Ultimate Master

You always asked me why I mentioned Xinjie every time I called you. Now I tell you, Xinjie is a girl who can hold hands with you for life. She is my sustenance and the continuation of my life. I know that I have been unable to fulfill my promise to accompany you through this life, so I try to desalinate your feelings for me in this way and transfer your feelings for me to Xinjie. She is beautiful and kind, and she adores and appreciates you. The reason why I entrusted her to you is to let you together, forget me, forget everything about me. Xinjie is more beautiful than me, more educated and more sensible than me. I thought you would have a certain affection for her and forget me. When I leave this world, you still have Xin Jie to accompany me. In this way, I feel at ease and at ease. I know that you are a good man who regards feelings as life. You can see from your love for Zhao Jie. So I don't want to let your leaving cause you to be too sad, too sad. Xin Jie is the one I choose for you instead of me. If you believe me, if you still care about me, then help me take good care of Xinjie and give her a lifetime of happiness. In this way, I am in the nine springs, also be regarded as closed eyes.

I hope you can fulfill this request for me. This is my plea to you and the only thing I can do for you. I know Xinjie, Xinjie also knows me, she knows my mind, and she is willing to help me take care of you for a lifetime.

And I'd like to explain to you manbenri. I know you have been confused and even misunderstood him, and I have been afraid to tell you the truth. As a matter of fact, manbenri is an expert invited by my father from the United States. He is with me to pay attention to my illness at any time. It is also because of him that I have been able to save my life several times in case of sudden illness. I am very grateful to this American friend. I used to be biased against Americans, just like you, against both Americans and Japanese. But meeting manbenri is like the Communist Party meeting Bethune in the Anti Japanese war. Regardless of his personal gains and losses, he didn't even ask for a penny to stay by my side to help me resist the disease. I was moved and admired. It's just that you always misunderstood him, even hit him - you misunderstood him. Of course, I can't blame you. I know that you care. I'm afraid that I will be robbed by others. Although I look worried, I'm very happy in my heart. Because I can see that you love me very much and care about me.

Cheng, I don't have time to repay me. I am very regretful, also once secretly complained about the unfairness of heaven. How painful it is not to be with the one you love! But I have no way. I can't control my own destiny. I can't. Do you remember that time when I went to Haiming, I wanted to give my body to you, not because I was frivolous, but because I was afraid that I would never have a chance in my life. I love you. I love you. I'm willing to give everything for you. Although this idea failed, I felt your love for me Dear Zhao Yunlong, I really, really don't want to lose you.

Dear Zhao Yunlong, I have a few worries about this time. Remember, you should be young and angry, and you should not be too impulsive. Then smoking and drinking should be reduced as much as possible. If you can quit, smoking and drinking will hurt your health. I give Xinjie to you. You should take good care of her. She is a simple and kind girl. You should love her as much as you love me. Don't bully her. I believe you will be very happy together. My other concerns, of course, are my parents. They are just me. They will be very sad after losing me. If you and Xinjie have time, you and Xinjie can go to see them more and help me do my filial piety, OK?

In short, when I wrote this article, I was always in tears. I know that my time is not much, and I can't leave you anything. I can only write down this pale text and let Xinjie hand it over to you when I close my eyes. Please forgive me for hiding from you all the time. I'm really afraid that you will be upset.

Dear Zhao Yunlong, I hope that in the future, you should take every step well. I will always pray for you and bless you.

My biggest regret in this life is not to be your bride. If there is an afterlife, I will be your bride, OK?

--------Love your dream.

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My hands trembled and trembled as tears soaked the letter.

How could this happen? How could this happen?

This thunderbolt, too sudden, too sudden. I seem to be able to see that Cheng Ya Meng is facing me and confessing painfully.

I'm almost crazy. I don't think it's true. It must not be true. Holding this letter is heavy enough. My heart is boiling and my knife is cutting.

Cheng Xinjie did not know when she came over. She gently grasped my hand and whispered, "brother-in-law, did you cry? Brother in law, I knew you would cry, and I didn't want to make you sad. But, but I don't want to cheat you. I always have a sense of guilt. You and my dream sister have suffered too much... "

I forcibly controlled my mood, reached out and patted Cheng Xinjie's hand, pretending to be calm: "when did Cheng Yameng give you this letter?"

