How can my simulation be a real love?

Hearing this, Xiao Deng became a little anxious. In panic, she grabbed his sleeves. Her shoulders were shaking slightly and she was very afraid that Ming would misunderstand her.

"That's fine. I promised to be in a band with you for life."

"Don't worry, leave it to me."

The elegant and cool spring breeze swept past, blowing up the black ponytail behind the boy's head. His perfect and delicate face showed a gentle smile that was very familiar to Takamatsu Deng, just like in his 'memory'.

Those dark eyes full of tenderness always gave her the motivation to move forward.

Deng, I have seen this smile of his countless times.

It seems that no matter what difficulties are in front of them, as long as Ming is smiling, they will be fearless.

but--

"Promise."

Takamatsu Deng clenched his left fist and placed it in front of his chest, his eyes revealing a determination that Feng Jianming had never seen before.

"No matter what happens, Ming must never force himself."

"Eat well, sleep well, and if you feel tired, you must rely on me."

She doesn't want to make the same mistake again.

She hated sadness, hated being upset, and hated not being able to say the important things.

The setting sun above the sky penetrated the dense clouds with its bright red halo, pierced through the tall buildings towering into the clouds, and gently fell on the girl's cheek in the twilight.

Her beautiful amber eyes shine brightly with the remaining afterglow.

Feng Jianming looked at the serious eyes of the girl in front of him and was unconsciously stunned by her beauty.

She is like a ray of warm sunshine that illuminates the road, making people involuntarily want to respond to her beliefs.

"Then I'll make a promise with you—"

Volume Two

Chapter 1 Kita Ikuyo's Melancholy

The morning light penetrates through the gaps in the curtains. This is a red-hued room surrounded by various magazines and dolls. Various cute trinkets are placed on the table. Here, it seems that even the air is filled with the sweetness of a young girl.

"..."

The girl suddenly opened her eyes.

Six fifty——

Kita Ikuyo instinctively woke up before the alarm rang. Her sleepy eyes looked up at the pure white ceiling through the hazy mist and she stared at it for five minutes before gradually coming to her senses.

She dragged her weak body and slowly sat up from the bed.

It was still pitch black all around, and she was immersed in it.

“…Is it a dream?”

She looked through the mirror on the dressing table and saw her current appearance. Her fiery red hair was a little messy.

Her face, which was always full of energy, now looked dull. One could only see sadness and fatigue in her expression. The slightly red and swollen corners of her eyes and the clear traces of tears on her face made her look very haggard.

"Why did I dream about Kazami-san..."

Kita quickly wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, then patted his face with his hands to try to wake himself up.

Until the moment she woke up, the suffocating feeling of heartache still remained in her heart.

This kind of sincere emotion is not as simple as a dream at all, it is as if I have experienced the content of the dream myself!

The intense pain was like a red-hot iron branding her heart. Just recalling the feeling at that moment, Kita Ikuyo felt her eyes filling with mist, as if tears of sadness were about to fall in the next second.

"Woooaa! Wake up!"

"No matter what, we have to get back to normal as soon as possible!"

Kita Ikuyo slapped her cheeks hard again, and only after her fair face turned red did she gradually recover.

Although she is sunny and cheerful by nature, this is the first time she has fallen into such a vortex of exhaustion and depression.

"It's a little too real..."

"This isn't a dream at all!"

Although these 'dreams' were only some discontinuous and incomplete fragments, they were full of a sense of reality that surprised her.

It was more like stuffing a bunch of real memories directly into her head!

Is the girl in the dream really her? !

Is she some idiot from somewhere?

Since you already know that you like someone, don’t hesitate and confess to them as soon as possible!

Now Kita Ikuyo feels like she is watching her own experiences from the perspective of a bystander. The more she recalls the content of her dream, the more uncomfortable and stomach-ache she feels.

It's just too much to say that I was the cause of Kazami-san's death!

Which third-rate writer wrote this fourth-rate plot?

Kita Ikuyo, with messy hair, got up from the bed and walked quickly to the window.

Wow!

She suddenly pulled open the curtains of the room, and bright sunlight instantly poured in, immediately swallowing up the gloomy darkness in the room.

The refreshing wind blew the girl's red hair at the temples, causing her to squint subconsciously.

The sunshine today is particularly dazzling.

……

"Yudai, you don't look very well today? Are you feeling unwell?"

Kitaro Rudai gently stroked her cheek, looking at her daughter with a worried look on her face as she was a little silent today.

