Uncle pure bird is too fierce

"Ha ha, yes! Many of my classmates said that, even my former teacher said that! But I don't think I'm happy at all. I'm really unhappy! " Liang Xiaosu said, "I don't know how to play politics, I don't know how to be sophisticated, I don't know officialdom philosophy, I don't know anything! I feel out of place with officialdom! "

Liang Xiaosu's face has begun to blush slightly! Around the eyes is like playing a layer of rouge like, let her originally delicate skin is more pink if peach blossom, especially charming!

"Xiaosu! I've had the same mood as you. When I first stepped into the official career, I didn't know what to do. I always felt that I couldn't do well. However, people are trained! You, absolutely! And it will get better and better! Believe in yourself Du Xiuqing held her hand and said, "don't let him worry about you all the time!"

"Sister!" Liang Xiaosu lies on Du Xiuqing's shoulder, and finally she can't help crying!

This day's tangle and pain, she is forced in the bottom of her heart, do not let themselves release, but Du Xiuqing this sentence to the point of explosion!

She can feel Li Wang's concern and worry about her all the time!

Just like her missing for him, in the deepest part of my heart, in the softest part of my heart! As long as a little touch, her tangle and sadness will be uncontrollable surge!

"Xiaosu! Why bother yourself so much? " Du Xiuqing held her and said painfully.

The most painful thing for people is to suppress their feelings! Besides, they all love each other so much!

"Sister!" Liang Xiaosu shakes her head while crying. She thinks Du Xiuqing won't understand! Because she has not experienced her shock and pain, she has not tasted the dignity of being trampled on the feet of others that life is not like death! She didn't experience the pain of two coming children being strangled alive!

If Du Xiuqing has experienced these, she will be able to understand her!

"Xiaosu! Please believe, no matter when, we are the best sisters, you have anything, I will not spare no effort to help you, the premise is that you must tell me, let me know! Don't think about it yourself Du Xiuqing patted her on the back and said.

Du Xiuqing thinks that she has the responsibility and obligation to take care of Liang Xiaosu!

Because she brought Liang Xiaosu to this road of no return, and fell into the secret feelings with Li Chengxin! She is responsible!

At the same time, Li Chengxin once told her to care more about Xiaosu. Especially after Du Xiuqing took Liang Xiaosu back from the hospital last year, Li Chengxin has told her many times! We should always care about Xiaosu. We can't let her think wildly!

Li Chengxin is worried that after Liang Xiaosu has been seriously hit, he will leave a shadow in his heart. One day he can't think of doing stupid things!

Liang Xiaosu nodded and shook his head. He looked at Du Xiuqing with tears in his eyes.

"Xiaosu, I will let you come to me when I have a chance. We sisters can take care of everything when we are together!" Du Xiuqing said painfully.

She wanted to transfer Liang Xiaosu to Liulin city in the future, so that they would be together.

of course, it's not her has the final say.

Du Xiuqing, an iron government official, doesn't know how many years she has worked in Liulin?

However, as long as there is a chance, Du Xiuqing will try her best to fight for it.

Let Xiaosu alone in Xinjiang city, she is really not at ease.

Now Li Chengxin is OK in Jiangnan province. If he leaves Jiangnan province one day, Xiaosu's life will be really hard!

This may not be without ah!

"Sister, let's have another drink! Thank you for your concern for me -- "Liang Xiaosu stood up and filled Du Xiuqing and himself with wine. He couldn't allow Du Xiuqing to agree or not. He dried the wine in his glass first.

Du Xiuqing saw Liang Xiaosu drinking like this for the first time.

Liang Xiaosu doesn't know how to drink. She has no capacity to drink. She's almost drunk now! If you drink again, you will get drunk!

"Xiaosu, stop drinking! You are drunk Du Xiuqing wants to grab the bottle and stop her pouring.

This is two Jin of glutinous rice wine. She has been drinking it for more than half of the time.

"No, I'm not drunk! I think the wine is delicious! It's delicious! I've never had such a good drink! Sister, I respect you Liang Xiaosu had another drink!

Du Xiuqing shook her head. It seems that she won't be drunk tonight!

It's rare to get drunk. Let her have a good time!

A drunk solution to thousands of worries! I hope Liang Xiaosu can get rid of his worries when he is drunk.

Liang Xiaosu is drinking and lying on the table!

Du Xiuqing thought that she was completely drunk and unconscious. When she stood up, she found that Liang Xiaosu's head was buried between her arms and her shoulders were shaking -

"what's the matter with you, Xiaosu?" Du Xiuqing went over and put her arm around her shoulder and asked.

There was no answer, but the shoulder trembled even more!

"Xiaosu -" Du Xiuqing tried to hold her, but she felt very heavy. She couldn't hold her at all.Du Xiuqing herself is a man with no strength to bind a chicken. Liang Xiaosu is lying there. It's impossible for her to move her.

