Uncle pure bird is too fierce

Half a month passed quickly. After attending the two sessions, Li Chengxin returned to Jiangnan province.

Zhu Dayun also discharged from the hospital and returned home to recuperate. Things seem to be going well.

Just when Liang Xiaosu was preparing to carry out the "human creation plan" with Li Wang, another unexpected thing happened.

After Zhu Dayun returned home to recuperate, his health gradually improved, but he was still unable to take care of himself and could only be taken care of by his wife Wu Shufang.

Du Xiuqing is looking forward to Zhu Dayun's early recovery and their family reunion.

However, full of expectations of Du Xiuqing and so on, it is a shocking news!

It was a very sunny day, a weekend when everyone was resting.

Du Xiuqing is enjoying family life at home with her children and parents. However, he inadvertently received a call from Wang Yicai -

ZHU Dayun was sent to the provincial people's Hospital for treatment again for his relapse!

When Du Xiuqing rushes to the provincial capital, he hears the news that Zhu Dayun will leave the world forever!

Du Xiuqing was defeated by the bad news in an instant!

She did not expect that Zhu Dayun would leave the world so early and leave her and zi'an behind so quickly!

No, it must not be true! Absolutely not true!

However, the reality is so heartless. What Du Xiuqing sees is a Zhu Dayun who has no sign of life at all. He lies upright in the hospital bed and will never say a word to her or do an action to her again!

Looking at the silent Zhu Dayun, Du Xiuqing's heart is broken and dead. Zhu Dayun's departure takes half of her life!

She finally cried in Zhu Dayun's ear and told him what he always wanted to prove: Zian is your child! Zian is your son!

At that time, Du Xiuqing married Ding Zhihua with Zhu Dayun's seed, so for so many years, she couldn't forget Zhu Dayun in her heart. She always wanted to get back together with Zhu Dayun and let Zi an call Zhu Dayun "Dad" in a dignified way!

However, this dream will always stay in the mind, and can no longer be realized! This may be God's greatest punishment for Du Xiuqing!

The death of Zhu Dayun had a great impact on Du Xiuqing. From that moment on, Du Xiuqing's whole life changed, his spirit was a little trance, and his work had no passion and motivation.

For this reason, Lin Yu, Secretary of the municipal Party committee, also went to Du Xiuqing and cared about her physical condition. He said that if she was not fit, he suggested that she should cultivate herself and never affect her work.

Du Xiuqing knows that this is secretary Lin's concern for her, and it is also a "warning" to her: work can't be trifled with. We must be energetic. We can't delay or affect our work because of personal affairs. This is not allowed.

Of course, Du Xiuqing understands this, but she just can't get out of the shadow of losing Zhu Dayun.

Her classmate LV Hua is beside her, comforting her, taking care of her and encouraging her all the time. However, LV Hua can't replace Zhu Dayun, at least she can't compare with Zhu Dayun at present. Because Zhu Dayun is the father of her son Zian! No one can replace it!

Finally, after thinking about it, Du Xiuqing made a difficult decision: to take the initiative to learn from the organization, let Liang Xiaosu and Zeng Lei take full charge of the work of Yuhe county Party committee and government, and also take this opportunity to train Liang Xiaosu and give Liang Xiaosu a chance.

Du Xiuqing believes that her decision is worth more than one stone. Not only can give yourself a chance to rest, but also let Liang Xiaosu get a chance to exercise. And with the support of Li Chengxin, Liang Xiaosu will do a good job!

Du Xiuqing recruited Liang Xiaosu and was ready to discuss the matter with him.

Seeing that Du Xiuqing was talking to him in such a serious way, Liang Xiaosu was beating a drum in her heart. She didn't know what Du Xiuqing was going to say.

Du Xiuqing made a cup of tea for Liang Xiaosu, thought for a while, and said: "Xiaosu, I have something I want to discuss with you --"

"sister, you say --" Liang Xiaosu looked at Du Xiuqing and said.

"My current state is not conducive to my work. Secretary Lin of the municipal Party committee also asked me to cultivate myself. I think about it. I want to take advantage of this time to study. It's better to study for a long time. It's a process of cultivation and adjustment for my body and mind. I'll come back to work after I've adjusted. During the period when I went to study, I hope you can work with county magistrate Zeng to shoulder the burden of Yu He. This is an exercise and an opportunity for you - "

" elder sister, I can't do it - "Liang Xiaosu said quickly.

She felt totally incompetent for such an independent job. Her experience and qualifications are very shallow, there is no way to do such a hard work!

