Undying Patient

Jiang Lishan heard the words, paused to pick up the poems, and put them back on the short table a few seconds later.

Some mental patients have a strong dependence on their psychiatrist. Jiang Lishan knows that there are regulations in the industry that during the treatment process, doctors cannot have more than a limit of affection with the patient.

But things like feelings are difficult to control. Jiang Lishan originally thought that Ai Shuai would be the most troublesome and difficult patient he took over, but for the moment, perhaps the young man is the most difficult patient he has encountered.

For a moment, Jiang Lishan regretted participating in the case. But this idea lasted only for a moment, and it completely disappeared from his mind after a second.

The words of the youth are too straightforward, and the emotions contained in them are difficult to sort out for a while. Rao is Jiang Lishan who has worked in this industry for many years, and he does not know how to answer this sentence, because the identity of the youth is too special. ——He is not like Ai Shuai or any patient he has taken over. He needs to tear his camouflage with a knife to reveal the truth buried under their strange spirit.

Young people need treatment, psychological counseling from doctors, but he is not a complete doctor.

Jiang Lishan dragged the small bench from under the bed and sat beside the youth.

The afterglow of the setting sun was thrown into the room through the floor-to-ceiling windows. The young man was lying on the rocking chair. The thick soft blanket buried him all in the rocking chair. He even looked like he was thin and weak. May die.

Jiang Lishan looked at him. For the first time, he felt that his language was so pale and how barren the vocabulary was. After thinking about it for a long time, he could only ask a plain greeting: "Have you eaten?"

"I have eaten it." Su Jinzhi moved on the reclining chair, turned his face slightly, and turned to face Jiang Lishan. "Doctor Jiang, will you stay here with me tonight?"

Jiang Lishan smiled and said softly, "No tonight, I have to go back to the dormitory."

"Oh," the youth's voice was clearly lost.

Jiang Lishan looked at his lowered eyebrows, but actually wanted to stay as he did last night, staying with the youth to accompany him to sleep, even if the next day would be very tired. But as he said when he refused, he had to go back to the dormitory tonight. Some information of Ai Shuai needed to be sorted out, as was the young man. He couldn't stay in the ward all the time.

"You didn't sleep well last night, did you have a nightmare? Can you tell me what you dreamed of?"

The man spoke, his voice was very calm, and he had a business-like attitude. Su Jinzhi looked at him and did not speak.

When Jiang Lishan saw that he refused to mention the dream, he did not stay on the issue for a long time, but quickly changed his mind and asked, "Is the movie today good-looking?"

"Well, it's funny." Su Jinzhi answered the second question.

Jiang Lishan ticked his lips. "It's the Lord's choice. Do you remember him? He is the doctor who took care of you before."

"Remember." The youth's words were as short and concise as ever.

The chat was dead again. When Jiang Lishan was thinking about other topics, the young man took the initiative to say: "I met a person who was like me in a color dress."

When Su Jinzhi was talking, he had been observing Jiang Lishan's expression. At first glance, the expression of the man did not fluctuate, not even the radian of the corner of his lips had changed by more than half. I can feel that when he finished the last sentence, the breath around the man suddenly cooled down.

"He told me that his name was Ai Shuai, that he had British blood, and he asked me my name." Su Jinzhi saw the man looking at him, his throat knot moving up and down, which was a sign of nervousness and anxiety, "but I didn't tell him. "

"Yes, he is Ai Shuai. He is a very dangerous patient. You'd better not stay too close to him, he will hurt you." Jiang Lishan said, accentuating the word "harm".

The psychologist will not threaten the patient. He will only seize the weak points of the patient and keep them away from the dangerous things with what the patient fears. Su Jinzhi can hear from Jiang Lishan's sentence that he was very afraid of someone. What hurts him can be seen from the strict guarding or protective behavior of the nurses-for Ai Shuai, those nurses are the guards; for him, it is protection.

Su Jinzhi showed some expressions of flinching and cowardly at an appropriate time, and pulled the soft blanket higher to the chin.

However, the next moment, Jiang Lishan made a movement that caused both of them to scratch at the same time-he touched his head.

Jiang Lishan's fingers touched his side face, moved to his horns, and pulled some messy hair on the forehead behind his ear, and then gently stroked his hair.

This action is very soothing and can make people's hearts become smooth and quiet, but this action is too intimate and ambiguous. It completely exceeds the private distance between ordinary people. It can happen in intimate Between friends or relatives, but also love, but never between patients and doctors.

After the man had done all this, he could only reflect what he had done, his fingers froze on his head.

"We'll be back together, but he's gone with you, Doctor Jiang." Su Jinzhi went on, leaning his head on the reclining chair, "It's been a long time before you came to see me."

Jiang Lishan listened to the boy as if he was jealous. He drew his fingers toward the palm of his hand, moved away after making a fist, and lied without changing his face: "Yes, he is dangerous. I want to protect you."

