It was very difficult to move.

I succeeded. The dastardly plan was carried out to the end.

However, I was not as happy as I expected.

Looking at that very familiar face, I reached out and gently placed my hand on Mr. Su Ming's chin. Some of his beard pricked my hand. I should be very happy... I succeeded.

No.

It's just a heartache.

Very strange.

After everything was done with no way out, I still felt regretful.

Is it backlash?

Earlier, I gave up most of my thinking and kept only a little bit... I narrowed the issues to be considered to a very narrow level. This made me feel relaxed.

If you ignore most of the problems, you will inevitably suffer greater pain in the end.

Can I still get away with it by pretending I didn't do anything?

impossible.

The room is so messy and the smell is so strong.

Unless you call the cleaning lady to come and restore the whole thing.

I covered my hand with the hand that held my baby's canteen even in sleep. I didn't need to look to know that the black stockings I was wearing had been damaged to the extent that Mr. Su Ming had enjoyed it to his heart's content.

Stare at the ceiling.

Is that normal for people? You will see a lot of dense dots, but that doesn't exist. Maybe the retina is really a mesh. If you want to see real things, there will be dots as flaws. When people get used to it, they will disappear.

Scared.

'Why did you do that?'

"So she's a mistress."

'What about being my woman? Sorry, I haven't thought about it.'

'...'

Horrified to hear words like these.

Do I really not care at all about what Mr. Su Ming thinks of me?

no.

I really care.

I hope Mr. Su Ming thinks I am attractive.

Not a vase.

She is not the kind of woman who would destroy other people's feelings.

I would be very happy if I was just praised verbally for being cute or pretty. How could I not care?

I pressed my face against Mr. Su Ming's neck. The coolness brought by the air conditioner being turned off also disappeared.

This is a man I can rely on.

At the same time, he is a man who makes me feel uneasy.

I once had a similar feeling.

At that time, I couldn't tell whether it was an illusion or reality, and I prayed desperately that it was not an illusion.

Even now.

I prayed desperately that when he woke up and saw me, he wouldn't show a look of disgust.

But I really went too far.

Condoms are also part of the equation. Without them, even if I'm hated... I won't be able to cut off contact with you right away due to various reasons. I'll slowly sink into depravity. This is one of the ways out for me.

I did it without reservation. But whenever I remembered Xia Ye coming here and talking to me, my heart started to ache again.

Her position is what I want.

If it were me, how nice it would be if I could also be jealous openly...

"Well."

I am aware of movement.

It was easy to see from the corner of my eye. Mr. Su Ming had already woken up, and he seemed a little sleepy and yawned. Then he looked at me with a very subtle expression.

"Well, Mr. An, do you have anything to say about the current situation and my situation?"

"..."

Too calm tone.

"I……"

what should i say

I forgot all the lines I had prepared. The warmth I felt just now turned cold.

"I, I am..."

"that is?"

"Su Ming, do you believe in past lives and present lives?"

I tried my best to suppress the trembling and not to look him in the eye.

"Do not believe."

"..."

She hadn't rejected me, she just said she didn't believe me. But I couldn't stop trembling any more.

"Love at first sight... No. It was in the previous life."

"that is……"

"Well, keep talking."

"..."

Why aren't there any mood swings?

Neither hating me nor accepting me. It's like she doesn't care at all. In fact, she has rejected me?

"It's me...I was here first!"

I don't know where I got the courage from, but I pressed on Mr. Su Ming, put my hands on his face, and stared at him straight.

"Before Xia Ye came to work, I had already..."

"Didn't you notice?!"

"Who would pay so much attention to someone who doesn't work hard and is a jerk?!"

“Who would go and ask many people around an employee what kind of experience he has in order to understand him?!”

"...Woo."

What exactly am I going to say?

I couldn't hold back my tears. My vision was blurry.

"I just... like you!"

"But I didn't know she would be that quick... I really, really thought it would go smoothly."

"If you appear before me again in this life... you will definitely marry me."

"You promised me... woo."

"I did it all."

"The business trip and the current situation were all planned by me."

"Will you... look down on me?"

"I feel like... ugh, I'm a bitch."

What exactly am I going to say?

Choking.

its not right.

He would never understand these things and would only think I was even weirder.

"Y-If you don't want your job to go wrong, Xia Ye's job will go wrong."

"Just let me be your woman!"

What am I talking about again?

"I don't want any status..."

"It's okay if you don't understand. I don't want to destroy your relationship with her... Just respond to me a little."

"I'm……"

It is definitely impossible to explain it clearly.

I had forgotten all the lines I had prepared earlier, and I didn't even know what I was saying.

Are you starting to hate me?

I think this person is really weird. How could he still think I'm attractive? The best possibility is... he just chose to possess me because I look good and have a decent figure, and then throw me away when he's tired of me?

That way, at least there won't be pain for the time being?

"Boss An is going too far. You're threatening me with my job?"

"?"

I was embraced and returned to Mr. Su Ming's arms.

I don't understand.

"Actually, when I first saw you, I remembered a dream I had before."

"I remember... in my dream, I called you Yao?"

"And you said you were planning to wait for breast milk?"

"……Eh?"

My brain froze.

"Although I don't believe in past lives or present lives, I still think it's credible when the dream I had is told by the other person in the dream."

"So, what did you do to make me behave strangely yesterday?"

"……black tea."

I gave the answer.

"Isn't this a crime? It tarnishes my innocence."

"Mr. Su Ming..."

"Ok?"

"You just said that you had a dream... In the dream, you called me Yao."

"Yeah, is there a problem?"

"..."

In an instant.

Maybe something has filled up everything that was originally empty. This cannot be compared to what Mr. Su Ming did.

That means Mr. Su Ming also knows me.

That means I won't be treated like a bitch or hated.

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