We should also learn from Chuunibyou

Hayakawa doesn't want friends, but in order to win, he is willing to sacrifice some principles and even use any means necessary.

Hayakawa recalled that when he was in elementary school, he was isolated by his classmates. There was a little girl who always liked to follow him and chat with him. However, the girl’s grades were so bad that Hayakawa didn’t want to pay attention to her. But after a long time, Hayakawa was willing to be with her.

The two began to chat, eat lunch together, and occasionally even go home together after school. Because of Hayakawa, the girl was once isolated and ridiculed by her classmates, but she never cared about anything and followed Hayakawa as she pleased.

That time is worth remembering. Looking back now, Hayakawa once felt that perhaps he might have had his first friend at that time.

However, not long after, Hayakawa transferred to another school due to family reasons. Hayakawa only remembered that the girl cried very sadly that day, and he was also... a little sad.

But the strange thing is that even though he had transferred to another school, Hayakawa felt like he was betrayed emotionally. It was not because of any malice towards the girl, but because he was confused about the word friendship. The two of them had friendship and feelings for each other, but they still separated for some reason and disappeared from then on.

He said goodbye to the girl and to the opponent whom he had defeated "fairly" in the arcade game, but he did not leave any contact information because he knew that they would never meet again.

From that time on, Hayakawa understood that feelings are time-limited and have a limit. To deepen feelings, one must continue to expose one's depth and breadth, and even let the other person know one's weaknesses, which will give others the opportunity and possibility to defeat him.

He began to hate such a dangerous relationship, and started to deliberately conceal himself and distance himself from others emotionally, not allowing people to access his inner self. After all, he was a bad person inside who could not get along with normal people.

Loneliness is powerful, loneliness is invulnerable. Hayakawa hates being defeated by others, so he chooses to be alone forever.

Time slowly came to eight o'clock, and it was almost time for the first class. Seeing that Natsukawa Masuzu was silent, Hayakawa simply stopped talking himself. He supported his chin with one hand and read a book, waiting for the bell to ring.

The sunlight coming in from the window lengthened Hayakawa's back, casting a lonely shadow on the smooth tiles of the classroom.

A second before the class bell rang, a faint smile appeared on Natsukawa Masuyoshi's dangerous face.

"I…"

"Dingling bell~"

The ringing of the bell drowned out her voice.

Chapter 88 Youth is about learning

In the popular youth TV dramas recently, there is basically an element of love, and the most classic, clichéd and popular one is naturally the type in which a realistic, ethereal and imaginary beautiful school girl falls in love with a mediocre male protagonist. This type of theme is always popular no matter how long it has been, and people can't help but immerse themselves in beautiful fantasies, imagining that their youth is also made up of such beautiful girls.

But the great Emperor Hayakawa has his own unique insights on youth, which can be summed up in two words - learning.

As a student, you should put yourself in the right position. When you are in school, you have no wealth, no experience, no knowledge, and nothing except plenty of time. However, these few resources are always used to get entangled in emotional entanglements, most of which are meaningless.

The person you are in love with will betray you, and the friends you have been friends with for many years will also betray you. The only thing left is the knowledge you have gained in your mind and the will to work hard.

You squander your youth recklessly, using it to accompany girls shopping, or even using several months of study time to work and buy gifts for your goddess. This is what is called a waste, and wasted youth is destined to lead to a barren life.

So for Hayakawa, the most time-wasting and meaningless thing is love.

Love is forbidden. There is no love in Hayakawa's youth dictionary.

But well...

Hayakawa accidentally caught a glimpse of the smile on Natsukawa Masuzu's face. Her eyes were like stars, her face was like a cold moon, her silver hair draped over her shoulders like a flowing waterfall, her pink lips as delicate as cherry blossom petals were slightly raised, the stars and the cold moon complemented each other, adding an indescribable charm to Natsukawa, who originally had a cold and distant temperament. The original girl gave people a sense of distance, even a little out of touch with the world, but at this moment, because of this unintentional smile, she became lively and shining, forming a portrait that made people unable to take their eyes off, so beautiful that it even made people feel dangerous.

