lay down.
Pick it up again.
……
"Why...should I choose?"
"unacceptable."
"I know clearly...that the real me is so weak that I even hate myself."
"...?"
I don't know if that was an illusion or not.
I always feel like lying next to Mr. Su Ming... suddenly the distance is very close.
Being hit. Unlike before, it didn't hurt at all, it was just normal strength.
I heard words that I didn’t know what they meant, like I was mumbling in my sleep.
"You... spoke?"
I grabbed Mr. Su Ming and asked him again and again, but it seemed to be just an illusion and never appeared again.
Touch me again. Not another word uttered.
That's just an illusion.
I sat next to Mr. Su Ming and saw drool dripping from the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to eat me... Maybe his spirit was about to collapse.
2 month 18 day.
early morning.
"Let's go. I specially chose this time to pick you up. At least I won't be looked at like a monkey right away when I get back."
The female security guard had two more teeth marks on her wrist. Deeper than before.
"..."
I told her that the hallucination was reality.
"Hey."
She, who had always been gentle, suddenly changed her face and scolded sternly, "How long do you think it has been? I don't have time to take care of you all the time, and I don't have time to be your sister's punching bag all the time. It makes me unable to sleep well."
"You would never lie to me with such a clumsy lie, right?"
"If I'm really still conscious and want to do this with you, then I'll give you time without saying anything. Don't I want someone as capable as me to be my partner?!"
"...Please, give me...a little more time. Mr. Su Ming...if he is still alive..."
"Nothing unexpected."
She was extremely impatient, "If you want me to believe it, then you can demonstrate it and let me see it with my own eyes."
"..."
I was silent.
Because I know better than anyone else that it is a very clumsy lie. He didn't do it, even the things he was touched and talked to... were just hallucinations, and he still feels a dull pain in his chest.
"They are all adults. Can you think about your sister? She doesn't have food or water. If she continues like this, not only will she lose him, but you will also lose your sister."
"..."
I was shaking all over.
"Demo... demonstrate it again... for you to see. It's true... I'm not lying."
"..."
The female security guard looked at me with hopeless eyes and folded her hands.
And I... was very funny, trying to recreate the illusion.
pain.
It's not a caressing action at all, it's more like leaving scars on me... Because I've been so close to her in the past few days, there have been many bright scratches all over my body. That further proves that he was never sober at all.
"Stop, it's really not necessary."
The female security guard pulled me up and arranged my clothes... She couldn't bear to see the wounds left on my skin out of the corner of her eye.
"You have to live. He won't want you to continue like this, do you understand?"
"...Go and wait outside. It will be over soon."
Comfort me. Then they forced me out of the room.
Before the door was closed, I saw her pull out the dagger from her waist.
"...No, no! It's not an illusion...!"
I didn't eat properly, I didn't sleep properly...I didn't have the ability to open closed doors when I was healthy, let alone now.
He just scratched the door panel with his fingernails.
ended.
When I think about what has happened inside... I almost faint.
"Woo..."
I couldn't cry.
Really annoying. Nothing was said...nothing was done, it was gone.
I still have to go back...and there are things I should do. What should I do in the future... I can survive, but I clutch my chest and always feel like a chunk of flesh has been taken away. It was a crack that was more unbearable and inconsolable than physical pain.
"..."
I don’t know how long it took, but the door opened.
The female security guard stood in front of me and I couldn't see clearly what was going on inside. The dagger she held had no blood.
"...it seems like it's not an illusion."
He looked at me with a strange expression, "I don't know how to evaluate it...but..."
She pulled me up and helped me in.
"Is it because the little brother still has consciousness, or was he just too horny when he was alive?"
"……what."
After entering, I followed her line of sight and saw.
Mr. Su Ming... was excited and had an obvious reaction.
Chapter 29 Do you want me?
After its body exploded and the body was infected with an unknown liquid, Su Ming's consciousness became strange.
The only thought in his mind was how to tear apart the prey's body and infect the whole body with their broken limbs and liquid.
Of course, there may be more than just pollution.
Those things I can’t figure out now, so I don’t want to think about them for the time being.
The most important thing is that Su Ming actually had a chance to reset, but he hesitated. Hesitation equals defeat.
Suicide... just using that knife would probably be very painful.
All the way back from such a long way, I was only wearing a very thin shirt.
Can feel cold, sometimes scratched by something...
But those pains could not offset the increasingly intense killing intent in his head, and would even become stronger.
A lot of pictures.
Originally there was only the urge to kill. but……
Gradually offset by a strange yet familiar touch.
woman.
Sleep with yourself every day. who is it?
When he was about to remember it, he was covered up by the killing again.
But so soft.
And very warm.
Fragrant... It's not blood, but it's also the food I like very much?
Something cold fell on my face, not rain.
Tears... what are they?
When something warm was applied to his eyes, the pain... slowed down, and the urge to kill seemed to fade away. I always feel like I have to think of something.
Very comfortable.
Not killing.
What is the prey doing to itself? I always feel that it can be more enjoyable, but I have forgotten how to feel more comfortable.
Until a certain time.
Suddenly I remembered what the soft objects I always played with were, and intermittent memories emerged... what I did afterward.
'…nz. '
Memories that surfaced stronger than before.
He has a desire that is equal to...or even greater than the urge to kill.
Crush the prey beneath you, not tear it apart, or anything else? what is that?
2 month 19 day.
Su Ming remembered everything.
The urge to kill has also disappeared.
The memories of abnormal times, how An Shiyao treated herself...how he treated her, are all completely imprinted in his brain.
"Mr. Su Ming... is such a lecherous person."
"I didn't expect that he would not be killed because of something like this. But this proves that... Mr. Su Ming still has the possibility of recovery, right? The security guard also said that... maybe a miracle will happen."
"Hurry up and get excited~ Maybe you can do it a few more times."
But Su Ming didn't get up directly now.
Still being served...very comfortable.
It's not that you can't have bad taste.
Mainly, the kind of love that almost melted into every sentence... made Su Ming a little unsure how to face it.
[Character: An Shiyao]
【Favourability: 99】
[Description: A girl who loves you deeply will do anything for you. You can trust that she will never betray you.]
Is it already close to the full value?
hiss.
All the postures and movements were initiated by her and were taught by her.
No.
Why?
"Do you remember who I am?"
Su Ming's vision was blurry at first, but it has recovered now.
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