Two-dimensional rune mark

Therefore, both Qin Yu himself and the woman in black in front of him clearly understand one thing, that is, they are not the kind of people who dare to force each other to death.

Such a same temperament, after the first contact between the two of them, was a common realization almost at the same time.

And this is also the real reason why they didn't provoke each other until now after the first thing that made each other unhappy when they met for the first time.

Because, both of them deeply understand: they are destined to have no real victor, no matter which side they run rampant with each other.

However, it is undeniable that psychologically, Qin Yu is still in a weak position.

Therefore, when Qin Yu saw that the person blocking him in such a place at this time was her, Qin Yu was really not an ordinary sullen.

As for the tenderness and sweetness of the previous moment, Qin Yu had already thrown them out of the cold palace wall.

Chapter 555 Itchy Skin

At this moment, in Qin Yu's eyes, heart, and mind, there is only focus on this woman—focusing on how to deal with her goals and means.

After all, the lessons this woman had imposed on Qin Yu were really too terrifying and too profound; Qin Yu was absolutely reluctant to experience such a feeling of life being worse than death.

It was precisely because he had personally experienced that kind of horror, so from this woman, Qin Yuming realized one thing: In this world, apart from love, there is something called torture.

"I can tell. You are very nervous. It's not like the lord they boasted to me should behave." The woman in black looked Qin Yu up and down and said.

"You said that they were bragging, so it's okay to have a little water. Besides, I'm just nervous, but fortunately I didn't panic." Qin Yu didn't deny or hide it, but in his heart at the moment, he could not wait to put those in this The guy who raised his broken mouth in front of the woman was torn apart.

"Really? That's such a pity." The black-clothed woman paused, then continued in a disappointed tone: "You know, if you can make the legendary grandfather in the cold palace feel nervous when he sees Ben Gong, I will be very concerned about Ben Gong. As far as I am concerned, it is a very happy and fulfilling thing. And if such a grandfather can be flustered when he sees Ben Gong, then for Ben Gong, it is like getting real life from a castrated man. The Gao Qichao is not only happy, but also very excited."

"Bitch." At the same time of infinite contempt in his heart, Qin Yu also felt a chill for the other party's shamelessness.But the expression on his face was a little shy and obvious pride, and he pretended to be reserved and said: "To make the same legendary Concubine Yun regret, for me, it is also a happy thing. It's over. As you said, Concubine Yun, if you want me to panic because of you, it's really not an easier thing than getting the experience of Gao Qichao from the eunuch in this cold palace. "

Speaking of this, Qin Yu showed his snow-white teeth, and Sen Leng suggested evilly: "But if you can really go and let a few eunuchs in the palace get Gao Qichao on you first, I think I'm still very willing. I panic because of you every time I see you."

"Looks like your grandfather is itchy?" The woman in black who was called Concubine Yun by Qin Yu stepped forward and forced a step forward, embarrassed and angrily said.

"It's a little itchy, but someone has already scratched it for me just now." Qin Yu also took a step forward, almost touching Concubine Yun's nose, and answered tit for tat.

Even as a eunuch, Qin Yu was determined not to lose his face and dignity as a man in front of a woman—especially in front of this woman.

It's a big deal to do one more time with each other and show weakness, that's impossible.This is Qin Yu's consistent style.

He and Qin Yu looked at each other fiercely for a few times, feeling Qin Yu's increasingly urgent and hot breath on his face, Yun Fei silently retreated a step and returned to his original position.

I don't know if it was because of the destruction of the good mood and the unhappiness in my heart, or because of the negative emotions that this woman instinctively aroused. In short, at this moment, Qin Yu has begun to have the urge to ignore it, and there is a hint of alternative stimulation.Therefore, even though this woman who made Qin Yu feel nervous and afraid, rarely gave in, Qin Yu continued to provocatively say: "I don't know, Concubine Yun, you are waiting for the Lord at night, what is the so-called?

Chapter 556 The Heart of a Neglected Woman

If you want to seek Gao Qichao, then forgive me, there is nothing I can do.If there are other difficult or unhappy things, then I really hope Concubine Yun that you can talk to me and make me happy. "

Concubine Yun did not get angry and annoyed by Qin Yu's words, but after looking at Qin Yu for a while, she asked in a complicated tone, "Master, do you understand the heart of a woman who is left out?"

Qin Yu was dumbfounded.Staring blankly at the woman in front of her, her mood suddenly appeared to be very low, and there was only one unbelievable question left in her mind: is this still that terrifying bitch? ! .

