Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

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However, if it resonates with the person I love, it proves that I really love him.

and so……

It's your first love, there won't be another one. There will only be me.

It's really annoying.

If this continues, I will definitely get pregnant.

When the time comes... during the pregnancy, what will the lustful Mr. Su Ming do?

"You think too much. No matter how scared I am, I can never play the pregnant woman game."

"Just bear with it for a few months. No big deal."

"..."

"Okay. When the time comes, I will satisfy Mr. Su Ming in other ways. I promise."

"So, don't cheat on me when I'm pregnant. A magazine said that men are most likely to cheat when they're pregnant."

later.

Mr. Su Ming is dead.

I think about these memories often.

I think.

if……

Mr. Su Ming can appear in front of me again.

It doesn't matter. Even if I cheat, so what? It's better than dying.

If love is the response of soul to soul.

Then, my soul... must have been entangled and a piece of it was also pulled away when Mr. Su Ming died. It can no longer be complete.

I often visit Mr. Su Ming's tombstone.

Pray alone.

'In the next life.'

"Don't ever meet a troublesome woman like me again..."

'Don't save me again.'

"Then... you won't die."

First love.

How cruel.

Compared to what the magazines say, other people will feel pain for a long time after they walk out. I’m afraid I won’t be able to walk out.

so.

'still……'

'Save me.'

"If I could start over again, I would definitely stay with you no matter what..."

This is also a dream.

wake up.

Mr. Su Ming was beside me, and I was in his arms.

He asked me why I was crying.

"Don't ever leave me again. Okay?"

accepted.

The span is too long and there are many changes.

But I certainly haven’t changed.

How is Mr. Su Ming now?

Will you still regard me as your first love?

Do you still want to pollute my innocence?

"Don't abandon me..."

"I will, really... give it to you. That is, a kind of agreement. It's strange though."

"You really are... a self-absorbed, lustful, arrogant, perverted, and fetishist..."

"But, this person is my first love. He will also be my only love."

"..."

What else did you say.

But I don’t feel abnormal at all.

On the contrary, I miss it very much.

Yes.

Mr. Su Ming is such a person.

When I cry, he will deliberately ruin the atmosphere. An alternative way of comforting me.

"don't want……"

"I will wear a sling for you tomorrow. Okay?"

Fool.

It would have been enough for her to just agree, but she insisted on discussing with me the types of suspenders and the chubbyness of my thighs.

such.

I want to go to the gym right away.

"Stop talking about meat..."

"Besides, next time during the holidays... I will arrange overtime for you."

What will happen next?

I don't know what kind of person Xia Ye is. But I know that she also has feelings for Mr. Su Ming.

Whether it's being in a relationship or sharing your boyfriend with others.

It's all a first for me.

As a girlfriend, I must be easy to talk to. I will accommodate you in everything.

But so what?

He is not dead and can reappear in front of me. This is not a dream.

Too much to ask……

Just think about it. After all, I thought about it in front of the tombstone. No matter what, as long as Mr. Su Ming is still alive... I am willing to do anything.

Even if I am a stupid woman, I don't hate this way of thinking.

One night I burned all my memories, and from then on my dreams became transparent; one morning I threw away all my yesterdays, and from then on my steps became light. This is from Rabindranath Tagore's poem.

But I had the opposite understanding.

One night, I recalled all my memories. From then on, my dreams disappeared. One morning, I picked up all yesterdays, and from then on my body felt relaxed. The premise of remembering and picking up is that the core person returns.

"You are just like in my dream."

"I was crying and laughing at the same time. I feel like this could be listed as the ninth wonder of the world."

"..."

This is how I am.

Normally, my mood is not affected by others, but Mr. Su Ming can easily influence me.

"Does Mr. Su Ming have any comments?"

"No."

"It's all your fault."

"?"

“So you have to take responsibility.”

It's not just Mr. Su Ming who is responsible.

I can do it too.

I have to take on the responsibility of making Mr. Su Ming like me more than before.

Chapter 134 Mission Failed

12 month 2 day.

late at night.

Miao Xueer was upset. She had misunderstood a very important thing.

That thing.

The tastier things in Plato cannot be kept for long.

The storage period is shorter than that of blood. Blood can be diluted with warm water and can be drunk. In theory, that thing can also be drunk, but she felt very uncomfortable drinking it.

There is a world of difference between eating it fresh and eating it now after a few days.

She didn't know whether her appetite had become more picky or she was simply addicted to new things.

Standing by the windowsill.

The night scene of Keyimu Town cannot be seen here.

There is a huge difference between day and night. But in the end, I just want the difference of bright colors, and I want to hide my identity and talk to others. I try to pretend to be a normal person.

Not really a normal person.

"..."

Plato always made his hair a mess.

What was your original hair color?

brown.

The hair color of the Eliza royal family is naturally different from that of the common people.

Now it's snow-white.

Plato seemed to have said that it looked good, right?

That's natural.

Even though it is white, it is not gray and grey. My hair is still smooth and shiny.

Is the food really delicious?

Could it be that she is like the maids before, trying to please me on purpose?