Hayakawa couldn't help but look at her again, his eyes falling on her slender white neck, which revealed her swan-like graceful posture. That delicate and attractive whiteness made any normal man want to turn into a vampire, lean over and hug her tightly, leaving an eternal and exclusive mark.

For the first time, Hayakawa realized that he had a female classmate, and a beautiful girl like a lotus. This was something he had never noticed in the past 16 years. He didn't even care whether his deskmate was a boy or a girl.

In an instant, the sunlight coming in through the window behind her, the classmates in the class and the ringing school bell all seemed to become the backdrop to highlight the existence of Natsukawa Masuzu. There was no doubt that her beauty would not be limited by her age.

Hayakawa suddenly felt that youth seemed to be more than just studying...

"I suddenly want to protect..."

You don't think about anything.

Hayakawa punched himself hard in his heart, turned around silently and lowered his head to read.

In just a few days, I have already wanted to protect three people in a row. There must be a limit to how many wings I have...

"..."

Hayakawa lowered his head to read a book, but he couldn't calm down. He felt that his rock-hard faith in Taoism seemed to have been shaken several times during this period, and he even felt like a demon in his heart was about to enter his body.

There's no way. Ogata Rizu's breasts are too big. One look at them makes my heart flutter and I can't resist it.

Hayakawa was deeply distressed. How could a person like himself achieve the ultimate goal and immortality?

It seems that I have to find a temple to practice during the holidays. I will use the "Shui Gu Li" method, the one where I meditate under the waterfall. Although it is a bit dangerous, the situation is too extreme now. I have to use this extreme method to purify my polluted Taoist heart.

"Let's find a temple."

Seeing that the teacher had not arrived yet, Hayakawa took the opportunity to use his mobile phone to check the nearby temples, planning to visit them during the holidays.

As for the trip that I mentioned to Ogata Rizu before, it was just something I was considering. Hayakawa never said that he would go.

……

Hayakawa didn't talk to Natsukawa Masuzu for the whole morning. He was in an unstable period of his mind and had to prevent himself from coming into contact with dangerous women.

However, although he was in crisis, Hayakawa was not very worried. Instead, he thought that this was only a short period of confusion and he would be able to break through it and stand up again soon. Then, his faith would become stronger and he would make rapid progress all the way and finally beat up the two enemies with punches and kicks.

All in all, the future is promising.

"Ugh…"

Hayakawa couldn't help but feel deeply moved. Why was he always so full of hope and making progress every day? It was because of talented and knowledgeable people like him that this world could continue to progress.

It’s so great. The image of myself who faces countless failures but becomes more and more courageous is so great that it even moves me.

I work so hard but get no response. Isn't this unfair from God?

"Ugh…"

Hayakawa put his hands in his pockets, raised his head and left the classroom with a sigh.

He planned to go to the cafeteria to buy some food to satisfy his stomach and then return to the classroom to study as fast as possible. He could not afford to waste any time.

However, as soon as he walked out of the classroom, someone in the class followed him out and called him.

"Hayakawa-san."

A voice came from behind, which made Hayakawa slightly stunned. He turned around and took a look. It was the face of the five Nakano sisters.

Hayakawa couldn't tell who it was at first glance, but after checking the hairstyle and headdress, and seeing the tasteless star-shaped hairpin, he realized that the person was May.

"May,"

Hayakawa asked in confusion: "What's wrong?"

"Are you going to the cafeteria to eat? I want to go to the cafeteria too,"

Nakano Mayu's pretty face turned slightly red, and she showed an unnatural smile: "If you don't mind, let's go together."

Hayakawa said nonchalantly, "Okay, let's go."

"Okay...ok."

Nakano Satsuki breathed a sigh of relief instantly. If she was rejected, she would not have the courage to live in this world.

It's all Nino's fault. She heard about the affair between Hayakawa and Natsukawa, a classmate in our class. When she heard that Hayakawa and I were in the same class, she insisted on having me come over to find out more. I didn't want to, but she even threatened me by saying that I had abandoned her during the forest training camp.

There was no choice but to agree.

