Are you happy?
Of course she is not happy. It would be more accurate to say that she is more miserable than anyone else present.
Nagasaki Motoyo originally thought that leaving behind memories would satisfy herself, but she didn't expect that feelings would grow deeper with time.
In the days after Lu Yu left, those memories might have been able to comfort her a little, but now...
The memories of that day were like strong winds in a cold winter, imprinted on Nagasaki Suyo's heart.
She was going crazy, really.
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Sorry, I watched MSI late.
Volume 4: Chapter : Soyo's defense is broken (K)
Nagasaki Suyo remembered a sentence that Sagiba always liked to say.
Life is a constant process of gaining and losing. Everything you gain in life will eventually be lost.
Nagasaki Suyo used to disagree with this statement, because in Nagasaki Suyo's heart, she believed that everything she had would only be in her hands and would never be lost, and she would choose not to touch those things that could not be controlled by her and were easy to lose.
As long as you don't touch it, you won't have any thoughts. As long as you don't have any thoughts, you won't feel pain from loss.
And now, at this moment, when being questioned by Chihaya Aine, Nagasaki Motoyo finally understood that there were some things that she could not choose just because she wanted to.
Time is like a sharp blade that can penetrate everything, breaking through Nagasaki Suyo's defenses layer by layer.
Are you happy?
Happiness comes from having a goal, someone you want to rely on and someone you want to get.
Are you happy?
Unhappy, because after that moment of satisfaction, all that was left was emptiness. She wanted Lu Yu to come back more than anyone else. The relationship between the two was like poppy flowers. The more you tasted it, the harder it was to let go.
White moonlight, cinnabar mole.
The white moonlight refers to the person you have hope for but cannot possess, while the cinnabar mole refers to the person you have possessed but can no longer embrace. In Nagasaki Suyo's eyes, Lu Yu is both her white moonlight and her cinnabar mole.
He was the person she wanted to have but couldn't have now, and he was also the person she once hugged but couldn't hug again now.
"sorry Sorry......"
"sorry......"
Countless emotions intertwined together, Nagasaki Motoyo collapsed on the ground, letting her tears flow. She said sorry helplessly, not knowing whether she was saying it to Chihaya Aine or to herself.
"Anon!!!"
Seeing that Nagasaki Motoyo's defense was completely broken, Shiina Riki couldn't help it. Everyone was indeed angry because Nagasaki Motoyo knew about it but didn't report it, but no matter what, she didn't want to see Nagasaki Motoyo become like this.
"Soyo..."
Seeing Nagasaki Motoyo suddenly break down her defense, Chihaya Aine also panicked. She just wanted to say a few words to Nagasaki Motoyo, but she didn't expect that Nagasaki Motoyo, who had been tough last time, would suddenly break down her defense this time.
"Anyway, Anon, there's no need to go to this extent!"
While frantically cooperating with Takamatsu Deng to help Nagasaki Motoyo up from the ground, Shiina Tachibana scolded Chihaya Aine.
"I, I didn't know Soyo would suddenly be like this!"
"sorry Sorry......"
Nagasaki Suyo was helped to sit up with her eyes dazed. She was crying like a person abandoned by the world.
"I, I get it. It's my fault. I shouldn't have continued talking!"
Seeing Soyo crying harder and harder, Chihaya Aine, who had originally had an arrogant attitude, softened. She was not a girl with a bad temper. She said that to Soyo just now because she was a little bit dissatisfied with Soyo in her heart, but she never expected that just one sentence would make Soyo break down.
"Soyo, I won't say anything more. Stop crying."
Taking out the tissue she carried with her from her pocket, Chihaya Aine hurriedly tried to wipe away Nagasaki Soyo's tears, but no matter how she wiped, Soyo still cried loudly.
Kaname Rakuna next to her also said, "Anon-chan, I made a mistake."
"I know I said that harshly, Rana, please stop talking beside me and come and help!"
All the criticisms were directed at Chihaya Aine in an instant. Chihaya Aine became anxious. She really didn't want to make Soyo cry. In the band, apart from the producer Sagiba, Soyo was Chihaya Aine's favorite person. How could she really want to target Soyo?
"Soyo-san, Guomei, I didn't mean to say that about you, Guomei!"
