Undying Patient

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I do n’t know if it changed to sleep on the ground. Su Jinzhi did not have the familiar nightmare this night, but dreamed of some previous things, so he slept peacefully until dawn, and was in a good mood after waking up. Also a bit more spirited.

He has never slept so peacefully since he came to this world. He is usually insomnia all night after being awakened. The dark circles under his eyes are like smoky makeup, which is always sick. He looked so angry that he would be disgusted when he saw it, but he never thought what Jiang Lishan would think of him now. But he also realized that his relationship with Jiang Lishan is closer than that of ordinary doctors and patients-sleeping together in a bed.

Although Su Jinzhi kept telling himself that this was because of his special situation, and Jiang Lishan was not the reason for a general doctor, he couldn't help but feel a little happy, and felt that he had gradually become special in Jiang Lishan's heart.

When Su Jinzhi woke up, the piece lying by Jiang Lishan was empty yesterday. He reached out and touched it, and was frozen by a single piece, indicating that the person who originally slept here had been away for a long time.

The bedroom door was not closed, and some sounds from the kitchen could be heard, probably Jiang Lishan was making breakfast for him.

Su Jinzhi put on cotton slippers and went into the bathroom to wash. As soon as he went in, he felt that his eyes were shaken by something. He moved his body, and the light was not obvious. He took a closer look and found that the light before Refracted by a razor blade in a sink.

He was physically weak and had little hair and no beard at all. He hadn't shaved in the hospital. The razor must have been used by another person in the villa.

However, Su Jinzhi looked at the razor and didn't know why, a sudden thought came out of his mind--the blade of the razor must be sharp, so that he could reflect the cold metal light like that.

"Jinzhi?"

Su Jinzhi stood in front of the washstand and was astounded, but Jiang Lishan came in from the outside. He wore a beige waistband and the smell of fireworks from the kitchen.

He looked at him with a soft smile on his face, but after seeing the shaver on the washstand, he suddenly cooled down, stepped up and put the shaver into a small locker next to it. , And then eased again: "Breakfast is ready, let's have breakfast first."

"Oh." Su Jinzhi looked at his movements without thinking about it. After a response, he raised his hand to get his own toothbrush, only to find that the toothbrush had been squeezed with toothpaste, and the quilt filled with water was set aside. Obviously Jiang Lishan arranged for him in advance.

Su Jinzhi brushed his teeth cheerfully, looking in the mirror and standing by the door waiting for his Jiang Lishan.

Because it is at home, the man is not wearing a white coat, but he wears a home suit like him. The new glasses are a pair of black frames. Compared with the pair of gold-rimmed glasses, it adds a lot to the man. Popularity.

Su Jinzhi looked at his dress and couldn't help asking: "Doctor Jiang, aren't you going to work today?"

Jiang Lishan squeezed a wet towel for the young man and looked at the white foam left by brushing his teeth near the corners of the young man's mouth. He couldn't help wiping him off with a towel. After washing again, he handed the towel to the young man.

"Don't go in the morning, we will go in the afternoon." Jiang Lishan watched the young man hang up the towel, and he turned and walked towards the living room first.

The only patients he needs to be responsible for now are the youth and Ai Shuai. He will accompany the young at home in the morning and take the youth to the hospital to see Ai Shuai in the afternoon.

Jiang Lishan turned his back to Su Jinzhi and thought about something. He didn't take a few steps, but found that his hand was being held. Looking down, it turned out that the young man was holding his hand a few steps behind.

"Doctor Jiang, what are we going to eat this morning?" The young man was a little shorter than him. Because of his thin body, his pajamas appeared a little wide on his body. Jiang Lishan looked down at him. In addition to the white delicate clavicle, See more from the loose neckline.

The hands in the palms were warm, because they had just been exposed to hot water, and they were carrying some moisture. They knew he should not do this, but Jiang Lishan moved his fingers and gently held the young man's hand. No release.

He chose the pajamas on the youth, and he designed the villa himself. Since he submitted the application form for living with the youth, the idea of ​​owning a "home" with the youth is beyond his mind Inhibit edema growth.

Not another ward, but a home.

Jiang Lishan's throat moved and he opened his mouth softly, "I cooked pumpkin porridge for you, do you like it?"

No matter what the man made for him, Su Jinzhi would only say that he liked it, and the man did not refuse his closeness. Su Jinzhi could not help but leaned back to him, his arms were attached, and he held Jiang Lishan's hand and answered, . "

After having breakfast, Jiang Lishan originally planned to talk to the youth at home to see his recent emotional state, but before he washed the dishes well, he received a call from the hospital.

The caretaker nurse Ai Shuai called him: "Dr. Jiang Ai Shuai, something happened."

"What's the matter?" Jiang Lishan pressed the cellphone over his shoulder to answer, and was still washing the dishes and spoons in his hands.

"That's it." The nurse shivered, and after a while, he didn't say a word, and finally decided, "Ai Shuai jumped off the building."

Jiang Lishan thought he heard it wrong, and asked again: "He jumped off the building?"

The nurse said, "Yes."

