I rejected Qingmei and got a simulator

[“Siduri, Uruk is now in a stage of striving to move forward. I don’t have any intention of falling in love. If it was you and Jill who facilitated my meeting with Cecelia, then I think I have to say sorry.”]

[“Besides, I believe in mutual consent when it comes to relationships. Even if I like someone, they may not like me back. Pursuing women... I don’t think it’s as important as building Uruk.”]

[You didn’t reject Siduri, but you didn’t agree to her either. You only met Sicelia once, but you felt she was a very good girl.]

[As a king, your horizons are naturally not concerned about the so-called harem, Shura Field, etc., because isn't it normal for an excellent king to have multiple queens? As long as both parties love each other voluntarily, the number of lovers is not a problem at all. ]

[The main reasons why you rejected Siduri's plan are as follows: First, it was your first time meeting Cecelia, and although you didn't know anything about her, you thought she was pretty good, but you weren't ready to marry her after meeting her.]

[Second, as a king, it is not wrong to pursue what you want, and it is not wrong to pursue the girl you like. Morgan and Tiamat now have a good impression of you when they first met, but your initiative is also indispensable. The real problem is that you are very busy now, busy with the growth of Uruk, busy going back to see Tiamat.]

[You haven't neglected your feelings that much if you chase other girls while your lover is eagerly waiting for you. 】

【Thinking of this, you suddenly turned your head and said to Siduri who looked thoughtful; "Siduri, in my opinion, love is a matter between two people, and it is definitely not something that can be changed by other people's ideas."】

[“I don’t know what you and Jill think of my relationship with Cecelia, but for now, she and I are just friends. If there is any change between us in the future, I will naturally take the initiative to confess to her, but forget it now. I don’t have that intention.”]

[“Instead of worrying about me, you should worry about yourself. Don’t let Cecelia and I be together and you still be alone. Hahaha…”

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Ps; This is how the protagonist in my eyes views relationships.

First of all, he is the king. The king will not procrastinate or hesitate. He will pursue the one he likes, get along with friends, and treat his family well.

Morgan and Tiamat were actually pursued by Liu Yu, and he was the head of the family with Meli, Altria and Vivian.

However, when Liu Yu finds out that his family likes him, he will take the initiative to get along with them as a lover and change his attitude. This is clearly written in the part where Altria confesses her love for him. After knowing that the king who was raised by his family has fallen in love with him, Liu Yu will try to change his perspective and look at Altria with the attitude of a lover.

Secondly, regarding the issue of the harem and the Shura field, in the future settings, there will definitely be some conflicts when the heroines of each simulated world meet. Liu Yu can control the general direction, but he can also make some concessions and let the girls have some cute competitions with each other.

He is a king after all. He can't possibly be bound by a harem of one or two concubines, let alone be afraid to express his feelings. Xueno's problem is that Liu Yu simply treats her as a sister, which will be solved later.

Currently in Uruk, Liu Yu, who has fallen in love with Tiamat, wants to deal with Tiamat's crisis first. As for Elei, Ishtar, Siduri, Niangshan, and Xiao En who is waiting to appear later, they basically follow the plot and the general direction will not change.

After all, he couldn't let Tiamat wait for him in the underworld while he was picking up girls in Uruk, right? Although it was a simulation, each simulation was Liu Yu's personal experience, so his character couldn't collapse.

It's almost the end of the month, there are still two days left, the monthly tickets and flowers don't need to be automatically refreshed, you know what I mean! .

Chapter 45. Are you really ready?

[“Me? You must be joking, Lord Liu Yu. My future has been dedicated to Uruk.”]

[Gentle Siduri did not comment on your statement, and seemed not to want to say anything more on this topic.]

[After returning to the palace, you saw Gilgamesh lying down. To your surprise, Gilgamesh, who usually looked unhappy and had no interest in anything, seemed to be in a good mood at the moment. He even took the initiative to chat with you and asked you what you thought of his sister? ]

[Tell Gilgamesh honestly what you think of Cecelia. You think his sister is a beautiful, excellent and generous girl, but you don't have any thoughts about love now because your wife is waiting for you in the underworld.]

[“Wife? Liu Yu, do you already have a wife?”]

[I have been in Uruk for several years, but I have never heard you talk about your wife. Gilgamesh was obviously a little depressed when he heard that you have a wife.]

[Even Siduri beside you was shocked. They all thought you were single.]

[“Of course I have a wife. Now... it’s okay for me to tell you. The reason I came to Uruk...”]

[Spending a long time with Gilgamesh and Siduri made you trust them very much, and you felt that it was time to be frank with them. You told them that you were from the Sea of ​​Imaginary Numbers, and that your wife was none other than Tiamat, who had been sealed for a long time.]

[Now, Tiamat has given up on returning and no longer hates the gods, nor does she want to exterminate all humans. She simply loves you and wants to be your wife as long as she can be with you.]

[“God Tiamat, are you the husband of God Tiamat?”]