Cheng Xinjie hesitated to say: "a few days ago, just a few days ago. She cried so much that we all cried. I tried to persuade her to tell you the truth, but she refused. She said it would hurt you more. So she gave this letter to me, and asked me to give it to you after she, after her, after her, when you are in a stable mood. Brother in law, dream sister no matter what she is doing, she is thinking about you and you! "I sobbed word by word: "but her concealment of me is the greatest harm to me and me! Why is it like this, Xinjie, you tell me, why is it like this

Cheng Xinjie shakes her head: "brother in law, it's God's unfair. It's too unfair!"

I carefully roll up the letter, put it in my hand, stroke Xinjie asked: "Xinjie, you tell me, your sister, where is she now?"

Cheng Xinjie tried again and again, then said: "she is, she is, should be in Chunhua hospital. She was there all the time, actually. As an expert in the prevention of her illness, she is also invited to watch her condition

I feel dizzy and can't accept the fact that this is coming. I bit my lips almost numbly until I bit blood, and I didn't even notice it.

Cheng Xinjie looked at me in astonishment and cried: "brother in law, your mouth, how did your mouth bleed? What's the matter She took out a handkerchief and raised her hand to wipe the corner of my mouth.

But she can wipe off the corner of my mouth blood, but can not wipe off the pain in my heart.

I even complained about Cheng Yameng secretly, complaining that she had been hiding from me and kept me in the dark. If I had known this, where would I care about his day and organization and his special tasks? I only wanted Cheng Yameng, and I would accompany Cheng Yameng to finish the last journey of her life.

Or, life is a miracle! There are miracles everywhere in the world. I don't believe that the kind and beautiful angel on earth will be taken away by incurable diseases!

Impossible, absolutely impossible!

It was at this time that I learned a lot of truth. What makes me deeply remorse, in particular, is manbenri.

It's me who even suspects Cheng Ya Meng's red apricot coming out of the wall!!!

I was wrong! My mistake is too deep! Just today, just yesterday, in Jin Xiaoling's house, I even want to revenge Cheng Yameng in that dirty way!

I'm no man, I'm a beast! I have defiled the beauty of love and the sanctity of Cheng Ya Meng. I'm a villain, I'm an asshole! I cursed myself again and again in my heart. I couldn't help it. I raised my hand and slapped my face!

Crisp slap in the face, face pain, heartache.

I punished myself in this way. After seeing this, Cheng Xinjie stopped me and yelled: "what are you doing, brother-in-law? If I knew you would do this, I would have killed me and I would not have told you that! Brother in law, would you please calm down, OK? If sister Mengmeng knew about it, she would be very sad. She would - "

my tears are always surging. I looked at Cheng Xinjie and asked again: "tell me, Xinjie, your sister, how many days can she live?"

Cheng Xinjie Leng for a moment, said: "I dream sister she ----- the doctor said a few days ago, at most, at most a month!"

I broke down instantly: "what, a month, a month?"

I immediately felt like there were tens of thousands of insects biting in my head.

Cheng Xinjie took my hand and begged, "brother-in-law, don't be excited, OK? Listen to me, listen to me

I was so sad that I laughed like a fool.

Cheng Xinjie shook my arm: "brother in law, don't scare me, don't scare me, OK? It's my fault. I shouldn't - "

I said almost calmly:" it's none of your business. It's none of your business. Thank you for telling me that! "

Cheng Xinjie sighed and said, "brother-in-law, you should be calm. I know you can't bear this fact all of a sudden. Long pain is better than short pain, I tell you these, hope you don't misunderstand dream sister again. She has always loved you! I don't want to see sister Meng bear the torture of love again. It's cruel. "

I said with a bitter smile: "but, but I did not fulfill the responsibility of a lover. I am not a man, not a man Thinking of the ambiguous relationship with Kim Xiaoling, I feel very shameless and outrageous. I don't know at this moment, how can I vent the pain in my heart and punish my great mistake.

I hovered in place for a few times, clenched my fist and roared up to the sky.

At this time, I was more impulsive than drunk.

Cheng Xinjie constantly comforts me, but how can my heart be calm?

After calming down a little, I said to Cheng Xinjie: "go, get in the car. Go back to your dream sister! "

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