"Xiaosu, aren't you feeling well?" Du Xiuqing asked anxiously and reached out to touch Liang Xiaosu's forehead.

I found that her forehead was a little hot and sweating a lot.

"Xiaosu, let's go back and I'll take you home!" Du Xiuqing said in her ear.

Liang Xiaosu shook his head and finally raised his head this time.

Du Xiuqing found her face full of tears! So she cried again! And the expression is so painful!

"Xiaosu, what's the matter with you?" Du Xiuqing looked at her puzzled, how to drink and cry?

"Sister - I feel bad!" Liang Xiaosu suddenly hugged her and cried out, "I can't tell you how miserable I am! I don't know why I feel so bad! Ah - "

Liang Xiaosu cried as he spoke, and his sadness and pain gushed out. Du Xiuqing felt sad in her heart, and there were tears in her eyes.

"Xiaosu -- I know, I know --" Du Xiuqing held her and patted her on the back. "If you feel uncomfortable, you will cry. If you cry, you won't feel uncomfortable!"

"Elder sister -- ah --" Liang Xiaosu cried again, tears gurgling down, soon wet Du Xiuqing's shoulder.

Du Xiuqing patted her on the back and accompanied her to tears.

She knew why Liang Xiaosu was rushing to drink tonight, because she was upset! pain!

Because of the missing of Li Chengxin, because today against his heart, coldly refused Li Chengxin, let the sick Li Chengxin uncomfortable!

Let the one you love get hurt, it's 100 times more painful than letting yourself get hurt!

Du Xiuqing has such personal experience!

She and Zhu Dayun love but not, love but not sad urge, already more than liang Xiaosu this kind of pain!

"Xiaosu -- cry, have a good cry --" Du Xiuqing said. If you can cry, you won't suffocate yourself.

Emotional injury, once left, that is internal injury, to cure, is very, very difficult.

"Sister - I miss him. I really miss him!" Liang Xiaosu cried and said, "I don't know why I treat him so coldly today! I know he must be very sad, I see the disappointment and pain in his eyes - sister, I don't want to hurt him, really don't want to! He is still in treatment, and I hope he will be well -- "

" I know, Xiaosu, I understand your mood -- "Du Xiuqing said painfully," your decision at that time was also the real idea in your heart, long pain is better than short pain, and time will heal all this for you -- "

" elder sister - I can't bear him -- "Liang Xiaosu said with tears," thinking that I really want to If I leave him, my heart will be so painful that I can't breathe. I don't know if I can survive - "

" fool, it's not as hard as you think! You haven't seen him for such a long time. Isn't everything the same? I haven't been in touch with him for so long. Don't I still live? As long as you decide for yourself, don't look back! " Du Xiuqing said, "no matter how deep the feelings are, they will be diluted by time. No matter how painful the scars are, they will be smoothed by time. There are no things that can't be passed, only things that can't be returned!"

"Sister - why do I feel so sad when I think of him? I feel like I'm going to die! " Liang Xiaosu covered her chest and said that at the moment, she felt like this. She felt that her heart was tangled together, too painful to stretch and breathe!

"Xiaosu, because you love him, you are afraid of losing him, you are afraid of losing the most cherished feelings in your heart!" Du Xiuqing stroked the broken hair on her forehead for her and said painfully, "however, you will lose him in the end. You are doomed not to have him. He is not yours. Even if you give all of yourself to her and give birth to children for him, he is not yours and will never be!"

Liang Xiaosu couldn't hear such words!

That's the truth! But the truth is too cruel! The truth is so cruel!

She didn't want to face such cruelty!

But she couldn't escape! From the beginning, Du Xiuqing told her, don't be emotional, she and he can only make fun of each other! It can only be a transaction! Not really!

But she was hopelessly in love! Love can't extricate oneself!

Now, when she decided to leave, she was still so hesitant! It's so painful!

Liang Xiaosu, Liang Xiaosu, don't you really want to go back and die again? Then I really want to go to the grave by myself!

Liang Xiaosu kept shaking his head, tears flow more!

"Xiaosu, I'm sorry, I shouldn't take you today. If I don't take you to see him, you won't feel so bad!" Du Xiuqing said apologetically.

"No - I want to go myself! I knew that he was ill last night, so I wanted to fly to him. I couldn't control myself! If you don't take me, I can't help going myself -- "Liang Xiaosu said with tears," if he is well, I won't feel so bad, but if he is ill, I can't forgive myself! "

Du Xiuqing took out a tissue and wiped Liang Xiaosu's tears.Liang Xiaosu's sad mood, she felt.

Women are sentimental animals. Once they fall in love, they can't extricate themselves.

It's not easy to get out of the deep emotion! This is a purgatory like test, if Liang Xiaosu can come out, she will be reborn! After the face of any emotion in life will be calm.

It's hard to be water, but Wushan is not cloud.

Love has been painful, everything is just like this.