Qin Yu really wanted to believe that the god of death put down the butcher knife and started to bathe and pray for the suffering world. He also preferred to believe that this cold palace, which seemed to never see fire, suddenly caught fire and was burned to the ground; he absolutely did not want to believe this woman in front of him at the moment. will ask such a sentence.

Therefore, Qin Yu asked subconsciously: "Can you say it again?! It was too windy just now, and I didn't hear it clearly."

"Damn it's windy. You're lying to children who haven't been weaned. At this time, let alone wind, the air doesn't feel flowing." Concubine Yun hated Qin Yu's hypocrisy, which was completely inconsistent with her real age. Literacy.However, he still lowered his head, honestly, and repeated the previous sentence in a shy voice.

After listening to Concubine Yun's repeated words earnestly, carefully, and with a really focused and serious expression, Qin Yu was finally sure that he was not dreaming or hallucinating.It was the woman in front of her who really said such things to herself.Moreover, Qin Yu can be sure that when the other party is saying these words, it is true, sincere and sincere.

Qin Yu suddenly shivered violently and shivered, and suddenly took a few steps back.Immediately afterwards, with the index finger of his free right hand, he pointed at the other party with trembling, and gently asked with shock, doubt, and a little fear, "Are you sick or have a fever?"

Seeing that the other party suddenly raised his head because of his own words, under the flashing light, he looked at him with a pair of rounded eyes with a look of gnashing his teeth.

Qin Yu shrank his neck subconsciously, then pointed at his forehead with a finger, and asked again with an uneasy feeling: "Or was this place just accidentally caught by the door or burned out?!"

"You, you, you" Concubine Yun was embarrassed, angry, anxious and messy.I saw that she pointed her finger at Qin Yu, almost jumping.

However, when Qin Yu saw her like this, he finally let go of his suspended heart and courage.

Feeling that he and the woman opposite him had returned to the most rational reality, which made Qin Yu almost feel the urge to cry with hypocrisy.

Taking a few heavy, fierce and violent breaths, Concubine Yun seemed to calm down as her plump chest that heaved violently slowly calmed down.

But seeing her glaring at Qin Yu, she cursed viciously: "Damn Xiaoyuanzi, damn Xiaoyuanzi, stinky Xiaoyuanzi (Xiaoyuanzi is the title given to Qin Yu when he became an eunuch), you have the You are sick, and you are not too sick; you have a fever, and you are stupid; your forehead is caught by the door."

Chapter 557 The purpose of looking for you tonight

Concubine Yun's breathless action made Qin Yu's black eyes brighten, and her words made Qin Yu feel somber: It turns out that this terrifying bitch has such a limited level of scolding. .If I knew she had failed so much in this respect, why did I have to deal with her for the sake of pretending to be a man, and suffer that crime? If I fight her directly, it's her who will be the one who is better off dead.However, now I found that it was a better thing.

At this moment, for the first time, Qin Yu felt that he had an absolute advantage and initiative over this woman.The dignity of the broken man was finally picked up again in front of this woman.

"Oh. I'm not sick, I'm not stupid, and my head is not caught in the door." Qin Yu was really relieved, so while comforting himself, this sentence also sincerely comforted the other party.

However, the other party is obviously wrong.So, the result is not good.

Because, Qin Yu saw some subtle reflections suddenly appeared in the fingers of the opponent's right hand when the light spots were lit up.This made Qin Yu's nerves and body suddenly tense.

At the same time, Qin Yu also heard that the other party was really annoyed and angry, revealing the cold and sharp words: "Do you want to die or do not want to live, or just live rather than die. Say it, this palace will do it. Satisfying you will definitely satisfy you. As long as you dare to provoke Ben Gong again, then Ben Gong will be able to let you know responsibly, not to mention the one inside, even if the real immortal comes, it will not be able to stop it This palace's complete runaway."

However, Qin Yu, who had gained an advantage in his heart for the first time, took the initiative, and once again experienced the existence of the dignity of a man as a broken man, was determined not to shrink back when faced with the threat of the same person again.Especially when the object is still this woman.

Therefore, Qin Yu also contradicted coldly and arrogantly: "Is this threatening your father and me?! If so, then I am not afraid to tell you that your father and I were not raised by rice, but were raised by threats. Do you want to do it?! Then let the horse come, and I will continue."

Qin Yu's words were very rigid.However, his serious and cautious expression and tense body, as well as the movement of staring at each other's right hand, betrayed his inner tension.

Although Qin Yu didn't want to admit it, he couldn't deny that his so-called psychological advantages, which were mostly self-comforting, were not as obvious as he thought, and they were still very fragile.

