How can my simulation be a real love?

"Hongxia told me before that she seemed to be planning to discuss the band today."

"Well?"

Gao Songdeng blinked, obviously still a little unresponsive.

"I'm afraid not today. I have to take the lamp home later."

Feng Jianming shook his head slightly.

It is indeed important to discuss the band's matter, so even if he is just a ghost member, it would be better for him to go and participate.

But since I have already agreed to send the lantern back today, I might as well turn it down this time.

"Well, I'm not in a hurry to go home..."

Takamatsu Deng suddenly pulled Feng Jianming's sleeve with her index finger and thumb, and the extremely introverted girl spoke almost instinctively.

When she heard about the topic of "band", she became a little flustered.

She pressed her hands hard against her chest, trying her best to hide her fear and anxiety.

Ming already, has he joined another band?

I don't know about this at all...

Deng's heart was overwhelmed with doubts and sadness. She felt a little sour in the corners of her eyes and the tip of her nose, as if the tears representing her emotions would slide down from her misty eyes in the next moment.

It's obviously a good thing for him to join a suitable band.

But when he thought that he would not be able to form a band with him in the future, Takamatsu Deng felt a huge sense of emptiness in his heart.

It was as if the most precious treasure was snatched away from her eyes. She was so sad that she instinctively wanted to run away from here.

But, I can’t escape—

I have run away countless times because of my weakness. No matter whether it was my confession to him or the problems in the band, my constant avoidance would only bring bad consequences!

You may even hurt the people around you unconsciously.

Therefore, there is no way to escape this time!

"Mura...um, I want to go over and see your band too..."

"May I?"

……

I couldn't refuse it.

Even though this was not a simulation, Feng Jianming had no way of refusing Xiao Deng's serious request.

Now Feng Jianming finally understood why he was so fascinated by the light in the simulation and was able to withstand such pressure. No matter who meets such a cute little penguin, it would be difficult to abandon her, right?

"It's just down this staircase."

Feng Jianming brought Xiao Deng all the way to STARRY in Shimokitazawa, which is the Livehouse located underground.

Takamatsu Deng had never been here before. Her impression of livehouses had always been bright and spacious places like 'RING'. This was the first time she saw a livehouse built underground.

I feel the atmosphere here is so depressing...

Gao Songdeng looked as if he was facing a great enemy. He swallowed slowly and followed Feng Jianming.

She wanted to see what the band Ming joined was like and what kind of people its members were!

Chapter 60 I Really Want to Marry Her

"..."

Miss Yamada, who was wearing a black and white waitress uniform, was squinting her beautiful golden eyes and leaning on the broom with an extremely sleepy expression. After calming down, her already delicate face became even more beautiful.

Her long, thin black eyelashes trembled slightly, as if she was about to fall asleep completely in the next second.

A wild waiter who can fall asleep while standing appears.

"Wake up, where is Hong Xia now?"

"I want to sleep for a while..."

Yamada Ryo vaguely opened his pair of elegant eyes, and then leaned his head on Feng Jianming's shoulder very naturally. The blue hair that covered half of his eyes was gently draped over his neck, and a faint fragrance and the fragrance of shampoo came towards him.

Because she was in a dazed and semi-conscious state, it was normal for her to suddenly make such an intimate move.

Of course, the damage to Feng Jianming is not small.

"..."

Feng Jianming looked at Miss Yamada who fell asleep again using him as a support, and for a moment he was at a loss as to what to do.

It should be said that Yamada Ryo is worthy of being the eldest daughter of a wealthy family. She must have absorbed nutrition very comprehensively.

This despicable woman usually wears a neutral-style long dress and skin-hugging sleeves. This kind of loose clothing makes it difficult to see clearly from the outside.

In fact, once you make physical contact, you can immediately feel how great her figure is.

This guy must have done this on purpose, right?

It would have been fine if she just slept with her head against him, but she also gently pulled the corner of his clothes with her hands to stop him from moving back.

If Xiao Deng and Bochi hadn't been watching from behind, Feng Jianming might have pinched the nose and soft face of this despicable woman to see if she could continue to pretend to sleep after she couldn't breathe.

Unlike Pochi, who was already accustomed to Ryo's behavior, Xiao Meideng became a little nervous.

Although she didn't know who this beautiful girl in front of her was, she was a little too close to Ming...

But am I really qualified to go up and say something?

Deng didn't know whether Ming liked her as much as he remembered. She and she were not even members of a band, and there was no agreement to form a band for life.

If I say something without permission, will it bother Ming?

