I became a girl group idol for my sister

Nanase Dongxia was walking slowly on the street carrying her luggage. Whenever someone walked past her, she would involuntarily move aside, even if no one looked at her.

As expected, I still can't accept this kind of thing. Strangers are so scary...

She thought silently.

Then, she was stunned.

During this period of time, this feeling of fear seemed to have weakened a lot, but now, it suddenly returned again.

The moment she thought about going on stage, a feeling of fear enveloped her, and this feeling of fear was exactly the same as the feeling she had when she saw these strangers now.

Not to mention talking, even being looked at by the other person made her feel extremely frightened.

Do you want to take a bus to the station?

This thought flashed through her mind, and then she immediately threw it out.

Being in a small space with strangers made her feel more scared than seeing strangers coming and going on the street.

Feeling physically tired, she stopped for a moment and suddenly sighed.

As expected, I am a waste who only brings trouble to others... It doesn't matter if it's my parents or my grandfather...

When she thought of this, she felt even sadder. She looked around cautiously and came to an empty corner and leaned against it.

It seemed that in this small place, no one would notice her anymore, and she could also feel a little safer in this place.

They must be very angry now. No, maybe they are feeling lucky. After all, they must be feeling lucky that there is no one like me holding them back.

Nanase Dongxia thought silently and took out her cell phone.

There were a lot of missed calls. Looking at these unfamiliar numbers, she didn't even dare to open it.

Even though they were all unfamiliar numbers, she knew they were definitely from SKG.

Maybe it's to talk about himself?

Flipping through the messages, she saw a message from Miyamoto Nana. Seeing that the message was just a simple inquiry about the situation, she breathed a sigh of relief, but also became a little worried.

Senior really doesn't know yet, right? If she knew, would she be disappointed in me? Of course she would. She helped me so much to let me stand on the stage, but I chose to escape. She would definitely think that it would be better for someone like me to disappear...

"Sure enough, someone like me shouldn't exist..."

"What are you talking about?" A familiar voice suddenly came to her ears. Nanase Dongxia raised her head in surprise, and saw a familiar face. It was Miyamoto Nana!

The other person was wearing sunglasses and a hat on his head, and was looking at him with a smile.

“What shouldn’t exist?”

Miyamoto Nana asked again.

Nanase Dongxia was stunned. She opened her mouth and stammered: "Senior, why are you here?"

"Of course I came to find you." Miyamoto said as he picked up his phone and dialed the number: "Jurina-chan, I found her. Tell everyone to go back first. I'll bring her back in a while."

After hanging up the phone, looking at Nanase Dongxia who lowered her head, Miyamoto was silent for a moment, and then said: "Aren't you curious about how I found you?"

Nanase Dongxia was stunned. The other party's voice didn't sound particularly angry. Instead, he was still asking her questions, as if it was a normal conversation.

She asked cautiously, "Can I ask?"

"Of course, I'm quite proud to have found you." Miyamoto nodded and pointed to one side: "Let's go sit over there for a while."

Nanase Dongxia hesitated for a moment, but finally followed Miyamoto Se obediently to the side.

"Senior, why did you find... me..."

"I first judged that you were planning to go back to Tokyo. Then I thought that you were so socially anxious that you probably wouldn't dare to take a car. Although a small space is comfortable for you, it would increase your fear if there were other people inside. So you would most likely choose to walk. Thinking of this, I accelerated and chased after you."

Miyamoto Se said this and smiled.

"Obviously, I guessed right."

"Senior, won't you scold me?" Nanase Dongxia asked again in a low voice: "I wasted so much of your time for training, but I ran away..."

"You have the right to choose to leave, but I'm wondering, do you really want to give up this opportunity?" Miyamoto said suddenly, his tone becoming serious: "I don't know what you've been through in the past, but I've always thought about what my future self will be like. This choice is in your hands. Do you really want to choose to go back instead of showing your hard work these days on the stage?"

"I……"

"Opportunities are fleeting. If you give up now, you may regret it in the future."

"maybe……"

"Yeah, maybe. After all, I don't know what you will experience in the future, but at least there is a 50% chance that you will regret it." Miyamoto smiled again and pointed at himself: "For example, if I had refused to become an idol, I would definitely regret it now."

