Ultimate Master
Chapter 731
Open that hard leather notebook again, just know, this is Cheng Yameng's diary.
I didn't want to see Cheng Ya Meng's privacy, but I couldn't help turning the page.
Diary, also full of my photos, as well as I and Cheng Yameng group photo. Almost every page contains one, every one is the witness of our love.
This diary started from last year when I entered the security company and has been to this day. One article a day, never interrupted. Looking at the familiar and elegant handwriting in the diary, my heart is constantly twitching.
This diary records Cheng Ya Meng's missing and caring for me, as well as her deep love.
I skimmed through a few pages. The old tears had dried up, and the new tears were always in my eyes. I was afraid that my dirty tears would tarnish Cheng Yameng's holiness. I couldn't bear to let the tears overflow from my eyes.
With a deep sense of guilt, I stayed in a nearby page of my diary:
on May 24, 2008, hail, Saturday.
Today is the darkest day in my life. For my love, it is a dark day.
Zhao Yunlong misunderstood me and manbenrui. I feel very aggrieved, but I don't blame Zhao Yunlong. I don't blame him. I know that he cares about me very much. It is because he cares about me that he appears so irrational and repels any man close to me. I'm very ambivalent now. I'm afraid to lose him, but I'm afraid to have him. How I hope that Xin Jie can come with him, because I was destined to be just a meteor, only in his life, a flash in the pan. But I'm very satisfied that I can have such a love in my life, I feel no regret.
I can feel that my illness has reached the last moment. I have been hiding Zhao Yunlong and arranging Xinjie to replace me. Sometimes I feel sorry for him. But I can only do this for him not to be too sad. It's just a pity that the relationship between Zhao Yunlong and Xinjie has not made great progress. I'm worried Sometimes, I really want to tell Zhao Yunlong all the truth, but I can't muster up my courage. I'm afraid that I will hurt him and make him recover. I thought that arranging Xinjie to accompany him would divert his attention and weaken his feelings for me, but I was wrong. He still loves me so much that he can't hold any other woman in his heart
Today's hail is particularly frightening. Each one is as big as peanuts. I stood with him in the hail for a long time, and I wanted to hold him and cry. I didn't forgive him all the time. At the end of the day, everyone went home. But I don't blame him all the time. I can't blame him. I can only blame me. Cheng Yameng has no fortune in his life to amuse his love and care.
The hail drenched my whole body, but I was not cold in my heart. I can still feel that he loves me too much.
What I worry about most now is whether Zhao Yunlong will be too sad when he knows what happened to me. I believe he can make it. Believe it!
I want to see him, but only in my dream. I've figured it out that I can't get his forgiveness and understanding in my whole life, and I've recognized it. As long as he can be happy and happy.
……
The diary is a bit messy, but the words touch my heart.
I reached out and stroked the tears on my face, put away my diary, and looked again at Cheng Yameng, who was lying on the bed.
Her face looked a little more haggard, slightly closed lips, a little dry. One hand out, half curled up body, full of the desire for life. It's like calling for life, calling for love.
Cheng Xinjie moved a stool for me, but I sat on the edge of the bed beside Cheng Yameng. I couldn't bear to disturb her and disturb this special quiet.
Time goes by, ten minutes goes by.
It was about one o'clock in the middle of the night.
I waited quietly until Cheng Yameng's body squirmed for a while and slowly opened his eyes.
Her eyes were sunken, and it was clear that she had been mercilessly afflicted by the disease.
Opening her eyes, Cheng Ya Meng suddenly felt the abnormal atmosphere. She looked around and found me.
She rubbed her eyes and tried to sit up, but failed.
"Zhao Yunlong, Zhao Yunlong, it's you, is it you?" Cheng Yameng was surprised.
Cheng Yaqiang held my hand! Cheng Yameng, it's me
Cheng Yameng was silent for a moment, took a look at Cheng Xinjie, seemed to be aware of something, and asked me: "you, you all - Xinjie, did you put -"
Cheng Xinjie interrupted her: "elder sister, I'm sorry, I told my brother-in-law! I think it's cruel to keep it from him. It's not fair to you. It's not fair to my brother-in-law. "
Cheng Yameng frowned tightly and tears welled up.
I was so sad that I sat closer, stroked Cheng Ya Meng's hair, arranged it for her, and said, "don't cry, don't cry! You're going to get better, you're going to be! "
Cheng Yameng stopped the tears and forced out a smile: "it's nothing! Zhao Yunlong, it's all my fault! Let you -- "I quickly said, "stop talking! All blame me, I am suspicious, I do not understand you, blame you. Be obedient and take good care of your illness. Now that science and technology are so advanced, you can cure it, you can! "
Cheng Yameng shook his head: "no, it's impossible! But I don't think it's terrible to die! "
I complained in tears: "what nonsense! You must live well, you will
Cheng Xinjie interrupted our pale and desolate conversation: "Oh, what are you talking about? Dead and alive. Elder sister, what do you want to eat? Let brother-in-law buy it for you! " Cheng Xinjie skillfully opened the topic.
