Clip exposure, the savior Kamijou Touma

The cool touch woke Natsuki Subaru from the idea of ​​changing himself.

Looked up.

Look over.

"Don't deny yourself so easily. The Subaru I know is full of confidence..."

Emilia, the usually gentle girl said in a clear voice, puffing her lips in anger.

She raised her hand and expressed her thoughts without hesitation.

Not only does it enlighten Natsuki Subaru, but it also interprets Natsuki Subaru's behavior in the plot from her perspective.

"Like I just said, we can just treat all of this as a story, right? Sacrificing for others doesn't explain your own difficulties. Isn't Subaru in the story worried about this kind of thing?"

"And...it is precisely because you cannot explain your own difficulties that Subaru-kun has endured countless pains in the reincarnation that I am not aware of. This is why he wants to prove his own value even more, right?"

"Don't deny yourself, don't give up easily! This is the Subaru I know, the always sunny and kind-hearted one!"

With a clear and loud voice, Emilia expressed how she saw Natsuki Subaru.

This is not just her.

Including Puck, Remram, and even Roswaal who was using Natsuki Subaru was quite supportive.

However, one thing is one thing.

There is also a difference between the development of the plot in reality and that in the plot that has not been edited.

...

within the video.

Natsuki Subaru finished speaking.

He attributed all the actions to one place.

Emilia remained silent.

This kind of behavior... blame it all on yourself?

"It's for your own sake."

"Don't lie and say it's all about me!"

Yes!

Regardless of running into the royal castle, fighting with Julius, or forcing himself to use magic again,

Blame her for anything?

"I've never asked you to do these things before!"

What she asked Natsuki Subaru to do was not to do such outrageous things.

It's to let Natsuki Subaru accompany Rem in the hotel and wait for her and Roswaal to return!

Promises have special meaning to Emilia.

But Natsuki Subaru broke his promise again and again.

Helpless, tired, broken trust is difficult to repair on the spot.

That’s all I can say for now.

The embarrassed Natsuki Subaru wanted to tell the truth but it was stuck in his throat. Every time he wanted to speak, the witch grabbed his heart.

Even in the face of Emilia's puzzled questioning.

He could only beat his chest and endure the pain.

and so--

That's right...

You have to bear everything yourself.

For Emilia, her experiences were all smooth sailing.

It was as if she could overcome all the difficulties without doing this herself.

All the troubles are what I, Natsuki Subaru, should bear... Why?

In an instant.

The screen was covered with three large characters in flashing impurity colors.

【Why!? 】

Emotions exploded.

Anger is like a flood that has broken through a dam and needs an outlet to be released.

He was no longer calm.

About to collapse..

If I don't vent, I'm going to collapse...

You obviously don't understand anything... What on earth do you know...

Just when Natsuki Subaru was thinking about this...

Synchronously, in this monologue in the twilight, the interlude music sounded.

The lyrics, coupled with Natsuki Subaru's crazy facial expressions and words, are so out of place.

The lyrics run through Natsuki Subaru's life so far.

[Unfinished puzzle] corresponds to [information that has not been collected in each dangerous cycle]

[Why is this happening? What is missing?] corresponds to [Why does he always continue to do these thankless tasks?]

[The fate of passing by] represents [Emilia]

[Even though I know you will leave eventually, I will still keep going] corresponds to [On this bumpy road, every time Emilia is in danger, no matter what... the boy named Natsuki Subaru will go back to the past and save her again without hesitation]

then..

When the lyrics of the song reach [I can still hold on]——

Natsuki Subaru's emotions on the screen were extremely out of control, as if foreshadowing that even if he did something foolish this time, it would not affect his original intention.

With lyrical rhythm,

Countless hurtful words were hurled out without restraint.

"Everything that has happened so far has been resolved safely because of me!"

"Your badge was stolen and I was the one who saved you from the dangerous murderer when I found the stolen goods!!"

"I risked my life!!! All because I value you!!!"

"That incident at the mansion was the same!! Because I was there, the matter was resolved perfectly!!!!"

“If I wasn’t here, things would be worse!!”

"All of this was only possible because of me! It was all because of me that it was possible to resolve this!!!"

"You owe me so much that you can never repay me!!!"

I have said all I can.

All the resentment and troubles were told to Emilia in a way that the witch did not warn her.

However, the most crucial factor...he was still suppressed by the witch and unable to confide.

From Emilia's perspective, one could only feel Natsuki Subaru's boundless anger.

Listen to him put it down, listen to him sing about his own importance.

Looking at Natsuki Subaru, he seems familiar, yet he seems like he has never been familiar with him.

Emilia lowered her eyes silently.

Her eyes were full of sadness, and she spoke softly in the afterglow of the sunset.

"Let's just end it like this..."

Immediately, he turned around..

The beautiful figure leaving became the last scene in Natsuki Subaru's eyes before the screen turned black.

Eventually, the writing faded.

A new title appears.

[The Monster Called White Whale]

"Finally... the most embarrassing part is over."

Natsuki Subaru wiped the sweat off his face and looked a little better.

His performance was so embarrassing!

This is such a shameful chapter watched by all the heavens and the worlds..

I guess everyone in the comments is scolding me?

Especially the final venting scene...

Shameful..

I don't even dare to look at the comments in the editing room..

I want to die...

Natsuki Subaru crouched in the corner of the room with his head in his hands, feeling that his future in life was bleak.

“No way, Subaru!”

The gentle voice in his ear interrupted his mumbling.

It's Rem.

She pointed at the screen and said, "Subaru, look at the screen. There are many people like you who have traveled through time and space before, encouraging you!"

Natsuki Subaru's efforts were not despised by people because of these childish behaviors of venting.

Although some people who are very picky about this find it hard to tolerate that Natsuki Subaru, who is known as the 'sixth protagonist', would suddenly become so immature.

But more people know it.

This immaturity is even more valuable.

The so-called 'human'.

It is not a machine that can ascend to heaven, nor is it a god without blood or tears.

It's true.

I will vent when I feel sad, feel joy when I am happy, help my friends when they are in trouble, and feel fear when it is my turn to suffer.

Life is full of ups and downs, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty.

This is life.

As the protagonist, as a person with the trait of 'having infinite love'.

Natsuki Subaru's performance so far is still remarkable.

"It is because of joy, anger, sorrow and happiness that we are human. Remember this original intention and continue to hone it..." Bone King, who gradually regained his sense of belonging as a human being while watching the clips, said with emotion: "Even though I am also a person who traveled to another world, it is hard for me to imagine whether I can maintain my original intention if I encounter a start like yours. I learn from it!"

"Well... although it took a lot of hardships, at least it was edited and exposed before these tragedies happened. We should cherish the information obtained in advance. Death is really not a pleasant thing..." The cute king Rimuru still feels a little uncomfortable when he thinks of the death situation during his corporate life.

"Okay, I, Rudeus, admit that you are stronger now!" Rudeus, who has the face of a child and the soul of a fat otaku who looks at photos of his little girl and nephew, thought about his own gifted start. His initial complacency slowly faded away as he saw Natsuki Subaru grow up. He realized that this start was not easy to come by.

"Well... I feel like I've had a pretty good start. Seeing how hard Natsuki Subaru has worked... even though I've become a useless spider..." Shirahiro typed on the spider web bed, expressing her admiration for Natsuki Subaru: "Keep going, young man. I'm rooting for you!"

One...two.

Countless colleagues who traveled to another world expressed their support and encouragement.