He didn't want Index to bear the pain of her own choice.
More importantly, now that I have lost all my confidence, am I really qualified to make such a decision for the girl?
Struggle, hesitate.
In the narrow gap between light and darkness, the pain as if from the cauldron of purgatory made the scene in Touma's eyes seem to turn gray;
At this moment, the picture pauses.
The story narration also replaces the voice in the plot at the same time.
It tells the consequences of Touma taking this wrong step.
"At the crossroads of choice, the boy fell into a quagmire of self-loathing and confusion"
"He hesitated over the magician's words as to whether he should save the kind nun."
"That's right. No matter what choice you make, it is the cause and effect created by the young man himself."
[Should Index once again become a machine that resets her memory every year, or should she continue to fight against fate...]
The audience took notice.
In the video, the markings show particularly eye-catching numbers.
15 minutes, or a quarter of an hour countdown.
When this time comes, it will be the final deadline for Index to have her memories stripped away.
Considering the desperation of being at the end of one's rope.
It seems that there is really no way out.
Index wakes up in the fever room.
Touma looked at this girl who had burst into his life at some point, disrupted his daily routine, and also entered his heart to become an indispensable part of his life, and his heart ached as if blood was being cut.
He wanted to apologize, but found the absurd wording too hypocritical.
I wanted to cry, but I realized that such despicable behavior was just an attempt to eliminate my guilt.
He could only tell Index.
Wait for him..
Wait until he is strong enough.
He will do this when he can handle Index's memory loop.
I see..
The life of Kamijou Touma.
This effort to maintain good or a position has been on the opposite side of "correctness" from the very beginning.
This kind of determination of mine is a stubborn desire for others to act in accordance with my own way.
It is a kind of hypocritical self-indulgence.
Therefore, there is no need for any tears.
".....Just wait, I will definitely rescue you perfectly next time!" His tone sounded numb and empty, but he still insisted on implementing his principles and speaking with confidence.
His eyes were fixed on the girl.
He waited in a complicated manner, wanting to hear how Index, who was already on her last breath, would interpret these words.
Is it perfunctory? Is it a lie? Or will it be considered as playing dumb?
The answer...neither.
"Well, I'll wait for you."
If you don't know the context, these words just sound like Kamijou, who lost to his enemy, betrayed Index in order to save his life.
But...she wouldn't think so until the facts prove it.
She smiled.
A smile that is extremely difficult, a perfect smile, a smile that may collapse at any time.
But she still smiled.
He couldn't understand it at all.
Why can she trust others so much? I really don't understand it.
However, Touma has already realized something.
Touma told her, when your headache is cured, I will definitely defeat those bad guys and set you free.
Touma told her that they should go to the beach together after the summer tutoring was over.
Touma asked her, when the summer vacation is over, do you want to transfer to our school?
Index said, I want to create many memories between us.
Touma assured her that they would, and we would make a lot of memories.
The question and answer, tearful conversation continued until late at night.
When Index falls into a deep sleep, the final deadline will come.
But at this time, the audience was also scrambling to discuss.
As time goes by, the final limit is approaching.
The audience also became more anxious.
Damn the editing spoilers, it only said that Touma successfully dealt with the matter.
But it didn't mention the key point..
"Could it be that Touma's settlement of this matter means that the magicians have decided to return Index, whose memory has been deleted, to Touma? This level of topic is too unfunny... Besides, Touma, you don't have a chance to start over, is this really okay!?" In the JOJO world, Polnareff pounded on the table, his emotions were mixed...
Touma's helplessness.
It reminded him of the wheat field.
I recalled the scene of witnessing my sister's sudden death and being powerless to save her.
"Damn it...is there no way to resolve this situation?"
Romani Agyeman was also typing out his opinions on the keyboard. From a professional doctor's perspective, he had no way of understanding this matter at all. He could not understand this strange thing that went beyond medical common sense.
It is a reality that people die when they are killed, but... being overwhelmed by memories is too ridiculous.
After muttering to himself for a few words, the doctor leaned on the table and frowned, "By the way, if it is impossible for a brain with 15% capacity to store only one year's worth of memory, then why is Index's physiological reaction like this now..."