The more precious it is, the more timid I feel.

Xiao Deng, who was in a tangled state, was suddenly at a loss. No matter how panicked and anxious she was, it was of no use.

"Ah! Ryo, why did you start dozing off again without my permission?"

"You're still pressing on Ming-sang this time. This will really bother him! Hurry up~get up!"

The door of STARRY was opened again, and a blonde girl walked in with a bunch of snacks and drinks.

Her sudden appearance was like a ray of warm spring sunshine that illuminated everything in front of us.

Ijichi Hongxia puffed up her cute cheeks slightly, first asked Pochi to help her take the things in her hands, and then strode over and pulled away Miss Liang who was pretending to be asleep.

……

"I'm sorry to show you the unreliable side of our band members! But we are still very serious during training!"

"Here you go."

Ijichi Kouka sat on the right side of the small round table with an apologetic smile, holding Yamada Ryo and quietly apologizing to Takamatsu Deng.

In order to express her apology, Miss Liang, who was standing by, personally used her fingernails to open a bottle of Monster and handed it to Xiao Deng.

Yamada Ryo no longer looked sleepy as before. In fact, she was just pretending.

Her purpose was very simple. She just wanted to verify whether Feng Jianming had any abnormality because of Kita.

"Thank you, thank you..."

Deng carefully held the Monster drink in her two little hands and took a sip.

The sudden rush of carbon dioxide from the claws made her feel a little uncomfortable and it was a very novel feeling.

The blonde girl in front of him with a gentle smile made Deng feel very comfortable. Just like Su Shi-chan who always made people feel dependent on her, she also gave Deng a comfortable feeling of being wrapped in the warmth of her mother.

"You're Pochi and Naru-san's friend, right? What's your name?"

"Takamatsu Tou."

"Your name is Deng-chan! What a nice name!"

"I'm Ichichi Higurashi, a sophomore at Shimokitazawa High School. I'm the drummer in the band! And the girl who looks a little cold over here is my classmate, Ryo Yamada, and she's the bassist!"

Hongxia only had a brief contact with Takamatsu Deng and immediately realized what type of child she was.

This child is not like Pochi who habitually avoids other people's sight, but she speaks very slowly and seems to be always worried about something.

He also looks a little pessimistic and lonely, and a little introverted.

Maybe he's the type who's not very good at communicating with others?

"You might feel a little uneasy when you first come here, but don't worry!"

"We all welcome you! Although Liang's expression may seem a little cold, he is actually a very easy-going person!"

Feng Jianming was watching Hong Xia and Xiao Deng communicating from the side, and he couldn't help but admire them in his heart.

She is truly worthy of being the most energetic and gentle Hongxia Mama in the band. With just a few words, she was able to gradually ease Xiaodeng's nervousness and appropriately brought them closer without appearing too enthusiastic.

I really want to marry Hongxia.

"Are you guys...playing in a band with Naru?"

"That's right, Ming-san is the keyboardist and composer in our band!"

Deng was obviously stunned when he heard this, and then he sat there in a daze.

Hongxia, who was very sensitive to other people's emotions, immediately noticed something was wrong and realized that she seemed to have said something wrong.

Just as she was thinking about how to smooth things over, Yamada Ryo, who was sitting next to her, suddenly raised his head.

"Although Ming has always claimed to be a member of the Ghost."

Click...

While Yamada Ryo was munching on the potato chips that Hongxia had bought for the meeting, he glanced at Feng Jianming thoughtfully.

"Ghost member?"

It was obviously the first time that Gao Songdeng heard this word, and he tilted his head in confusion.

"It means I'm an informal member, because I usually have to work and do other things, and I may even have to help out in other bands. I can only come and participate in the band's performances and training occasionally."

"In return, I will also be responsible for band arrangement and operations."

"If I have to say, it's a bit like the position of an agent."

Feng Jianming suddenly glanced at Liang who was trying to steal snacks from his bag. Even though she was being stared at fiercely by him, she had no intention of stopping. Instead, she gave him a meaningful smile.

Just as he was about to continue his battle of wits and courage with Miss Liang, Deng's expectant yet nervous voice came.

"So... Naruto, would you like to... form a band with me?"

"Together...for the rest of our lives."

Chapter 61: Together for a lifetime?

Gao Songdeng's words instantly made the atmosphere weird.

First, Goto Ichiri remained silent, with an extremely shocked expression hidden under her long bangs.

Although she had already vaguely sensed Takamatsu-san's desire to form a band with Ming-san, she had never expected her to say such a heavy line directly. How scary!

Together forever?!