Two-dimensional rune mark

Chapter 566 Found Her

You have to learn to protect yourself first and not let yourself be hurt.If doing a good deed cannot bring you a good mood, then it is better not to do it.In such a world, the first and most important reason why being a good person is difficult is because, in order to do a good deed, one must do it without making mistakes; at the same time, it is also because there are right and wrong in good things themselves. "

Seeing Qin Yu's darkened eyes, the woman shook her head and sighed, and then said in a lecturing tone: "You will only understand how complicated things are in the world and how sinister the human heart is; Only then can we understand the hardships of life and the difficulty of living in the world. Life is never perfect, so people are destined to face imperfections in life. Only by learning to accept imperfect things and knowing how to tolerate imperfect existence, can we move toward perfection in an imperfect life ."

"Life is never perfect. (...) Even if you just want to be complete, you must accept the fact that it exists as a premise." Qin Yu said quietly, the confusion in his eyes and the coldness in his heart deepened.

At that time, Qin Yu was only a little over fourteen years old, and his thinking about life and his cognition of right and wrong were still superficial; therefore, he did not really understand these words at that time.

When he really understood, in addition to comprehending to start thinking about life and judging right and wrong, the rest was just a feeling of gratitude and happiness to his mother.

However, when Qin Yu combined the words of Concubine Yun just now, Qin Yu began to feel that he could no longer tell the difference between the words that his mother said at that time, whether it was a coincidence or a coincidence, or she had said it early. For a situation that may occur in the future - a situation similar to the present, it is set in advance to pave the way.

"Since even life has never been perfect, the relationship between us can't be perfect. Therefore, when there is a defect, I have to accept it, so that the relationship between us can be imperfect. Maintain completeness. Is this what you really meant when you said these words?! Mother." Qin Yu asked in his heart.

Qin Yu did not want to believe that such a truth really existed.

Because, if it were so good, he would be hurt and hurt.

Because, in Qin Yu's memory, the following memories are so warm and happy; he is unwilling and difficult to accept being subverted.

The memories continued, and those pictures of the past that Qin Yu remembered and cherished related to his mother were now clear in Qin Yu's mind little by little.

I don't know if it was because he was too weak and tired at the time; or because the gentle words of this woman who had not yet become his mother made Qin Yu feel safe and secure, so he relaxed and calmed down slowly.At the same time, in this peaceful process, he fell asleep unknowingly.

When Qin Yu woke up again, he found that the woman with disabled legs had already left.

Thinking that when he fell asleep, she crawled back with her hands with difficulty; Qin Yu was full of guilt, so he struggled to get up regardless of the weakness and pain at the time, and searched for her everywhere in this cold palace.

Although the process was not easy, he finally found her in the room behind the Shimen that Qin Yu was leaning against.

Chapter 567 The emotion of awe

Thinking of the moment when he found her, he was so excited that he burst into tears, Qin Yu still felt inexplicable in his heart at this moment.

Men's tears do not flow lightly, and that is only because they have not yet reached the sad part, when their love is strong.

After that, Qin Yu moved here to live with her.

At that time, Qin Yu's idea was very simple, that is, her legs were disabled, her mobility was inconvenient, and she needed someone to take care of her, so it was her duty to take care of her.So, he begged her to let him move in with her so that he could take care of her.

And her consideration at that time was also very simple, that is, Qin Yu was too young to be involved in the world, so he needed someone to take care of him; otherwise, in such an environment, it would be very difficult for Qin Yu to survive alone. , so, she accepted his request to move in with her.

In this way, the two live together.

In the following days, she slowly began to teach Qin Yu various things.These things involve all aspects of survival and life, ranging from small words and deeds to thinking about life and analyzing human nature.

At the same time, in order to improve Qin Yu's survivability, she also taught Qin Yu a lot of advanced martial arts and adaptability skills.What moved and shocked Qin Yu even more was that she told him a shocking secret, and from then on shared everything contained in this secret with Qin Yu.

It can be said that it was her appearance that opened up a new world for Qin Yu and led Qin Yu into it.It was she who enlightened Qin Yu, trained Qin Yu, cultivated Qin Yu, and finally created Qin Yu's present.

She once said frankly to Qin Yu: Heroes and chivalry are often accompanied by sorrow and pain, this is a world unsuitable for heroes, so put away your ignorant and fragile compassion and justice.What I teach you is not for you to be generous one day, but for you to survive tenaciously, even if it is despicable and therefore hypocritical.Until one day, when you can live as you want, you will be qualified to weave and carry the halo of the so-called hero, and let go of the innocence in your heart; the premise is that you have not given up at that time.

It was these words that gave Qin Yu the concept of a hero and a hero, and prompted Qin Yu to transform into a hero.

Soon after, the successful revenge against the old eunuch and eunuch strengthened Qin Yu's determination to embark on this path.

It is undeniable that the mother's teaching and training to Qin Yu was very successful. Of course, this is also inseparable from the seriousness and hard work Qin Yu put in to cherish such an opportunity.

