?

How long has it been since then?

Does Hirata trust Bai Lan so much?

I clearly told him that I was very afraid of Bai Lan, so why did he let Bai Lan contact me?

Now Bai Lan comes to find me, what should I do?

How terrible! "

Not long ago, Karuizawa did ask Hirata to meet him.

Bai Lan guessed correctly, Karuizawa did ask Hirata to be her boyfriend.

Karuizawa did "threaten" Hirata with the fact that his "classmate" would be "bullied", "in danger", and "scared".

Hirata did agree to Karuizawa's request to date in order to "avoid classmates from being bullied."

Bai Lan basically guessed it right.

But it’s just “basic”.

Bai Lan's guess was slightly different from the actual situation.

The way Karuizawa asked Hirata to be her boyfriend was a little different from what Bai Lan thought.

Just a little bit, but because of this little deviation, the final result is off by "billions of points".

In fact, the "victim" that Karuizawa mentioned as "bullying", "danger", and "fear" was not someone else, but herself!

Herself!

In Karuizawa's opinion, if Hirata refused to be her boyfriend, it would not be long before she would become the one who was bullied, in danger, and afraid to the point of living in a state of constant fear!

Karuizawa, like Kushida, is a person who hides his true self.

In fact, Bai Lan once accidentally guessed some truths.

Bai Lan had this guess not long ago: "Could it be that Karuizawa is actually a strong, fierce hot girl on the surface, but secretly a weak, cowardly soft girl? She is fierce and ferocious during the day, and secretly hides and cries alone at night?"

Although Bai Lan's conjecture was not completely accurate, it was almost right.

Karuizawa's strength is actually a disguise, in order to hide her weakness.

The reason why she was able to disguise so well and withstand Bai Lan's repeated tests without showing any weakness was that Bai Lan could not see any sign of weakness in her.

This is because the image she disguised herself as was actually the person she was most familiar with and also the person she feared the most.

To be exact, it's those people!

The images of those people, the horrible things they had done to her, the things that had nearly taken her life...

All of this was deeply engraved in her mind and could not be erased.

Karuizawa couldn't help but think of the people who terrified her every day.

Even under her fear filter, those already terrifying things became even more terrifying!

She would experience those things again and again in her dreams, waking up from the dream, and then hiding in her bed crying in fear.

Because of the psychological trauma left by nearly losing her life in bullying, she dared not go to school again.

Until she received an invitation to enter Advanced Development High School.

She felt she had a chance to move away from the past and start over.

Karuizawa cherishes this opportunity very much.

To do this, she first dressed herself up as a hot girl who was not easy to bully.

In addition, she also took the time to practice the way of speaking, eyes, and movements of the bullies who had bullied her in the past.

Think about fear, recognize fear, understand fear, and finally, become fear!

All this is to protect yourself.

Testimonials

It's finally coming to the shelves

The editor asked me to write a thank-you speech, so I will write one.

This book mainly tells the story of a high school boy who is obviously emotional but pretends to be heartless, bold and rebellious but has his own set of principles. He does all kinds of things to get dropped out of school, and during this time he steps on and defuses landmines, and in the process, he inevitably develops feelings with people. Then he goes from resisting feelings to learning to enjoy them.

There is a system, but the system has little presence. Apart from adding rationality to the protagonist's behavior patterns and powerful body, it can basically be treated as non-existent.

Coming to the shelves.

To be honest, I feel very nervous.

Because they said that you can only ask about follow-up reading during the recommended period, but there is no recommendation this week.

Therefore, I am not very clear about the recent reading situation.

I think my story is interesting, but I don’t know if others will buy it.

I hope to continue writing, to have a beginning and an end, and to give my story a beginning and an end.

I have thought of so many interesting things and want to write them down. I would feel uncomfortable if I don’t show off and share them.

But after writing it, I found that no one reads it, as if I wasted my energy and emotions, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

Don't dare to expect too much.

I just hope that full attendance won’t be a big deal.

The food at the cat station is just that good and not tasty.

I still want to earn some money.

Anyway, please give some support!

Logically, there should be a reward in the end.

But it feels like it's still hanging in the balance.

But think about it again, what if?

Then:

50 blades or 5000 reward will add one more chapter.

59. Conversation between Hirata and Karuizawa - Full version

Karuizawa disguised himself with the determination that "if I were to be seen through, I would probably die."

The pressure of survival, coupled with the most familiar object of disguise.

The combination of the two ultimately creates her impenetrable acting skills!

In order to avoid being bullied, Karuizawa deliberately disguised himself as someone who is not easy to bully.

But soon, Karuizawa found that this was not enough.

After all, she was just pretending. She just "looked hard to bully", but in fact she didn't have the confidence to be hard to bully.

In fact, her disguise itself is not very popular and can easily arouse hostility from others.

Once someone who is hostile to him appears and is a little brave enough to try to go against her.

With just a casual try, you can easily expose her disguise and turn her from a domineering hot girl into a submissive sandbag.

After realizing this, Karuizawa panicked and tried to find a stronger way to protect himself.

Soon, Karuizawa had an idea. Since she was not strong enough, she just needed to find a strong person to rely on.

Afterwards, Karuizawa began looking for someone who had the ability to protect her and was willing to accept her dependence.

Hirata is the one chosen by Karuizawa, the one she believes can protect her and is willing to accept her support.

In fact, Karuizawa had not originally planned to approach Hirata to make the request so soon.

As the saying goes, "Time reveals a person's true character."

It has only been a short while since the beginning, and Karuizawa is not sure that the way Hirata is currently acting is his true self.

What if the other person appears to be a gentle and sunny boy, but is actually a guy who likes to play with girls' feelings and then use them to blackmail them?

Karuizawa has witnessed too many dark things, and she is even a victim of those dark things.

Therefore, she planned to observe for a while before making any decision.

However, what happened in recent days forced Karuizawa to forcibly shorten her observation period of Hirata.

These days, the guy named Bai Lan would glare at her with a scary look every time he entered the classroom.