Nakano Satsuki felt like crying but had no tears. She followed Hayakawa and thought about how to turn the topic to Natsukawa Masuzu.

But I didn't expect that Nino would actually do this to Hayakawa...

Nakano Satsuki glanced at Hayakawa secretly and her face blushed slightly.

There seems to be no problem.

She is good at studying, serious, studious, and has a good appearance and figure. It seems normal for Nino to like her...

As Nakano Satsuki thought about it, her face became hotter and hotter, so she quickly said, "Hayakawa-san, how was your vacation? I went with my sister to buy warm winter clothes. After all, I heard that the temperature has dropped in places further north. Although it is still warm here, I still bought clothes in advance. However, the climate this year is really abnormal."

See, my super natural way of talking to people is not awkward at all.

Nakano Satsuki looked at Hayakawa confidently, her eyes expectantly waiting for a response.

"..."

Hayakawa was silent for a moment, then said, "During my vacation..."

He briefly recalled his life over the past two days, and his face suddenly looked a little grim, but he still said vaguely: "I'm doing fine, just like before."

In fact, it is completely different from before. In the past two days of vacation, Hayakawa could study for at least 48 hours out of 24 hours. That was such a happy time. But in these two days, Hayakawa felt that the total time he spent reading was probably less than ten hours.

Ten hours... When did I become so depraved?

No matter how I think about it, it's all the fault of Furuhashi Fumino and Ogata Rizu that I've found myself in this situation. You've made me suffer!

Nakano Satsuki looked at Hayakawa's changing expression with a strange look on his face. He thought that Hayakawa's words were a bit insincere, so he thought for a moment and said, "Really? I thought Hayakawa-san would definitely have a good time during this holiday."

"Uh?"

Hayakawa was puzzled: "Why do you think so?"

"because…"

Nakano Satsuki's true intentions were exposed: "Hayakawa, wasn't that Natsukawa Shinryo confessed to you? She is the most famous transfer student in our school. Several nearby schools know that she has been confessed to more than 50 times in a month."

Fish!! This is Nakano Satsuki's fishing skill.

It was a perfect introduction to the topic, not at all stiff or deliberate, and it brought up the topic easily. All that was left was to get an answer to deal with Nino.

Nakano Satsuki looked at Hayakawa expectantly.

Hearing this, Hayakawa said helplessly: "Natsukawa-san didn't confess to me. Don't spread this rumor. It will get me into trouble. If I say something wrong, I will be entangled by Natsukawa-san's fans."

"Oh, sorry, sorry,"

Upon hearing this, May quickly bowed her head and apologized, then whispered, "I only came here to ask you, and didn't tell anyone else."

"Just don't say anything."

Hayakawa nodded and said, "It's better to spread less rumors."

He had been in a lot of trouble before because of the inexplicable rumors about Furuhashi and Ogata, so he would definitely stay away from rumors, let alone the love rumors that he hated the most.

"I see…"

Just as Nakano Satsuki was about to say something, a figure suddenly ran up from behind Hayakawa and bumped into Hayakawa's back with a cheerful laugh.

"Hayakawa-san!!"

Nakano Yotsuba laughed and said, "Long time no see!"

Ah...such a familiar collision of breasts.

"Four Leaves..."

Hayakawa thought that he had found another criminal with an unstable mind, so he turned around and looked at Nakano Yotsuba helplessly.

"The torpedo hit the target accurately."

Nakano Yotsuba raised her head, her bright smile brighter than the sun.

Yes, two torpedoes almost sank me right at the start.

Hayakawa thought silently, then said: "How was your vacation? Did you have a good time?"

"It's ok, I went out for exercise,"

Yotsuba narrowed her eyes as she smiled. "But I heard that the temperature has started to drop in places further north. Although the temperature here is still relatively warm, I guess we won't be able to exercise in a few days. Hiss... the weather this year is so abnormal."

“…I feel like I always hear this news today.”

Hayakawa had a blank expression on his face, and then said helplessly: "Don't exercise all the time, just read a book at home."

"Oh well."

Yotsuba nodded obediently, without any doubt.

"Four Leaves..."