This incident sounds incredible. After all, Ai Shuai's character is there. It is impossible for a person like him to commit suicide. Even if he commits suicide, he will never choose such an ordinary way of death.

As his attending doctor, Jiang Lishan knew the **** nature of Ai Shuai, knew that he could not jump off the building for no reason, and asked the nurse, "Did he say anything before jumping off the building?"

"Sayed." The nurse sighed, knowing that nothing could be hidden from Dr. Jiang, although he thought it was strange that Ai Shuai jumped from the building, "He woke up in the morning and said he would go to see Mr. Su. Xiao Li and I did not agree Ai Shuai ran to the window and said that if we didn't let him meet Mr. Su, he would jump upstairs. "

Jiang Lishan: ""

Ai Shuai has several lives on his hands, and is a typical anti-social mental illness killer. Su Jinzhi is also suspected of killing. No matter what, the hospital will never let the two of them stay together to share the killing experience, so the nurse will naturally not Agree with Ai Shuai's threat, who knew that Ai Shuai really jumped upstairs.

If it weren't for the fact that Ai Shuai hadn't known about the young man moving here, Jiang Lishan would think that Ai Shuai was intentionally right.

But Ai Shuai was his patient after all. Jiang Lishan refused to let it go. After putting the bowl and spoon into the cabinet, he let Su Jinzhi put on his sick clothes and go to the sick building with him.

auzw.com "Don't you say you don't go in the afternoon?" Su Jinzhi felt strange.

Jiang Lishan did not conceal the story of Ai Shuai jumping, and bluntly said, "Ai Shuai has jumped off the building."

Su Jinzhi: ""

How could he have the original illusion to jump out of the building and force Xiaosan's husband home, he was the Xiaosan, and Jiang Lishan was the illusion of her husband?

The villa where Jiang Lishan lived was not far away from the sick building he was in before, and it was only ten minutes by car. The weather became cold during this time, so before going out, Jiang Lishan added a gray sweater to the outside of his sick clothes, and depending on the size, it should be Jiang Lishan's previous wear.

Su Jinzhi slept well yesterday, and her complexion today. The nurses looked at Su Jin who was flushed, and all of them froze. Looking at another patient, his face was not very good.

It was also a coincidence that when they came, Ai Shuai jumped off the building before dawn. When they arrived, they just met Ai Shuai pushed from the Orthopedic Building.

Ai Shuai's ward was on the second floor. He couldn't jump to death, but he broke his left arm and cast plaster. There were a few bruises on his body, and his forehead was broken in one place. He rubbed iodine and looked. It looks really pathetic.

After Jiang Lishan originally planned to bring Su Jinzhi to the sick building, he let the nurse look at Su Jinzhi. He went to see the situation of Ai Shuai, but did not expect that Ai Shuai came on the back foot.

And when Ai Shuai saw Su Jinzhi who was with Jiang Lishan, his face became somber and sorrowful, and his voice was yin and yang. He hummed, "Mr. Su, I jumped off the building to see you. You actually carried me and Dr. Jiang. Together. "

Su Jinzhi: ""

It seems that he is the husband, Jiang Lishan is the third.

Jiang Lishan only farted when Ai Shuai said, turning his head and whispering to Su Jinzhi, "You follow the nurse to the ward first."

"Oh." Su Jinzhi was very obedient and was about to leave with the nurse right now.

Although Ai Shuai couldn't hear what Jiang Lishan and Su Jinzhi said, he looked at the back of Su Jinzhi turning and left, and he could guess what Jiang Lishan said at once. Although his arm was broken, his feet could still move. See Su Jinzhi When he was about to leave, he immediately jumped off the bed next time, and flung towards Su Jinzhi, shouting, "No, I'm leaving! I want to be with you!"

Everyone at the scene did not expect Ai Shuai to jump off the building and fall like this, and he could jump so far. He immediately held him down and let him slip out. Jiang Lishan, who was standing next to Su Jin, reacted fast enough, but also It was too late to stop Ai Shuai. Even though Su Jinzhi was protected, the three fell to the ground together.

Su Jinzhi was the one who was pressed at the bottom. He slammed his head on the marble floor severely, and his tears burst out in pain, but Ai Shuai just clasped him with that intact hand, his eyes were full. It was red blood, and he screamed, "I want to chat with you!"

Ai Shuai's nails were very long. Before he fell down, he grabbed Su Jinzhi. Under the action of gravity, he pulled five bloodstains on Su Jinzhi's hand with belt meat. The skin on Su Jinzhi's arm was thin, and Ai Shuai had great strength. The skin on the surface was caught and lifted up by Ai Shuai. The blood stopped for only a few seconds, and then rushed out from the wound, and it became red immediately Full sleeves.

Su Jinzhi has a special constitution and suffers from hemophilia. He walks a little more on weekdays, and congestion will occur at the joints of his body. Trauma to stop bleeding is extremely difficult, and it may cause a variety of complications. This kind of scratch is considered on ordinary people Not much more serious, but it is not a trivial matter to put it on Su Jinzhi.

Ai Shuai also saw Su Jinzhi bleed, but he didn't have any guilt as the original creator. Instead, he looked at Su Jinzhi's blood on his body and felt that he was very beautiful, and his lower body gradually became erected. He had a sick smile on his face, Close to Su Jinzhi whispered in his ear: "Su Jinzhi, you are so beautiful."

