Uncle pure bird is too fierce

Why?

She really wanted to shout at the sky!

However, she had never vented her anger and grievance in this way, always hiding the pain in her heart, laughing in front of people during the day and desolate at night.

Seeing that Liang Xiaosu was so sad, Li Chengxin wanted to say something to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say?! What can he say?! It seems that he can't say anything else except sorry! He feels that he owes a girl. He's not clear all his life! The passion and love brought to him by the girl made him feel so young and full of hope for life and the future after half of his life.

If there is a paradise in the world, if he can give up everything in the world, he is willing to elope with her, go to the paradise in seclusion, and live the simplest and happiest life in the world, like Cowherd and weaver girl, like Dong Yong and the seven fairies, working with men and weaving with women, working at sunrise and resting at sunset However, these are dreams. These are myths. The Cowherd and the weaver girl are separated from each other in the end. They can only meet at magpie bridge once a year. Dong Yong and the seven fairies are also tragedies The pain of mortals also exists in immortals.

The vast universe always seems to bring endless suffering to people!

Li Chengxin had to hold her tightly, her jaw against her hair, close her eyes, feel her breath, feel her tangle and pain, and her heart was also full of pain!

In his mind came the scene of his last quarrel with Ou Xiaoli. Ou Xiaoli looked at him in despair. He walked out of the house so resolutely that he never looked back! It's completely broken between them!

Li Chengxin, since can't go back, since can't compound, then give up! Completely give up Ou Xiaoli, let yourself become a free person, and then get together with the girl, give her a fair love, give her a safe and stable home - the only pity is that they will never have children again, because the girl has lost the ability to bear.

Li Chengxin is how hope to have more children, he can watch the child grow up slowly, can give her (him) the best life, can do their best to cultivate this child, he believes that his child will be very good, and Nini, is a very excellent, very promising child!

But - no more!

Thinking of this, Li Chengxin can't help his tears and falls down the corner of his eyes -

life is always difficult to be complete, Li Chengxin, don't ask too much! There is a girl with you, you have been very happy! Li Chengxin comforted himself in his heart.

Liang Xiaosu in her arms from the beginning of wailing, slowly turned into a whimper, for a long time, she finally calmed down, lying in his arms.

He felt that her body was sweating, there were tiny beads of sweat on her forehead, and her cheeks were full of tears.

He picked up her face and painfully wiped the tears from her face --

"girl --" he looked at her, his eyes were full of love and pity, "drink water --"

with that, he stood up and poured a cup of chrysanthemum tea for her and himself.

Liang Xiaosu cried for a long time. She was really a little thirsty. She let it out. She felt much more comfortable.

A person's time, her sad can only stay in the bottom of my heart, never can vent. However, as long as she saw Li Wang, she couldn't control her emotions. The tangle and pain would make her want to cry, every time.

She gently drank a few mouthfuls of chrysanthemum tea, and finally looked up at Li Wang again.

Li Chengxin showed a smile, how he hoped to see the girl smile! This several times saw her, she is such a miserable appearance, let his heart very uncomfortable.

"Girl - what Li Wang said just now is true. You give me a little time to deal with my own affairs well, and I will give an account of our love -" Li Chengxin said again.

Liang Xiaosu pursed her lips at him and did not speak.

She really came to listen! Whether it is true or not, he now has this plan, which shows that he thinks so in his heart. It's just a little time. How long does it take?! half a year?! a year?! for three or five years?! Or in the future?! She didn't know, so she didn't dare hope.

Looking at Li Wang in front of her, she couldn't help asking, "are you too tired recently?"

He smiles again. When he hears that the girl cares about him, his heart feels extra warm. It's a kind of happiness to have someone to love. At the same time, it's a kind of happiness to fall in love with the person who loves you!

He felt that the girl had returned to the original appearance, and that she was the tenderest little girl he loved most.

"It's OK," he said, holding her slender hand. He felt very comfortable holding such a soft and boneless jade hand in his palm every time.

"Why lose so much weight?"?! White hair came out, too -- "and her eyes were red again.

"Ha ha, silly girl, Li Wang is old. Everyone will be old. This is the law of nature!" He said, pretending to be relaxed.In fact, his heart is very sour, why this period of time lost so much?! So much more white hair?! Not because of the tired work, but because of the tired heart, the heart is very tired, always hesitant, do not know what to do?!

Ou Xiaoli and Liang Xiaosu, what should he do?!

