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Although he already knew that Miss Ninomiya still had feelings for him, she was still trying hard to get closer to him.

But Miss Ninomiya's refusal without hesitation just now was like Pangu splitting the sky, which abruptly split the road between the two people and created an insurmountable gully.

But now, Miss Ninomiya's kiss has forcibly filled the gap between them.

"no!"

When Ninomiya Chizuru saw him stand up and was about to lean over to kiss her, she quickly reached out and put her hand on his mouth.

"Ms. Ninomiya."

Because of the kiss just now, Kurosawa Hikaru tasted the sweetness, and when he found out that she didn't agree, he immediately looked at her with pitiful and expectant eyes, and called her name in a pleading tone.

"Anyway, I've proved it. I'm not angry."

Meeting his expectant and eager gaze, Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little soft-hearted, but still shook her head.

She is not mentally prepared to accept that Kurosawa is having three relationships at the same time... In order to avoid repeating the same mistake, even if he wants to kiss her, he has to wait until she is mentally prepared.

"Ninomiya-senpai."

When he found out that she didn't agree, Kurosawa Mitsuru simply changed the way he addressed her.

This is what Ms. Ninomiya wanted her students to call her on the day she resigned, and it was also a hint to him.

From the day she resigned, there was no longer any boundary or barrier between teacher and student between them.

"No."

Hearing the word "senior", Ninomiya Chizuru's heart melted. After hesitating for a few seconds, she shook her head.

Until she made up her mind and was sure that she would not go back on her word and hurt Kurosawa again, she had to keep her distance.

"Chizuru-senpai."

Although she was still refusing, Kurosawa Hikaru could sense her wavering and struck while the iron was hot by changing her address.

"It's really not possible now..."

When Ninomiya Chizuru heard this name, her face and ears turned red, but she still shook her head and begged for mercy.

"Chizuru, please let me kiss you."

Faced with her plea for mercy, Kurosawa Mitsuru simply used his ultimate move and pulled her arm and shook it.

"I……"

Faced with his coquettishness, Ninomiya Chizuru really didn't know how to refuse. After a moment of struggle, she stopped raising her hand and let him pull away.

Finding that she had retracted her strength and no longer tried to stop him, with her door wide open, Kurosawa Mitsuru was delighted. He took a step forward and kissed her delicate, tender, rosy lips.

"!"

Ninomiya Chizuru, who thought he was going to kiss her on the face, was suddenly kissed on the mouth, her body shook and her heart was startled.

Chapter 351 I Don't Want to Lose You

The interactions between people are not just about appearance and material support; the key is feeling.

Sometimes, the atmosphere, timing, and just the right emotions, even something as simple as holding hands or patting the head, can make people extremely happy and blessed.

"I absolutely want to be with her!"

Just a kiss and a few words that were a little shy and evasive, directly ignited Kurosawa Hikaru's heart.

He couldn't even describe how charming Miss Ninomiya was at that moment.

But the feeling at that moment was as if when he fell off a cliff and had lost all hope, a hand suddenly reached out and pulled him up, as if he was in another world and was reborn.

"How could he do this..."

The mouth-to-mouth kiss made Ninomiya Chizuru's brain go blank.

Because Kurosawa changed the way he addressed her and even acted like a spoiled child towards her, she was unable to hold on to her psychological defenses and softened her heart.

But she was soft-hearted and agreed to let him kiss her on the cheek, which was not a kiss at all.

But this kiss felt really good.

The hot breath and the contact of soft skin were like a warm current flowing into her cold body, which was very comfortable.

The kiss lasted for more than ten seconds before Kurosawa Hikaru stopped.

As their lips parted, Ninomiya Chizuru still felt a little unsatisfied. After she came to her senses, she raised her eyes and met a pair of beautiful eyes as dark as ink.

Eyes are the windows to the soul...through these eyes, she can feel Kurosawa's hot and strong love.

"I want to go back."

Seeing this scene, Ninomiya Chizuru woke up instantly, her heart was very flustered, even a little scared, and she turned around and left immediately.

But just as she turned around and took a step forward, a hand suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"do not go."

Then, an urgent voice of retention came from behind, causing Ninomiya Chizuru to pause.

"..."

Ninomiya Chizuru instinctively wanted to look back, but she suppressed the impulse, shook her head, and struggled to move forward.

"Are you leaving again?"

Hikaru Kurosawa, who stood still and pulled her wrist, felt her weak struggle, and couldn't help saying.

With that kind of strength, there was no way she could escape from his grasp...but her struggling movements were very hurtful.

Was my behavior just now too excessive?

But he had no choice. How could he stay rational when he felt her closeness and doting on him?

Hearing these heartbreaking words, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help but turn around and look at him.

"Hei Ze, I'm afraid I'll go back on my word and hurt you like before."

Faced with his retaining and expectant gaze, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help but speak.

"Go back on your word?"

When Kurosawa Mitsuru heard this, his expression was a little stunned.

