Tokyo's most affectionate

I don’t know what kind of mental journey I went through before sending him that message.

"Shhh."

Hearing this, Ninomiya Chizuru fell silent again.

"Click."

Then she heard a sound coming from the door of the next room.

Upon realizing this, Ninomiya Chizuru immediately panicked and hurriedly reached out to grab Kurosawa Mitsuru's arm, trying to hide him into the house.

However, with her strength, she couldn't even beat Ichinose Yuki, so how could she possibly pull Kurosawa Hikaru?

This pull was like pulling a car, or a hill, it didn't move at all.

"come on in."

Seeing the door of the next room opening, Ninomiya Chizuru became anxious.

"Oh."

Hearing this, Kurosawa Mitsuru hurriedly moved and followed her in, closing the door before the neighbors next door ran out and saw the excitement.

The entrance is very quiet and the lights are bright.

The two people stood there, the atmosphere was very awkward.

Their relationship was already at a very awkward stage. Even when they were messaging each other via mobile phones, they didn't know what to say. Now that they were face to face, it was even more awkward.

"..."

Hikaru Kurosawa held the broken cell phone and scratched his cheek with his fingers, feeling uncomfortable.

These days, he has been afraid to come to the door, only dared to slowly test and recover through the mobile phone, because he had expected such a situation.

Maybe in TV dramas and cartoons, those couples who have a quarrel can reconcile by just saying hello to each other when they meet, or even by forcefully hugging each other and saying something excitedly.

But reality is not acting. When it really happens to you, many things are hard to face.

"..."

Chizuru Ninomiya stood with one hand on her arm. She was wearing pajamas. Although she was wearing a coat, such a casual home outfit made people feel embarrassed.

Face to face with him again, she didn't know what to say and felt very sad.

Although she was disheartened and ran away in despair, she was still very happy when she received the message from Kurosawa that day.

It is simply impossible to say that she let go of this relationship in just a few days.

The reason why she sent that message tonight was because Kurosawa suddenly stopped sending her a goodnight message last night...even until just now, when he should have sent a message in the past, there was still no movement.

She hadn't sent any messages for two days in a row. She lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. She felt very uneasy, wondering if she had not read his messages and this had frustrated him.

But judging from what happened just now, Kurosawa has not given up. His actions and words show that he still cares about her very much.

Although this care was gratifying, she felt a pang in her heart when she recalled the day when Kurosawa kissed another woman in front of her at the Tokyo Budokan.

"How to do this?"

Faced with her extremely complicated and resentful gaze, Kurosawa Mitsuru felt ashamed and had a headache.

By chance, he was able to enter Miss Ninomiya's house, and the two of them came face to face, with both good and bad things happening.

The advantage is that they meet in person, which is more direct than maintaining contact through the phone.

The downside was that his cell phone was broken just now, so he had no choice but to come to the door without even thinking about what to say.

Apologize? However, verbal apologies are only meaningful the first time. From the second time on, they lose their meaning and even make people feel cheap.

Saying sorry in this situation will be of no use at all and will only make the conversation go to an even worse abyss.

"If we leave now, we might be discovered. Let's sit for a while and go back later."

In the end, Ninomiya Chizuru took the initiative to speak up, breaking the silence and deadlock.

"it is good."

Faced with this staircase, Kurosawa Mitsuru naturally walked up it.

After deciding this, Ninomiya Chizuru turned around and walked to the entrance.

She was wearing a pair of slippers with round, beautiful heels that were very white.

The pajamas were knee-length shorts, and her calves looked slender, white, and long, soft and elastic.

Because her back was so beautiful, Kurosawa Mitsuru couldn't help but look at her a few more times, then took off his shoes at the entrance, stepped on the floor in his black stockings, and followed the footsteps.

The apartment is quite big and very clean, without a speck of dust.

The decoration and furniture arrangement of the living room are very nice. The dining table is placed next to the sofa. A quick glance shows that there are two bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room and a bathroom. I don't know if there is a bathroom in the master bedroom.

This type of room is considered high-end in Tokyo, especially given its location close to the University of Tokyo.

Although she is a woman living alone, her room is not very messy with underwear and stockings thrown around. However, there is a packed plastic bag under the dining table, which is probably the leftover garbage from tonight's dinner.

"You are so strong that you can even break a cell phone."

They came to the sofa and sat down together. Ninomiya Chizuru glanced at the phone in his hand and spoke again.

Although she looks cold, she is actually very talkative. After all, a taciturn person cannot be a teacher.

They are not sitting on the same sofa, but separated from each other.

"I usually pay attention to it. I just received your message and was so excited that I crushed it. It was not intentional."

Hikaru Kurosawa looked down at the phone, thinking that she thought it was strange, so he explained it immediately.

There was already a gap and resentment between the two of them. If she were to add to the misunderstanding, their relationship would only get worse.

Ninomiya Chizuru had no suspicion in this regard at all, and was stunned when she heard this answer.

I was so excited when I received her message...?

Actions speak louder than words, and realizing this, her heart couldn't help but be touched.

Chapter 307 Dilemma

Realizing that he cared about her very much, Ninomiya Chizuru felt complicated.

It would be impossible to say that she was not happy at all.

She can deceive others, but she cannot deceive herself.

It's impossible to say that she doesn't mind at all.

She had been in love with Kurosawa Mitsuru and had been secretly in love with him for a long time before he invited her to the amusement park for a date.