"Recalling past experiences?"

"Yes, I am familiar with myself, so I will definitely regret it. Even if I look at it from the perspective of an adventure experience, I chose to become an idol but failed in the end. In this case, I may not regret it. After all, failure is also a good experience. But if I choose to refuse, then I will definitely regret it in the future."

When Miyamoto Seo said this, he felt that it was still difficult to convince the other party with this argument, and he could only continue to think about how he should convince the other party.

"Regret...?" Nanase Dongxia was silent for a while, and whispered: "But what if I fail? Senior, I'm really scared, scared of failure. I'm afraid that when those people look at me, my body will tremble uncontrollably. And this is a performance for everyone. If something goes wrong for me, then the whole performance will be ruined, right?"

So it's not just my own pressure, but also pressure from other people? This is a factor I didn't expect...

After hearing this, Miyamoto understood Nanase Dongxia's thoughts, so after a moment of silence, he suddenly asked: "What do you think of SKG's people?"

"companion?"

"Since you said we are companions, isn't it normal for companions to help each other? Don't want to cause trouble to others? This idea is very problematic. It is precisely because we cause trouble to each other that we can be more closely connected, right?"

Miyamoto Se looked at Nanase Dongxia, he took off his glasses slightly, and looked into the other's eyes with his exposed eyes.

"I've been training you these days, and it's obvious that you're bothering me, so do I resent it?"

"No, no."

"Yes, so I'm temporarily replacing Lihua-chan. Does she think I'm causing her trouble? Obviously not. On the contrary, she even came to help me with the street performance. Not to mention Takada Saori, who you're going to replace, the same thing goes for her. She's very worried about you!"

"me……"

"Everyone knows that this is your first time on stage today. For everyone today, it's not just one of their countless performances, but also the first time for a person in the group to perform on stage. It's the first time for people like them who want to become idols to step onto the stage!"

Nanase Dongxia lowered her head, not knowing what to say.

"Perhaps you will say that you were forced to become an idol, after all, Tenbei P does have some such behaviors, but over the past few days, have you really never imagined yourself standing on the stage?"

Nanase Dongxia stopped talking. Just like every girl who loves to fantasize, she did fantasize about it, and not just once.

But no matter how you fantasize, fantasy is just fantasy, not reality.

The reality is that she doesn't dare to stand on the stage.

There is always a gap between fantasy and reality, and the distance is insurmountable.

"Isn't the road that connects fantasy and reality in your hands now? Just this time, do you want to throw it away?"

Is this the opportunity to stand on the stage, the path that connects reality and fantasy?

Nanase Dongxia hesitated, still afraid in her heart.

"Senior, if I choose to give up..."

"Then I'll tie you up and throw you onto the stage." He answered immediately without any hesitation.

Nanase Dongxia was stunned. She had never expected to hear such an answer.

"But just now, you said that I have the right to choose to leave..."

"But I think it's better to tie you back." Miyamoto looked at the other party: "So now you can choose, choose to go back with me, or I tie you back."

Nanase Dongxia looked at the other person's expression and saw no sign of joking in it.

She suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as if she didn't have to make any choice.

Chapter 49: The Gift of Debut

Miyamoto Se and Nanase Touxia were walking on the way back. They looked at each other and saw that they were both a little out of breath, so Miyamoto Se stretched out his hand.

"senior?"

"Bring me your bag."

"No, that's not necessary!" Nanase Dongxia shook her head and immediately rejected the other party: "I, I can carry it myself."

"Don't misunderstand me. I'm just trying to prevent you from running away." Miyamoto Se said stutteringly.

Nanase Dongxia was stunned for a moment, then looked at Miyamoto Se with helplessness.

"Senior, you are not a tsundere character in normal times. It is impossible to fool people by acting like this all of a sudden."

Miyamoto Sei chuckled and grabbed the other person's bag: "Okay, give it to me. This is an order from you, senior."

He weighed it on his hand and said, "It's not that heavy!"

"Senior, don't compare your physical strength with that of ordinary people. Your body is invisible from the outside, which makes people wonder if you are a fitness blogger." Nanase Dongxia muttered to herself, but still followed Miyamoto Se obediently.