Su Jinzhi: ""

Does he look mentally retarded? What did Jiang Lishan say?

Fortunately, the nurse brought the medicine in at this time to break the strange atmosphere in the room. Jiang Lishan took the medicine himself and handed it to Su Jinzhi: "You must take medicine today."

Su Jinzhi looked down at the medicine and thought it was probably the fate of taking the medicine tonight, but he could still get some other privileges for himself: "Dr. Jiang, can these medicines prevent me from having nightmares?"

Jiang Lishan looked at the pills when he took the medicine. There are calming drugs in it. In theory, it can make young people relax and fall into deep sleep without dreaming, but this is only theory.

So Jiang Lishan chose a compromise answer: "It can make you sleep better."

Without affirmation or denial, Su Jinzhi swallowed the pills and said goodbye to Jiang Lishan: "Good night, Dr. Jiang."

"good night."

After Jiang Lishan left, Su Jinzhi had nothing else to do. He had not taken a bath for two days. Although the recent weather was not hot, Su Jinzhi could not bear himself who had not taken a bath for a long time, so he could only watch under the male nurse's gaze. Walked into the fully transparent bathroom.

Although this bathroom was much better than the one he had lived in before, there was a shower curtain across it, but Su Jinzhi felt that it was completely useless and was able to see the shadow of people clearly.

While taking a shower, Su Jinzhi looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly thought of one thing—Ai Shuai asked his name before the movie began, and it appeared as if he had never seen him at all, but was returning On the way, Ai Shuai just happened to tell him that he heard the nurses mention him and knew a lot about him.

This recognition made Su Jinzhi creepy.

The indigo blue uniform was worn only by the two of them. He was a mental patient with a tendency to violence and self-harm. Ai Shuai was very healthy. He rolled up his sleeves while watching a movie. The muscles on his arms were very strong and his skin was smooth. There are no scars, and his character shows that he will not harm himself. The only thing left is his tendency to be violent.

However, not only the two patients who were isolated because of their violent tendency, but the only person wearing the indigo blue uniform was him and Ai Shuai.

Su Jinzhi looked at himself with scars like thin arms, but couldn't figure out how violent the original body was. This physical quality didn't seem to be a person capable of violence.

Although he was full of doubts, the effects of the medicines he took soon came up, making Su Jinzhi drowsy. He hurriedly brushed his teeth and dried the drops of water on his body, then lay on the bed, and fell asleep without drying his hair.

As a result, the next day, Su Jinzhi had a fever.

The original body had long-term insomnia, malnutrition, and sickness and fever. Sooner or later, his bath last night was just a fuse, not to mention he had that dream again last night. The dream was exactly the same as the previous day. His head was surrounded by a corpse, but the dream last night felt even more real, and he could even feel the stickiness of blood when it got on his hands.

Even after training in a magical world, Su Jinzhi's courage is still not so big. He was more persuaded tonight than yesterday. He was scared to wake up before the eyes of the two people opened, and he never slept again. Passed.

The male nurse who guarded him was not as gentle and careful as Jiang Lishan, and the comfort was indifferent and indifferent, so one of Su Jin was holding the quilt on the bedside, for fear that a dark corner suddenly rolled out of a person.

After dawn, the nurse noticed that his blush was abnormal, and when he came over, he knew that he had a fever.

Jiang Lishan knew that when the news came, the nurse was taking off his shirt and using alcohol to physically cool him, and a cold parchment was covered on his head.

"Why did you have a fever?" Jiang Lishan walked to the bedside and touched the young man's face. For the young man, the guided treatment plan he made last night must be postponed.

The nurse explained: "Maybe it's cold. Mr. Su slept without drying his hair after taking a shower last night."

auzw.com Jiang Lishan heard the nurse ’s words and turned subconsciously to look at the fully transparent bathroom in the room. He did not forget the picture of the young man inside when he came here on the first day, just yesterday Late, someone saw more than him.

Su Jinzhi closed his eyes on the bed and recuperated. He hasn't slept in a stable sense for several days. Long-term sleep deprivation can make people irritable and irritable. This situation became slightly lighter after he heard Jiang Lishan's voice. Some, he opened his eyes and looked at Jiang Lishan.

When Jiang Lishan saw him open his eyes, he immediately bent over to comfort him: "Jinzhi, are you okay?"

"The head hurts," Su Jinzhi replied stupidly.

The youth's complexion had always been pale, but after he was ill, his face became more bloody, which made him look much better.

Jiang Lishan looked at him, his lips froze, turned to the nurse standing aside, and his voice was mixed with blame: "How did you get sick overnight? How did you keep it last night?"

The nurse was scolded by Jiang Lishan with a split head and face, and looked stubborn, but could not say anything to refute.

After Jiang Lishan finished scolding, looking at the awkward expression of the nurse, he was a little embarrassed for a while, because he also felt that his recent mental state was also a little bit wrong, and he paid too much attention to betting on the patient named Su Jinzhi. This has exceeded the limit of a doctor's care for patients.

