I, the yellow-haired villain, am a female devil!

I once asked myself what the meaning of life was.

My dad told me it was a responsibility, and the nanny told me it was for the family. Neither of their answers was interesting.

It seems that living has different meanings for everyone.

But I can’t feel the existence of that meaning. I don’t know why, every day, all I feel is pain.

Is pain also a meaning?

After I leave, you must remember to water the succulent plants, but remember not to water them too frequently, otherwise they will drown.

Coke can easily cause indigestion, so don’t feed it too many times a day.

But maybe it was because I always secretly asked the nanny to cook the bloody steak for dinner and feed it to Coke.

By the way, the Western food prepared by the so-called chef you hired is not tasty at all!!

If possible, you might as well try the nanny's stewed potatoes and meat. It is much better than that half-cooked bleeding steak!

Also, I threw all my clothes on the bed before I left!

There is a white one among them, which is my second favorite dress. Please don’t burn it. Leave it to your little sister who might be born, or give it to someone else. I hope it exists in this world.

You didn’t let me read before, but the picture books I bought secretly and hid are now all piled on the table!

These were all thrown away by me, not by the nanny who didn't have time to sort them out.

It seems like I've said too much...

That's it! Goodbye!

Before Ye Xiao finished reading, Qin Yunxi sat back on the bench.

angry!

I couldn't even feel the chill I felt all over my body just now.

When Ye Xiao came over with the envelope, she felt her tears sticking to her face and were about to freeze into ice.

My body began to shake uncontrollably again.

“I’ve finished reading it.”

As Ye Xiao spoke, he took off his windbreaker and put it on her, then sat in her arms.

"I didn't ask you to read it!"

Qin Yunxi's voice was a little muffled. Ye Xiao reached out and wiped her tears. Her face was very cold and pale. Except for the blush due to shame and anger, it was completely bloodless.

If this continues, she will collapse in the ice and snow in winter without even having to commit suicide.

Ye Xiao's body was very warm. Compared to Qin Yunxi, who was frozen stiff, she was like a small stove.

Qin Yunxi spent a lot of time planning for today. Although the suicide note was only one part of it, don't underestimate these short dozen lines. She carefully revised it and read it over and over again many times.

She had never considered that there would be a chance that someone would take it out and read it aloud.

Feeling the warmth in his arms, like the little Loli who was warming him up like a small stove, Qin Yunxi felt even more aggrieved.

She cried and said, "I just asked you to help me send it back, but I didn't ask you to read it."

Ye Xiao said as a matter of course: "Well, since it's a suicide note, isn't it meant for people to see? When I send it back, not only your parents will see it, but your relatives and friends will also see it. One person will spread it to ten people, ten to a hundred, a hundred to thousands, and in the end, it might even be passed on to WeChat Moments and uploaded to Douyin short videos."

Qin Yunxi was stunned. This was something she had never considered before.

"Several years from now, maybe people will dig up your suicide note from the ground or from an electronic device, and put it in a museum. Every day, a steady stream of tourists will come to see it and marvel at it."

Qin Yunxi's face flushed red as she snatched the suicide note from Ye Xiao's hand and crumpled it up: "Forget it, I don't want to give it to you."

Ye Xiao put her hands on the bench and said, "Well, forget it. Since you don't want to send me off, then you can start your performance, Big Sister Zayu!"

"A show? What show?"

Qin Yunxi's body gradually warmed up, and she was a little confused by Ye Xiao's words.

"of course--"

Ye Xiao drew out her voice, but sat in Qin Yunxi's arms with no intention of getting up. She pointed to the artificial lake in front of her.

"How can I go if you sit like this?"

Qin Yunxi refuted!

Ye Xiao spoke again, "To be honest, I've seen a lot of homeless people in Binhai City, including in this park. If they were allowed to fish out a beautiful girl from the artificial lake, I don't know what would happen."

Qin Yunxi couldn't help but feel a chill all over her body. Although she didn't know what Ye Xiao was talking about, she always felt that she was saying something bad.

She suddenly didn't want to die anymore. No, she didn't want to die here.

"Perhaps, your body will be sent for ghost marriage. You know how popular a beautiful girl without an owner is in the ghost marriage market."

Ye Xiao didn't say anything too extreme, she just pointed out one possibility.

Qin Yunxi's body couldn't help but tremble. Thinking that he couldn't even die in peace, his already shaken will became even more shaky.

Ye Xiao suddenly paused, and then said, "Sister Zayu, no one has ever tried to understand you, right!"

Qin Yunxi lowered her head and looked at her in surprise.

She never expected that this little girl in her arms, who looked like she hadn't even graduated from elementary school, could understand anything.

"I don't like Western food either. Steaks that are not cooked yet are dripping with blood. They are not as delicious as meat and potatoes!"

Qin Yunxi's eyes flashed a light. Sure enough, everyone thought so. They were not savages. Why would they eat raw meat and drink blood when they could eat cooked food?

"But even these have to be written in the suicide note. Big sister, you are so afraid of your parents, aren't you too much of a jerk~jerk~jerk~"

Ye Xiao shouted proudly, but she seemed to have forgotten that she was also afraid of her cheap mother.

"It's just that potatoes are cheap, and the stewed beef looks cheap. What they eat is not delicacy, but a style, a symbol of status. Before you sneaked out of the house, you must have eaten Western food~"

Ye Xiao couldn't help but tease.

Qin Yunxi wanted to refute, but Ye Xiao was absolutely right.