"Guome, I know you're sad that Producer-san is gone, Soyo-san, I shouldn't have said such harsh words, I'm really sorry!"
Mistaking the fact that she had broken down Nagasaki Motoyo's defenses, Chihaya Aine began to apologize, but she didn't expect that upon hearing the word "producer", Nagasaki Motoyo would cry even more uncontrollably. Producer, Sagiba, at this point, no matter which title it was, it would be enough to drive Nagasaki Motoyo completely crazy.
Seeing Nagasaki Motoyo crying louder and louder, Chihaya Aine also broke down.
"Ahhhh!"
"What should I do?"
......
"Ruomai, I'm back."
In a small house in Hokkaido, Yutenji Wakamugi, who was fiddling with his computer in the room, heard a sound coming from outside.
"!!!"
"Luyu, welcome home!"
Standing up from the chair, Yutenji Wakamushi excitedly pushed open the half-open door and rushed to the entrance in slippers.
"How's it going today?"
Seeing Yutenji Wakamai rushing out, Lu Yu, who was carrying a large pile of food, smiled and looked at his roommate.
"Great! The revenue from the new song playback in the past few days alone is over 300,000 yen! And the song "I am Tokyo Re, Tokyo Luoyang Re" that was uploaded earlier also made a lot of money!"
When Yutenji Wakamu heard Ruyu ask this, she became excited. The profits brought to her by the two songs far exceeded her imagination, which made her very happy.
"Then it seems that the path I chose for you was the right one. Has your beauty channel benefited from this?"
"Yes! There are so many more fans!"
"Ah."
Hearing what Yutenji Wakumai said, Sagi nodded: "It seems that everything is going in the right direction."
"Yeah, yeah, Lu Yu, you're really amazing. If you keep going like this, I might be able to pay off my debt soon! But, Lu Yu, you came back a little late today. Are you busy?"
Yutenji Wakamai glanced at the time. It was already around seven or eight o'clock in the evening. This was the first time that Luyu came back so late since he moved in.
"I'm a bit busy. There are a lot of messy things. Let's not talk about this anymore. Are you hungry? I'll go make dinner."
"Well, thank you for your hard work!"
Carrying the purchased vegetables, Lu Yu walked straight into the kitchen. After taking out his mobile phone and sending a message to Kitagawa Kuo that he would arrive early the next morning, Lu Yu began to prepare dinner for tonight.
Living with Yutenji Wakumai, except for lunch when he was too busy working to come back, all the breakfast and dinner were prepared by Ruyu. Since they were in Hokkaido and it was winter, most of the dishes prepared by Ruyu were seafood-related. Normally, one would get tired of eating seafood all the time, but fortunately, Yakuo was strong enough and Yutenji Wakumai had no objection no matter how he cooked the food.
"Salt......"
"Huh? We've run out of salt?"
When Lu Yu was about to take the salt, he looked up and found that the small plastic box containing the salt was empty. He bought the salt when he cooked on the first morning after moving in almost a month ago, and he didn't expect that it was used up now.
“Time flies by so fast…”
Looking at the empty salt box, Lu Yu smiled. Before he knew it, he had been living with Teacher Damiao for nearly a month.
A month is not a long time, but it is not short either. During this month, with his help, Teacher Da Miao's condition has improved a lot, and Teacher Da Miao has also become much more familiar with him.
"Ruomai, we're running out of some things in the kitchen. I'll go to the supermarket to buy some. Do you have any snacks you want?"
Just like when he lived with Chihaya Aine before, Sagiha would ask Aine if there was anything she wanted every time he went out.
"Want some cookies or something."
"Okay, what else?"
"Nothing."
"Well. Then I'll go..."
"Wait, Lu Yu, why don't we go together!"
Yutenji Wakamugi jumped out of the room wearing slippers.
"Are you going too?"
"There's nothing else to do anyway, so I'll help you carry your things."
Unlike Sagiba who has to work, Yutenji Wakamu actually stays at home all day long. It's a rare opportunity for her to go out, so she takes it as a chance to relax.
Just like that, the two of them walked out of the house side by side.
"It's so cold..."
Just a few steps out of the door, Yutenji Wakamu, who was wearing home clothes, felt a little cold.
"It's winter now, of course it's cold."
