Uncle pure bird is too fierce

If she had another experience like this, she would not be able to live and have no courage to live any more!

However, Zhou Jiaqing appeared at this time.

His fanaticism, his love and his persistence make her temporarily find a support, a place where she can be relieved and released. She needs such a person in her heart, even a kind of revenge for Xiao Wu. She once agreed to Zhou Jiaqing's proposal. As long as he divorced, she would marry him!

However, these two days, whenever she thought of the woman in Zhou Jiaqing's family, the poor woman with purple sick lips and weak body, she felt that she was a sinner! A man of great sin!

How could she take her only dependence from such a woman? She is also a woman, also full of the taste of being abandoned! Why let such a poor woman suffer the most unbearable pain in her life?

She felt she couldn't do it! It's going to be damned! There will be retribution!

No, absolutely not!

Liu Jingjing felt restless these two days and could not find any happy feeling, let alone revel in this beautiful fairyland.

Every time she and Zhou Jiaqing are intoxicated together, Yu Nailin's lonely and helpless appearance will appear in front of her eyes. Her dry eyes, empty and staring at her! It makes her hair stand on end!

"Jingjing, you're lying to me. Your eyes tell me that you're thinking about something," Zhou Jiaqing said. "Tell me, is it because of her?"

Liu Jingjing did not want to answer, sipping her mouth and looking at the distance.

It's because of her, but it's not just because of her. She thought to herself.

"Jingjing -" Zhou Jiaqing saw that she didn't say a word, so she said, "you have too much on your mind! I told you long ago that the dissolution of my marriage has nothing to do with you. This in itself is my own choice mistake, I should not marry with Yu Nailin, these process I also confessed with you! She is a patient, congenital heart disease, her disease has nothing to do with me, I can't put my whole life's happiness in for her, I don't want to be such a great but very poor person! In this world, who doesn't live for themselves? If they are not happy, can they make others happy? When I was with her, I tormented each other. I tormented her, and she tormented me. Our marriage died long ago. No, we didn't live from the beginning, because there was no love between us. She does not love me, I do not love her, two people do not love each other together, is not hurt what? Besides, I don't have any children with her, and I don't have any property disputes with her. I told her to divide up and be clean. "

Liu Jingjing doesn't want to hear him say this. She has heard it many times.

He always said that the dissolution of his marriage had nothing to do with her, but she just thought it had.

Because she was involved in his life before they divorced, even if it did not constitute a fact, she is to be condemned, the condemnation of conscience, the condemnation of secular public opinion, how can we say that it does not matter?

However, she still did not speak. She knew that whatever she said, he could give corresponding explanations to comfort her.

"Jingjing, you can't live too tired. You don't have a long life. Why abuse yourself? If we miss the season of love, there will be no more opportunities for love! Some things, miss the season, is to miss a lifetime! Jingjing, I hope you can get rid of the psychological shackles, easy life, easy to face everything in the future - believe me, I will give you happiness and happiness! I'll let you live the life you want! " Zhou Jiaqing continued.

"I - I don't want much --" Liu Jingjing said, "I think, I hope, you don't worry too much, don't hurt her too much, she is very poor, really poor --"

"I know, I can give her, I can do everything, except don't let me live with her, I can accept anything --" Zhou Jiaqing said, "if she today If you need my help, I will help her without hesitation. Do you have any opinions? "

Liu Jingjing shook her head and gave a bitter smile.

She has no opinion, that poor woman, she doesn't want to hurt her, really don't want to.

"Thank you for being so understanding, Jingjing --" Zhou Jiaqing said, "don't worry, I won't affect our lives for her sake. The most important thing is between us --"

"don't you worry?" Liu Jingjing asked.

"What are you worried about?" Zhou Jiaqing asked.

"Her body - had an accident -" said Liu Jingjing.

In her impression, as if yu Nailin that sick look, at any time may have a heart attack and hang up!

If she died, was he responsible? He is so indifferent to a patient, and the patient is still his wife. Is he abandoning him? Should we be responsible?

"Don't worry, it's all right. Everyone has their own life. She is an old patient and knows her health very well. Her medicine is everywhere in the house. She can get it at hand. She has experience and will be fine." Zhou Jiaqing said with affectation and ease.