Concubine Yun looked at this child who, to her, had not grown up for a while, with a complicated expression, and for some reason, she put away the slender silver needle between her fingers.The person also calmed down, and in a tone that could not tell whether it was a pleading or a pleading, he whispered: "Master, can you answer the question of this palace?"

Qin Yu could hear the seriousness of the other party at the moment.

He hesitated for a while, and finally took a step back to the position one meter away from the other party. With the help of the dim light, he stared at the other party's face earnestly for a while before asking seriously, "This question is for you. Are you saying it's important?!"

Concubine Yun nodded lightly and said softly: "It depends on who the other party is. At least, the answer of the master is important. This is also the purpose of this palace looking for you tonight."

Chapter 558

Qin Yu nodded seriously.Said he understood.

His gaze crossed Concubine Yun, the stone house where he lived not far behind Concubine Yun, and looked at the brilliant lights that illuminated the night sky in the distance.The look in his eyes gradually became very complicated.

After a long time, Qin Yu said in a low voice: "Concubine Yun, do you know? You and a sixteen-year-old have never been in contact with real love affairs, and it should never be possible to experience real love affairs in the future. The eunuch talks about a woman's heart; and it's the snubbed heart of a snubbed woman. What a cruel thing that is."

There was a pause.Qin Yu looked at Concubine Yun, with a bit of sarcasm and playfulness in his tone: "You are trying to attack my fragile heart, which has been devastated, hurt and humiliated, see my jokes and embarrassment? Or do you want to remind me, Is there a lonely and cold woman who is so hungry and thirsty that she needs an immature fake man like me to warm the bed for her comfort?"

Qin Yu waved his hand to stop Concubine Yun's move, and then said, "Actually, I have never thought about such a question. I'm not even afraid to tell you that many times, once my thoughts accidentally touch on men and women When it comes to love problems, I will also subconsciously stop myself in time. Because, Lord, I am not qualified to think deeply. I still have such a little self-knowledge. I once said this to a eunuch who was beaten and hurt in this regard: a man who lacks a handle is sometimes better than a stone stick, which can make women love and hate."

He opened a bottle of blue-and-white stuffed mud and took a big mouthful. Qin Yu's words spit out together with the smell of alcohol: "When I was ten years old, at a market, I saw a drunk man. , he crawled on the side of the muddy road, and kept shouting a sentence: a man is a woman's support; just because of the word 'dependence', so many men have been vicissitudes, and so many women have been heartbroken. To be honest, At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but this person and this incident left a very deep memory for me at that time, and then, this sentence was also deeply remembered in my mind, It has been lingering. But when I felt that I had understood the meaning of this sentence, I also found out with grief and indignation: Even if I have experienced vicissitudes in the future, I will not be a man; With Hongyan, I can't give her the heartache that a real man can bring her."

Qin Yu's words left Concubine Yun silent.Then she suddenly snatched the wine bottle in Qin Yu's hand and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Qin Yu looked at her, shook his head and said, "I'm sorry. I just have feelings in my heart, so I just said some facts and my heart. Therefore, I can't answer your question. After all, a man can give I have never experienced a woman's love and hurt, and I am not qualified to try and experience it completely. But, at my current age, I have seen so many love affairs outside and here, no matter if it's true or not. Well, I still understand some things about love. So, I don't really know anything about what you asked, and I haven't thought about it at all. It's just that I don't want to understand, and I can't help but go. Just understand."

"This is my answer, the answer I can give you now. Are you satisfied?"

Chapter 559 The Twisted Scar

After saying this, Qin Yu felt a sense of relief and relief after he was released and vented.For the woman in front of her, she seemed to let go of her guard and was no longer nervous.

After waiting quietly for a while, and determined that Qin Yu would not make any more additions, Concubine Yun smiled lightly, and her expression also showed a kind of satisfaction and relief.

"It doesn't matter whether you are satisfied or dissatisfied. After all, a woman who can ask such a question has a dissatisfied heart. Moreover, the same question, since I was abandoned by the first man in my life. Since then, I have asked many people. Your answer, among all the people I have asked, is neither the best, nor the most comforting." Concubine Yun chuckled. He continued: "But at least in terms of candor, you should be the most satisfying to me. Although our first meeting was not friendly, no matter what, I appreciate your candor on this issue and follow your own heart. It's not a perfunctory answer." At this moment, she no longer called herself the Palace, but used the self-proclaimed "I".

