I became a girl group idol for my sister

This caused a hint of hesitation in her heart.

What should I do next?

Then, she saw the person not far away, looking at her with a smile.

It’s the senior!

The hesitation in her heart was broken at this moment, she smiled happily and ran over.

"Senior Nana!" Like a bird returning to its nest, she threw herself into the other's arms.

Miyamoto opened her arms and caught the other person. Nanase Fuyuka looked so excited at this time. This was of course because her first solo debut was so successful. Miyamoto also believed that this was because Nanase Fuyuka had finally let go of the past.

He didn't even need to ask the other party whether it was okay or not. This was no longer necessary. The other party had become so brave and was truly standing alone on this huge stage!

Miyamoto believes that even if she graduates now, the other party can still work hard and continue as an idol.

In the future, after graduation, she will be able to move on as a mentally healthy person.

"It's great, very great, I'm amazed." Miyamoto said with a smile.

"Hehe, of course it's necessary. I have worked hard for a long time for today. My sleep time has been reduced by a quarter!" Nanase Dongxia said immediately: "And with everyone's support, I will definitely succeed!"

"Okay, go say hello to the staff first. After all, everyone has been preparing for your performance for a long time." Miyamoto Sei patted Nanase Fuyuka's shoulder gently and said to her.

This performance was a solo, and the staff was divided into two groups, one group came from SKR, and the other group was the venue's own staff.

The former serves as a guide, while the latter is the main force of today's backstage work.

So thanking each other is a must.

"I'll go right away!" Nanase Dongxia nodded, let go of the other person's hand, and ran back again.

"That's great! Miss Nanase!"

"Today's performance was superb, Dong Xia-chan!"

"I am your fan, today's is really great!"

Everyone gave their praises, and Nanase Dongxia bowed to everyone: "Thank you everyone, I really troubled you today, thank you very much, thank you for being willing to accompany a little idol like me to perform on this stage!"

"No, now Dong Xia-chan is considered a very famous idol!"

"Yeah, didn't you make the finals in the last audition? Now that you're in, you're no longer considered a little idol!"

Everyone laughed and continued to praise, and Nanase Dongxia also smiled as she listened, and tears came out of the corners of her eyes.

She had never dared to imagine that she would have such a future. She could dream of becoming a magical girl, but she never dared to dream of becoming an idol.

But it is obvious that now this fantasy that we never dared to dream of has come true!

This was not only an important step for her, but most importantly, it also marked that she was one step closer to her goal.

……

Miyamoto Se and Nanase Touxia took the subway home. Miyamoto Se did not ask Mizuhara Chitsuki to take him home. After all, he came out during his break and did not want to disturb others' rest.

On the way back, Nanase Dongxia took Miyamoto Se to the supermarket for a walk, bought some ingredients for dinner, and then returned home carrying large and small bags.

Looking at the house of Nanase Fuyuka, which he had visited once before, Miyamoto Se walked in while shouting, "Excuse me."

"Please come in, senior!" Nanase Dongxia shouted happily, with a hint of nervousness hidden in her voice.

Miyamoto noticed the other person's nervousness and was a little confused. Why was he nervous? Was it because of himself? Or was he nervous because he and Nanase Fuyuka were the only ones at home?

But there's no need for that. We've been together for so long, shouldn't we be used to it by now?

Although he was confused, Miyamoto didn't care too much. He walked in and put the things in the refrigerator, and Nanase Dongxia said to him, "Senior, can you go to my bedroom and play on the computer for a while?"

"Let me cook with you."

"No! I'll do it today!" Nanase Dongxia said immediately: "I have been learning for a long time, and I must let the senior see it today!"

Is she a little nervous because she wants me to taste the food she cooks?

Miyamoto Se thought about it and couldn't help laughing.

"Okay then." Nodding, Miyamoto Se came to the other person's bedroom. It was almost the same as before, with not much change. He turned on the computer, opened a web page at random, and started searching in it. He was a little curious about the discussion on the Internet about Nanase Dongxia's first solo.