Cheng Yameng of course can understand Cheng Xinjie's mind, a little thought, with a smile: "I want to eat, I want to eat apple!"
Cheng Xinjie became a happy mediator. She picked out a huge apple from the cupboard and handed it to me: "brother in law, I'll give you this arduous task. Wash it away!"
I shook my head: "No. Cut. "
Cheng Xinjie was stunned for a moment and didn't understand what I said. I took off the fruit knife from my waist button and began to peel.
Just like Cheng Yameng peeled the apple for me, after turning the fruit knife for a few circles, the apple was peeled well.
I cut them into pieces and feed them to Cheng Yameng.
Cheng Yameng looks at me and smiles happily.
My heart, however, is heavy.
Looking at Cheng Yameng eating apples, I feel sad. Because her face has already looked very haggard, who see still pity.
Cheng Yameng seems to see the atmosphere is too dignified, playfully handed me the rest of the apple core, and said: "now, the task of losing the apple core is up to you! Is that ok? "
I shook my head and threw the core into the trash can.
Cheng Yameng stretched out his hands, United, looked at me, and looked at Cheng Xinjie, and said, "Xinjie, what are my parents doing? Go out and have a look!"
Cheng Xinjie, of course, could read the subtext of Cheng Yameng's words, nodded, walked out, and closed the door tightly.
Cheng Yameng stretched out a hand to hold my hand and said, "help me sit up."
I nodded and gently helped her to sit up. I put a pillow behind her, and she sat up with some difficulty, holding my hand all the time.
I tried to control my emotions and not let the tears come out.
Cheng Yameng said: "I didn't expect that Xinjie still told you!"
I said, "you shouldn't hide it from me."
Cheng Yameng said: "confused, I am confused! I didn't want to hurt you, but in the end, it hurt you even more. "
I reached out and hugged Cheng Ya Meng's back and comforted her: "I'm not hurt. It's my fault. I hurt you. I was too small-minded to misunderstand you
Cheng Yameng shakes his head: "don't blame you."
I said, "it's all my fault! Now, listen to me, what you need most is confidence. Miracles happen all the time in the world. You'll be all right, I'm sure, and you'll be all right! "
Cheng Yameng said with a smile: "it's hard. What I hope most is to live in your heart forever. Then I will be content
I pinched her nose and complained, "what nonsense. I want you to live by my side forever. Be my wife. "
Cheng Yameng's face rippled with a happy smile: "yes, but God doesn't give me a chance. Next life, I will be your bride. Certainly. "
I said, "I want this life!"
Cheng Yameng gently shook his head and said, "Zhao Yunlong, be realistic! I think you should know what I think. Xinjie, a girl, grew up with me. She is a good girl, and I admire you very much. She can continue my life and our love. I've been trying to figure out how you can get together, but nothing has happened. I have to talk to you about it. This is my biggest concern before I die, the biggest worry. You must promise me to take good care of Xinjie. Don't worry, Xinjie won't let you down! She is a sensible child
I frowned and said, "look what you're talking about! Xinjie is our sister, our sister! "
Cheng Yameng bit his teeth and stressed, "you must promise me, you must!"
I shook my head: "no, no, no, I can't agree. Because you're going to be OK, you're going to be OK! "
Cheng Yameng was a little disappointed, looking at me, repeatedly stressed: "can you be realistic?"
I said: "I am very realistic, the reality is, good people have good pay, you will be OK!"
Cheng Ya dream urgent way: "do you think the heart clean does not deserve you?"
"In this world, you are the only one who can match me! Only you, Cheng Ya Meng I repeatedly stated that I clenched Cheng Ya Meng's hand.
At this moment, how afraid I am that this hand will release.
Cheng Ya dream eyes exuded two lines of moist, she gently sighed: "you still don't understand my good intentions!"
I said, "I understand, I understand all of them! But I can't accept it. I only recognize you as a wife! In order not to let me be a bachelor, you should also live well, no matter what way I think, I will cure your illness! "Cheng Yameng is more anxious: "do you still don't understand? Experts, medical experts all over the world, have almost diagnosed my condition, and the answer is very uniform. Who doesn't want to live? I haven't lived enough. I haven't made your bride yet. But, but we have to accept the reality. When the reality is in front of us, what we have to do is not fantasize about the miracle, but to find a way to face it and try our best to take the road behind us. "
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I didn't want to see Cheng Ya Meng's privacy, but I couldn't help turning the page.