Su Jinzhi never told Ai Shuai what his name was. At this moment, listening to Ai Shuai calling his name, he just felt creepy and tried to avoid Ai Shuai's breath by turning his head.

The next moment, Ai Shuai suddenly screamed: "Ahhhh!"

When Jiang Lishan saw Ai Shuai refused to let go of Su Jinzhi, he stepped on and stepped on Ai Shuai's right hand. Ai Shuai was in pain and soon let go. The nurse next to him quickly dragged Su Jinzhi out.

"Give him a sedative!" Jiang Lishan's chest quickly fluctuated, apparently very angry.

Immediately after the nurse clamped Ai Shuai, he gave him a shot, and Ai Shuai stared at Su Jinzhi with a dead eye, and kept screaming his name: "Su Jinzhi! Su Jinzhi!"

The wounded area couldn't stop the blood at all. Jiang Lishan called and asked the doctor to come to Su Jinzhi to treat the wound. However, due to physical problems, Su Jinzhi hung two blood bags with high concentration of clotting factors.

Su Jinzhi was lying on the hospital bed, his expression was a little embarrassed, and the rosy one-night dream had disappeared from his face, replaced by the paleness caused by pain and blood loss.

Ai Shuai just scared him. Although Su Jinzhi came to the world to see a lot of mental illness, after all, he had never been close to them. After all, Ai Shuai was the first patient he was so crazy. A killer is even more embarrassed by this, even if there are two nurses around him still a little uneasy.

After Jiang Lishan changed Ai Shuai's ward, he immediately came to see Su Jinzhi.

When Su Jinzhi saw Jiang Lishan appear, he sat upright and called him miserably: "Doctor Jiang"

"Let's go out first, I'll keep it here." Jiang Lishan looked at the youth, and he couldn't wait to hug him for comfort, but besides him and the youth, there were two men in the ward, so Jiang Lishan had to first Ask them to go out, then sit on the edge of the bed, raise their hands to avoid the young man's wounds and hang pins and hug him, comforting in a low voice, "It's all right."

Although Su Jinzhi was stunned by Jiang Lishan's sudden closeness, he felt more grieved. Whoever made such a perverted world out of him, he gently lifted up his tightly bandaged arm and showed it to the man: My hands hurt. "

Although the wound has been covered with gauze, the physical fitness of the young man is not good, and some blood has come out through the gauze. The red piece is very dazzling, and it hurts when I look at it. Not to mention the injured person.

However, such a wound cannot be touched or touched, so Jiang Lishan can't tell him to rub, as he had coaxed the youth, and it will not hurt, and he said quietly for a while, "Well."

Su Jinzhi was still waiting for him to comfort himself. I didn't expect to hear him say "um" after waiting for a long time. He felt even more aggrieved, and didn't speak in the arms of the man.

Although Jiang Lishan could detect his sullenness, he didn't know that Su Jinzhi liked himself so much. When he was suffering from a wound, he wanted to comfort the youth, but knew that his identity was not suitable.

He is just his doctor, not his lover.

But when Ai Shuai threw the youth to the ground and made such a wound on him, he regarded the youth as angry, worried and distressed as his lover.

Jiang Lishan smiled bitterly, knowing that his proud professional ethics may no longer exist, and when others ask him, he can no longer be assured—as a psychologist, he fell in love with his patients in violation of professional rules. .

In the future, he may violate morality and use his professional advantages to guide young people to fall in love with himself.

Jiang Lishan closed his eyes and, in a place invisible to the young man, bowed his head and kissed him gently.

The strength was very light. Su Jinzhi didn't feel it at all. Although he was aggrieved, he still leaned on Jiang Lishan's arms. The other hand, which was not injured, still clasped the man's arm, and forced No. 1 in his heart: "This world is so abnormal Does Jiang Lishan no longer love me? "

Or to say, hate him a little.

As long as Su Jinzhi thought about it, he felt that his heart was hurting like acupuncture and stabbing, more painful than his arm.

But he asked himself, Su Jinzhi felt that if he and Jiang Lishan changed their positions, replaced by his aimless wandering in the interstellar for hundreds of years, he was still forgotten by his lover, and he could not do anything at all.

Without waiting for the first answer, Su Jinzhi said to himself: "No, he definitely loves me, and I love him too."

The metamorphosis is perverted, and it is not Jiang Lishan who perverts him. It is Ai Shuai ’s dog-doing. Jiang Lishan is so good to him, and he coaxes him to sleep every night. Moreover, No. 1 also said that although most of this world was made by men subconsciously, there was also a part that was not him. Maybe this part of Ai Shuai was not made by him?

No. 1 heard Su Jin's question and said, "I seem to know why he chose to be a psychologist and let you be his patient."

"Why?" Su Jinzhi asked it.

No. 1 said, "Maybe I want to read everything about you."

You were forced to separate before you fully understood what you said and what you did, so after you meet again, when you have the opportunity, you want to recognize all your words and actions so strongly and understand everything about you.