Concubine Yun shook the bottle of wine at Qin Yu, then took a small sip, and said with an aftertaste: "People in the rivers and lakes, especially women who are ups and downs in the wind and waves of the rivers and lakes, when they really set foot in the rivers and lakes, the first The same thing lost is not life or body, but an honest heart. The first and second skills learned at the same time are hypocrisy and cruelty. Maybe you think I am extreme, but that is also what I accepted from the beginning. The truth that I learned from the bloody lessons that I can't erase for the rest of my life."

Concubine Yun's words made Qin Yu feel a kind of depression, and a kind of inexplicable sentimental emotion was growing.

Qin Yu suddenly remembered a sentence he had overheard at the beginning: For people who are emotionally rich and sensitive, and weak and stubborn, life has never been easy.And the reason why people are wanton, many times, is often because of those things that are not easy.

He suddenly felt that this sentence was properly interpreted by the woman in front of him.

No one is born a perverted and wicked person; just, many times, a person's kindness not only fails to make him a good person, but also leaves him with distorted scars, which in turn distorts his whole person.

Qin Yu felt that what should have been sweet and pure wine in his mouth also had a bitter taste.He was silent for a while before he said: "You came to ask me such a question tonight, not to get an answer from me. Even, I can feel that no matter what my answer is, to you , in fact, there is not much difference. Because, the most real and profound answer is always in your heart. What you really want is to say such a question to me." Qin Yu said with Certainly, and no longer think of himself as a grandfather.

"Perhaps that's true. Maybe only when I ask others if they understand the heart of a woman who has been neglected, can I forget that I am a woman who has been neglected in life." Concubine Yun responded to Qin Yu's words desolately.

"My 'mother' has always taught me: Only by being kind to yourself can you forgive others. If a person can't learn to forgive himself first, he will never be able to truly appreciate life. Now, I send you these two sentences Let yourself go out first, so that others can have the opportunity to come in." Qin Yu persuaded sincerely and earnestly.

Chapter 560 Desires match the decision

Because, at this moment, Qin Yu began to understand this woman a little bit.

Although Qin Yu didn't know the woman's previous life and experience, judging from the huge gap between her usual behavior and her current performance, that kind of experience would probably not be much better. And it must be unforgettable.

"Thank you." Concubine Yun smiled slightly, then looked back at the stone house behind her, and said bitterly with envy, "She is a great woman, and you also have a great 'mother'."

Qin Yu's eyes were also fixed on the stone room, and Ken nodded fiercely, affirming affectionately: "She is indeed."

"However, what you don't know is that no matter how great a woman is, there are also small and humble; no matter how cautious a man is, there are also places of negligence. (...) When the real decision comes, you may suddenly find that all the Beauty is just the appearance of lies. But the real truth has been buried in places that I don't want to believe and touch." When Qin Yu was so proud of it, Concubine Yun suddenly sank. He uttered these unreasonable words aloud.

Qin Yu's deep affection, condensed for this, he stared at each other seriously, hesitated for a while, and then said with suppressed anger: "What do you mean by this?! You said that my mother treated me well, In fact, they are all deceiving me, acting?!"

"Haha. You said this yourself, I didn't say that." Concubine Yun looked at Qin Yu's hand holding the wine bottle and slanted by her side, sighed and said, "Actually, you were there just now. Hesitation already shows that you have doubts in your heart. It's just that your strong desire and cherishing for something makes you subconsciously cover up the existence of this doubt. Because, you know very well that once you look directly at it, Going deeper, no matter what the final result is, it means the loss of those things you care about most. As a woman who is a dozen years older than you, I want to tell you one thing, that is, in this world, there are It's not because there are too many fools that so many people are deceived; on the contrary, the real reason is because there are too many smart people. Do you know why this is so? It's because, compared to the simplicity of fools, smart people There are too many complicated desires and fluke fantasies. Therefore, many times, even if they know they are wrong, they who think they are smart and clever know better than fools to find reasons to persuade themselves to insist on the right understanding. Therefore, in the future, The best way to get a smart person to be deceived is to tell the other person the truth, and then he will make a decision that matches his desires."

"Why are you telling me this?" Qin Yu didn't respond, but chose to ask back.

Because, compared with the content of what the other party said, he cared more about the purpose of her words.

"Because, the answer you gave me, as you said, is only the answer you can think of and give at your age and stage. And I look forward to your answer in the future. For this reason, when you have no Before giving a different answer, I don't want you to die." Concubine Yun explained.

Qin Yu shook his head and said, "This explanation is obviously not enough for me. You should understand this. So please tell me the real reason I want to know."