Emotionally, he should have abandoned Ou Xiaoli for a long time. However, there are too many connections between them. After more than 20 years of relationship, it's not so easy to solve them! Besides, once he and Ou Xiaoli divorce, will his official career be affected?! He's really worried! I'm very worried! Man's career is heaven, without this heaven, he is nothing!

In his heart, he has already given his love to Xiaosu girl, but there are too many obstacles between them. If they want to really get together, it's not just his personal efforts that can decide. Can Xiaosu girl accompany him to old age?! He has no bottom in his heart. After all, she is still young. There is too much age difference between them. When he grows old, she is still the summer of her life. It is the season of prime. Can she be willing to guard him as a retired old man?!

If the second marriage is still facing disintegration, it will be a disaster in his life and a fatal blow!

This is what he is thinking about recently!

In a word, it's hard to advance and retreat!

The road of life is very long, but the key is only a few steps. He felt that this was also a key step in his life.

Sometimes Li Chengxin also feels that he is not a man enough. Why is he so hesitant?! So indecisive?! Why can't you just love once and for all?! Love him a magnificent, love him a life and death! Just like a song sings: dead to love, not incisively and vividly not happy, how deep feelings, only in this way, enough to express; dead to love, do not cry to smile not happy, the destruction of the universe heart is still, every day as the end of love; every minute is beautiful to tears fall down, do not care about others is good or bad, as long as you are brave to come with me, love do not deliberately Ann Row, kissing and embracing by feeling will be very happy; enjoy now, don't be afraid of being hurt, many miracles we believe will exist

How good the song is! This kind of love is the bravest, the most erosive and the most unstoppable love!

However, Li Chengxin did not dare to do so!

There are young people and enthusiasm! Because they are young, they can love regardless of everything. Even if they are wrong, they can start all over again! Even if it is hurt, still can restore love! But he can't! Because he is no longer young! He has passed half of his life, he has no chance to experience failure, failure for him is destruction, is the abyss! He can't!

He is a grassroots, step by step to today, is also very hard won!

It can be said that if it wasn't for the appearance of Xiaosu girl, which touched his heart so much, he would not have come to this step with Ou Xiaoli! He also sighed in his heart that this love came too late and missed the most brilliant age in his life -

this is the trace that the years brought to an old man and the deep trace in his heart! In a word, he can't afford to lose!

To his age, to his position, he can no longer afford to lose! So, every step he took, he had to think before and after, he had to be careful, like walking on thin ice!

"No, you can't be old, you promised me! You can't say it without saying it -- "she said with tears in her mouth, but she cherished him so much in her heart.

"Ha ha -" he laughed again. This time, he was really happy! He felt the girl really came back, this is his girl, silly, so lovely.

"Well, I promise you, you can't be old --" he said with a smile, "but this is not an old elixir. You have to give it to me --"

Liang Xiaosu looked at him and understood what he meant. But she did not dare to answer, because she had no bottom in her heart.

The so-called once bitten by a snake for ten years, she is now such a state of mind! Her heart shuddered at the thought of his wife, Ou Xiaoli, and her sister, Ou Xiaomei!

She lowered her head again, hesitated and silent!

He gently raised her chin, looked at her melancholy eyes, tears in his eyes - instantly let him can not suppress the inner impulse!

He did not hesitate to kiss her on the lips!

Oh -

it seems that she didn't have time to react, so he put her little mouth in her mouth -

she told herself that she must resist, that she must resist! However, the moment he held her lips, she felt her consciousness blurred and her brain was out of control!

She couldn't help pandering to his kiss!

Oh! Li Wang! Li Wang --

she cried in her heart.

Too long, too long no such intoxicated feeling! I haven't felt so intoxicated for a long time! This kind of bone like storm like fanatical kiss, instantly ignited her inner feelings!

She felt that she was like a tree suffering from drought, and finally ushered in the rain, so greedily sucking, sucking heartily, sucking the rain and thunder he brought her——Oh, it's wonderful! That kind of kiss, that kind of heart beating excitement, that kind of indescribable let body and mind are very intoxicated with love ah! No one can resist it!

The reason why love is beautiful is that it brings people such deep-rooted intoxication! Dopamine produced in the brain can instantly bring people into the wonderful realm of immortality and death, so that you can forget all the pain and suffering and only remember the wonderful existence of this moment.

Liang Xiaosu and Li Chengxin are like this at the moment.

This kiss after a long goodbye, let them again realize the beauty of love, this feeling, they never want to give up! Can't give up!