Compared to this, games are not that attractive at all.

[It's hard to imagine that Dongxia has grown to this extent? ! ]

[I am so happy. I successfully got the ticket for the performance. Being able to participate in this performance is the best thing for me! ]

[Dong Xia Jiang's song, that feeling is definitely not wrong, she must have experienced similar things, so she can sing it! But she stood up firmly, just like what the lyrics say, she stood up under the guidance of the light, and chased the light and continued to move forward! ]

[I always thought that this world was too dark and that life had no future. But because I met my idol and felt his power, I regained the courage to live!

This song by Dong Xia is a perfect reflection of my own experience. I was desperate because of the darkness, but because of the light, I rekindled my courage to live! 】

[Believe me, this song will definitely be a big hit in Japan, no, it can even be a big hit in the world! ]

There have been a lot of discussions online, a lot. Miyamoto looked at them one by one and found that many people who spoke were focusing their discussions on the second song, the one called "Survivor".

Everyone is under pressure in life, even children. Everyone has their own pressure, and there are many people who feel they can't bear it. This song expresses their inner thoughts and gives them more strength.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this resonance that this song has attracted such popularity the moment it was performed.

Miyamoto Seo thought of many people, especially the girl who originally wanted to commit suicide, but who had a little motivation because of her own reasons, and who now finally has a normal life because of her support.

Miyamoto believes that there must be many people like this, who rely on spiritual support such as idols and anime to give themselves motivation in life.

And this song may be a shot in the arm and give these people hope!

……

Nanase Dongxia looked at the clothes she had placed in the bathroom.

It was a very sexy set of underwear. She hesitated for a moment, raised her hand and took off the clothes.

……

"Senior Nana..."

The voice of Nanase Dongxia was heard from outside the door. Miyamoto Se was stunned and turned his head.

"What's the matter..."

Before he could finish his words, Miyamoto Se widened his eyes at this moment. He finally understood why Nanase Dongxia was nervous.

I saw that the other person was wearing an apron and was looking at me with a smile.

This would not have been a big deal, the important thing was that the other person was not wearing anything under her apron. Miyamoto Se was sure of this, she was indeed not wearing anything!

"Senior, dinner is ready. Do you want to eat first?" She blinked, slightly opened her lipstick-coated lips, and gently stroked her lips with her tongue. Her voice was charming: "Or... do you want to eat me first?"

Even though she is very young, Nanase Dongxia believes that her charm is definitely enough!

Miyamoto Se was silent for a moment, his brain quickly sorted out what was going on, then he stood up and walked over.

Seeing Miyamoto Se coming over, Nanase Dongxia became a little nervous. Her heart, which was already beating wildly, accelerated again, making her feel a little scared and a little expectant.

Then, she felt a sharp pain in her head.

The other party hit her on the head without any hesitation.

"Hey, hey, hey, is your brain feverish? Or did something happen that caused you to skip work? Is Dongxia's brain still there?"

"Senior!" Nanase Dongxia immediately broke free from the other person's hand and looked at him with some dissatisfaction: "Is this the only reaction you have?!"

Miyamoto Se shook his head: "No, there can't be!"

Nanase Dongxia came closer again, she gently touched Miyamoto's heart, feeling the heartbeat, she smiled gently: "You obviously feel it now... It's okay, anyway no one will know..."

The other person's hand grabbed her shoulder at this moment, and then the body was pulled away.

"Absolutely not!"

The voice was a little low, but very firm, leaving no room for negotiation.

Miyamoto Se stared at the other person, seeing the stubbornness and the nervousness that could not be concealed in the girl's eyes, he suddenly understood the meaning of what Tenbelisa said.

Don't treat the other person like a child.

"Dongxia, to be honest, you are very cute and beautiful. If I were pursued by you like this in school, I would not be able to resist. But not now. I have already decided that I will not touch the matter of love until I graduate!"

Nanase Dongxia was silent, and Miyamoto Se said again after hesitating for a moment: "If it were you now, the one standing on the stage, performing alone in front of your fans, I think you would definitely understand!"