Based on everything she taught and the results of her training, Qin Yu completely controlled everything in the entire cold palace in just one year.At that time, he was only a fifteen-year-old boy.

This shows how terrifying this woman is and how powerful her abilities are.Moreover, this was achieved under the premise that she was already disabled and her actions were extremely difficult.

However, at that time, Qin Yu was indulging in such a happy time, completely unaware of it.Some of him are just admiration and admiration for her, and some are just grateful and moved to her.

Even now, Qin Yu is still full of deep gratitude and admiration for her.

The only difference between the current self and the self at that time is that in addition to these feelings, Qin Yu also has a feeling of awe towards her deep in his heart.

Chapter 568 Doubts

Back then, everything was so beautiful.

At that time, Qin Yu seriously studied and absorbed everything she taught him, and never even distinguished the cause and effect of right and wrong.

In Qin Yu's heart, she had been deified by herself into a divine being that surpassed her own life, just like her biological mother.In addition, she looked very similar to his mother, so Qin Yu called her "mother".

At first, she disagreed.

Because her real age is far older than Qin Yu's biological mother, she is more than enough to be Qin Yu's grandmother.

However, Qin Yu didn't care and insisted without leaving the place.

With Qin Yu's stubborn insistence and shouting for a long time, over time, their mother-son relationship was slowly established.

This is how she became Qin Yu's "mother".

Seriously, this relationship was established because Qin Yu took the initiative to fight for it.But now, he has doubts about the other party. For Qin Yu, this has to be said to be a very ironic thing.

So many times, Qin Yu often sighed in his heart: If he can continue and maintain such a life as he did at the beginning, it will undoubtedly be the happiest thing for him.

However, in this world, there is still a famous saying that is biased but thought-provoking: teach the apprentice, starve the master to death.

Of course Qin Yu did not and did not do the thing that starved his master to death.However, the mother's too successful training and cultivation also caused a bad hidden danger, that is, Qin Yu finally had doubts about her.Although, this kind of doubt was suppressed by Qin Yu in the bottom of his heart.

This suspicion first appeared when Qin Yu completely controlled the cold palace and looked down at those who were trembling in front of him.It was also at that time that Qin Yu suddenly realized that he was now so powerful, so fearful and fearful; what a powerful and terrifying character the mother who had brought him up to this point should be.

Because of such a cognition, coupled with the understanding and analysis of human nature that Qin Yu learned from his mother, the understanding and cognition of the world and human feelings, combined with everything that happened between them, especially her lack of knowledge Under the premise of persuasion, be so good to yourself.All of these made Qin Yu have to question the reasons and motives behind the mother who treats him like a child being so kind to him for the first time.

When such a suspicious thought appeared, Qin Yu was horrified by it.

What terrifies him is not the object and content of this suspicion, but his own transformation.

"Since when did I become so sensitive and suspicious, so distrustful and defensive about the people and things around me?!" This was the problem Qin Yu was aware of at the time, and this also made him Horrified and terrified—he was terrified of his transformation from the bottom of his heart.

It was at that time that Qin Yu felt that he had grown and matured, and that he had become a lot more indifferent to people and things.

As for whether maturity leads to indifference and hypocrisy, or hypocrisy and indifference means a person's maturity; until now, Qin Yu has not been able to come up with a definite answer.The only thing he can be sure of is that, no matter what the answer is, it means that he has lost the innocence and simplicity in his heart.

Chapter 569 Closing the Cave

At the same time, Qin Yu also found that his childhood dreams about heroic chivalry were shattered and sinking; what awakened was a heroic city and ambition.

As she put it: "I'd rather face the mess of my life than to be honored after death.

At this time, Qin Yu heard a faint but dull sound, and at the same time felt that the stone gate behind him was moving slowly.He took a deep breath, picked up the food box and wine bottle on the ground, stood up, and turned to face the stone gate.

Looking at the door slowly opening in front of him, Qin Yu determined to be open and honest, and walked in with firm and resolute steps.Because he knows that what should be faced is still to be faced after all, and escaping is not a solution, nor can it solve the problem.Especially after more than a year of preparation, the plan is about to be implemented on the eve.

The layout of the house is not much different from other stone rooms in the Leng Palace. They are all a stone bed, a stone table and a few stone benches.The difference is that the area of ​​the interior is more than double that of other stone rooms; moreover, the acquired decorations and household items are thought to be very rich and exquisite, making the whole room look elegant and gorgeous.The four walls are inlaid with dense light porphyry stones, which well offset the dark time when there is no light between each other, so that the interior is always kept bright.

In fact, even before Qin Yu, the people who could live in this stone room in the past dynasties were the people with the highest status in the entire cold palace, so the layout has always been the best among all the stone rooms in the cold palace. Luxurious; in this way, it is worthy of the identity and status of the person within.And when it was Qin Yu's turn, whether it was his own status or the decorations in the stone room, they were all performed to the extreme.

Qin Yu, who entered the stone room, completely ignored everything in the stone room.He stood silently behind the door, and after the stone door was re-closed, he walked around the stone room from left to right, front to back, and kept walking.

