Uncle, Don't Flirt with Me!

Huo shuqing glanced at her, got up, and said," since you' re still not calm, we' ll talk about it another day." "

However, before he could take two steps, sun man said," huo shuqing, what is our marriage to you? "

"What is it to you? He turned around and looked at sun man.

Sun man didn' t say anything.

"Actually, even if you and I don' t say anything about such a question, we both know what the answer is. "He paused and said," I've thought a lot this year and my heart has calmed down. I don't blame you for what you've done -"

"Don't blame me? If you don't blame me, you're gonna divorce me now? Sun man shouted.

Huo shuqing glanced at her, walked over to her, held her shoulders, pressed her down, and sat down.she poured her a glass of water and placed it in front of her before sitting on the sofa opposite her.

"I don't blame you. I'm the only one I blame now. Sun man looked up at him.

"Liu shuya, do you know? Huo shuqing said, but sun man didn' t say anything.

"Back then, I fell in love with her in college. Later on, we broke up. After we broke up, I had no desire for love at all. Even after I met you, I never thought that I would fall in love with another woman. "He paused for a moment and said," I'm sorry, but I asked you to marry me in the first place.

Sun man smiled bitterly, shook her head, and said," what do you think we did back then, that we wouldn' t have come to this? Sun man sighed and said," I was too persistent back then. I thought I would let you forget about liu shuya and make you fall in love with me. But after so many years, I finally realized that I was too stupid and too confident. You never have my place in your heart! "

Huo shuqing remained silent.

Sun man looked at him and said," huo shuqing, were you happy when we first got married? You said you've been thinking a lot this year, and actually, I've been thinking, when did our marriage ever make each other happy? After thinking about it, she was afraid that it would only be the second year to the fourth year! What about you? Are you happy? "

Both of them remained silent.

"It seems useless to talk about it now! If a man changes his heart, nothing can be changed. I know that, and I don't want to put myself in a pathetic position. What good will it do to be a resentful woman? It's just a few tears of sympathy. Huo shuqing was surprised to hear what sun man said.

"I want to ask you a question. Aren' t you afraid that I' ll look for secretary tan if you mention the divorce with me tonight?" Or, aren't you afraid that divorce will cause you any trouble? Or do you think your position is stable enough? Sun man suddenly said calmly.

Huo shuqing wasn' t surprised by her words at all." If you want to make a scene, I' ll accompany you!" This year, I've thought it through, and it's completely impossible to keep waiting for you to figure it out. As for the trouble you're talking about, I thought you could see if I was in trouble when we got divorced. "

"What, you want to quit again? Sun man crossed her arms and looked at huo shuqing provocatively.

The resignation was something huo shuqing had said to her family that night, and it was his words that made her father leave in a fit of anger. Sun man only wanted to remind him of what had happened. Huo shuqing was very clear about it.

"Do you think being an official is the most important thing to me? ' He asked.

"Isn't it? Sun man said," if it weren' t for your career, you wouldn' t have asked for a divorce so gently the first time. You were just afraid that it wouldn' t affect you, right? "

"Yes, I did think so at that time, but after this year, it was no longer like that. This year, I knew what was the most important thing to me, and I lost it so easily, and now I want to have it again, and--" there was no chance, he didn't say it.

Sun man looked at him. Huo shuqing was so unfamiliar, yet so familiar. She seemed to have seen him like this when she first met him. At that time, what was he lamenting, and now, what was he lamenting? However, no matter what the answer was, sun man knew that she wasn' t the one who made his heart wet.

Who else is sadder than her? He had been married to a man for 15 years, but he had never entered his heart.

Sun man, let us all go! Not for anyone else, just for yourself. I'll be forty next year, and you'll be almost there, and half of our lives are no longer ours, and we don't know if there are forty years left. Why torture each other like this, and torture ourselves? "Said huo shuqing.

"Torture yourself? Sun man smiled bitterly and said," you' re torturing yourself, aren' t you?" You feel that you caused your father's death. You feel that you couldn' t keep su fan, and you blame yourself. You can' t get past that hurdle in your heart. That's why you let yourself get out of this and stop being resented, isn' t it? "

"It's self-injury," huo shuqing sighed." I think it's self-injury. I never thought that I would do it. However, it seems that such self - abuse did not achieve the desired effect. Those who have lost will never come back, and those who have done wrong will never have the opportunity to change again. "

Sun man looked at him without saying a word.

It seemed that this was the most intimate conversation between the two of them since they had been married for 15 years.

This marriage, interwoven too many things, but there is no love. And so many things, until now, can not sustain this marriage.

Huo shuqing, tell me, if we had a child, wouldn' t we have come to this? Sun man raised her face and asked.

"Will you stick to a loveless marriage because of your children? "Asked huo shuqing.

Sun man shook her head with a wry smile and sighed." Sure enough, there is cause and effect in everything!" "

After a moment of silence, sun man said," huo shuqing, since we' re all so honest tonight, why don' t you tell me that you and su fan have children? Did she ever have a baby for you? "

"Let's talk about this now ..." Huo shuqing said.

"Sometimes, whenever I think about other women having children for you, my heart just -- but now that I think about it, maybe it's best that we don't have children. Sun man sighed.