"Xiaosu, don't be in a hurry to say you can't do it. If you want to verify it, don't deny yourself first! I believe you can do it Du Xiuqing said, "there is a famous Japanese entrepreneur who said that it is not because a person has the ability to put her in this position, but because putting her in this position stimulates her potential. People's potential is often invisible to them. Only by standing in that position can it be revealed - when I first got to this position, I also felt that I couldn't do it, but I came through it and also experienced the struggle with Jiang SANFA. Your situation is much better now than I was at that time. Zeng Lei is here to gild. He hopes to make achievements. You are all young people. You can match each other ideologically and cooperate happily! The people in the group are relatively united as a whole, and there is not too much interference! ""But, sister, I have no bottom in my heart --" Liang Xiaosu said weakly.

"Never mind, you can do it!" Du Xiuqing said, "Xiaosu, I need your help when I go to study. I have a word with governor Li and ask him to send a message to the Organization Department of the provincial Party committee. I want to go to the Party School of the Central Committee to attend the training class for the Secretary of the county Party committee. There is a training class every year, which can be a year's off-duty study -"

Liang Xiaosu nodded and said, "I will tell Li Wang when there will be such a class ？”

"It's this month," said Du Xiuqing.

She sincerely hopes that she can have a good rest for a period of time, so learning is a good thing for her to kill two birds with one stone.

"Xiaosu, there's one more thing I want to ask you. Do you really don't think about personal problems?" Du Xiuqing looks at Liang Xiaosu and asks.

"Don't think about it!" Liang Xiaosu said without hesitation, "I think it's better for me to be single. It's the best for me. I don't have to worry about marriage. I can't forget Li Wang. I can't leave him -"

"Xiaosu, I once thought about persuading you to get married and give yourself a complete family. I always think that a woman's family is a reasonable coat for a woman when she is in politics. Only in this way can we walk better in officialdom. However, I don't think so now -- "Du Xiuqing said sadly," I have experienced so much, love, break up, marriage, divorce, until now Dayun left me, I understand, what is love? Love is a kind of feeling, a kind of taste, a kind of pure and beautiful reaction of body and mind beyond the reality. It is delicate and sensitive, and affects the sadness and happiness of your whole body and mind. Moreover, it is so powerful that it is often beyond the control of reason or unreasonable. Love is a kind of thought, like white clouds floating in the blue sky. Love is sunshine, wind and rain, and air. Love is a kind of heartache, like a tremor that stirs your heart. Love is a kind of feeling, like a quiet and rippling Bay. Love is the night can see the bright light, love is the snow can feel warm spring, love is a smiling face, is satisfied, is a new hope, love is everything, it is everywhere! Love is reading a good book, and you think, if only he could see it, too! "

"What is love? Love is happiness, sadness, intoxication, emotion, courage, trust, sincerity, consideration, acacia, nostalgia, sweetness, mellow wine, sweet spring, intoxication, happiness, sacrifice, nobility, dedication and responsibility What is love? Love is when you think of this person, you will wish him happy and safe, you will want to accompany him forever, when you have to leave, what do you want to leave for him. Love is in the lonely night, missing like a tide, holding a book in his hand, but how also can't read in, thinking about whether he has dinner at this time, whether he is thinking of himself like himself. Love is to use half a day at the weekend to make a few good dishes to satisfy him; it is to continue to add hot water to his coffee cup in the cold winter; love is to see the flowers and want to enjoy them with him; love is to walk through the cliffs and rivers, and you will think with a little regret: if two people travel together and enjoy them together, how pleasant it would be!... "

"Love, in fact, is very simple. It is to be happy together and enjoy every moment of life. But I didn't think so before. I killed my love and buried myself in the grave of marriage! People say that marriage is the grave of love, my marriage is not the grave of love, but the grave of my life, because my marriage has no love at all! Only when I realized the value of love and felt that I couldn't forget Dayun and everything between him and me, did I know that love used to be the most precious thing in my life, but I didn't cherish it at all and killed my love myself! Therefore, in front of love, in front of the love with Zhu Dayun, I am a sinner, extremely evil, unforgivable! I deserve it! If God doesn't give me the big cloud, it's the biggest punishment for me. Once she lets me discard it, it becomes a permanent loss - I accept my fate, because I don't have such a blessing to have him, and I don't deserve to have love any more - "

Du Xiuqing said that she was very excited and sad, and tears flowed through her cheeks again and again.

Liang Xiaosu did not stop her, but let her finish, let her heart pain and depression, sadness and despair are said.

At this time, she needs such release, or such catharsis! Because her heart has been repressed for too long!

If she doesn't say it, she feels like she's going to collapse! And Liang Xiaosu said so heart to heart, she completed the self salvation, her heart will be understood!