"I'm sorry for that day. I thought I could accept the fact that you had three girlfriends and that you were a playboy, so I mustered up the courage to kiss you... But I found that I couldn't bear it at all and couldn't accept such a thing, and I hurt you."

After all, they were face to face. Ninomiya Chizuru saw that he was unconscious, took a deep breath and revealed her true feelings.

At that time, she was on the verge of a mental breakdown. She could not bear such a blow and chose to turn around and leave.

But when she turned around, she avoided Kurosawa's attempts to keep him again and again.

Whenever she thought about this incident, she felt tormented and guilty.

If she had realized earlier that she simply couldn't accept it and hadn't kissed Kurosawa, things wouldn't have turned out like this.

"You don't have to say sorry."

Hearing these words, Kurosawa let go of her wrist and stopped holding her.

When a person wants to leave, even if you use all means to keep her or imprison her, you cannot erase her will.

"Kurosawa, I'm afraid I'll hurt you again... Can you give me some time to think it over?"

Realizing that he let go, Ninomiya Chizuru felt that his mood was depressed, and while explaining, she begged.

"How long will it take you? A day? A month? A year? A lifetime?"

Kurosawa Mitsuru took a deep breath, stood with his hands in his pockets, and looked at her with complicated eyes.

During this period of time, he had thought of many ways to reconcile with Chizuru.

Until today, after hearing Fujiwara Rikka's thoughts in the office, he thought he had found the right way forward, which was to admit his mistakes and show his true remorse, and definitely put an end to the meeting of several girlfriends.

But in the end, the fundamental reason why Chizuru kept her distance from him was not because of this incident, but because of her personality.

Plan carefully before acting, this is a principle that all smart people can learn, and he naturally understands it as well.

But this principle does not apply to the vast majority of situations in reality, especially romantic relationships.

If someone can retreat completely in love, grasp the propriety, and wait calmly, it can only show that this person does not love the other party at all.

Precisely because he loves Ninomiya Chizuru so deeply, he makes many decisions and actions without consideration and sober thinking.

"I don't know. I'm not angry when you kissed me just now. In fact, I'm very happy. But before I'm sure I can accept this, we can't do this. It would be too hasty."

Faced with his questioning, Ninomiya Chizuru was a little at a loss and explained.

To be fair, she really wanted to kiss and hug Kurosawa, and act together like they did before, travel together, play together, and make progress together.

But she knew very well that this was an impulsive act without considering the consequences.

"Do we have to see the outcome clearly before we can reconcile? Do you only read the last page of a book?"

Kurosawa Hikaru looked at her straight in the eye, unable to help himself.

It is unrealistic to look at the results before starting, unless you have the super power to predict the future.

"Hei Ze, I'm afraid I'll delay you."

Faced with his pleading and eager gaze, Ninomiya Chizuru was speechless, and then smiled bitterly.

"Are you afraid that you will delay me?"

After these words were spoken, Kurosawa Hikaru was suddenly amused as if he had heard a joke, the corners of his mouth slightly raised as he confirmed.

"I'm afraid we won't have a future, I'm afraid we'll eventually separate... What I'm most afraid of is that I'll hurt you again."

Seeing his sudden smile, Ninomiya Chizuru's heartstrings trembled, and she quickly added.

"it is good."

Hearing such words, Kurosawa stared at her, thought for a long time, and nodded slightly.

When Ninomiya Chizuru saw his expression change, her heart couldn't help but skip a beat.

What a change in expression... from self-deprecating ridiculousness to guilt, sadness, regret, and a deep sense of powerlessness.

"Kurosawa."

Upon realizing this, Ninomiya Chizuru felt very distressed and regretful, and couldn't help but reach out to him, wanting to grab him.

But when she stretched out her hand, just when it was about to touch Kurosawa, it stopped in mid-air.

But after a brief pause, she continued to reach out and touch his chest.

"Is that really the case?"

Kurosawa Mitsuru lowered his eyes to watch her every move, then raised his eyes to see her complicated expression and realized something.

He has fully realized the truth. Even if he has the help of the system and tries every possible way to reconcile with her, it will be as difficult as ascending to heaven.

Because Ninomiya Chizuru has not reconciled with him until now, it’s not because she still holds a grudge against what happened that day, but because she has a psychological trauma.

On that day, I tore her heart apart with my own hands.

Even though her heart gradually healed over time, the scars could not be erased.

I feel powerless, so powerless. There is nothing I can do.

His idea was too naive. He thought that as long as he mustered up the courage to retain and make amends, he would be able to reconcile like before.

But the reality is cruel, a broken heart can never be restored to its original state, just like when he heard Ninomiya Chizuru say sorry, he would instinctively feel fear.

Today's Ninomiya Chizuru, even if she wants to touch him, she must summon up courage.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive, you go back first."

After much thought, Kurosawa Mitsuru took a step back and chose to bow his head and apologize.

"Are you angry?"

When Ninomiya Chizuru found that he was no longer trying to keep her, she couldn't help feeling a sense of panic.

She felt that if she really left like this, the disconnected connection between the two people would be severed.

"I'm not angry, I just figured it out."