Nanase Dongxia lowered her head. She felt completely relieved. The pressure in her heart dissipated at this moment. Although nothing had happened, it was as if something had been resolved.

She felt as if all her strength had been completely taken away from her and she almost collapsed.

She supported herself with the help of the other person's body, and only after she recovered a little did she start to laugh.

"Senior Nana is really something. He is so persistent even though a beautiful girl has thrown herself into his arms. As expected, you are a virgin!"

"What does this have to do with virginity?!"

"It does matter, you deserve to be a virgin for life!" She said, pulling away, then made a face at Miyamoto, and ran out again: "I'm going to change my clothes!"

Seeing the other person running away with a relaxed tone and not looking like he was shocked, Miyamoto finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Although I have seen girls' bodies many times, it is still a little too stimulating to be faced with this situation suddenly!

Perhaps, he should discuss it with Tian Belisa. He really has no experience in this area!

Chapter 50 Struggle and Liberation

Nanase Dongxia returned to the bathroom and leaned against the wall all of a sudden. Her weak body slowly slid down. If she hadn't held on to the wall with her hands, she would have sat on the ground.

I should be very sad now, but I mustered up the courage and even did this, but my confession was still rejected.

She should be sad.

But at this moment, apart from the physical exhaustion, she felt relaxed inside.

She gently touched her chest, feeling her heart beating still as violently.

Taking a deep breath, she turned on the faucet, rinsed her hands with cold water, and then splashed the cold water on her cheeks, letting the cool water stimulate her skin.

You've clearly failed, so why are you so calm?

Because you knew from the beginning that it would not succeed?

Nanase Dongxia silently recalled her condition in the past few days. She was very worried every day, and she was getting more and more worried. Watching Miyamoto Nana's performance in the TV series, even though she knew it was fake, she was still worried and couldn't sleep.

When I look at the other person's name on the phone, my heart starts beating wildly involuntarily, and I'm afraid of something.

It is the fear of losing what you have now, the desire to go one step further, the desire to fully confirm the relationship, rather than standing still.

But I'm also afraid that once everything is made clear, we may never be together again, so I'm too scared to move forward.

This feeling of fear of loss has been oppressing her nerves, making her completely tense.

And now, with these things made clear, she felt that the taut string in her heart was gone. Whether it was loosened or broken, it was gone.

Nanase Dongxia suddenly laughed, and her laughter was very low, very low.

She exhaled, then patted her face, wiped the water off her face, and then put on her clothes.

She has already taken that step bravely, and now the result has come out, so she should accept it and move on!

"I'm Nanase Touka, a solo idol who can fill a venue with more than a thousand people!" she whispered to herself.

……

In the living room, when Nanase Dongxia came out, she found that Miyamoto had already moved all the dishes to the table, and he was sitting there upright, looking as if he had done something wrong.

Seeing this, Nanase Dongxia asked in confusion: "Senior Nana, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I was just waiting for you." Miyamoto shook his head and looked at the girl carefully again. He found that her eyes were not red. After confirming that she was not crying, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay, let's get ready for dinner. I'm really looking forward to Dongxia's cooking skills!"

The meals made by Nanase Touka are all very common home cooking, but they taste really good and you can tell that she has worked hard to learn.

After the two of them finished their meal, Miyamoto Se took the initiative to take on the task of washing the dishes, after all, it was Nanase Touka who cooked.

Miyamoto Seo was washing dishes over there, and Nanase Dongxia was sitting on the sofa. She didn't turn on the TV to watch, but knelt on the sofa with her knees, supporting her body with her hands on the backrest, just looking at Miyamoto Seo.

"Senior Nana." Nanase Dongxia suddenly shouted.

"What's wrong?" Miyamoto Se put the rinsed dishes aside and asked with some confusion.

"I have some questions for you, Senior." Nanase Dongxia smiled, as if nothing had happened just now: "How long will you stay in SKR, Senior?"

This question made Miyamoto Se slightly stunned. He thought about it for a moment, but found that he didn't have a definite answer to this question.