[As expected, Gilgamesh and Siduri were shocked to hear that Tiamat was your wife. They couldn't believe it.]

【However, out of trust in you, they still chose to trust you. 】

[“I never expected it, I really never expected it, that the goddess of creation Tiamat was actually exiled by the gods. Humph... I knew that those high-ranking guys would not do anything good.”]

[“So Liu Yu, you came to Uruk for the god Tiamat?”]

[Looking directly at you, the emotions contained in those scarlet eyes are very complicated. After taking a deep breath, Gilgamesh asked, he wanted to know if you used Uruk as a tool to take revenge on the gods.]

[“Gil, I have never regarded the people of Uruk as my tools. I regard the people here as my people, and you and Siduri are my best friends.”]

[As a king, it is natural for you to bear the responsibility of the entire world. You have never thought of using Uruk as a tool. At the beginning, you were thinking about whether to cooperate with Uruk. But since you came to Uruk and spent such a long time with Gilgamesh Siduri, you have seen the beauty of Uruk and really regarded it as your home.]

[You consider Uruk your home. Gilgamesh has already thought of your answer.]

[Patting you on the shoulder, the oldest hero king and Siduri said that if everyone works together, the future will be created by your own hands. ]

Late at night, on the way back to her own bedroom from the palace, Niang Shanshan talked to Siduri about Liu Yu, especially about Tiamat. She seemed very excited.

"Siduri, I didn't expect that the goddess Tiamat would be Liu Yu's wife. That kid brought me so many surprises."

"Also, the gods really did deceive everyone about the Diamond Age. They are the culprits who exiled the Mother Goddess."

Gilgamesh became more and more excited after suddenly receiving the strong support of the god Tiamat, as if he had already seen the moment when Uruk's destiny would change in the future.

"King, we are glad to have God Tiamat on our side, but have you ever thought that your opponent is God Tiamat? Are you going to give up Lord Liu Yu?"

Although she was also shocked by Tiamat behind Liu Yu, Siduri was more worried about her own king's little thoughts.

Putting aside whether the king could accept sharing a man with other women, the sense of threat brought by the four words "Tiamat" alone was something that not everyone could compare to.

Sighing with melancholy, Siduri felt that her king was so stupid.

"Ah? The opponent is the god Tiamat, this..."

Gilgamesh froze when he finally realized what Siduri was talking about.

She blinked, and her voice showed a rare hint of lack of confidence. It was not a retreat from the king, but self-doubt as a woman.

"Goddess Tiamat, Goddess Tiamat, that is the ultimate creator of the world, but if I say... is it okay?"

If it is just a competition of existence as a king, the proud Gilgamesh is confident that he is not inferior to anyone, even when facing the goddess of creation. This is the persistence of the oldest king, the Hero King, and it is also her true self.

But when it comes to being a wife and a woman, Gilgamesh, who has no experience at all, is really panicked.

Thinking that his enemy was the majestic Mother Goddess, Gilgamesh turned to look at Siduri, with a somewhat unconfident tone; "Siduri, what do you think I should do?"

Gilgamesh was so excited that he even forgot to call himself "the king" and looked at Siduri in confusion.

"King, before you ask me, I want to ask you a question first. Are you really unable to give up on Lord Liu Yu? Are you really in love with him, and are you willing to risk your life for him even with the God Tiamat?"

Taking a deep breath, before helping Gilgamesh, Siduri felt that the first thing she should do was to ask Gilgamesh's true intentions.

If even Gilgamesh himself doesn't realize his true love, then what's the point of all they do?

"I......"

Gilgamesh blinked, as if the question hit the nail on the head, and said nothing.

After a long silence, Gilgamesh removed the magic from his body, and she returned to her true form as a woman and sat on the ground.

Looking up at the starry sky, Gilgamesh's voice rang out;

"Siduri, you grew up with me, you've seen how those people in the past treated women like me."

"Yes, King, it's a pity that I was still young at that time and couldn't do anything to help you."

"No, you've done a great job. Without your company, I'm afraid I would have destroyed myself by now."

Even gods cannot accept endless loneliness. Deep in their hearts, they also have a little persistence of their own. If the bottom line of Gilgamesh in other parallel worlds is his best friend named Enkidu, then the bottom line of Gilgamesh in this world is the angel named Siduri.

Gilgamesh took a deep breath, then suddenly laughed out loud and simply lay on the ground, letting his hair be stained by the mud and the moonlight pour down.

Looking at the night sky with dazed eyes, she finally spoke her true feelings.

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Ps; Um... Let me tell you something. It will be on the shelves on the 1st of next month, but the word count of the recent update is a bit exceeded, so I have to update three times today and tomorrow to cover the time. Sorry.

20 updates on the day of release, compensation will be given.

Chapter 46. Goodbye Tiamat

"Siduri, in my opinion, this world is terrible. The gods and the people of Uruk all have demands on me."