Diary, also full of my photos, as well as I and Cheng Yameng group photo. Almost every page contains one, every one is the witness of our love.
This diary started from last year when I entered the security company and has been to this day. One article a day, never interrupted. Looking at the familiar and elegant handwriting in the diary, my heart is constantly twitching.
This diary records Cheng Ya Meng's missing and caring for me, as well as her deep love.
I skimmed through a few pages. The old tears had dried up, and the new tears were always in my eyes. I was afraid that my dirty tears would tarnish Cheng Yameng's holiness. I couldn't bear to let the tears overflow from my eyes.
With a deep sense of guilt, I stayed in a nearby page of my diary:
on May 24, 2008, hail, Saturday.
Today is the darkest day in my life. For my love, it is a dark day.
Zhao Yunlong misunderstood me and manbenrui. I feel very aggrieved, but I don't blame Zhao Yunlong. I don't blame him. I know that he cares about me very much. It is because he cares about me that he appears so irrational and repels any man close to me. I'm very ambivalent now. I'm afraid to lose him, but I'm afraid to have him. How I hope that Xin Jie can come with him, because I was destined to be just a meteor, only in his life, a flash in the pan. But I'm very satisfied that I can have such a love in my life, I feel no regret.
I can feel that my illness has reached the last moment. I have been hiding Zhao Yunlong and arranging Xinjie to replace me. Sometimes I feel sorry for him. But I can only do this for him not to be too sad. It's just a pity that the relationship between Zhao Yunlong and Xinjie has not made great progress. I'm worried Sometimes, I really want to tell Zhao Yunlong all the truth, but I can't muster up my courage. I'm afraid that I will hurt him and make him recover. I thought that arranging Xinjie to accompany him would divert his attention and weaken his feelings for me, but I was wrong. He still loves me so much that he can't hold any other woman in his heart
Today's hail is particularly frightening. Each one is as big as peanuts. I stood with him in the hail for a long time, and I wanted to hold him and cry. I didn't forgive him all the time. At the end of the day, everyone went home. But I don't blame him all the time. I can't blame him. I can only blame me. Cheng Yameng has no fortune in his life to amuse his love and care.
The hail drenched my whole body, but I was not cold in my heart. I can still feel that he loves me too much.
What I worry about most now is whether Zhao Yunlong will be too sad when he knows what happened to me. I believe he can make it. Believe it!
I want to see him, but only in my dream. I've figured it out that I can't get his forgiveness and understanding in my whole life, and I've recognized it. As long as he can be happy and happy.
……
The diary is a bit messy, but the words touch my heart.
I reached out and stroked the tears on my face, put away my diary, and looked again at Cheng Yameng, who was lying on the bed.
Her face looked a little more haggard, slightly closed lips, a little dry. One hand out, half curled up body, full of the desire for life. It's like calling for life, calling for love.
Cheng Xinjie moved a stool for me, but I sat on the edge of the bed beside Cheng Yameng. I couldn't bear to disturb her and disturb this special quiet.
Time goes by, ten minutes goes by.
It was about one o'clock in the middle of the night.
I waited quietly until Cheng Yameng's body squirmed for a while and slowly opened his eyes.
Her eyes were sunken, and it was clear that she had been mercilessly afflicted by the disease.
Opening her eyes, Cheng Ya Meng suddenly felt the abnormal atmosphere. She looked around and found me.
She rubbed her eyes and tried to sit up, but failed.
"Zhao Yunlong, Zhao Yunlong, it's you, is it you?" Cheng Yameng was surprised.
Cheng Yaqiang held my hand! Cheng Yameng, it's me
Cheng Yameng was silent for a moment, took a look at Cheng Xinjie, seemed to be aware of something, and asked me: "you, you all - Xinjie, did you put -"
Cheng Xinjie interrupted her: "elder sister, I'm sorry, I told my brother-in-law! I think it's cruel to keep it from him. It's not fair to you. It's not fair to my brother-in-law. "
Cheng Yameng frowned tightly and tears welled up.
I was so sad that I sat closer, stroked Cheng Ya Meng's hair, arranged it for her, and said, "don't cry, don't cry! You're going to get better, you're going to be! "
Cheng Yameng stopped the tears and forced out a smile: "it's nothing! Zhao Yunlong, it's all my fault! Let you -- "I quickly said, "stop talking! All blame me, I am suspicious, I do not understand you, blame you. Be obedient and take good care of your illness. Now that science and technology are so advanced, you can cure it, you can! "
Cheng Yameng shook his head: "no, it's impossible! But I don't think it's terrible to die! "
I complained in tears: "what nonsense! You must live well, you will
Cheng Xinjie interrupted our pale and desolate conversation: "Oh, what are you talking about? Dead and alive. Elder sister, what do you want to eat? Let brother-in-law buy it for you! " Cheng Xinjie skillfully opened the topic.