For more than a year, she observed silently for a long time, and the more she looked at Kurosawa Hikaru, the more she liked him.

Because he is handsome, has a serious and positive attitude towards learning, and a friendly and enthusiastic personality, but in fact he is a bit withdrawn.

He has so many merits that it is difficult to describe them in a few words.

It was because the impression was too good that when she found out that Kurosawa Hikaru was a playboy, it was a devastating blow to her.

Originally, she didn't want to give up, and she took action and decided to go all out... But she also discovered one thing: she was far more vulnerable than she thought.

When she saw Kurosawa Hikaru kissing other girls, she really broke down.

What's more, ever since this incident happened, she has nightmares every day, recalling the horrifying scene that she doesn't want to face.

"Are you ok?"

Looking at her somewhat haggard face and meeting her sad and resentful eyes, Kurosawa Mitsuru couldn't help but say.

After that incident, when I saw her again, her condition was worse than I expected.

Maybe you can't see that her eyes are red and swollen from crying, but the appearance of dark circles still indicates that she has not had a good time these days.

"You can still win the championship without being as good as you."

When Ninomiya Chizuru heard these words and saw his cold and handsome face, the grievance in her heart surged up, her eyes softened, and she couldn't help but say.

She had been unable to sleep or eat these days, and even had no appetite. She was tormented by nightmares every day... She knew that her complexion and condition were very bad.

But in comparison, Kurosawa Hikaru seems to eat well, drink well and sleep well.

Not only that, after the incident, he was able to continue to participate in the competition, and even won the championship without any suspense, becoming famous in one battle.

In fact, when she was sitting in front of the TV watching the National University Kyudo Finals on the day of the competition, she actually hoped that Kurosawa would be heartbroken because of her turning away, and would not be able to display his original strength and lose the game.

She couldn't explain what kind of mentality led to such thoughts.

It's just that she was in a dark period, and she didn't want to see him still shining after she left, as if nothing had happened.

"Although I won the championship, I haven't had a good time these days."

Realizing the complaint that could not be concealed in her words, Kurosawa Hikaru sighed.

After Miss Ninomiya turned and left, he fell into a negative state for a while, hit rock bottom, lost his usual rationality and calmness, and almost caused a disaster.

Fortunately, it rained heavily that day, allowing him to think alone when he left the martial arts hall.

If he only noticed the timidity and pain hidden behind Yuki's sunny and positive smile when he returned home, it would be too late.

"Didn't you say you would respect my choice? Why did you send me a message?"

Seeing him sighing, Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little soft-hearted. She believed that although he looked prosperous on the surface, he was actually very decadent in secret. However, more grievances surged in her heart, and she asked again.

She really couldn't see through Kurosawa Mitsuru, and had no idea what he was thinking, let alone how he viewed her.

In fact, when she returned home that day and hid in the quilt crying, she actually felt a little regretful.

She felt that her relationship with Kurosawa was completely over, because Kurosawa said that he would respect her choice, but after she made the choice, he went back on his word, chose another path, and turned away.

And when she broke down and cried, Kurosawa wanted to approach her and comfort her, but she backed away again and again.

"I originally thought I could respect your choice... but after losing you, I found that I couldn't bear to leave you. Even if you beat me or scold me, I don't want to really lose you."

In response to this question, Kurosawa Mitsuru opened his hand and then clenched it tightly.

He was very greedy. Faced with these three good girls, Yuki Ichinose, Chizuru Ninomiya, and Mirai Shihouin, he didn't want to miss any of them.

He had thought he could be content with two people, but that was not the case at all.

"Then why did you stop sending messages after a few days?"

Ninomiya Chizuru thought about the entanglement from last night to today and questioned again.

Although it was only a few days, Kurosawa Hikaru would send her a good night message every day after they had a fight, which was both a happy and painful thing for her.

The good news is that they haven't completely broken up and gone their separate ways.

The painful thing is that because Kurosawa is sending her messages, she can't let go of this feeling at all... It's a tangled mess and she has nightmares every day.

Apart from that, she was upset every day and wanted to reply to messages, but she didn't dare to.

Maybe that's the case, but she would rather have a nightmare and be entangled in all kinds of troubles than want it to end like this.

That's why she couldn't sleep anyway, so she sent him a message.

"Since you haven't replied, I'm not sure if my insistence on messaging you every day will cause you any trouble."

In response to this fatal question, Kurosawa Mitsuru looked at her somewhat haggard but still stunningly beautiful face and explained.

He knew better than anyone that Miss Ninomiya was very smart and could easily see through lies.

He was able to deceive her before purely because she trusted him.

But now, their relationship is very strained, and lying is a dangerous behavior that may further deteriorate their relationship.

However, even if there is such a risk, he must take the risk.

If she knew that he didn't send a message last night because he and Xiao Yuki stayed in a hotel room overnight, their relationship would fall into an abyss.

"I'm very troubled. It's because you broke your promise and sent me messages every day. I have nightmares every day! I think of you kissing other women every day!"

After this explanation, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't hold back and couldn't help complaining, she was very angry.

Although she received messages from Kurosawa every day and realized that he had not left her world, and she felt a little fortunate in her heart, it was also true that she was suffering greatly.

"So should I send messages from now on, or not?"

Hearing these extremely angry words, Kurosawa Mitsuru felt heartbroken and guilty, and smiled bitterly.