In the past, Yu Dai was always in high spirits. She seemed to have endless energy every morning. She always had a bright and sunny smile on her face, bringing full vitality to the people around her.

But today, something was clearly wrong with her.

While eating, he was silent and staring at something in a daze, and did not smile as brightly as usual.

That's not right. My daughter was fine when she came home yesterday...

"Mom, I'm fine! I just stayed up a little late last night and didn't sleep well today!"

Kita Ikuyo gently put the toast in her hand into her mouth, and immediately put on her usual cheerful look so as not to worry her mother.

But Xiduoduo was still a little worried. Could simply staying up late really lead to this?

Why does it look like you've been heartbroken...

"Are you really okay? Or should you take a day off from school today?"

"Ahem! I'm fine, I'm really fine!"

When Kita Ikuyo heard that her mother was going to ask for leave for her, she was so scared that she choked.

After drinking half a cup of milk in one gulp, she shook her little head like a rattle to express her resistance.

Ask for leave?!

Absolutely not, she can't take a day off today!

She must go to school to see Kazami-san today!

The impact of this dream on her was so strong that she really wanted to meet Feng Ming!

Because this dream felt so real to her, it was more like predicting the future or a parallel world than a "dream". She had to confirm this carefully.

"I'm not going to eat anymore! [I'm full]"

With jam bread stuffed in her mouth, Kita Ikuyo spoke vaguely, then grabbed her schoolbag and ran out the door, fearing that if she ran a step slower, her mother would stop her and say "recuperation".

……

Today, Kita arrived at school at the fastest speed. Because she was jogging all the way, there were not many people in the class when she arrived at school. As soon as she entered the door, her eyes drifted directly to the window seat in the second to last row.

Kazami-kun, you haven't come yet...

She immediately felt a little disappointed, but also a little relieved.

To be honest, even if Kita Ikuyo met Feng Jianming in person right now, she would have no idea how to talk to him.

The classmate Kazami in the dream liked me, because he confessed to her immediately when they first met, and then spent a very long time together. At that time, they were so close that they could talk about anything.

Reality is different from dreams!

In real life, Kazami-san and her only know each other's names at most!

Wow! What on earth should she do?

Chapter 2 The advantage is mine!

Because she was too nervous, Kita Ikuyo's smooth forehead was now covered with sweat. She sat in her seat thinking about what she should do.

If I go up to him and ask directly, wouldn't it be a bit too deliberate?

"What should I do..."

Kita Ikuyo's mind is a complete mess right now. Because of the dream she had last night, her mind is full of Kazami Naruto. Now it is difficult for her to even maintain basic composure.

How to start a conversation?

For example, 'Kazami-san, did you have a dream about me last night?'

This is simply a blatant way of saying cheesy love words!

He will definitely look at you with disgust!

For example, "Ming, if you confess to me, I will definitely accept it."

This time it's even more outrageous. Kazami, who has a rather cold personality, will definitely find it very confusing and may even think that she is a stupid woman with a problem in her brain!

"Ugh...don't do that!"

Kita Ikuyo held her head with both hands, leaned over the table and let out a meaningless cry.

Takamatsu Touma, who was sitting in his seat and playing with the 'Sea Life Series 3' stickers, noticed something was wrong with Kita.

It's hard not to pay attention to Kita Ikuyo who keeps banging her head against the table, and this strange behavior makes Takamatsu Deng a little confused.

What happened to Kita-san?

"Ming, good morning."

"Good morning, Xiao Deng."

Feng Jianming suddenly walked in from the classroom door and greeted Takamatsu Deng naturally.

It was also at this moment that Kita Ikuyo's body trembled slightly. She slowly raised her head and glanced at the window seat out of the corner of her eye. This action seemed very natural, as if she was just looking at the blue sky outside the window.

Feng Jianming walked into the classroom with a calm expression on his face as usual.

After sitting down in his seat, he took out his cell phone and started looking through it. Occasionally, he would smile knowingly when he saw something interesting, and chat with Takamatsu Deng who was sitting next to him with a relaxed smile.

The way he looked at the lamp was just like the way he looked at himself in his memory.

But now his smile does not belong to him.

A piercing pain like a knife cutting began to come from her chest again, and a strong sense of self-blame and regret surged up like a tide. The girl's already fragile heart was even more difficult to resist at this moment, and mist instantly welled up in her eyes.