Cheng Yameng of course can understand Cheng Xinjie's mind, a little thought, with a smile: "I want to eat, I want to eat apple!"
Cheng Xinjie became a happy mediator. She picked out a huge apple from the cupboard and handed it to me: "brother in law, I'll give you this arduous task. Wash it away!"
I shook my head: "No. Cut. "
Cheng Xinjie was stunned for a moment and didn't understand what I said. I took off the fruit knife from my waist button and began to peel.
Just like Cheng Yameng peeled the apple for me, after turning the fruit knife for a few circles, the apple was peeled well.
I cut them into pieces and feed them to Cheng Yameng.
Cheng Yameng looks at me and smiles happily.
My heart, however, is heavy.
Looking at Cheng Yameng eating apples, I feel sad. Because her face has already looked very haggard, who see still pity.
Cheng Yameng seems to see the atmosphere is too dignified, playfully handed me the rest of the apple core, and said: "now, the task of losing the apple core is up to you! Is that ok? "
I shook my head and threw the core into the trash can.
Cheng Yameng stretched out his hands, United, looked at me, and looked at Cheng Xinjie, and said, "Xinjie, what are my parents doing? Go out and have a look!"
Cheng Xinjie, of course, could read the subtext of Cheng Yameng's words, nodded, walked out, and closed the door tightly.
Cheng Yameng stretched out a hand to hold my hand and said, "help me sit up."
I nodded and gently helped her to sit up. I put a pillow behind her, and she sat up with some difficulty, holding my hand all the time.
I tried to control my emotions and not let the tears come out.
Cheng Yameng said: "I didn't expect that Xinjie still told you!"
I said, "you shouldn't hide it from me."
Cheng Yameng said: "confused, I am confused! I didn't want to hurt you, but in the end, it hurt you even more. "
I reached out and hugged Cheng Ya Meng's back and comforted her: "I'm not hurt. It's my fault. I hurt you. I was too small-minded to misunderstand you
Cheng Yameng shakes his head: "don't blame you."
I said, "it's all my fault! Now, listen to me, what you need most is confidence. Miracles happen all the time in the world. You'll be all right, I'm sure, and you'll be all right! "
Cheng Yameng said with a smile: "it's hard. What I hope most is to live in your heart forever. Then I will be content
I pinched her nose and complained, "what nonsense. I want you to live by my side forever. Be my wife. "
Cheng Yameng's face rippled with a happy smile: "yes, but God doesn't give me a chance. Next life, I will be your bride. Certainly. "
I said, "I want this life!"
Cheng Yameng gently shook his head and said, "Zhao Yunlong, be realistic! I think you should know what I think. Xinjie, a girl, grew up with me. She is a good girl, and I admire you very much. She can continue my life and our love. I've been trying to figure out how you can get together, but nothing has happened. I have to talk to you about it. This is my biggest concern before I die, the biggest worry. You must promise me to take good care of Xinjie. Don't worry, Xinjie won't let you down! She is a sensible child
I frowned and said, "look what you're talking about! Xinjie is our sister, our sister! "
Cheng Yameng bit his teeth and stressed, "you must promise me, you must!"
I shook my head: "no, no, no, I can't agree. Because you're going to be OK, you're going to be OK! "
Cheng Yameng was a little disappointed, looking at me, repeatedly stressed: "can you be realistic?"
I said: "I am very realistic, the reality is, good people have good pay, you will be OK!"
Cheng Ya dream urgent way: "do you think the heart clean does not deserve you?"
"In this world, you are the only one who can match me! Only you, Cheng Ya Meng I repeatedly stated that I clenched Cheng Ya Meng's hand.
At this moment, how afraid I am that this hand will release.
Cheng Ya dream eyes exuded two lines of moist, she gently sighed: "you still don't understand my good intentions!"
I said, "I understand, I understand all of them! But I can't accept it. I only recognize you as a wife! In order not to let me be a bachelor, you should also live well, no matter what way I think, I will cure your illness! "Cheng Yameng is more anxious: "do you still don't understand? Experts, medical experts all over the world, have almost diagnosed my condition, and the answer is very uniform. Who doesn't want to live? I haven't lived enough. I haven't made your bride yet. But, but we have to accept the reality. When the reality is in front of us, what we have to do is not fantasize about the miracle, but to find a way to face it and try our best to take the road behind us. "
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