Sometimes, it ’s not just the patient ’s feelings of dependence on the doctor, the doctor also treats the patient. Once the patient ’s suffering is too pitiful, and the only thing he can rely on is the doctor, the doctor will feel that he is all the pillars of the patient. Excessive attention to the patient.

The feeling worsened after he saw the youth's case last night.

Jiang Lishan can feel his abnormality, but he is unable to reverse this situation.

He thinks this may be because the patients he has been in contact with are some high-IQ mental offenders. They often have high academic qualifications and elegant talking. You need to peel off the layers of candy wrapped by them to find the truth. Sandwich.

And youth is the only difference.

He was weak and pitiful, and a little carelessness would cause him anxiety and fear. He did not have the spirit castle like Ai Shuai made of iron stones. He had a ruined ruin. For Ai Shuai, he You can use a knife, gun, and artillery, but for young people, he can only use a spatula to dig carefully.

Jiang Lishan took a deep breath and no longer trained the nurse who was the vigil last night, but took alcohol from his hand and did physical cooling for the youth.

When he came in, the buttons on the youth's coat had been unbuttoned, the pale chest was bare, exposed, and the color of the milk was pale, but Jiang Lishan didn't pay much attention to the beautiful color. Because the protruding ribs of the teenager are more eye-catching, it makes people unable to ignore his weakness and pity.

Jiang Lishan applied alcohol to the teenager's armpits and neck, and then wiped it again. A nurse entered the ward and whispered in his ear: "Doctor Jiang, it's time to conduct a psychological test on Ai Shuai."

Jiang Lishan looked at the young man on the bed. He closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep.

"Let's go." Jiang Lishan passed the alcohol to another nurse. "He's wrong, come to me right away."

After Su Jinzhi left Jiang Lishan, he immediately started shouting: "Number one, number one, overhear the speech of both of them."

Su Jinzhi is very concerned about Ai Shuai. After all, he is another patient of Jiang Lishan. Jiang Lishan is extremely gentle every time he visits him, but this is not because he likes him, but because he is his patient. As long as Su Jinzhi thought that Jiang Lishan would be so kind to another person, even if it was for work, he would feel uncomfortable in his heart.

What's more, Ai Shuai was not a good guy at first glance. Looking at **** in gay, Su Jin was not at all assured that he was alone with Jiang Lishan.

"You just need to overhear?" Number One asked him, "I can broadcast you live."

Su Jinzhi couldn't wait: "Okay!"

One minute later, an electronic screen appeared in front of him and cast it on the ceiling. Su Jinzhi only needed to open his eyes to see it, but the scene fell a little weird in the eyes of the nurse.

But Su Jinzhi couldn't control that much, because Jiang Lishan had already met Ai Shuai there.

When Jiang Lishan talked to him, the room he was in was very warm, and there was tea and milk supplies. He also spoke softly, and he just coaxed him as a child, but Ai Shuai didn't treat him like this. Already.

It is indeed the same as what he saw yesterday. The place where Jiang Lishan and his Ai Shuai met was in another room. There is no lighting window in this room. The only window is a surveillance window. The glass on the window is specially made. Everything to the outside.

The walls and floor of the room are gray, and the tables and chairs are dark black. The whole room gives a very depressed and serious feeling.

But Ai Shuai, who was sitting in the middle of the room, was smiling.

The corners of her lips were tilted obliquely, and she was still humming, and whistleed after Jiang Lishan opened her chair and sat down: "Good morning, Doctor Jiang, I have been waiting for you for a long time."

Jiang Lishan didn't lift his head, sorting out the documents in his hand, his expression was faint, and his voice was indifferent: "I thought you would never want to see me."

"Oh, I didn't want to meet before." Ai Shuai nodded, and he laughed again just a few seconds later, "but it won't happen anymore, I will look forward to seeing you every day."

Su Jinzhi was furious. He didn't dare to blame Jiang Lishan so blatantly. Where did Ai Shuai's face go? With his yellow teeth?

Jiang Lishan's expression didn't change much, just as he didn't hear Ai Shuai's voice, but Ai Shuai's next sentence made Jiang Lishan raise his head stupidly: "Because I smell a little cute smell on you . "

"You just came from the little cute room." Ai Shuai leaned back with his arms, narrowed his eyes and sniffed the air intoxicated. "In this room, his fragrance is everywhere."

Su Jinzhi reacted after hearing: "The little cute he said, wouldn't it be me?"

No. 1 said: "It should be, after all, he said that all who wear light blue sick clothes are stupid."

Su Jinzhi did not answer, and continued to stare intently at the electronic screen. Jiang Lishan put his hand on the file after Ai Shuai said those words, put his fingers on the table, and said quietly, "Are you finished?"

The author has something to say: There are also red envelopes today. An angel asked when my birthday was August 11th. Do you have any surprises for me?

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