Ruyu smiled and took off his coat and gave it to Yutenji Wakumai. Unlike Yutenji Wakumai who seldom went out, he followed Kitagawa Kuro every day and was very familiar with the weather changes, so Ruyu knew that he had to change clothes before going out.
"Thank you~"
Putting on a warm coat, Yutenji Wakumai smiled sweetly at Lu Yu. The two of them have been living together for almost a month. Now that their relationship has improved, this kind of thing has become commonplace for Yutenji Wakumai.
"It's winter already... It feels like time is passing so quickly."
Taking out his cell phone and looking at the calendar, Yutenji Wakamu sighed. It was October 10th, and the Chinese New Year was just over a month away.
"It was pretty fast, but wouldn't it be nice if time went by faster? Look, in the blink of an eye, your situation is much better now."
Lu Yu glanced at Yutianji Wakamai. In a month, Yutianji Wakamai's condition had improved a lot because of his arrival. Both physically and mentally, Yutianji Wakamai was now more in line with the charming female blogger in Lu Yu's memory.
From being an alcoholic and sad at the beginning to now cheering up and working hard to run his own account and gradually regaining his cheerfulness, Yutenji Wakamu has really improved a lot.
"It's not much better. I still owe a lot of money. I can only say that there is hope..."
Not knowing that Lu Yu had already paved the way for her future and was just waiting for her to receive it, Yutenji Wakamai was still calculating when she could pay off her debt.
"It's good to have hope. It's better than nothing, right? By the way, while I was working, Ruomai, you should have practiced singing at home as I asked, right?"
When hearing Sagiba talking about singing, Yutenji Wakamushi immediately replied, "Of course I have! How dare I not practice! The song you sang is totally different from the one I sang myself. If the fans find out, I'll be mad at you!"
"Don't worry, they won't be able to tell, because that was definitely you singing, I just processed it a little bit, you don't hold a concert, even if you just hum a few lines during a live broadcast, as long as you're not out of tune, the fans won't be able to tell."
"I know, but it feels very dangerous... And it's all your credit. I can't do it alone..."
"Do you feel sorry for the fans?" Lu Yu asked.
"No, I just feel sorry for you..."
There is no such thing as an apology to the fans. After all, that was indeed the song she sang without lip-syncing, and the song was also Lu Yu's original song. Although there was a little bit of processing on the lead vocal, there is no fraud. At most, it is just a discrepancy between the real thing and the real thing. If there is anyone who must say sorry, it must be Lu Yu.
"There's nothing to be sorry about. If you really feel sorry, then why don't we just not do this?" Lu Yu teased deliberately.
"That won't work!"
Yutenji Wakamugi immediately retorted that how could she not continue? She couldn't bear to give up the income of hundreds of thousands or even millions of yen for a song.
"That's it. So you should continue. If you really feel sorry for me, you can practice your singing skills more."
【Yutenji Wakamugi lead singer normal 89%↑】
After taking a look at the lead vocal level of Yutenji Wakomai's ordinary 89%, Lu Yu was a little confused. As expected, Teacher Da Miao had no talent at all in this aspect. He had asked this person to practice for almost a month, but this ordinary 89% was really only a little better than a layman. With this level, you can say that if you go to KTV, you can find a lot of people who can sing better than Yutenji Wakomai.
The song can generate revenue only thanks to his million-dollar tuning and his two perfect-level skills. However, this is also a true portrayal of most ordinary people. Without talent, ordinary people are indeed at this level.
"I'm practicing seriously, but you don't know because you're working... Come to think of it, Lu Yu, what exactly do you do for a living? You leave every morning before I wake up, and come back after dark at night. And you look tired every day. It's so mysterious..."
Yutenji Wakamai started to care about Luyu's work. She was really curious. She was still asleep when Luyu left every day. When she woke up, she would 100% only see the breakfast left by Luyu but not Luyu. And at night, Luyu would not come back until it was dark. Yutenji Wakamai was really curious about what Luyu did for a living.
"secret."
"Does work have to be kept secret too?!"
"Of course it has to be kept secret."
In order to earn some shares for your retirement, I went to work like a slave for Kitagawa Kuro. Lu Yu definitely couldn't say such a thing.
Yutenji Wakamugi pouted: "You're so stingy. You clearly said you liked me, but you're being secretive to the person you like. You won't get me like this!"
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