"The gods want me as the Wedge of Heaven, and the people want me as their king. They are all shackles, nothing more than a cage to hold Gilgamesh captive."

Siduri was a little surprised to hear Gilgamesh talking about the people of Uruk. She didn't expect the king to think this way. "King, I think the people definitely don't think you..."

"I understand." Gilgamesh waved his hand to indicate that Siduri did not need to explain, and continued: "I will not blame my people. After all, as a king, I am born to lead everything. If my people do not place their expectations on me, I will feel uncomfortable." 9

"But Liu Yu is different."8

As if he had thought of something interesting, Gilgamesh's eyes flashed with a gleam, that was the real her.

"Master Liu Yu is different?"

"Yeah, he's different."7

Gilgamesh smiled and stretched out his right hand, letting the silver light shining through the gap shine on her beautiful face.

"Liu Yu is different from others. He doesn't ask anything of me. No matter if I am the king, Gilgamesh, or his friend, he takes everything on himself and never asks anything of others."8

"The king has to admit it, the king has to allow it, the king has to bear the whole world on his shoulders. I didn't understand what this sentence meant before, and I simply used everything I had to support Uruk. But after Liu Yu came, I understood what a real king looks like."1

As if he had made up his mind, Gilgamesh threw away all his confusion and said seriously, "Siduri, I like Liu Yu, I love him, even if my opponent is the god Tiamat, I will not back down, I want to be his love."

"To Uruk, Liu Yu is the king. He is responsible for recognizing this city. He gave permission to the entire city. He carries the entire world on his shoulders."

"The king will acknowledge it, the king will allow it, the king will bear the entire world on his shoulders, and Gilgamesh's world will also be carried by him."

This is what Niang Shanshan realized.

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[As you expected, after learning that you are the husband of the goddess Tiamat, Gilgamesh and Siduri only expressed surprise. They did not mean to be hostile to the Mother Goddess of Creation.]

[In the following period, Uruk continued to grow under your governance, but Gilgamesh seemed a little lazy, and he rarely went out. ]

[On the contrary, it was his sister Cecelia who had been coming to the palace since their first meeting that day. ]

[I don’t dislike this beautiful girl with red eyes and blonde hair. After all, she is just here to sit and not to help or cause trouble. If she is just a mascot, it’s not bad.]

[The only problem is that Gilgamesh never shows up when Cecelia is around. You think the brother is jealous and doesn't want to see his sister being kidnapped.]

[Three years passed like this, and during this period, Cecelia and you communicated more and more. ]

[On this day, you have been preparing for a long time. You opened a passage deep in an underground passage in the Uruk Palace. Next to you are Gilgamesh and Siduri.]

[“Damn Ereshkigal, she actually spent so much time digging a tunnel under my capital. I was too cautious in the past.”]

[I never thought that Elly would dig a tunnel right under my nose to connect to the future of Uruk. Even though I knew this was for the future, Gilgamesh still looked very upset.]

[Ignoring the depressed Gilgamesh, you focused all your attention on the tunnel in front of you. You have cast countless spells here, and it is a very hidden place that even the gods cannot observe.]

[After a long wait, the voice of the goddess of the underworld named Ai Lei finally came; "Lord Liu Yu, the passage is open."]

[“I understand. Ailei, please step back first.”]

[Let the goddess of the underworld retreat, and break the last layer of the barrier with one kick. What greets you is the dark atmosphere unique to the underworld. ]

[Stabilize this newly opened passage, and you have finally completed the direct path from Uruk to the underworld, and it leads directly to the seventh realm. 】

[You stand up and head towards Hades, followed by Gilgamesh and Siduri who are a little bit unaccustomed to it.]

[“Lord Liu Yu, it’s been a long time since we last met.”]

[As the figure descended, you finally saw Ai Lei and nodded. It had indeed been a long time since we last met. ]

[“Ereshkigal, you have the ability to open such a big hole in my Uruk.”]

[“Gilgamesh? Why are you coming down here too?”]

[“Really? You’re such an egomaniac. Who asked you to come to my underworld? You rude guy!”]

[“It’s ridiculous that a thief who opened someone else’s door without permission actually knew the word etiquette. It’s really ridiculous…”]

[You ignored Gilgamesh and Ereshkigal who were targeting each other as soon as they met, and just went to the Fever Temple as usual.]

[At the gate of the temple is the Rashomon area, a bright place with many flowers and plants. You pass through the gate familiarly and see familiar people on the other side of Rashomon. ]

【“Control.”】

[A familiar figure, a majestic love, what is waiting at this moment is the one who loves you and regards you as the only Tiamat. ]

[The pink starry eyes looked at you with love, the hand gently pressed against your face, and gently closed her lips. Tiamat has been waiting for you for ten years, loving you, and missing you. To her, you are everything. ]

[Through the slightly trembling skin of the Goddess of Creation, you can feel Tiamat's nervousness. You hug her body tightly and comfort her gently.]