Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Because it was the result of being with him.

"...We have tried our best."

However, they took off their masks and looked at themselves sympathetically. Someone explained that there was a chromosomal abnormality, but I didn’t understand.

why?

Can not accept.

The baby in my belly is gone. Without my consent, the adults were chosen first.

They said the law stipulates that the person must be protected. They also said that whether it was their father or anyone else, this was the decision.

Still a nightmare.

He was left alone in a nursing home with a female caregiver watching him 24 hours a day.

Remember, they forbade me from seeking peace through any attempt to harm myself.

Of course not.

He has long told me that anything is okay, except that you can't hurt yourself.

My sister changed into clean clothes and returned to her former cute appearance as a porcelain doll.

But I don't want to see her. I don't want my sister to see... this miserable look.

Sometimes, I shed tears without words. Once it happens, it won't stop for a long time.

Sometimes, uncontrollable laughter. Then the heart throbbed... They shouted, and the patient rushed in with signs of mania.

For a long time, I couldn't sleep or eat properly. It was all done by the caregivers in a trance.

An opportunity to go out.

"They sent his belongings."

"What do you want to do about it?"

Thinking about it now, it was just that my father knew about my relationship with Mr. Su Ming through his young sister, so he specially brought me a manual for choosing a cemetery to guide me out.

I kept mumbling all night long, biting my fingers...and kept choosing a cemetery.

Then, witness the burial of those belonging to Mr. Su Ming.

There are words engraved on the stele and photos posted.

My father has never seen Mr. Su Ming alive, but he has seen Mr. Su Ming dead. So you can spend money to get live photos.

I stared at the frozen smile in the photo, unable to make any sound.

Reach out.

All you touch will be the cold stone tablet.

"……elder sister."

"Don't do this again. My brother-in-law wouldn't want my sister to be like this."

"..."

"Sister, I want to live a good life, along with my brother-in-law... ugh."

My sister hugged me and cried very sadly.

It is certainly not a language that a child can organize. Did her father teach her this?

"There's something else."

"Something that is officially considered of little value, you should know what it is."

The father took out the contents of the trunk of the car.

"..."

seen.

Some tattered cloth strips and wooden signs.

[We’ll be there just a few kilometers further]

【Are you scared? I think it's more outrageous for you to say that you are holding on to the wall and asking me to be behind you. 】

"……what."

[From now on, my children and I will compete for nutrition. If Mr. is limited, I am very curious about who Yao will give priority to. 】

this is.

[Congratulations, we have arrived at our destination]

[Do you see that red speedboat with a flag on it? Don't hesitate, it's right there. Go up there, wash yourself and wait for me.]

At that time, Mr. Su Ming stayed behind so that I would not be afraid.

"Ugh...ahhh!"

An overwhelming wave of emotions surged up, so overwhelming that I could hardly breathe.

Later, it was almost 2018.

I began to receive medication passively or actively.

I have met many probably famous psychiatrists at home and abroad.

I can’t remember the exact day when I met an acquaintance.

"I thought you would collapse when you saw me."

That is, the doctor of the shelter.

"I used to think that I should be a doctor to help the world, but after I came back... I thought, it would be better to choose a career that is less stressful, and I don't want to see those life and death. Maybe, I am also quite timid."

"...If he could do it over again, he would still choose that way, right?"

The doctor said she tried to persuade Mr. Su Ming to stay.

However, it would be better if the three of them answered together.

Yes, it would be nice if the three of us were together. It would be nice to be able to wait at the supermarket until rescue.

Mid-2018.

I tried to find out about the cause of the disaster in Haidao City, but they just sent someone to reply that "it has been taken care of" and never responded again.

Haidao City seems to have disappeared since 2016, and there has been no news. What could be heard more that year was the unprecedented earthquake in the island country, which killed many people.

I try to donate.

'No need. This is a sudden disaster caused purely by climate, biology and environment. I understand your feelings, but let the authorities handle this matter. You...living a good life is the greatest help to the country. If you have any difficulties, you can come to us. Donation is not necessary.'

I don't know if that's the truth or not.

But I think the official will not just sit back and ignore that kind of thing. There is really no need for my little strength.

'If there's anything I can do to help, please let me know. '

'Will do. '

After they warned me again that matters in Haidao City must be kept secret, they never came to see me again.

I still have things to do.

I want to find Mr. Su Ming's sister and take care of her as my own sister. But why can't it be found? It's as if this person doesn't exist in the world at all.

Didn't tell anyone.

For a long time, I hallucinated. Mr. Su Ming sometimes looked at me very gently, and sometimes he longed for me very strongly.

And because of this, I can be patient.

Keep looking.

2021 years.

I received a double degree from Harvard University and the University of Pennsylvania. But Mr. Su Ming's family members were still not found.

"Sister, if my brother-in-law can see you slowly recovering now, he will definitely be very happy."

My sister has grown a lot taller and has reached my shoulders.

And I gradually hid the pain deeply and acted as if nothing had happened.

"Sister...could my brother-in-law be the hero in fairy tales? The kind who will go back after rescuing the heroine."

Only Xiaoxi would mention him in front of me.

"With a hero, would he be so lustful?"

"Hmph~ Isn't that why my sister is too beautiful? Only then can my brother-in-law become a brother-in-law."

"..."

"Maybe my brother-in-law has been reincarnated as a child."

"I'm already in high school, so read less comics."

Even so. Sometimes, I also have boring dreams.

For example, Mr. Su Ming suddenly appeared or something.

Of course, it just makes me burst into tears every time I wake up.

I'm still looking. While participating in the operation of the family business, I continued to invest a sufficient amount of time in searching. Even if everything Mr. Su Ming said is false... I still want to find clues to prove that he existed, and then, maybe I can learn about him that I don't know. What kind of person was he before Island City?

2022 years.

Very surprised.

Now, I see the exact same person as Mr. Su Ming 6 years ago. This is probably why I have nightmares that I haven’t had for a long time.

"There are no two identical leaves in the world, right?"

"I didn't see the body...it was taken away by them."

"Things that only happen in the movies in Haidao City...are the past and present lives that Xiao Xi mentioned really happened?"

Maybe I should have given up this idea long ago.

But there’s no point in not confirming it even if you see it with your own eyes, maybe it’s your character?

Worried that I’ll have another meltdown because I got bad news?

You really like to be nosy. But no.

I, now I can say with some confidence...I am a wife worthy of your taking home. Not only in serving you, I have not embarrassed you in any other place.

If not, I won't cry anymore to seek death. That way... I won't be qualified to be buried in the cemetery reserved next to you, right?

Then, I will continue to look for your family and sister. When everything is done and Xiaoxi has really grown up, and there is nothing more that I can do, I will look for you again.

Chapter 41 Can’t I add two?

Mentally very bad.

Before 10 o'clock in the morning, Su Ming was woken up by the sound of children playing badminton. That's not to say that it's just in the ear, but the apartment is so big that it's difficult to live on the second floor without hearing the sounds from downstairs.

It's actually okay.

I went to bed early yesterday, and it's almost a dozen hours in total by now.

But why do I have sore and soft back pain...

Also, it’s unscientific.

"..."

It felt like I had a long dream...with colors.

No, the quality simply cannot be compared with ordinary Color Dream. How can an ordinary person even experience the smell clearly?

Why does An Shiyao's whole body smell so fragrant? And slippery.

Even though she said she had sprayed some toilet water from the supermarket and applied some other cream, it didn't have that chemical scent at all.