101 Bullied and Cried

"Yes...it's Western food," she said, "made by a chef specially invited from England."

"England? Shouldn't it be France?" Ye Xiao widened her eyes.

Qin Yunxi wrinkled her nose: "It's Yingjili! But what does it have to do with you?"

"Could it be the Stargazing Sect?"

When it comes to English cuisine, Ye Xiao’s biggest impression is the star-gazing pie that has gone viral on the Internet. Could it be that the young lady behind her was lucky enough to have tasted it?

That is a legendary dark dish, and it seems to be a dish that only exists in legends.

"what is that?"

Qin Yunxi tilted her head. Judging from the name, could it be a rare delicacy in Western cuisine?

"Sister Zayu, you're not full, are you?"

"What do you know? That white sturgeon caviar is the 'black pearl of the Caspian Sea', the 'black gold'. Just a small box costs 18,000!"

Qin Yunxi pretended to look fierce and snorted air from his nose. Because the weather was cold, it really looked a bit like the angry Bull Demon King snorting air as seen on TV.

It's a pity that she can't eat seafood, even if it's farmed.

"Hey~ It's not that expensive, only 18,000. I thought it would be 188,000~" Ye Xiao said nonchalantly.

"Do you know how much potato stew you can buy with 100 yuan? It's just a small box, only grams!"

Qin Yunxi suddenly became a little excited and was very indignant at the big talk of the little loli in front of her.

"Caviar, right? If you want to eat it, I'll treat you to as much as you want someday. How much can a small box of only 100 grams eat? If foreigners see us, they'll think we can't afford it! Then we'll each have a big can!"

Qin Yunxi sneered at Ye Xiao's words. What was a half-grown loli doing bragging to her?

But after saying this, Qin Yunxi actually felt that his heart seemed to be less blocked.

This was a feeling she had never experienced before.

As someone was talking, his stomach started to growl.

Qin Yunxi's face suddenly turned red.

Fortunately it was night and I couldn’t see clearly.

Ye Xiao couldn't help but curl up her lips. "Sister Zayu really wasn't full, right? Who told you to stew the steak and feed it to Coke again today? Are you a kitten or a puppy?"

As she spoke, Ye Xiao silently handed over the suicide note that Qin Yunxi had crumpled into a ball.

Qin Yunxi touched her belly angrily and arched her body backwards, but she was reluctant to push Ye Xiao away from her arms. "Kola is a ragdoll cat, very cute, but even if I'm not full, you have no right to laugh at me."

At this time, Ye Xiao jumped up from Qin Yunxi's arms. She flattened Qin Yunxi's suicide note and then folded it neatly.

"Give it back to me." She reached out for her suicide note.

Ye Xiao quickly jumped back a step to avoid Qin Yunxi's action, and then put the folded letter into the bag she was carrying.

“???!” Qin Yunxi stared at her with eyes wide open.

"Give it back to you, and then what?"

"What then?"

"It's getting late. If you want to jump, you'd better do it as soon as possible. This is the first time I've seen someone practicing diving in a park. I'm a little excited just thinking about it. Don't worry, I will hand this 'suicide note' to your family intact!"

Ye Xiao's expression was serious, and she jumped up and down to get her windbreaker back.

Qin Yunxi was a little reluctant to part with Ye Xiao's windbreaker. Her body, which had just warmed up with great difficulty, began to feel cold again.

To be honest, after Ye Xiao's commotion, she no longer had the slightest desire to commit suicide.

She couldn't help but think back on her life, and it felt like every day was marked by failure.

It seemed that she never dared to do what she really wanted to do.

Even though she had made all the necessary preparations and treated this day as the last day of her life, she did not dare to muster up the courage to die at the last moment.

That would have been fine, but the suicide note he wrote so carefully was read aloud by a girl who looked much younger than him, and then she made fun of him crazily, saying that his suicide by jumping into the lake was actually a diving practice.

Not only did she get bullied, but at the last moment she was reminded of her sad past.

What’s more, this little Loli was too much and repeatedly asked herself to jump into the lake. How mean was she? Did she really want to see herself jump?

Clearly, when the other person sat in his arms just now, he felt an inexplicable liking for her.

Qin Yunxi squatted on the ground and suddenly burst into tears.

Ye Xiao hurried over, her hands and feet a little flustered: "Big sister, don't cry!"

"Uuuuuu——"

Qin Yunxi stood there with his fists clenched, his face turning red and white.

Ye Xiao was a little flustered. It's not like she had never seen a girl cry before, but the 'big sister' in front of her seemed to be crying because she was bullied by her.

"Big sister, please stop crying, I was a little too much just now..."

Ye Xiao rarely admitted her mistake.

"Uuuuuu——"

Qin Yunxi still couldn't stop crying.

Ye Xiao handed over the suicide note: "I'll just give it back to you."

The girl slapped the letter paper in her hand and sent it flying.

"Uuuuuuuuuu——"

Ye Xiao squatted down.

"Big sister, didn't we have a good chat just now? I just didn't want to see a big sister like you die like this, it's such a pity, and then I thought about how to persuade you to jump into the lake, bah... bah... I tried to stop you from jumping into the lake. Now I've apologized, I'm sorry, anyway, big sister should calm down first, okay?"

“Wuwuwuwuaaaaaaa——”

Qin Yunxi became more unconcealed and cried even harder.

Ye Xiao felt a little guilty, but since she was a girl, she didn't need to worry too much about being seen.