"This situation..."
After thinking about it, there are only two possibilities, right?
One of them is that the physiques of the people in the world of a Certain Magical Index are indeed completely different from those of the audiences in the ordinary world... But this also doesn't make sense. If ordinary people can only store seven years of memory, then how did such great achievements and super-technical modern technology like Academy City come about?
Furthermore, if this were the case, how could the residents of Academy City not have relevant records?
After thinking about it, the possibility of [this is a lie] is relatively high, with a 90% probability that it is false.
If you think like this.
The spearhead points directly to another possibility.
In other words...
"It's the Magic Church that's lying."
When Touma in front of the screen saw this, he suddenly woke up.
But after saying this, he found that his clenched fists had turned red and numb from using too much force.
However, such a small matter could not affect Mr. Kamijou's reasoning.
"Think about it carefully, how is it possible? The average person's life span is 15 years. If we calculate based on 100% of the brain capacity each year, even if the average person doesn't have such a thing as perfect memory, then it's impossible that the total memory is less than % of the perfect memory capacity, right?"
As he said this, the boy who was about to transform into the famous detective Kamijou Kotouma suddenly looked even uglier. "If I say this, although I am looking at the past story as a bystander, now that I think about it myself... I always feel that the problem is actually very obvious. The common sense of the magicians is surprisingly poor. They don't even know that water can dissolve ink, and they even believe that memory can occupy a certain proportion of brain capacity."
But, that's not a problem..
"It must be the organization behind this that wants to keep using you, so they created this illusion, Index!"
"It's like you can use magic to heal yourself when you're seriously injured... In other words, you should have a way to activate magic, but maybe the so-called sect secretly took it away from you!"
He looked at the silver-haired nun who had been steadily occupying the seat for eating melons. The latter had already been silent and lowered her head, and her expression did not look particularly good.
The reason is simple: Touma's analysis and observation are too realistic.
It’s real enough to be called explicit.
After thinking about it, this is indeed the case.
"I'm afraid what Touma said is not wrong at all..."
Index nodded softly.
Considering that the matter was serious and needed serious consideration, the great Miss Index chose to temporarily pretend to have forgotten Touma's harsh words just now: "Magicians are all common sense idiots."
If you analyze it carefully, there are indeed many mysteries about myself, so many that I have no way of understanding them at all.
The church might want to occupy it forever and eliminate those who might rebel against the Index.
But...because of this incident, Index completely lost all her previous memories.
"If Touma's incident hadn't been exposed... I probably wouldn't have known that the so-called awakening moment would actually be like this. It's really like a complete machine. It's much more serious than I thought before."
Speaking of this, the girl felt a little cold.
It's not just about worrying about my previous condition.
What's worse, after this incident, she developed some concerns.
"Nei..Touma."
The petite silver-haired nun curled up on the sofa.
After this call, the rest of the voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.
But Mr. Kamijou Touma still had a stable income.
"Touma's previous hospitalization... could it be that it was caused by the trauma of the Great Forbidden Spell in the defense system that I used without authorization?"
She said this.
As for the reason, it was actually that I had a premonition of this.
After seeing the part of the story so far.
The disgust and rejection towards magicians that was established due to Touma's injury has disappeared a lot.
Especially after hearing that they were actually my former partners and friends, my mood became extremely complicated.
Index felt depressed when she thought that the culprit of all this might be the church.
But then, here comes the problem.
“Since the magicians didn’t hurt you even when Touma was being so stubborn just now… then who hurt Touma?”
Index kept silent while whispering like a warning.
Similarly, he looked at Touma with a conflicted gaze.
The latter remained silent for a long time.
At the end, the conversation ended with an ambiguous word.
"Who knows..."
Perhaps Touma had guessed it, but he hadn't seen the incident, so he needed to let Index witness it herself;
However, even if it was really caused by Index, so what... Even if we only rely on the story that is replayed on the screen, if the current Kamijou Touma were to go back to that point in time, what would he choose to do?
he thinks...
"I will still choose to save the troublemaker who was willing to sacrifice himself and give up everything to save the stupid guy named Kamijou Touma!"
End of words.
This is also the last conversation before the real answer is revealed.
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