Miyamoto Se glanced at the other person and suddenly asked, "A bit nervous?"

"Well, I should say I'm very nervous..." Nanase Dongxia said softly. She felt that she was never too nervous in front of Miyamoto Nana, which was a little different from her usual socially anxious self.

Maybe it's because I've been living with my seniors these days, so I'm used to it.

Nanase Dongxia thought silently.

"Because I chose to leave on my own accord and caused trouble for everyone, if I go back now, I feel like I'm going to be executed?"

Miyamoto asked again.

"Well, yes... In addition to these, I also feel a little guilty. Everyone is working so hard, but I have caused trouble for everyone."

"It's normal to run away because of fear. You don't have to think too much about it. I believe that no one will say too much about you. After all, facing difficulties is easier said than done."

"senior……"

"It's okay, I'll force you to face it!"

"Is that why you said you were going to tie me up and take me back?"

"Well, that's it!" Miyamoto nodded unceremoniously: "If I can't see you perform on the stage, I think I will definitely regret it in the future, so now I want you to stand on the stage. After all, I am a selfish person!"

Nanase Dongxia looked at Miyamoto Se, was silent for a moment, and said nothing more.

……

"Sorry! I'm sorry for causing trouble to everyone!"

Backstage at the theater, Nanase Touxia bowed to everyone. She didn't even dare to look up, waiting for the impending scolding.

"Change your clothes now that you're back!" Instead of the expected scolding, what sounded in my ears was Matsuda Jurina's slightly cold voice. It was obvious that she was suppressing her anger: "I have a lot to say, but now is not the time. There are about two hours left. Try your best to train!"

"I-I know!"

Not daring to say anything more, Nanase Dongxia quickly entered the training. At this time, Matsuda Jurina came to Miyamoto Sei's side: "Nana-chan, I have something to tell you, come with me."

"Okay." Miyamoto Se nodded slightly and followed Matsuda Jurina out.

When Nanase Dongxia saw the two people walking out together, she felt inexplicably nervous, but she still turned her attention back.

Miyamoto Se, who walked out with her, looked at Matsuda Jurina, waiting for her to speak. Matsuda Jurina looked around the room and confirmed that everyone was practicing. She asked, "Dongxia should have learned the songs from SKR, right?"

"Of course, this is something they must learn as graduate students. In terms of difficulty, they should first learn Team R's dance." Miyamoto Se nodded.

"I called SKR and got a positive answer, but I still think I should ask you." Matsuda Jurina said, "I plan to change the song I perform this time."

"Change it?"

"Or add a song." Matsuda Jurina smiled and said, "Don't tell her in advance!"

"No way, are you doing this so recklessly? If you don't have any private training, you'll get into trouble if you're not careful on stage!" Miyamoto immediately questioned: "From the perspective of being responsible to the audience, I'm against this kind of behavior."

"Who said we can't train? Just find any reason, like using SKR's dance to practice with them. There are many reasons." Matsuda Jurina seemed very confident: "Besides, everyone thinks this is a good idea. After all, she came to SKG alone, and her original teammates are not around. She must be very nervous."

Miyamoto pointed at himself and said, "I came from SKR too!"

"Nana-chan is already an official member. You've been through so much, so don't compete with a little girl who hasn't even been on stage yet." Matsuda Jurina said, patting Miyamoto Se on the shoulder: "Just like a sister!"

"Does everyone think this is okay?"

"Yes, this is her first time to truly step onto the stage for a junior who has yet to step onto the stage, so everyone wants to give her some encouragement. From this point of view, that song is indeed the most suitable." Matsuda Jurina smiled and said, "Then I'll ask you to help her during the training later. Try to stop her from thinking too much."

"Well, don't worry, I will help, after all, she is my junior." Miyamoto nodded and agreed, but still asked with some doubt: "Which song are you going to use?"

"Of course it is..." Matsuda Jurina said the name of a song softly, and looked at Miyamoto Se with a smile. After hearing the song title, Miyamoto Se thought for a moment and couldn't help laughing: "It's really suitable."