In fact, Liu Jingjing's words also made him a little worried.Yes, what's wrong with Yu Nailin? She is at home alone, and there are no relatives and friends in Xinjiang city. If you say something bad, no one will know even if she dies!

That home, if Zhou Jiaqing doesn't go back, there won't be another person going in!

He's really worried all of a sudden!

However, another idea came into his mind -

if yu Nailin really had a heart attack and died, wouldn't he be free? What else would it take to get a divorce? The tug of war is naturally over. It's over! Everything is completely liberated with the departure of Yu Nailin's body!

Isn't that a good thing? It's a great thing for Zhou Jiaqing!

What else is he worried about?

It has long been said that men's three major happy events: promotion, wealth and death of wife.

Zhou Jiaqing can't get a promotion and get rich, but if he dies his wife, it's really a great joy in life!

No divorce lawsuit, no endless entanglement from Yu Nailin, no condemnation from conscience and morality, no worry about all future troubles!

It's over! How nice! Is there anything better than this ending?

No!

Zhou Jiaqing's heart can't say a bit of expectation!

However, he soon felt that he was too evil! No matter what, it's all a life. Although he's alive, although he doesn't love her, he shouldn't curse others to death! This heart is too dark, too vicious!

He is not so dehumanized.

"Really?" Liu Jingjing asked with some worry.

"Of course," Zhou Jiaqing said with certainty, "Why are you worried about her? When we are together, we will enjoy our happiness! Jingjing, you should think more about yourself, our future and our happy life in the future - "

Zhou Jiaqing is looking forward to his and Liu Jingjing's life in the future: a happy home, a favorite woman and a lovely child. It's enough to have these!

Liu Jingjing sighed softly, she couldn't do it.

She couldn't help thinking about it. That is, she doesn't want to, these things will jump into her brain like ghosts, harass her from time to time, ravage her heart, and make her restless.

"Jingjing, shall we go boating? You see how clear the lake is. There are green peaks on both sides. It must be very pleasant to go boating, "Zhou Jiaqing said.

"No, I don't want to go --" Liu Jingjing turned and paced to the fence on the bridge. At this moment, she even had the impulse to jump down!

But she did not.

It takes courage to die. Although she is not going well now, her feelings and career are not going well, and she has no life at all, and she has no meaning at all, but she can't and dare not die.

Because she is the only daughter in the family, she died, the blow to her parents is too big! She can't be so selfish.

Even if we live, we should live.

If - if Zhou Jiaqing can really get out of his besieged city, if yu Nailin will not be in any danger, Liu Jingjing would like to live a life like this with Zhou Jiaqing!

After experiencing this period with Xiao Wu, what else can she expect? As long as Zhou Jiaqing is sincere and willing to love her all her life, she will not think of anything.

Despite the marriage Zhou Jiaqing once had, Zhou Jiaqing was an excellent man in all aspects.

Although Liu Jingjing didn't get married, she had been in love with Xiao Wu for five years, and all she had experienced was her wedding letter.

Even if she married Zhou Jiaqing, she didn't feel aggrieved.

Both of them are the same, experienced the feelings of failure, suffered the emotional torture, re choice, will know how to cherish it!

Liu Jingjing silently looks at the boats in the center of the lake, and her thoughts instantly return to those happy days with Xiao Wu -

they once had such a happy time, such an unforgettable moment of passion, such a pledge of love, such a vision of a better future

But it all disappeared. It's like footprints on the beach. It's clear that a huge wave is coming, and it becomes invisible in a moment -

"Jingjing -" Zhou Jiaqing comes over and holds her shoulder, "let's go to the flower path. It's beautiful there --"

Zhou Jiaqing points to the flower path in the jungle not far away and says to Liu Jingjing.

Liu Jingjing nodded and was hugged by Zhou Jiaqing.

At the weekend, there are many tourists, in twos and threes, or in groups, walking in the beautiful flower path.

Zhou Jiaqing wants to take a picture of Liu Jingjing. Liu Jingjing turns around and only leaves him a figure.

She doesn't want to take photos. People who are not in the mood are like ghosts floating away. She doesn't want to take photos.

The blooming flowers on both sides make Liu Jingjing feel better.She wanted to pick one and hold it in the palm of her hand. But, she did not, the flower looks good, cannot pick, once picks down, the flower's life also ended.

Liu Jingjing squatted down in a corner of the corner, looking at the little purple flower.