"After the divorce, what do you want me to do for you? You can continue to look for me ..." He changed the subject and did not want to continue struggling with huo mian's past.

"Then shall I thank you for your generosity? "Sun man said with a smile." But I won' t agree. Huo shuqing, I still don' t agree.

Huo shuqing took a deep breath and said," why do you have to force yourself into a desperate situation? "

"I appreciate your consideration, but I won' t admit defeat like this, huo shuqing! Retreat without a fight, not me, sun man.

"Do you want to fight me, or do you want to fight yourself? "Asked huo shuqing.

Sun man smiled bitterly and didn' t say anything.

"Since we both know what we have done over the years, we should have a better view of the future. You said you didn't want to be a bitch, but what are you doing now that you're not a bitch? I was wrong, sun man. I want to make amends. I can' t bring my father back to life. I can' t bring su fan back. The only thing I can do now is to end the pain between you and me. Are you unwilling? Huo shuqing persuaded.

"Pain? Divorce you, and then watch you go from place to place looking for su fan, getting back together with her? Let me, sun man, become a laughing stock? Huo shuqing, is this what you call ending pain? "Said sun man.

"I have finished what I have to say tonight. In the future, I won't come to you for this. Sun man, I' ve been married for so many years, and I won' t do anything sinister to you. You can rest assured. Well, I'm not giving up on the divorce. Since we can't get a quiet divorce, talk to a lawyer! You don't have to remind me, I will lose what, I said, I lost things have been unable to recover, now have all this, get or lose, is not so important to me! Words, I said so much, you are a smart person, you have always been very smart, I believe you will understand! However, I want you to know that what happened between us had nothing to do with su fan! Huo shuqing got up and left the building.

Sun man covered her face and sat weakly.

Under the night sky, huo shuqing drove back to xinlin garden's home.he didn' t know if it was because he spoke to his father in the cemetery or something, but he felt much calmer. Perhaps, many things, jumped out, will see more clearly, will also be more free!

Yeah, the most important thing is lost. What's he afraid of?

Sun man looked at the divorce agreement in front of her, but she couldn' t tell what it was like.

After the holiday, su fan moved back to his original residence alone and began his own and daughter's hard life. And none of this was known.

When qin yiqiu learned that su fan had moved away, he didn' t say anything. After all, that was su fan's own business.she had already done everything she could. The story of an accident seemed to end here.

However, everyone thought that the ending was just a comma. A new life began to slowly come when su fan's hardships and dreams were intertwined.

Nian qing was full of moons.without the help of tan yiqiu, su fan had to go out and buy things himself. She was not in good health at first. After this delivery and taking care of the child day and night, she looked extremely weak and often drenched in sweat. Fortunately nianqing although premature delivery of a few days, jaundice and other normal appear and then subside, the only trouble is inadequate milk. Su fan searched through the internet to find a lot of ways to help him. After a long time, he finally solved this problem.

After the full moon, nian qing was going to get an inoculation. The problem was not only because of her identity, but because nian qing did not have a father. Without an account, the child can not enter the school. No matter how much money he spent on the vaccination, what should he do in school?

Nianqing ah nianqing, when you go to school, can we go back to dad?

The child is too young to sleep most of the day. With the arrival of winter vacation, su fan had already started to prepare for the english course. Many people in her neighborhood didn' t have high incomes, and su fan didn' t charge much for the tuition fees. Even so, the parents were still picky. Looking at her graduation certificate, they would still say," aiya, yuncheng university, a school in the north. Do you have a strong accent?" The teacher from the university of * * graduated from abroad. It's a pure american accent." Although he didn' t graduate from a normal school, su fan had spent four years as a tutor to earn his living expenses. The parents who were in doubt asked to arrange more auditions for their children before deciding whether they should study here. In order to recruit more students, su fan had no choice but to give in. She believed that all the children would be satisfied with her teaching.

During the winter vacation, su fan's family always heard the sound of children reading. Fortunately, nianqing was always sleeping soundly. Even if her mother carried her to teach her brothers and sisters, she would not wake up. The children who came to su fan's class gradually fell in love with this kind and beautiful female teacher.

Days, in the busy day gradually towards the end of the year. The students at su fan's home had continued their lessons until the end of the twenty-ninth day of the year.

This was the first time she had been on her own. On the eve of the lunar new year, she bought some meat dishes and made dumplings for herself while the child was sleeping.

The dumplings were cooked, the children were fed milk, holding the children listen to the continuous firecrackers outside. The child was too young. This is the people outside to welcome the ancestors home for the new year, her ancestors, perhaps also in this city was welcomed back home! However, she did not know where her home was.

Thinking of this, su fan smiled bitterly and continued eating.

That time, they made dumplings with him. The two of them made flour everywhere. It was a waste to think about it! However, now that she wanted to waste her time with him, she had no chance.

A tear fell on nian qing's forehead.

"I'm sorry, baby! I miss my dad! She explained to the child, and though she knew that the child could not understand her, she could not help saying so. Instead of talking to the kids, talk to yourself.

The night sky was filled with fireworks. She could not see him and he could not see her.