After a while, Qin Yu's figure stopped in front of one of the stone walls, but when he saw that he took a deep breath, he seemed to be firming up a certain decision in his heart again, and then he walked towards the stone wall in front of him.

A strange scene appeared: Qin Yu's body, following his footsteps, suddenly sank into the stone wall and disappeared into this luxurious room.

This is a huge circular enclosed cave.

The entire cave is made of a strange rock that emits a silvery white brilliance.So that this airtight stone room is kept bright at all times.

On the circular top wall more than ten meters above the ground, a huge picture with bright colors is engraved.The entire picture occupies the entire ceiling space with a radius of at least nearly [-] meters.

The engraving is made up of portraits of five strange and eerie sights.

The first part of the engraving depicts a huge, altar-like building.In the center of this building, there was a blood-red long sword that seemed to be made of flowing blood and had a very ordinary style.From the place where the long sword was inserted into this altar-like building, a blood-red liquid seeped out, dyeing most of the gray-white altar building blood-colored.Around the altar, a group of people dressed in peculiar costumes are densely depicted, kneeling in front of the building.

Chapter 570 A Woman

The engraving in the second part depicts a very strange tree.Judging from the background of the painting, the tree is not growing on the ground, but floating in the starry sky.The root system of this tree is extremely huge and complex. From the fact that the roots and branches of the tree are densely spread and occupy the vast majority of the area of ​​the engraved image belonging to this part, it is easy to draw such a conclusion. in conclusion.However, what really makes people feel strange and surprising is not the lush and huge root system that this tree has, but the part above the root system that belongs to the tree.It was a straight torso with only the thickness of a baby's arms, no branches, no leaves, but a thumb-sized, round fruit that radiated brilliant light grew on the top of the trunk.If the root part of the tree is put aside, no one will doubt that the engraving of this part actually depicts a cane with this round gem set at the top, and it is decided not to think that it is a tree.

The engraving of the next third part is much normal.Because what it depicts is a flame that burns the void into twisted ripples.This group of flames is only the size of a normal human head, but from the outside to the inside, it is clearly and orderly composed of nine colors of fire rings of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, black and white, and at the core, this is a mass of chaos.

As for the engraving of the fourth part, it is an orange-yellow heart like a transparent gem.Above this heart, there are nine circular openings, and a cloud of khaki mist is spraying out from these circular openings, filling all the space in this part of the engraving.From a distance, it looks like this orange-yellow heart is suspended in a thick khaki mist.

The last part of the engraved picture, still with the void as the background, depicts a drop of water.If the empty background under this part of the engraved water droplet is compared to a calm water surface, then this part of the engraved image depicts the moment when the drop of water drops into the water surface, causing the water surface to ripple with circles of water marks. .

On the round stone walls around the cave, four huge caves were excavated.In front of each cave stands a huge stone gate.There is a horizontal plaque on each of the stone gates.On each horizontal plaque, two vigorous and powerful quaint fonts are chiseled.

For those who can recognize this type of font, the words and meanings expressed on the stone gates on the four sides are actually very simple. They are: Dan Room, Qi Room, Dharma Room, and Spirit Room.

In addition, in the center of the entire huge cave, there are also eight huge stone pillars.Each stone pillar is engraved with this peculiar-looking biological figure.

Eight stone pillars are surrounded by a circle on the flat and clean ground. On the ground at the center of the circle, there are complex figures carved by lines flowing with a faint luster.This kind of figure is very similar to the engraving on the circular open space at the center of the ground outside the Leng Palace. At least, in terms of the structure outlined by the lines, except for the degree of complexity, there are streamers on the lines. , except that there is no streamer outside, in terms of technique and performance structure, it is almost the same.

At this moment, on the edge of a stone pillar, there is a woman sitting cross-legged on the ground.

Chapter 571 Unreal feeling

This woman has a delicate and beautiful white face, with some light traces of the years, which did not diminish her beauty, but added a mature charm of grace and love to her.The long black and glossy supple hair is casually draped on her slender and skinny shoulders, and she wears a white dress with a simple pattern and a concise style, which makes her look more elegant and holy.

In front of the woman, there is a crystal stone mirror standing obliquely, and the mirror surface is swaying endlessly like water ripples, and a moving picture appears under the ripples.That is exactly the scene of Qin Yu walking strangely in the stone room.

The picture was finally fixed on the stone wall where Qin Yu was submerged.

Almost at the moment when the picture was frozen, the woman shifted her gaze from the mirror to the central area circled by the stone pillars, the pattern outlined by the streamer lines.

At the same time, Qin Yu's figure appeared out of thin air in the space in front of him.

"It's been so long, and I don't know how many times I've experienced it. However, every time I come here in this way, I can't help but feel an unreal feeling like a dream." As Qin Yu's body appeared , and his sighing self-talk.

Then, Qin Yu noticed the woman sitting cross-legged not far in front of him. Qin Yu's footsteps paused for a short moment. After that, he continued to walk forward. At the same time, he whispered softly: "Mother."

"I thought you weren't coming back?" The woman looked at Qin Yu who was sitting in front of her lovingly, and said with a little reproach.